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Point of view: Mahir's POV....

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And we will get divorced tomorrow.... After talking to my legal advisor about Bela's company and documents for getting it transferred back in her name I put my phone on the table after disconnecting that call and thoughts come to my mind....

But before I could waste my night in overthinking, I washed the thoughts away and went towards our room....

I went in and found Bela already putting pillow and quilt on couch.... And then I got reminded that how uncomfortable it was when I sat there with her.... I can't let her sleep on couch anymore....

"Bela.... It's not comfortable.... Please take bed today...."

"Mahir.... It's okay.... Now I have got used to sleeping here.... "

"Bela please.... I am sorry.... Please sleep on bed...."

Hearing this she narrowed her eyes at me making me confused....

"Okay.... I will sleep on bed.... Where will you sleep then?", She asked still narrowing her eyes at me....

"Couch obviously", I answered....

"No.... You are not.... You be at office throughout the day and you sit there on that damn chair.... At night only you can give some rest to your back and now you wanna sleep on couch? Are you high or what?"

That made me amused.... So I looked at her with mischievous glint in my eyes....

"I don't drink.... But yes someone else was high that day.... ", Saying this I winked at her making her cheeks turn red....

"Um.... but.... But I don't know anything... You are not sleeping on this couch....", She said putting her hands on her waist....

"But you are also not sleeping on that couch then....", I told her with a stern look on my face....

"Mahir... Only one day is left together.... Why are we fighting? Let's pass one more night like we do and tomorrow we won't be together....", She said this when her face fell a little.... I don't know the exact reason why her face falls when she clearly told me how happy she is to get rid of me....

"Exactly Bela.... See.... I know I have been selfish to you.... I am again being selfish that's why I am asking you not to sleep on couch.... You know.... I am guilty... And I am regretting everything.... So may be if you don't sleep on couch tonight then I guess I will be able to convince myself that you forgave me.... Please Bela.... I really want to wash off my guilt.... Please"

She was looking at me for few minutes and then she finally looked towards bed.... She went towards it and then looked at me....

"Okay.... I will sleep here....", She said....

Then I was going towards couch and she settled on bed when she looked at me sitting on couch....

"Mahir.... No.... You are not sleeping there.... It's uncomfortable.... Please....", She said with concerned look....

"Bela it's okay I can manage...."

"Please.... ", She again made that puppy face which can't be refused to....

"So where do you want me to sleep? Floor? Or study room?", I questioned being actually confused to which she patted another side of bed....

"What?", I questioned..

"It's double bed Mahir.... Big enough for two....", She said hesitantly to which I was just looking at her....

"Bela.... If you think I am sleeping there then you are wrong.... I have already forcefully did alot of bad things to you.... I am not adding one more thing to my list of deeds which I am regretting for....", I told her.... Because I seriously can't get over my regret....

"Mahir see.... I won't force.... But yeah.... I don't mind sharing it.... It's not something big for me so yeah you can.... We can put pillows in between... Just like you asked me sleep here considering that you will take it like I forgave you.... Same I do want because I will consider it like you forgave me for spoiling your wedding.... And I am still sorry....", She said to which I was just looking at her again.... She is very good at being stubborn for sure.... I rolled my eyes and then I got up go to towards bed....

Then we made a partition on it by using pillows and then she lied on the left side and I took right one....

We were just trying to sleep with out actually sleeping.... So while turning again and again in our sides we suddenly faced each other.... Neither I was sleeping nor she....

"Are you not sleeping? I am telling you I can still go back to couch....", I said to her to which she rolled her eyes....

"Shut up Mahir.... I am just not an early sleeper so.... What happened to you? Why are not sleeping?", She asked....

"I don't know....", I shrugged my shoulder to wash my thoughts away.... I was actually thinking about her only and whatever is gonna happen the next day but I can't tell that to her....

"Mahir sleep... We have to get up early tomorrow so....", She said.... How happy she is to divorce me.... But it's all okay....

In few minutes of pretending to be sleeping I opened my eyes again only to find her sleeping in front of me.... A flick of her hair was on her face.... And she was snoring lightly.... I don't really know why but my lips curved into a smile.... Breathtaking.... She looks breathtaking.... Hesitantly I took my hand out of quilt and pushed those hair strands behind her ear.... And then I again was lying in the same position there.... I was not feeling like sleeping at all.... I was looking at her while she was sleeping.... I knew it was wrong.... But my heart was just fluttering everytime she smiled and pouted while sleeping.... I am struck.... I don't know what feelings they are because I never felt such.... But I know I am falling.... Falling for someone for whom I am not supposed to.... Whom I don't deserve.... My heart is aching to ask her not to leave.... But I know she deserves someone better and that she is not happy with me.... This all went wrong Mahir.... Just because of you....

"Not because of you.... At least you realised that you were wrong.... Just tell her that you don't want her to leave.... Who knows may be part of her wants the same?", My sub-conscious asks....

"No... She said this very clearly that she is happy leaving me.... I don't want to be selfish or to stick around....", I answer back letting a tear rolling down my cheeks....

"You know what... You are whipped... You are a gone case Mahir.... You know you have fallen for her truly,madly and deeply.... But you are not even telling her.... Now tell me what you will do with your heart?"

I wiped my damp cheek with a pale and tired smile and answered back....

"It would be a privilege for me to have my heart broken by her.... And I never fell for someone unconditionally.... Let's just my love be unconditionally one-sided this time.... I know I won't get her.... But at least I won't regret thinking that she is not happy with me...."

Washing away my thoughts I looked at her for a minute and then tried to sleep....

In the morning....

We are in my car.... And we are going towards court.... The drive was just silent with nobody speaking anything at all.... Neither I nor she....

Suddenly I heard the voice I was dying to hear from morning....

"Mahir... Can we stop by this church? This is the same church-", she said this excitedly but then she cuts herself off and her face falls....

"Same church where we got married...", I add to which she nods and then we stop by that church....

"Are you coming in?", She asked with an emotionless face....

"You want me to come?", I asked because I actually don't know what does she wants....

She nodded in yes surprisingly so I nodded too and we got out of car to visit that church.... We went in and then sat inside for few minutes since it was little crowded today.... Then when others left and it was all vacate, Bela got up and left to pray.... I followed her.... She kneeled on kneeler and started praying....

I was just not feeling like praying for something which is not good for her and which won't make her happy.... But I don't know how my mind wanders to her and I pray to God for the same.... For her.... That please don't let Bela go away.... I might not be the best thing ever happened to her but she is.... I am acting selfish I know but just the thought of her leaving me is scaring the hell out me.... But morever I want her happy.... That's all god.... I don't want her to be unhappy ever....

In a minute she was done with her prayer and got up and turned towards me.... She was looking in my eyes straight and I was scared to let my eyes tell her anything else so I turned to leave when I heard her voice....

"Won't you pray?", She asked

"I did pray... But I don't want that to happen.... Bela let's leave... We are getting late...."

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