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Point of view: Bela's POV....

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When he told me that we are soon going to get divorced, I could not hold back the tears.... And I just burst out crying.... He did it.... He broke my heart again.... When I finally thought that we are becoming friends and he is behaving in a good way to me, I thought may be this marriage can work out.... Because I really wanted it to work out.... When he married me forcefully I was angry at him.... Because all I did was that I saved him from that Heli who was already cheating on him and he did that.... But then seeing the childish ways he was punishing me in, I thought may be the old Mahir whom I knew from college time isn't lost.... Because at any cost he wasn't worst to me.... Also when he broke that laptop he corrected his mistake... So somehow I thought it's god's way to bring us together.... But no.... I forgot... That we are not 'made in heaven' kind of couple.... We are made in hell.... And obviously.... The more I will do to hold this, the more it will slip away.... And once again he broke my heart....

I still remember the day.... The day when I fell in love for the first time.... When I fell for him.... For Mahir Sehgal....

Flashback:

"Just look at her.... Such a nerd she looks like.... And those specs.... Idiot....", A random senior said at college stopping me....

"But I guess she is not that bad.... I mean just look at her ass-", Other senior added but I cut him off....

"Shut up.... Don't talk to me this way...", I said still looking down....

"Then which way sweetie? Just the way that Mahir was talking to you? Yes we got to know that he stayed there for you throughout the night.... Helping you....", First guy said....

"No... I guess Mahir too did that for his benefit... Otherwise who will care for this nerd... I am sure he was been all sweet and nice to her just to get benefits... You know what benefits I am talking about ... Isn't it?", The second guys kept on saying shit and I couldn't say anything.... I was not brave enough to speak up for myself then....

"Baby give us a chance, we can stay up for a night too for you.... To enjoy fuc-"

As he was about to speak that a punch landed on his face cutting him off.... I looked up only to find some guy there.... Then he moved his arms towards me signing me to get behind him and I did the same.... And then he punched both of them continuously till their nose started bleeding and blood was visible between their teeth....

"Um... Mahir... Stop it... What the fuck....", That guy said only to make me realise that this is Mahir.... Yes that night I couldn't see his face....

"The fuck you were doing here made you deserve this.... What do you think of yourself when you can't respect her?"

And then Mahir punched him again....

"And what do you think? You are being a cool dude by disrespecting a girl... Stop doing such cheap shits Jeff.... Otherwise be ready to get punched the shit out of you...."

And then he punched the other guy again....

"Benefits like seriously? She is our junior I guess... What image are you guys making in front of her? That you guys talk such shits here?"

Saying this he was about to turn towards me to see me but I just lacked the courage to face him.... Because I just got reminded of the things those guys said about me and Mahir.... I just lacked courage to face him.... So I ran in opposite direction before he could see me....

"Hey.... Girl.... I am sorry....", I could hear Mahir apologising from behind but I just ran.... I couldn't face him....

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After that incident I started liking Mahir.... For the person he was.... Well he still is.... He has goodness still there hidden under the rudeness.... Back then I started being a teenager for him.... Well that's what people do when they get a Crush.... I just never was too serious about my feelings because I took it as a passing crush.... So I used to see him performing from the audience whenever he took part in music events.... And then football matches.... I was never interested in football until I got to know he plays football too and he is in the team of college.... Vish used to tell me how mad I was for this passing crush but one day something happened that made me realise that my feelings are much more than just crushing over him....

Flashback:

"Bela, Bela that... Mahir.... He....", Vish comes rushing into the classroom which was just devoid of any student since class was postponed....

"What Vish? Why the hell are you huffing?"

"Bela.... Bela.... Mahir.... He met an accident...."

"What? When?"

"Outside the college only.... He was just about to take a turn towards college when a truck came in front and his car is smashed and he is still in...."

Hearing this tears started rolling down my cheek and I got up and literally ran to see him.... As I reached the spot of accident I saw the same which Vish told me... He was still inside the car and nobody was making an effort to get him out of the car and he was passed out since he got hurt in his head.... I was going ahead to get him out of his car when I got reminded of that incident when people were talking shit about us when he helped me.... So I just covered my face up with my scarf so that they don't get to see my face.... And I went ahead to help him when Vish sent some more guys of my batch to help me.... And then we managed to get him out of his car.... Then as soon as we got him seated in my car I saw his car blasting... This made me get goosebumps and I was literally in tears seeing Mahir's condition.... Blood was visible on his face and I was scared... Then me and my friends took him to hospital in my car.... Before getting him out of car I kissed his knuckles while crying.... 'I don't want to lose you.... Are you listening? You need to get well for me' is all what I wispered before helping my friends to get him out of the car and then we took him in.... Thankfully some of my friends knew the ones who were in Mahir's friend circle and they called them.... I got a call then from dad so I just prayed for Mahir to God and I left to office where dad was.... Later in office I got a call from Vish telling me that Mahir is fine and is out of danger.... He will get discharge very soon too....

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When I finally realised that I fell for him... I was scared... As always.... Of rejection.... So I decided not to approach him ever.... But one day somehow Vish convinced me.... That I should approach him at least once.... Because after the accident when he got back his senses, he apparently asked my friend who brought him there and they didn't tell him because I asked them not to since I felt I am not his type.... But after constantly being asked by Vish to approach him I finally decided that I will.... And then.... My heart broke....

Flashback:

"I love you Heli.... Will you be my girlfriend?"

I was about to approach him for the first time knowing he must be there in ground of college campus.... And I heard these words being said in an excited and loud voice... And I saw Mahir sitting on his knees proposing Heli with a bouquet of roses in his hand.... Then the crowd started clapping for them as Heli accepted that bouquet smiling at him.... And tears rolled down my cheeks realising I have nothing to say now.... I started clapping with the crowd too when my heart just broke into pieces....

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And I then completed my final exams without attending music events, football matches, and every other event where Mahir could have been present.... After completing my BBA I opted for some other university to do my MBA because I was just not feeling good at that university.... I didn't tell about him to anybody except Vish who knew it all.... That day also when Mahir answered her call on my phone then I had a long talk with her telling her what exactly happened....

I kind of got over it.... I got over him.... May be that's why only when I faced him actually at some conference I wasn't the shy, introverted and nervous Bela Sharma at all.... But he changed too.... He was more rude than before.... A typical business tycoon.... So that made me get over him more because I knew that Mahir was lost somewhere for whom I fell once.... But now when I was getting old Mahir back and I was kind of falling again.... Thank god it stopped... And my heart broke now, because it just had to.... There is a reason why we are 'Made in hell'....

And then I just faced him with a smile telling him they were happy tears and then offered him coffee later when he was standing near balcony and gathered some courage to tell him that I will miss him....

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I know too many flashbacks and it's becoming sad.... But trust your writer things will get better soon....

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