I'm so tired.

Tired of what exactly. Good question. Right now at this very moment. It's my life.

Now don't get me wrong. I have a great life. I'm pretty happy but today is just one of those days. Where everything that can go wrong has gone wrong. I have my own personal dark cloud following me around today. I cant seem to shake it off. I need a change.

Haven't you ever just wanted to like pick up and leave everything behind. Even if its for just a day. It would be a day of freedom at least. I just feel like the responsibilities we have on a daily basis, tend to weigh us down and drag us until we are drowning. And then what happens.

Do you drown? Or do you swim back up? I choose the latter. I will swim and fight my way back up to the top. So that I can get that moment of air into my lungs. That breakthrough moment I need to get me onto the next obstacle that I will have to encounter.

Fighting your own demons is not an easy thing to accomplish, so I sincerely applaud those who decide their lives are worth fighting for even if it's you that is fighting. I believe we need that fire inside of us to truly be happy in this life. Because if you wont fight for yourself who else will. And even if someone fights for you, will you listen? because that's another thing, we are too busy looking at ourselves to see that the people in our lives do care.

Sometimes it is the other way around. Sometimes it's your loved ones or the ones surrounding you pushing you farther into the depths of darkness. But ultimately the final decision is up to you, isn't it? Will you fight or will you give up? Especially when true love is involved.