warnings: (fluffy) smut, top!chan

words: 3727

inspiration: this is an extraction of my story "loverboy"

written: early 2018

published: february 18th 2024

notes:
this was actually my first smut ever i wrote when i was 14 🧍🏼‍♀️ (originally written in german)

hi, still alive and thought i could just drop this even though it's already out there

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"Today was nice," Chan spoke into the silence, Jeongin nodding and crawling closer to his boyfriend to settle on his pelvis. "Yeah, it was great," the Korean bit his lip and drew shapes on Chan's chest with his fingers, while the Australian's fiddled with the belt hoops of Jeongin's pants.

Chan bit his lips as he looked up to his boyfriend, before one of his hands slipped over Jeongin's waist and pushed the shirt up before crawling underneath. He caressed the soft skin, making goosebumps appear, Jeongin now nervously licking his lower lip.

"Channie?" he softly breathed out without having any idea where his words were going, his voice trembling and almost breaking in the end. "Yeah, baby?" the older just smiled at him and let his hands wander over Jeongin's waist, softly rubbing up and down the curves which made the younger squirm a little bit. Chan's hands felt so nice on his body, igniting fires with every patch of skin he touched, making sparks fly around. He wanted more. He needed more.

Without answering, Jeongin just pulled Chan closer to him on the hem of his shirt and crashed their lips onto each other, both of them immediately hungrily responding to the kiss like they haven't seen each other in weeks. Jeongin's right hand slid over the Australian's neck into his curls and tightly clawed its fingers into them, while starting to carefully roll his hips.

A groan erupted Christopher's throat as Jeongin's butt rubbed over his dick in a slow manner, creating friction with the clothes and twitching up. He almost moaned into the kiss as the Korean kept going and pushed down onto him, yet he wanted to make sure Jeongin actually wanted this.

He was scared it would be too soon to have sex with Jeongin, they haven't been together for that long yet, but there is no official date after which a couple was allowed to sleep with each other.

So as his erection kept growing a tiny bit bigger, Jeongin was now the one moaning a breathy moan into the kiss as Chan's cock pushed itself between his cheeks. "Hyungie," was uttered with a dark red face, mouth open and a thin thread of saliva connecting their lips.

"Tell me what you want, Jeongin, talk to me." Chan gulped and let his eyes wander over Jeongin's face, the turned on expression doing things to him he was scared of. He did not want Jeongin to regret this.

"I- I wanna, I," Jeongin's voice cracked as he started his movements back up, spreading his legs a little further. "Love me, Chan Hyung."

For a moment the older just smiled up at him like an idiot in love, before he grabbed onto Jeongin's hips and abruptly turned them around.

Chan now hovered over Jeongin's body, pinning the younger's hands to the pillow next to his head as their lips were moving against each other, leaving Jeongin with a certain nervousness and a slight feeling of anticipation. One of the Australian's hands slipped off the brown haired's wrist and slid under his sweater, Jeongin's fingers sliding up the back of his boyfriend's neck. Chan then confidently licked Jeongin's bottom lip with his tongue, whereupon he opened his mouth a little, the older grinning into the kiss.

Slightly rough fingertips gently caressed the Korean's hip bones and left behind an almost burning sensation on the places he touched on his body. Chan's fingers trailed higher, his palm sliding across Jeongin's stomach, up towards his chest while taking the fabric of the shirt with it along the way.

The blonde man carefully broke the kiss, only a thread of saliva connecting their lips and in order to slip the piece of clothing over the younger's head and off his arms, he broke through this thread. When the cold hit Jeongin, he immediately tried to cover himself in embarrassment, even though Chan had already seen him shirtless once or twice.

The older dropped the shirt to the floor next to the bed and kissed Jeongin once again, whereupon the Korean wrapped his arms around Chan's neck and pulled him closer. Chan's plump and beautifully curved lips then traveled from Jeongin's lips up to his cheek, later reaching his ear and then continued to his neck, where they lingered, touching Jeongin's collarbone longingly over and over again.

After that, they attached themselves to the thin skin of Jeongin's neck, leaving a slight red hickey behind before wandering off to another spot. He lightly kissed the stains and bit into them lovingly. Jeongin moaned softly and arched his back a little, pushing his head deeper into the pillow underneath his head while Chan moved on to his jaw, leaving many small kisses there as well.

Chan pulled away from him and while the younger's hands wandered down his chest to the hem of the Australian's own shirt, the older one sat upright. With a slight, timid tug on his top, Jeongin indicated him to get rid of his clothes as well, getting the Australian to immediately take the piece of fabric off.

His lips ended up back on Jeongin's neck, creating a path of kisses to his collarbone and leaving even more hickies. As Chan sucked on the younger's sensitive skin, one of his hands slowly moved to the waistband of Jeongin's pants.

The older's fingers slowly and carefully slipped into his pants, pulling the fabric down a tiny bit. He looked up at his boyfriend questioningly and then touched his thighs, silently asking if he could take the pants off, making the younger nervously nod in agreement. With simple, skillful moves Chan unbuckled the belt, opened the fly and fumbled the button out of the hole in the fabric.

He slowly pulled them off Jeongin's legs, taking his socks off along the way, before he carelessly threw everything to the floor, looking down at the slight bulge, which could now clearly be seen through Jeongin's boxer shorts. Slightly embarrassed by Chan's grin, he hid his face in the crook of his arm, yet it was instantly pulled away by a gentle hand.

"Don't be embarrassed, baby. That's completely normal," he smiled softly, pointing to his own crotch where his pants have also gotten tighter in the meantime. Jeongin smiled back an insecure smile and let his hands wander over the other's defined abdominal muscles, down to his waistband. Chan nodded in an encouraging manner and smiled at his boyfriend who was now nervously undoing his belt.

The blonde pulled the rest of the pants off his body and let it fly across the room, probably landing close to their other stuff, but that didn't matter to them right now at all. The Australian got back to hovering over the younger and began kissing him again, while his hands traveled to Jeongin's thighs, taking a seat between them.

Chan pushed his legs apart before putting them in place, knees bent and feet stable on the mattress. Their lips once again locked in a heated kiss and, like before, Chan was dominating the action. After all, both knew which position was gonna be taken by whom, making Jeongin nervous about what was about to happen. But he was convinced Chan was gonna be careful, would protect him and never do something he didn't like.

He supported himself with his hands next to the younger's head and then got down onto his elbows, the skin of their stomachs touching and Chan's hard-on was rubbing against Jeongin's. Startled by the sudden feeling, the Korean sucked in some air, whereupon the older immediately ran his fingers through Jeongin's soft hair to calm him down. "I won't do anything you don't want me to do," he whispered softly as his right hand gently slipped underneath the waistband of his boxer shorts. "So if there's anything you don't like or if it's causing you any pain, you have to tell me and I'll stop, okay, baby?"

He gently carcassed his boyfriend's cheek with his thumb, his face turning pink in return before he nodded to show Chan that he understood. Smiling, the Australian slowly pulled the boxers off the younger's legs, always careful to not make him uncomfortable. When Jeongin's now almost completely erected dick touched the cool air, he hissed in surprise. Out of reflex, he immediately tried to hide his private parts, but got stopped by Chan's firm grip around his wrist.

"That's nothing to be ashamed of, Jeongin. There's nothing I don't have and haven't seen yet," he whispered against the Korean's lips and distracted him with another kiss. It was weird to be lying underneath someone, even though this someone was Jeongin's boyfriend. Especially if you're naked, no matter how much you trust them, yet Chan managed to make Jeongin comfortable.

"You're beautiful," Chan breathed out softly, his fingers stroking the inside of Jeongin's thighs soft like feathers during the following kiss, leaving goosebumps on the younger's heated skin and making him gasp. All of a sudden, without any kind of warning, his hand was wrapped around Jeongin's dick, causing him to gasp in surprise. Eyes wide open, as he moaned and then bit his bottom lip while throwing his head back.

The Australian mischievously grinned against Jeongin's soft lips and began to move his hand up and down, applying sudden pressure on different parts. Jeongin moaned and squirmed underneath him as he pushed his foreskin back slightly. Breathing fast, the Korean lifted his hips, demanding more, but Chan pushed them back down into the mattress using the next thrust of his hand.

He eventually stopped mid-movement, letting Jeongin moan in agony, and leaned over the younger to take a small bottle of lube out of one of the drawers of his black bedside table. "This is your first time, right?" Chan asked his boyfriend once he was back to facing him.

Jeongin nervously nodded, which the blonde seemed to notice with a warm smile. "Don't worry, I'll be careful." With a soft click, he popped the lube's lid open before squeezing a generous amount of the contents onto his fingers.

A little bit of the gel was rubbed between his fingertips before his hand slowly traveled down to Jeongin's butt. "Don't get scared, this might be a little cold," he warned Jeongin and let his fingers wander further towards the younger's entrance. After he reached his destination, the fingers with the cool gel on them gently touched the Korean's skin, causing a mixture of gasps and hisses coming from him.

Chan slowly ran a finger over Jeongin's entrance, making him moan once again, before he carefully pressed the first finger in and observed every little movement in the Korean's face. Chan's eyes wandered over every inch of it, analyzing it, looking for pain or any kind of discomfort. However, it only felt a little weird and very unfamiliar to the younger, it was neither painful nor uncomfortable.

When inserting the second finger, however, it stung a bit and for distraction he connected their lips in a loving kiss, so that Jeongin didn't even really notice how the older started to gently move those two fingers inside of him. Chan began with small thrusts, drawing moan after moan out of his boyfriend and later began moving them in scissoring movements to stretch Jeongin.

His third finger also found its way to the other two after about a minute and hit the inside walls while spreading, where Chan must have hit his prostate. Jeongin's eyes suddenly widened to twice their size and he slapped a hand over his mouth, as not to make any sounds. Apparently he had actually hit a very sensitive spot, which Chan acknowledged with an almost evil smirk.

Chan then slowly removed his fingers, slid his boxer shorts off his legs and reached for the drawer next to the bed again. A crackle could be heard and a condom package appeared in Jeongin's view. The older skilfully opened the packaging and carefully removed the thin rubber from the foil. Before he slowly rolled the condom on, however, he began pumping his own cock a few times, which, according to Jeongin in his current point of view, looked pretty fucking hot.

The blonde's head was thrown back, his fingers running four times over his dick, before Chan pulled the condom over with a little bit of extra pressure and groaned due to the close contact between the rubber and his penis.

Once again his fingers went back to the bottle of lube, this time spreading some of the cool, clear gel down his own length. After covering everything, he wiped his sticky hands on one of the paper towels in the open pack on the dresser before leaning over his boyfriend's body, smiling softly, directly placing his member at Jeongin's entrance and intertwined their fingers.

The head of his dick softly pressed against Jeongin's butt, whereupon the desire for Chan only started growing inside of him. With his one hand, pulling away from the younger for a split second, he grabbed the blanket and put it over their lower bodies. Kind of to protect them from the outside world, but also to make this even more intimate than it already was. It was just them in their own little world.

Just Jeongin and Chan.

"Now, that might hurt a bit. Please tell me if you really can't take it anymore or if the pain is getting too much for you and I'll stop immediately," Chan pleadingly repeated his words from earlier while looking at Jeongin, biting his lip. The younger nodded, never breaking their eye contact and whispering a small "I love you, Channie."

He smiled back at Jeongin gently and kissed his lips. After they pulled apart, the younger took a shaky breath and exhaled nervously, making Chan look at him with worried, yet love-filled eyes. "Don't worry, baby. I will be careful, I promise."

A second later Chan's dick was pressing against Jeongin's butt again, this time harder, and a hissed moan escaped the younger's throat. Slowly, he finally pushed himself into his boyfriend and due to the slight, pulling pain, since his dick was way bigger than his fingers, the Korean turned his head to the side, eyes pressed close and breathing heavily.

As he penetrated further, he squeezed his hands tightly, giving Jeongin a somewhat reassuring feeling. Chan stopped as the Korean squirmed a second time, turning his face back to his own. The older's lips then found their way back to Jeongin's and the blonde Aussie distracted him before carefully pushing himself into him.

Bit by bit, Chan pushed his member further and further into Jeongin, stopping every few seconds so the younger had the chance to get used to him and what was happening. At first the feeling was extremely strange, definitely nothing like Chan's fingers and completely new, but the further he got and the more the Korean got used to his size, the better and more comfortable it felt to him after a while.

Groaning, arching his back, Jeongin kept throwing back his head as he tried to get his irregular breathing under control. Then, when Chan had finally found his way all the way in, Jeongin squeezed his eyes shut in a little pain and felt a single tear that slowly rolled down his temple.

Chan immediately stopped and kissed away the salty liquid while squeezing the younger's hands even harder to calm him down. Jeongin, still trembling, took a deep breath, before he opened his eyes and looked straight into his boyfriend's beautiful, yet worried sparkly brown eyes. He softly smiled at the younger and rested his forehead on Jeongin's, waiting for him to adjust to his full length.

After a few minutes of pure silence, a few kisses and heavy breathing, Jeongin slowly raised his pelvis, pushing it towards Chan as a sign to continue and at the same time pushing the Australian's member deeper into him, whereupon he slowly began to move. A groan left the Korean's throat, while he adapted to his thrusting rhythm.

At first, his thrusts were slow and gentle, before becoming progressively more powerful after the first few minutes. With every thrust, every murmur and every gasp from Chan, Jeongin's moans got louder, which assured him that the younger was in no or at least hardly any pain right now.

With a particularly powerful thrust, Chan hit a certain spot in the Korean, whereupon Jeongin's eyes widened in shock and he threw his head back with a loud groan, rolling his eyes to the back of his head at the same time. Furthermore, the Australian maintained this certain angle and tried to hit this one specific spot over and over as good as he could.

Jeongin's hands, which had now freed themselves from the older's, wandered around his neck, where his arms crossed and gently pulled him down to the Korean. Now Jeongin was able to fully hear Chan's gasping, his quiet moans and the heavy breathing right by his ear, driving him insane. In the feels, the younger's fingers then tightly gripped into Chan's hair at the back of his head, tugging the curly strands which turned the older on and made him keep going.

With his mouth opened, Jeongin's fingers kept wandering around his boyfriend's upper body and now held onto Chan's shoulder, nearly clawing his fingernails into the flesh, while the Australian hit one specific spot over and over again. Over time, the older's right hand also started wandering over Jeongin's chest and slowly slid down to his member, where he enclosed it and began to jerk him off in the rhythm of his own thrusts.

As before, Chan's lips hit the younger's neck one more time, biting it lightly and creating new hickeys or freshening up the ones from the beginning, to which Jeongin turned his head to the side, in order to give his boyfriend more space, who immediately took the chance and nearly devoured Jeongin.

The sound of skin slapping onto skin, the faint smell of sweat, their synchronised moans, gasps and loud breathing filled the entire room they were in. Possibly even the hallway and even the rest of the house. Jeongin's eyes, blurry and distorted with excitement, were fully focused on Chan's closed eyelids, who had placed his forehead back on the younger's and engaged him in another kiss, which, however, had to be broken from time to time due to the lack of air.

Arching his spine, Jeongin wrapped his legs tighter around his boyfriend's waist, allowing him to reach a little bit deeper into him, whereupon he pulled himself up with his arms behind the older's neck out of reflex and buried his head in the crook of Chan's neck.

Chan kept kissing Jeongin's shoulder, continued to move vigorously and Jeongin clawed his back tightly. His fingers scratched the skin and left a few pale red traces, which hopefully wouldn't become too visible and painful afterwards. Breathing heavily, he then leaned back into the pillow underneath his head and just lovingly looked at Chan. He was sweaty, but felt so comfortable and got even more excited as another heat wave traveled up his body as Chan ran his hand down Jeongin's side with pressure.

Due to his current sensitivity, it felt like several small fires igniting on his skin as soon as Chan touched him. Every single spark heated up his body. In the meantime, beads of sweat had formed on his forehead, as well as on Chan's, so Jeongin grabbed into his boyfriend's slightly damp hair and pressed his lips against his again, wanting more. However, holding kisses in these circumstances was hardly possible at the moment because they had to gasp for air every few seconds.

After a while, his thrusts became more irregular, no longer really tactical, and Jeongin also noticed how he was getting a little closer to his climax with each following powerful thrust from Chan. One last time, Chan increased his speed a tiny bit and also his power in the thrusts, whereupon Jeongin suddenly came between their bodies a few minutes later, loudly moaning Chan's name.

The younger's insides tightened slightly, surprising Chan and making him orgasm as well, hissing in relief right after. His cum shot into the tip of the condom while he threw his head back and a moan escaped his throat.

Exhausted and completely out of breath, Chan let himself fall onto Jeongin's just as weakened and drained body underneath him, whereupon the younger wrapped his weak arms around his muscular back, breathing heavily. His head laid on the Korean's shoulder and he snuggled up to the younger, smiling, pressing his lips against his jaw. "I love you, Jeongin," he then, still out of breath, whispered against his boyfriend's ear, before kissing the boy's cheek softly. Jeongin smiled and brushed one of the sweaty strands of hair off Chan's forehead before he connected their lips, but this time for a slow and loving kind of kiss.

After they parted, Chan raised his body and supported his weight on his arms before he pulled out, making both gasp. Chan then hurriedly took off the the condom, tied it up, threw it into the small trash can in the room and cleaned first Jeongin and then himself with a towel he had lying around.

Afterwards, Chan laid back down next to him and got underneath the warm blanket, Jeongin immediately snuggling up against his body which was just as warm. Chan's arms protectively sneaked around the younger's waist, caressing the soft skin on his stomach and hips, while Jeongin put his head on his boyfriend's chest. "I love you, Channie Hyung," Jeongin whispered under his breath, his voice raspy, and pressed his lips against the older's skin.

It was an incredible feeling to have experienced his first time with Chan. That may actually sound a bit cliché, but he couldn't have imagined anyone better than Chan. His loving nature, his interesting character, his presence, his protectiveness, his everything.

Chan slowly ran his fingers over the younger's scalp, making him even sleepier than he already was. "I love you too. Good night, baby. Sleep well," he whispered back at him and kissed his forehead before he closed his eyes as well.