By Fall Out Boy

Hi.

Hello.

It's me.

*silence*

To whoever cares

*more silence*

Remember when two days ago I was like "these past few days have been awful but today is great"?

Yeah....

That did not happen.

(Actually the only two good things that happened yesterday where a)we went to Lemonde with my school which is a cooking school so we ate lots of nice and weird stuff and b)I did manage to find season 5 of B99 and all I'm saying is that I love the Halloween specials)

Nope.

Nopity.

No.

You see on Thursday I was really excited and happy for tomorrow's trip. I was like "I've been very sad lately and I deserve to have a relaxed day tomorrow."

The universe, ready to fuck my life like a sadistic bastard: "Oh, you haven't heard?"

My day got ruined even before the sun had risen.

It all started at 6am when I was sleeping. I was woken by a fuckin alarm buzzing so loud that I swear my aunt in Canada heard it.

It seemed fine at first because here's a fun fact about Greece.....this happens a lot.

Sometimes it's cats, or dogs barking, sometimes it's even people that go too near cars and motorcycles.

But here's the thing.

It wasn't just an alarm.

THERE WERE THREE ALARMS.

ONE OF WHICH I COULD PRACTICALLY LISTEN INSIDE MY HOUSE.

At that moment Angela knew

They were fucked

So my room's door is closed, Ice isn't with me, and I can hear my mum-who was ready to go to work-waking up my dad and telling him that our motorcycle's alarm is ringing.

(Which explains why I could also hear the ringing inside the house)

Naturally my dad doesn't want to wake up because "it's probably a cat" and also I don't know how much it is exactly but....

Our motorcycle is fuckin big.

And heavy.

And well stealing it is kinda impossible due to a)the weight b)how narrow the place where its parked is and c)it has three locks on it that are very impossible to take out.

Plus who robs someone at 6am?

Mum insists so dad actually goes outside to watch.

The man is still sleeping honestly, uses the stairs instead of the elevator and not even bothering to wear pants.

I'm not paying much attention to it either, I don't get up from my bed but I don't go back to sleep either. I wait. And then I hear some muffled yelling and my mother screaming-cursing- from the balcony, her voice filled with despair.

I literally have no idea what's happening down there-like I know that we are getting robbed and that it's my dad IN HIS FUCKIN UNDERWEAR against another person-and my heart is beating like crazy.

I don't know how many people there are downthere. I don't know if Ice is with him. And I don't know if we're talking about some amateurs or people with real weapons.

My mum then curses in plural so there are more than one.

Actually three.

My dad actually grabbed one of them and that was when the other tells him to let go because he has a gun.

A gun.

And my dad is so filled up with adrenaline and like he worked his ass off to find enough money to buy his motorcycle-12 grand and we're still playing for two more years-and he's also half-asleep so as it turns out....

He didn't listen.

Like my mum and I could hear one of the other dudes yelling that he has a gun and my dad could not.

Then I hear again the sound of a motorcycle and I'm not sure if it's ours or someone's elses.

Fortunately.

It wasn't ours.

My mum rushes outside with Ice and from what I found out after, it was pretty bad. For the motorcycle. The people who tried to steal it actually took out the parts of it that had an alarm and the front was lowkey broken.

They come back to the house and discuss the whole thing and I'm still inside my room trying to process the entire thing.

Then I hear my mum saying"Where is Ice?"

And dad tells her that he's probably in the balcony.

He wasn't.

Because mum looks for him outside and when she can't find him, she opens our front door and Ice comes down from another floor entirely oblivious to everything.

That added a bit to my heartattack.

And yeah, now, I'm very scared of everything and yeah I may had a mini breakdown yesterday at noon.....

But hey, I should look at the brightside of things.

No one's dead!

Physically!