"What the hell do you think you're doing?" I interrupted their little scene.

"Alice, what are you doing here?" Brendon asked. Putting everything back into his pants while Juliet was adjusting her hair and looking around to distract herself.

"What am I doing here? Brendon, what the hell is wrong with you!?" I exclaimed.

Brendon looked down at the floor with guilt.

"You realize that not even like seventy-two hours ago, you were trying to get into my pants. Now, you're in my best friends pants? Are you insane? I had hope for you Brendon, I hoped we could be together. I thought maybe one day I would give you chance and we could be together. But what am I supposed to think when I see you with your penis inside of my best friend? What do you expect me to do? Are you fucking insane Brendon? Is this your idea of getting a girl?"

I was livid with him, I have never been this angry. I stood up straight and let out a big breath. "And Juliet I am done with you." I said in the numbest monotone voice I have ever heard. It was a shame that it had to come out of my mouth.

"What do you mean?" She choked on her words.

"You did know that Brendon meant a lot to me." I shook my head, "And now I'm finished."

I turned around and squeezed my hands to make a fist. I was furious. I was sick. I was so fucking tired of this. "Alice, wait." I heard Brendon yell from behind.

"What do you want?" I yelled, hearing my voice echo between the portables. Tears came rushing out of my eyes, like waterfalls. I was so unprepared for this situation.

"I want to talk to you," He replied.

I turned around, Juliet had walked away and I didn't even hear her. Oh well.

"Talk." Was all I could say, so I choked it out.

"I know you're beyond upset at this point. I fucked up so bad," He trailed off kind of laughing

"Don't even make puns you bastard." I looked him dead in the eye.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I was angry that you wouldn't take me. I wanted you so bad and you didn't take me." He admitted.

"Well in what way did you think having sex with my best friend would do the trick?"

"I don't know, it was so stupid Alice." He ran his fingers through his hair.

It went silent for a minute, everything was all over the place. I didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to say. We were both just standing there between two buildings not knowing what to say. I didn't even know what to think at this point. I just wanted to punch him in the face, he's so stupid. But I also didn't really want to mess up his face, you know? It was too perfect to be fucked around with. But I also wanted to beat the living shit out of him.

"It was so stupid," I agreed with him.

"You know Alice, this isn't what you want to hear but let me tell you this," He paused to think of what he was actually going to say. Then he continued, "I know you don't want me. I know you won't want me. What just barely happened was because we were both upset and we needed affection. But I couldn't get affection from you. And Adam never really gave her the attention she wanted so she came to me. I know that sounds stupid but it's really what happened. It really didn't mean anything. I want you, and I only want you."

"You are such an asshole," I said. I was still crying. My eyes were puffy and my mascara was running down my face and I was crying so hard that I had somehow managed to get tears into my eyebrows. "and I hate you."

"That's okay," Brendon said. "I hate myself too." It looked like he was crying but I didn't really know. I felt sick to my stomach and I was sure as hell he did too.

"I guess that's one thing we have in common." I laughed.

"You shouldn't hate yourself. Oh my hell, we sound so emo. We sound like Ryan." Brendon laughed a little bit. "But you shouldn't hate yourself, you're gorgeous Alice. I know you probably hate me, because you know I just fucked your best friend. However, I just want you to know that I am really sorry. I wish I didn't. It was so stupid."

"True. "I laughed, he's stupid. But the thing he said about Ryan made me giggle.

"Alice, you are so beautiful it hurts. I want you so bad." He whined

"But you hurt me,"

And then something else happened, Brendon was suddenly walking towards me and he grabbed my hand. "I know I hurt you, but you promise that the pain will all end soon okay? It'll be okay."

I was having this panicky feeling and he walked me deeper between these buildings, where it was darker. I was getting more and more scared as seconds passed. "Brendon, what are you doing?" He wouldn't tell me where we were going or what we were doing but his grip got tighter and tighter. He stopped pulling me and he put his hands on my shoulder moving me towards a wall. It was dark and I could only make out the broad features of his face like his forehead. Because it was above an average size.

I was getting lightheaded and scared because anything could happen at this point. I started to breathe really heavily and my vision got blurry. I felt his grip on my shoulders tighten. "Do not scream, kick, punch or fight back. It won't do you any good."

"What are you doing?"

"I said I wanted you, and now you're mine."