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TWITTER

user373: yeah leahlousoule is sooooo not good enough for awsten ANY day of the year, cant belive they are together...
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user675: unfollow me if you support leah bleh >_<
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parxie_news: THEY ARE NOT! Don't spread fake news, it's lame guys
↪️️ user776 :not fake watch AWSTEN confirm it troll!
 

AWSTEN: FAKE NEWS LOL, GOTTA LOVE THE FANS leahlousoule 

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REAL LIFE

  My eyes widened at hundreds of tweets just like these. I took a long deep breath as I felt the beginnings of a breakdown coming on.

"Leaha?" My sister worriedly spoke.

"I gotta go Sil, I'll talk later." I stumbled over my sentence with a wavering in my unsure words. I clicked off the line before my hot tears escaped the corners of my mismatched eyes in a mess of blurry sobs.

"Leah... is it twitter?" Awsten sighed defeatedly.

I nodded slowly. He came to my side, and gathered my leaden limbs into a soothing embrace.

"Aw-Aws-ten, w-w-what'd I-I do?" I stuttered as hot tears rolled in tandem down my cheeks.

"Nothing Leah, you didn't do nothing. Please don't listen to those dumb kids on Twitter." He hugged me as I felt my throat closing in.

"I-I-I j-just don't-t unders-stand, I t-try so so hard to be IT f-for th-them. And th-they just s-say the things they s-say." I breathe between small sobs of controlled emotion.

"It's okay. They don't matter Leah, as long as we're best friends I won't ever let them hurt you." Awsten assured. "I promise..."

"I just d-don't know i-if I can take what they keep saying. They keep saying we're together, and that I don't deserve to be your friend. What if they're right Dizzy, what if I'm not good enough?" I stuttered, following the venomous thoughts Twitter created inside my troubled overcritical mind.

"You are enough Leah. Haven't I shown you that?" He asked with a sadness dampened tone.

"It's just, they said-" I started regretfully

"And they're just a bunch of  air headed idiots on a dumb bird app." Awsten cut me off with a smirk. " Now eat some goddamned pancakes."

"Goddamned?" I offered a small smile trying to wipe away the tears forming in my eyes and on my cheeks.

"With cinnamon and everything." He sassed, instantly cheering me up a little bit.

I pushed the depressing thoughts down as Awsten slid a stack of pancakes in front of me with coffee. I promised to delete Twitter for a bit, but before that I put out a last Tweet.

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TWITTER

leahlousoule: LOVE Y'ALL BUT I'M TIRED OF THE NEGATIVITY FROM THE ONES WHO DON'T. DELETING TWITTER FOR A BIT, SO I WANT Y'ALL TO POST AND SEND ME THE MOST POSITIVE STUFF IN THE FANDOM. I'LL PICK A FEW HUNDRED WINNERS AND DM YOU THE PRIZE INFO, GOOD LUCK! 

COMMENTS:

awsten: DO I GET A PRIZE?                               ↪️ leahlousoule: NO, NOT FAIR TO THE OTHERS LOL

user65: gotta give leah what she wants, y'all HAVE been bashing her for like ever

underscoregeoff: Me?             
         ↪️ leahlousoule: MAYBE ^-^                                                                                                                  

user76: I'm so emo that my positivity is limited to this face  :)

user427: POSITIVITY!!!!     

↪️leahlousoule: THAT'S A START user427!!!