Ages are not accurate to what happened to me, despite this practically being a vent book I'm not putting correct ages, this is still fanfiction.

Warnings; Suicidal thoughts & actions, Self harm, swearing, dark themes, slow updates

I love all idols in this fanfic, i mean no disrespect, this is still simply fanfiction. 

Ages and orders of those ages will be changed

Not all events are in order due to me just wanting to tell the story to feel better

Introducing ; VENT

“im scared, im really scared.”