It's like, 4:38 a fucking m. . . Kalina's asleep, little goofball.

So yesterday my mom overdosed and I found her dead. Welp. I regret what I've seen.

I was just hoping to drive to her house and hug her, I didn't expect to see her in the bathroom with no pulse and an empty fucking pill bottle in her hand!!

I honestly feel like it was because of her and my dad's divorce March 18.

By lord, why am I telling the world this?!

Anyway, I'm not telling my dad. H. . . He doesn't deserve to know. I believe his heart's still trying to heal from the divorce.

But yeah. I'm not sure how I feel anymore, rn. I don't know what to do anymore.

This is what I feel like;

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Yeah. It hurt.

But anyway. . .

This was my first shitty diary entry. . .

P.s.: Kalina got her glasses, I had to drive her XP