Idk why aber ich bin grad kreativ und deprimiert also neuer Song XD

I wanna cry my eyes out 

Something inside me is blocking it

I wanna drown in an ocean of tears

I wanna let it all out

And when you're there

I forget all this mess

The way you look at me when you made a joke

The way you smile 

When you see that I laughed to tears

I wanna scream out my soul

My manners don't let me

I wanna let the walls shake and break all the glasses

I need to let it all out

And when you're there

I forget all this mess

The way you look at me when you made a joke

The way you smile

When you see that I laughed to tears

Now we finally found a way for communication 

I instantly fucked up and got on your nerves

I'm sorry for being an annoying child

I'm sorry for being clingy 

and trying to always build up a conversation 

Even though you've probably got better things to do

And when you're there

I forget all this mess

The way you look at me when you made a joke

The way you smile

When you see that I laughed to tears

I wanna harm myself

But the fear doesn't let me

I wanna go jump off something

But I remember next day in school they will realise

And when you're there

I forget all this mess

The way you look at me when you made a joke

The way you smile

When you see that I laughed to tears

And now I fucked everything up