Sprache: English

Triggerwarnung: suicidal thoughts, trauma, schwierige familiensituation

(Verse 1)

In the mirror, I see my father's eyes,

Cold reflections, where the anger lies.

Got his shadow, it looms so wide,

But in my heart, I want to hide.

Remember the nights when the silence screamed,

Watching my mother, lost in her dreams.

I learned how to fight, but I forgot how to love,

Now I'm just a ghost in the shadows above.

(Pre-Chorus)

I wish I were dead, wish I could flee,

But I'm just a prisoner of my history.

Every wrong turn pulls me back in,

Can't find the way, where do I begin?

(Chorus)

I wonder what I did to deserve this,

A heart full of anger, wrapped in a fist.

I'm triggered by whispers of "you'll never change,"

Caught in this cycle, isn't it strange?

Love's bitter echo, it haunts me at night,

I can't forgive the past, it's too tight.

(Verse 2)

We were supposed to hold each other tight,

But I learned to fight, not to love right.

I pushed you away when I saw the light,

Chasing down shadows, lost in the night.

Late-night confessions, with my head in my hands,

I replay the moments, and it's hard to make plans.

I see your eyes, filled with hurt and despair,

But l'm caught in the cycle, like a ghost in the air

(Pre Chorus)

I can't forgive, it's like I'm stuck in time,

Every fight, every word, feels like another crime.

I wish I were dead, just to escape this fight,

But I know that it's my heart that's lost in the night.

(Chorus)

I wonder what I did to deserve this,

A heart full of anger, wrapped in a fist.

I'm triggered by whispers of "you'll never change,"

Caught in this cycle, isn't it strange?

Love's bitter echo, it haunts me at night,

I can't forgive the past, it's too tight.

(Bridge)

I wish I were dead, sometimes it feels right,

Trapped in the memories, lost in the fight.

I reach for connection, but push you away,

Can't break the chain that drags me each day.

(Chorus)

I wonder what I did to deserve this,

A heart full of anger, wrapped in a fist.

I'm triggered by whispers of "you'll never change,"

Caught in this cycle, isn't it strange?

Love's bitter echo, it haunts me at night,

I can't forgive the past, it's too tight.

(Outro)

I hate admitting that I'm wrong,

Maybe one day I'll find where I belong.

But until then, I'll just wear this mask,

Hushed in the dark, it's too much to ask.

Love's bitter echo... hush.

I AM FINE (Btw) Der song gehört zu einer  Story die ich eben hochgeladen habe (Mama's boy) sorry für die eigenwerbung, schaut da aber gerne vorbei <3