Trigger warning: This could be triggering for some people, this mentions self-hate and harm. Do NOT read if this will trigger you.

I've made a lot of bad choices
Just because of those stupid voices
Then all the the midnight noises … fade to black
The only thing left to hear…
Is the silence that's deafening to the ear

Wishing that someone was there to make me feel wanted
That someone would make me realize the errors of my ways

I'm left with these scars that I carved into my skin
The memories of every piece engraved into my brain
The scars that remind me of how weak I am
The scars that remind me that I'm caged

I wish that those voices would have stayed silent
Those choices locked far away inside my head
I wish the noises would have made me realize
How irrationally I was thinking

I'm sorry
I'm not strong enough to stop
I know how pathetic you must think I am
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry for all that I am

I'm left with these scars that I carved into my skin
The memories of every piece engraved into my brain
The scars that remind me of how weak i am
The scars that remind me that I'm caged

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