Yoongi stuttered, trying to avoid his gaze. "I'm... I'm not jealous."

Jin raised an eyebrow. "Ohoo? It sure seemed that way."

"I'm not!" Yoongi insisted.

Jin's smirk grew. "Little cute Yoongi, getting all worked up. Are you sure you're not jealous?"

Yoongi's face flushed even deeper and he opened his mouth to resist but Jin cut him off. "You know, it's kind of sweet, you caring so much for me."

"Stop it..." Yoongi muttered, avoiding his gaze.

Jin chuckled, enjoying the rare sight of him flustered.

As Yoongi took a step forward, the elder's eyes widened in alarm and he quickly said, signalling for him to stop, "H-Hey, don't move!"

Yoongi froze in his tracks, furrowing his brows in confusion as he asked, "Why?"

Jin let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through his hair. "I can't tell you," he admitted.

"Why not?" Yoongi pressed, taking another step closer. "Are you hiding something from me?"

Jin's panic heightened and he urgently pleaded, "Please, Yoongi, move away. It's for your own good. Trust me!"

"No, I won't." Yoongi said, not listening to him as he tilted his head. "You're definitely hiding something."

Before Jin could react, the younger started to march towards him. Jin's inner desires stirred up uncontrollably at the sight of Yoongi in his thin white shirt and baggy pants, a casual yet tempting look.

Standing face to face with Jin now, Yoongi looked concerned as he sensed something different with him. "Hyung, what's wro-"

But Jin reached a boiling point and his lustful desires got the best of him. He cut him off as he pushed Yoongi down and they both stumbled, crashing to the ground with a thud, the floor luckily cushioned by the fluffy carpet.

Yoongi groaned in a light pain and opened his eyes to find Jin hovering over him, their faces mere inches apart. "Hyung, what happened?"

But Jin's desires blocked out his senses and he suddenly pinned Yoongi's hands above his head, startling him. Yoongi's shirt rode up slightly, exposing his slim waist and stomach, causing his face to flush red.

"H-Hyung, what are you doing?" His voice trembled, his heart pounding in his chest. He then saw Jin looking at his neck with a strong gaze.

Before he could say anything, Jin leaned in closer, his lips sucking on his skin like a vampire craving for blood.

A shiver ran down Yoongi's spine, his entire body tensing as he struggled against Jin's firm grasp, trying to break free.

But the elder was much stronger than him, his hand pinning him down without any effort. His plumpy lips continued to leave behind several marks on Yoongi's neck.

"Hyung!" The younger shouted with shock and fear.

Jin then froze at the call, his eyes widening as he realized what he was doing. He quickly released his hands and knelt beside him, terrified of what he had done. "Yoongi, I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. Are you okay?"

Yoongi's breaths were heavy, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he tried to calm himself. "Hyung, what...what were you doing?"

Jin looked at him with guilt, trying to find the right words. "I-...I don't know, Yoongi. I...I don't know what came over me."

Yoongi looked at him, still not convinced. "I... I don't understand, hyung. What just happened to you...?"

Jin immediately distanced himself as if unsure of how to face the younger after what had just happened. He sat on the bed while pulling at his hair, frustrated at himself.

Heavy silence filled the room while Yoongi remained on the floor, trying to calm his breathing as he still looked at Jin.

What had caused his hyung to act so strangely, so out of character?

He finally spoke up, his voice barely above a whisper. "Hyung, what really happened to you...? You...You looked as if you weren't yourself..." He then asked, "And why did you... do that?"

Jin buried his face into his palms, his face going red. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you like that..." he mumbled. "But...I can't tell you why."

"Why not?" Yoongi asked as he stood up and took a step forward.

"Hey, hey! Wait! Don't move, be right there!" Jin suddenly shouted as he distanced himself more and moved on the edge of the bed.

Yoongi froze in his spot again as he looked at him with confusion. Jin sighed as he said, "I just... I can't," he admitted.

Yoongi frowned, his concern deepening. "But why?" he asked again.

Jin hesitated for a moment. "I'm afraid...you will find me weird," he said, his gaze dropping to the floor.

Yoongi stood there, processing his words. "Weird?" he repeated. "Hyung, what are you talking about?"

"I just told you," Jin said, sighing. "If I tell the truth, you might find me weird." he muttered.

Yoongi shook his head. "No, hyung," He said. "Why would I think you're weird? Don't you trust me?"

Jin didn't listen, "No, you will definitely thin-"

"Just tell me, hyu-"

"I told you I can't sa-"

"Don't you trust me, hyu-"

"Okay, fine!" Jin finally yelled. Before Yoongi could say anything more, he said quickly, "I need to have sex with someone every month before a deadline!"
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Heavy silence filled the air once again as only Jin's groans could be heard, his ears turning crimson. Yoongi furrowed his brows in confusion as he processed the words. "What?" he asked in disbelief.

He then chuckled nervously. "You're... you're kidding, right?" he asked.

But when Jin saw him with a somber expression, Yoongi's laughter died down.

"H-How... Why?" he stuttered, his mind full of questions.

Jin sighed heavily, running a hand through his hair as he struggled to find the right words. "It's true," he said quietly. "Today's my deadline and that's why I acted like that. Out of... lust and desire."

Yoongi stood there, completely confused and still not quite believing what he was hearing. "I... I don't understand," he said. "How is that even possible...?"

Jin buried his face in his hands again. "It's a...condition. I need to...be with someone every month before a specific date. Otherwise, it gets out of control..."

As Yoongi didn't say anything and still looked at him with confusion, Jin let out another sigh, his shoulders falling as he looked down at the floor. "...You're judging me now, right?" he asked quietly.

Yoongi quickly shook his head. "No, hyung! Of course not," he said. "I'm just... trying to understand."

Jin looked up at him and asked with hesitation, "Will you...will you listen and understand if I tell you everything...?"

Yoongi nodded immediately. "Just trust me, hyung. I need to know everything to fully understand."

Jin nodded slowly as he began. "Well,...it started with my great-grandfather. We were told that it was a curse. The curse was that every male in our family would be overwhelmed with an uncontrollable desire once a month with a specific deadline. If we don't... satisfy that need, it becomes unbearable and we...we lose control to our inner desires."

Yoongi's eyes widened, but he remained silent, letting him continue.

"I didn't believe it at first," Jin said, sighing. "But then it started happening to me, like five years ago. I thought I could handle it on my own, but it got worse each month. Since then, Jackson was the one who helped me...manage it. But now he's not here.. Ofcourse, I can just go to any night clubs and do it with someone but I am just scared," he said.

"But...how can you say that today's the deadline...?"

"Well..our deadline will be the date we born. So, mine is 4th... and..." Jin's voice trailed off.

But Yoongi continued, "...And today's 4."

Jin nodded again with a sigh. "I just...I didn't want any of you to get involved...Just simple stares and movements from anyone is enough to stir up my lustful desires. Namjoon also knows about it and without Jackson, he was the only one I could talk to. From last week, we were just trying to find someone suitable to help me, but we couldn't and I just can't go and have sex with a stranger. And so yesterday, I decided to just lock myself up for a few days, but then today, we had that photoshoot. I was just afraid I might do something to anyone."

"Whenever I see someone..handsome or pretty, I would feel myself losing control. It might sound silly or weird, but that's the truth," Jin explained. "Their beauty makes my lust increase even more. And today at the photoshoot..."

"What happened at the photoshoot, hyung?"

Jin sighed again, the memories flashing back. "As you know, today's photoshoot was a sexy concept. I tried my best to hold myself together and just get through it quickly. Everything was going according to plan, but then... at the end, it was your shoot. Looking at you, with that attractiveness, just heightened my lust even more..."

Yoongi blinked, processing his words. "Me?"

Jin nodded, his face now completely red. "Yes, you. Seeing you like that, I couldn't control myself. I don't know if it's because you were more closer to me in terms of age. And you just..you just looked so pretty with those makeup and sleeky robes. I was completely sweating and tried to distract myself but my eyes just went back to you. And then, you just marched towards me suddenly which made me lose my control more and that was why I blurted out those things to you.."

Yoongi's face turned a deeper shade of red as he muttered. "I...I didn't know you felt that way."

"Well, I don't know why. But you were the only one who stood out to me today. I could somehow bear with the other boys but with you, it felt impossible. Even now, I'm barely holding myself back in front of you. Your casual clothing looks...tempting to me." Jin's eyes roamed from Yoongi's head to toe, causing him to shift uncomfortably.

Before Yoongi could respond, he continued, "You stood out too much in front of the others, even Taehyung. You look so tastefu- I mean, pretty in my eyes.."

Yoongi opened his mouth to say something, but no words escaped. He stood there, shocked and unsure of how to respond, his face going to a shade of crimson.

Jin sighed, sensing his discomfort. "I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable."

Yoongi quickly shook his head. "No, it's not that. I'm just surprised and...a little shocked about everything..."

For a while, silence filled the room as both of them struggled to say something. Finally, Yoongi asked, "What...What are you going to do now though?"

Jin sighed again, lying back on the bed and closing his eyes. "I don't know. I need to find someone who can help me."

"Oh..." Yoongi fidgeted with his fingers. "But what if you can't find anyone?"

Jin hesitated before answering. "Then I'll have to lock myself up and not meet anyone till I find one."

Yoongi's eyes widened, slightly feeling guilty that he didn't know how to help his hyung.

"This is why I told Namjoon to make sure no one entered my room. I was afraid I'd lose control and do something to someone. But I seriously didn't expect you to be jealo-"

"I said I am no-"

"Okay, okay. You weren't. You were...just being worried about me, right?" Jin asked, sitting up on the bed, with a raised eyebrow, smiling a little.

Yoongi nodded but they both knew that it was a lie. Jin then continued, "Well, I need you to do the same. Don't let the other boys come in here. I don't want to risk hurting anyone. Like I did to you earlier..."

Yoongi nodded slowly. "Okay, hyung. I'll make sure no one comes in," he said quietly.

"Also, please keep this all a secret. Don't tell anyone."

Yoongi nodded again. "Don't worry. I won't tell anyone."

"Good," Jin said softly. "Now, just go. Eat and get some sleep. I'll take care of myself."

Yoongi nodded again, glancing at the bedside table where Jin's plate of food still sat. "Make sure you eat your dinner. Don't skip it."

Jin managed a small smile. "I will, Yoongi-yah. Goodnight."

"Goodnight, hyung," Yoongi replied, closing the door behind him as he left the room.

Outside, he leaned against the door, feeling quite sad about everything. He felt guilty as he couldn't do anything to help Jin.

He then joined the others downstairs and the maknaes immediately noticed him. Taehyung called out, "Hyung, why are you so late?"

Jimin nodded. "Yeah, we were worried. We were about to come and check on you guys."

Yoongi forced a smile. "Nothing's wrong. Everything's fine. Hyung is sleeping now. We were just talking. How about you guys? Have you all finished your food?"

"Yes, hyung, it was delicious! Don't worry, we cleaned all the plates!" Jungkook said with a smile.

Yoongi nodded, suddenly not having an appetite. "I'm glad. Well, I'll eat later. I forgot to do some work. You all should go to bed now, it's late."

They nodded and Hoseok playfully teased, "Don't skip your meal, hyung or I'll complain to Jin hyung."

The maknaes laughed as they headed to their rooms along with Hobi and Yoongi watched them leave, still feeling down.

But Namjoon stayed behind next to him, avoiding his gaze and fidgeting with his fingers.

Yoongi suddenly felt a rush of guilt, realizing how unfair he had been to Namjoon who was just trying help Jin all the time. "I'm sorry, Namjoon, for yelling at you earlier..."

Namjoon looked up, surprised. Yoongi took a deep breath and said, "And I know everything... about hyung."

The leader's eyes widened slightly. "Oh, he told you?"

"Yeah, he did." Yoongi nodded, sitting down in a chair at the dining table as he sighed. "I'm just so worried about him."

Namjoon sighed, sitting across from him. "I know. I've been trying to find someone to help him, but it's not easy. I can't just let him go with a stranger, you know."

Yoongi nodded, "I wish there was more we could do."

Namjoon nodded along, both of them feeling worried about their eldest hyung.

After a while, Yoongi finished his meal and Namjoon left to his room to sleep. The eldest rapper got up, turned off all the lights in the living room and kitchen and then slowly made his way upstairs, still thinking about Jin.

As he stood outside his door, about to open it, a sudden idea sparked in his mind.

Without hesitation, he ran towards Jin's room. He tried to open the door and finding it unlocked, he banged on it urgently. "Jin hyung!"

Jin quickly opened the door, alarmed by the noise. "Yoongi? what's wrong? Why are you banging?"

Yoongi, panting slightly from his sudden run, looked at Jin. "Hyung, I found it."

Jin blinked, confused. "Found what?"

Yoongi hesitated before saying, "A...A way to help you."

Jin looked at him with disbelief. "What? How could you...?" His voice then trailed off as he realised what the younger meant by helping him, his face turning crimson.

"Yoongi..."

"Yes, hyung."

Jin hesitated, his voice barely a whisper. "You..." his voice caught in his throat.

"...Don't tell me you're going to do it wit-"

"Why not?"

Yoongi cut him off and Jin looked at him with wide eyes while the younger's looked determined. Still, anyone could say that Yoongi himself was looking red, his cheeks looking plumpy pink.

...And that's how the eldest rapper of BTS, Min Yoongi, found himself in Jin's bed.

Underneath him, naked, with the eldest vocalist of BTS, Kim Seokjin, hovering over him and fucking the hell out of him with the whole night filled with pretty moans and whispers as Yoongi gave himself completely to his precious hyung.

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Sorry but no spices in this chapter because it's already 2642 words lol..

Also, I haven't started studying a single thing since yesterday..

Scold me, guys🥲 I am such an idiot 🥲