⊱Entre deux cœurs qui s'aiment, nul besoin de paroles⊰

Two hearts in love need no words

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"Then, if I let you have me, will that make you stay with me?"

A gasp left me and I quickly grabbed his wrist to teleport us into his dorm room before anyone could hear him. "Jungkook!"

His hands came up to hold mine over his chest as his eyes captured mine in a desperate lock. "Please stay with me. I don't care if you're not a human or not. You're you, the one I love with all my soul. No one loved and cared about me more than you, and I never felt love like I do with you. Please take me. Just stay with me, please... Whether on earth or in hell, be with me."

I shook my head again and again as if that's the only thing I could do to deny his feelings along with mine. Because of the tears that rolled down my cheeks, it wasn't convincing either of us, but I was powerless to do anything else to reject him.

His warmth cupped my cheeks and gently wiped the wetness away before a shaky whisper cut the silence. "Do you love me?"

How could I lie? How could I hide the truth that was tearing me apart and pushing me to the end? In his trembling hands and anxious whispers, I didn't have the heart to lie about the only truth I was certain about.

"I do..."

"Then please..."

His forehead pressed against mine and his shaky breaths brushed my skin. The way he was trembling made me want to drop everything and hold him tight, never letting him go. The way his dark eyes reflected the setting sun, glowing amber and anguish that was consuming him made me want to cherish him and ease his pain.

"Please..."

With a last weak whisper, he clenched his glazed eyes shut and pulled his lips between his teeth, biting harshly. Vulnerable and defeated, he was laying out his heart and soul for me, holding me for dear life and begging me to stay. It truly wrenched my heart to see him like this.

The only thing I would never bear was to see him in pain.

With a deep inhale to gather my thoughts, I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and settled my cold hands at the back of his head before pulling him, closing the remaining distance between us. His eyes snapped wide open as I leaned forward to kiss the tip of his nose.

"Aren't you afraid of me?"

His lips curled up in a soft smile. "I'm supposed to be afraid... right?"

"Aren't you?"

His smile fell. "I'm afraid of you disappearing."

A stab at my heart started its bleeding in my throbbing chest. And I realized that he would feel such pain after I leave.

In between repressed wants and vulnerable glances, we moved simultaneously, lips meeting each other in a deep and slow, longing kiss. It enlivened my heart and revived every fiber in me. He tasted like syrup and vanilla, sweet and overwhelming as I indulged in his warmth and the velvety feel of his lips. My breathing quickened when his hands started caressing my sides and I raked mine through his silky hair before grabbing a handful, earning a low moan from him.

That mind numbing sweet and heady scent of him was drowning me once again and this time, it completely stripped me of my control and enveloped me fully. I realized how much I wanted him with me like this all the time, in his embrace, in his presence.

Like a star shining so bright in the night sky, I wanted to stay in his sky even if I knew morning would come soon.

Jungkook pulled away slightly and wiped my cheek when my tear fell on his face. This must be what it felt like to love someone too much. Tears kept welling up when my mind was so full of him.

His soft whispers, asking me if I was fine, and the gentle pads of his thumbs over my skin were all too precious. His cheeks were dusted pink like cherry blossoms. His starry eyes glimmered in the soft hues of pink and indigo seeping through the curtains. The sun had already disappeared in the horizon.

He was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

"If only you were there when I was still childlike and carefree," I said with shaky breaths, holding in my sobs. "If only I met you."

"I'm here now," he lulled me, kissing my eyes and forehead. "And I won't let you go."

When Jungkook pulled me with an arm circling my waist and captured my lips in a more passionate kiss, the remnants of my restraints snapped. Hearts beating against warm bodies and short breaths exchanged with each kiss, we held each other as close as we could as if tomorrow never existed.

He threw off his jacket and pulled his shirt over his head when I kept tugging at it, and my face started heating up at the sight of his bare body. It was baffling how he had such well built, muscular body with a face so childlike and innocent.

I relished the fervent drags of his lips. Their shape, the sweetness and the taste etched into my memory. His groans and soft pants in between kisses sent tingles to my core. Heat spread like wildfire under my skin when his lips dipped lower, over my chin, down to the expanse of my neck, nipping and brandishing the skin as I tightened my grip on his hair.

I never loved such feeling before.

Never craved to feel someone so badly.

My body shivered when I felt him pressing against me down below.

Jungkook pulled away slightly and his eyes, darker than the night sky, swirling with passion and desire met mine when his hands found their way at my dress zipper. As if asking for permission, he waited for any response from me with his chest heaving slowly and gaze filled with adoration, holding me like I was a treasure more valuable than anything in the world. Wordlessly, I took his hand in mine and let him drag the zipper down.

His breath hitched when I ran my hands over the smooth, hot skin of his bare chest, traveling south, down the strong and built ridges burning under my fingers. The air was turning suffocating as his eyes turned even darker when my dress pooled around my feet.

"Can I love you?" He whispered, bringing his hand up to hold my chin, brushing my lower lip with his thumb and leaning closer.

I drew in a deep breath for the last time I could. "Only if you let me love you."

Upon admitting our feelings, we threw away everything else and held each other. Clothes thrown across the floor, bodies tangled and locked, and heavy breaths swallowed between swollen lips. His body caged mine as he trailed wet kisses down my chest and abdomen.

"So beautiful," he breathed against my hip before placing a kiss there, sending electric jolts through my veins.

Somewhere among my intoxicated state, I denied, "I'm a demon. Disgusting and foul."

Leaving a soft kiss on my lips, he held my gaze with a more determined one and a small smile. "You're anything but. You're the only angel to me."

No matter how much I denied it, he would pull my heartstrings and break my lips into a smile. I shouldn't believe, but I still would believe again and again. I felt loved.

Showing him how much I cherished him, how much I loved him back was the only thing I could do before my time ran out.

I relished the broken moans he let out when my tongue brushed past his lips, tasting his sweetness in needy laps, and my hand slid down to feel him pulsing and throbbing. I was worried if he was in pain from how much he was shuddering and panting. He wasn't going further for a while.

"Jungkook... love," I tried easing him, cupping his face. "Let me feel you, please."

Not looking me in the eyes, he shook his head. "No."

A pang of ache froze me. Beginning to panic, I was about to rebuke myself for doing this to him and leave after apologizing like crazy until he continued.

"If I do it, I won't last long. I want to stay like this with you longer. I'm scared you'll leave when we're done..."

At that moment, I felt my heart shatter but I wanted to do everything to ease him.

"I won't. I promise," I whispered, placing tender kisses all over his face, and he finally looked into my eyes with his starry orbs.

Soft glows of twilight and our burning feelings filled the room. Sweet declarations of love and emotions were exchanged as we held each other in our arms, never letting go.

This must be what it felt like to love someone too much...

Like a star shining so bright in the night sky, I wanted to stay in his sky even if I knew morning would come soon.

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I feel guilty for writing 'fade to black' type of smut but this is as far as I can go currently 😭 hope you enjoyed (even if it was weak)

I researched and read a lot of tips about writing these stuff lmao. Thank the heavens I finished it

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