❝ You're all I ever wanted❞

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GLANCING AT THE wall clock a chill run through my spine as I realized what time it was. Past midnight and yet Taehyung is no where to be found. My eyes darted, as I sighed I can't even go to bed knowing he's not home yet.

Sitting on the rocking chair moving back and forth my head is consumed with vivid thoughts, I can't even  bring myself to think that something bad might happened to him.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sudden sounds of the thunder roaring, and almost jumped when I heard someone banging hard on the door. Swallowing I gathered up my courage I walk towards the door slightly peeking as tensed features came at ease seeing the familiar face.

“Thank God you are still up,” mumurs Jin as I opened the door, he seemed to be rather messy or perhaps but my thoughts came to a pause as I caught the sight of an unconscious Taehyung leaning against the sober man’s body.

“What happened to him?”I ask in s panicked voice as with in instant my hands went around Taehyung’s waist  helping Jin to hold him as I placed Taehyung’s arm around my neck while we proceeded to walk in together.

“He had a few drinks... Wasted enough to even walk on his own,” mumbles Jin underneath his breath, scratching the back of his neck a little awkwardly.

We lay him on his bed, while I put blankets over him and takes off his shoes and socks.

As I turn I notice Jin staring at me with widened eyes. An unpolished look spread across his handsome features while his pupils only only expanded as they took me whole when I stepped forward.

“The two of you are madly in love with eachother that it's hurts me to know that can't be together,” he says, his voice almost lull with his gaze fixed upon me.

I look up to meet his eyes,“Jin, I did what seemed right to me you can't blame anyone here it's our faith that's against us, we weren't meant to be together, he is he and I am just a girl who fell love with a man that can never be her,”I spoke, a tear rolling down my eye.

"I wish there was something I could do,” he says pulling me into  a brotherly hug, as I let myself fall in his embrace.

I needed this hug, my heart warmed while he strokes my hair gently and whispers soothing words into my ears to calm me down, but I can't stop these tears from falling .

At this time I felt so vulnerable, I have never felt so weak— hopeless.

I pulled away my eyes hurting from crying, Jin looked down at his shirt that was now wet by the shoulders because of my tears. As I noticed his cheeks lightly flushed before the two of us awkwardly pulled back.

“Will you be okay or should I stay tonight?”

he asks with concern flashing through his eyes and couldn't help but smile a little at his sincerity.

“No I'll be fine don't worry I won't cry,”I murmured softly, not meeting his gaze as I see the man giving me a one last look before he turns to leave.

“Then I should get going before it starts to rain again,”he says walking out of the room. I walked after him to the door.

But as I was about to close the door he holds it, as I glance up at him with hesitant eyes.

“Can I request you something?”h£ asks, his voice sounding persistent. 

“Sure.”

“Can you take care of Taehyung and not leave him alone the thing is he don't really get drinks much it's like this only when he is depressed,”he says looking straight into my eyes.

My heart breaks into pieces my words did really hurt him. Feeling guilty at my actions I swallow up the to plaster a half smile at my lips.

“I'll take care of him,”I whispered back, holding back my tears I have to stay strong.

Jin passes me a smile before turning to leave as I lock the door and walk back upstairs to Taehyung's room and  seat myself next to the chair near his bed.

My eyes lingered upon his sleeping figure as I leaned back letting myself to be lost in the serenity of the very moment. It starts to rain, and before I knew it was as though the sky was crying so was I. I watched the droplets of water trickle down to the window pane like silver snakes in the night whilst I only shivered and may be cried cause suddenly time seems to be running low while my heart wished today to be my last day on earth because without him life was useless, it was colourless just black and white just like that when I let him go, I let him take those  colours with him, now I'm here just colour-blind drifting towards the dark meeting my rock bottom.

I buried my head down and breathed into the smell of rain.  So much for nothing.

“I love you, Sofia please don't do this to me,”I heard V sobbing into his sleep as my eyes catch the tears that slowly slid down through his cheeks.

I moved forward closer to his laying figure on the bed, I could see the tears falling from his eyes.  My heart yearning to pull him into my embrace and tell him I was right here. With him.

"I love you,”he whisper this time a little more roughly, making my heart sink in sorrow.

His words sounding like a lullaby to my ears, as I regained to control myself.

“I love you too,”I breathed out, the words without even realising I've finally said them. My eyes shut as leaned in planting a kiss on his forehead, I take my time to admire his masculine features, as to my horror a  tear rolls down my eyes and fell on his forehead.

Pulling away I cover him with blanket and caress his hand lovingly as if he feels my hand he interlocks our hands together. The sudden gesture had my heart beating loudly within my chest.

“Don't leave,”he stutters.

“I am right here,”I spoke not leaving his hand and positioning myself beside him.

•••

I walk to the highschool the weather was fine it was not so bad but just a little bit cloudy with a damp.

The hallway was less crowded with students because of the rain many students didn't come, as  I only hope the lectures don't get boring.

Taking out my English textbook from my locker, I see Jungkook talking with Jimin they do seem to notice me as I wait while they make their way towards me.

“Sofia, you are Jimin's dance partner?",asks Jungkook his voice to loud which surprised me a little, as in response I nod my head.

He expression changes into a disappointing look and I see Jimin smirking.

“I thought I asked you to stay away from him,” Jungkook grunted his tone sounding angry.

“Wait ,why are you so against me its not like I would do something bad to her,”speaks up Jimin in his  hitting Jungkook lightly at back of his head.

“I don't understand why are you so against with me being Jimin's friend,”I ask Jungkook.

“Cause he is never serious,”he says looking at neither of us.

“Serious about what?”Jimin snaps giving dead glares to Jungkook.

What are they talking about, loosing interest in the conversation my eyes diverted towards Taehyung who just came, among the walking bodies his eyes catch mine and I felt my heart pump inside my chest. Like a wild cat on run I felt the floor underneath my feet moving.

I averted my gaze with my cheeks holtly ablaze, I stared at Jungkook and Jimin who were still busy with arguing. From the corner of my eyes I see him getting into the other  class room and locking the door.

Only he can make me feel this way.

Everything felt so strange like all of sudden, I could see them talking with each other but I couldn't hear what they were saying and suddenly I felt a sting of pain shoot through my head, a loud shriek escaped my lips from the unbearable pain, as I rubbed my forehead with the palms of my hands.

I don't know what happening but my head started spinning suddenly ,my legs started trembling, as I felt myself getting weak my eyes shutting slowly.

Everything was getting hazy the floor seemed as it was moving beneath my feet and before I knew I lost my balance as everything soon turned blank.

What's happening to me?

“Sofia!"

•••

Jimin'POV |

I saw her eyes closing and falling but luckily I catch her, pulling her closer my chest I lifted her up.

Jungkook was standing with widened eyes and a worried expression spread across his face.

“Go and tell Hoseok Sofia and I won't attend the class I am taking her to the nurse room,” I spoke staring down at her as Jungkook nods before he walks away.

What's happening to her will she be okay?

I made my way to the nurse room and lay her on the bed gently.

“Dr. Han?”

They doctor comes and look over at Sofia worriedly.

“She fainted all of a sudden,”I explained my breath running were heavy, without the amount of running I did to get over here.

“I think it's because of the weakness, her face looks very pale,”he says checking her pulse.

“I'll inject her with glucose and may be let her sleep you can go I'll look over her,”he says in a heavy breath as he places his hand against my shoulder, I shake my head in disapproval.

There's no way I am going to leave her alone.

"I'll stay here with her,”I simply murmured

The doctor looks over ,somehow he understood that I am not going to go so he continued with his work and I stood there and watched over Sofia carefully.

She looked so weak her face seemed to be so pale like there is no blood in her veins.

I am worried about her what have she done to herself?

“Done"the doctor says and I look up to see him move away from Sofia.

“Is she going to be okay?",I asked uncomfortably.

"Hope so—it's possible for her to faint she haven't eaten anything maybe that's why she fainted.”

Is she out of her fucking mind does she want to die? I don't know what I was feeling I know I should be angry at her for putting herself in this situation but I wasn't— I felt desperate, I felt weak. Seeing her like that made me feel hopeless. All I wanted just now was for her to wake up.

“I'll go fill the report and submit it in the office and to the teacher,”the doctor says before leaving us alone.

I walk towards her and sat on the chair next to her bed taking her her hand in mine, I almost shivered  it was so cold. My eyes frowned as I stared down at her.

“What have you done to yourself?”I sob kissing her hand tenderly.

Suddenly I hear the door to nurse room being pushed open like someone pushed it by force.

“Where is she?”came in a furious looking Taehyung, before my caught the sight the sparkle in his eye like a concern something I haven't seen in his eyes for a long time. And I couldn't help but wonder is this because he concerned about her because he's or guardian or is there something else?

“She is fine the doctor injected her with glucose,”I speak up standing up from my seat and walking near him.

“Good, now you can leave thank you very much for taking care of her in my absence,”he says enthusiastically.

I chuckle hearing his words is he really so dumb can't he see how I feel when it comes to her.

“You don't need to thank me ,I did what seemed right to me and I am not going anywhere,”I spoke in a low voice my jaws clenched.

“No—you'll leave I am and I can take care of her",he say, his voice sounding restless.

“I do not think it's a good idea so I'll stay",I replied shortly going back to where I was sitting before as I sense his eyes on me.

And it was his turn to chuckle but a sinister one one that had my shiver a little.

“Don't you think you are forgetting something, little brother that Sofia is my responsibility and by which it's very clear that I should be the one to stay here with her,”he grunted his gaze fixed while his hand roughly dusted my shoulder I see him smirk a little, he was trying to get on my nerves.

He always gets what he wants ,
deciding there is no chance of winning against him I give up.

“Okay I'll leave but if something happens to her I won't spare you,big brother”I say looking at him dead in the eye.

“As if ,I would let anything happen to her,”I hear him murmur to himself  before I turn and leave.

I can't hide it from myself anymore. I love that girl, like I have never loved anyone.

TO BE CONTINUED

(The book have not ended chapters have been unpublished due to editing purposes. And are being updated again with better grammar and literature improvements)

Author'Note :

I hope you all are doing fine and enjoyed reading this update.

It's really freezing here, I don't want to leave the house and my cold is worse.

So Jimin  likes Sofia ? Crazy right

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Love,
Shafaq-Shapel ♥

EDITED
16TH.NOVEMBER.2018