❝ You and I were made of glass
I knew we'd never last. ❞

•••

TYING MY HAIR loosely with a hairtie and with one last glance at the mirror I made it out of the door. My breath heavy as my hands felt cold.

I've made my discission it is time now that I finally give up my feelings for Taehyung, Mia loves him and can probably give him everything he wants she knows him from so long the one who just step back it's me.

Mia is just like me when I heard about her and the only conclusion I have come across is to let her and Taehyung be together and move from their lives forever.

As I reach the last step of the stairs I could hear Taehyung’s voice accompanied by Mia’s.

Stepping into the living room my eyes soon met his sparkling eyes, that had my heartbeat quickened telling me he is the one that you yearn for.

“Sofia, so you are finally ready— let me drop you,”Taehyung spoke with his eyes gazing into mine as I took a step back gulping nervously.

I averted my gaze from his and turned to gaze at the watch anywhere but not to meet his eyes. I don't want to change my discission.

“No, thank you I can walk myself,”I murmured, trying to suppress a smile which almost seemed impossible somehow with his steady gaze lingering upon my dear soul.

He raises his eyes brows and I dare notice a cool gleam in his eyes.

“You have to drop Mia also and I could go alone,” I try to come up with the a better response.

“You don't have to I can drive myself, Sofia you should let Taehyung drive you to school," says Mia sitting up with a faint smile.

I just look at her unable to form words. Why is she like this? I was only doing it for you—not myself.

“No, I insist—I want to walk to school the weather is so great today,”I speak up after a very long time, grinning sheepishly as Taehyung rolls his eyes.

Taehyung stares at me from the corner of eyes with rage or a look disappointment before hastily sighs and drops on the couch beside Mia.

“If that's what you want then it's fine,”says Mia nonchalantly as I only smile a little trying to loose the tension and not to feel his state at have been illuminating my body.

“Well, then I should leave don't wanna miss the first lecture,”I spoke waving my hands in the air.

Daring to glance up at him, my eyes caught the sight of his smile rueful, but he looks vaguely disappointed.

That's the only thing I can do to avoid him.

•••

As I walk through the hallway my eyes caught the sight of Jungkook standing, he eyes catches as see them light up before he makes his way towards me, smiling.

“You look pretty with you hair tied,”he says pointing at my hair as I blush slightly, averting my gaze.

“So are you going to the summer camp,”he asks me as I look at him with surprise.

“No, I've never heard of that,”I replied shrugging my shoulders as we walk together side by side.

“It happens every year and I am very excited about it this will be your first year.”

The truth to be told I was not excited about the summer camp at all.

So much have been going on with my life right now that I don't know what would make me feel happy.

The bell rings as we walk into the class, it's history class .

“Mind if I sit with you?”asks Cindy staring down me, as her hands help the books while the other was clutched to the vacant chair beside mine. I missed her company .

“You don't have to ask, Cindy,”I replied moving to the other seat to make space for her.

She smiles at me before sitting.

“So how is life?”she narrowing her eyes.

"It's bearable—how's yours?”I ask with a faint suppressing my lips.

“As I am a member of the student council it's tough with the dancing club starting and the summer camp,”she says with dull voice.

“I never knew you were a  part of student council,”I murmured my voice sounding amused.

Soon the teacher enters the class and everyone gets busy with their lesson but as I struggle to make notes with my head occupied with certain, panic and anxiety swallowed me whole since the morning I've been wondering how am I going to talk it out with Taehyung?

The bells rings and it was now English class Sir Hoseok or should I say Jhope.

Walking into the class I decided to sit at the first bench, I love this class its my favourite.

Jhope enters the class and passes me a heart warming smile ,he is always smiling before putting on that tough act again I wish it was same for me to smile so freely.

“So class today I am going to make you all write an essay more likely a short story,”he begins writing the name of the topic on the board as I straighten my back feeling the plastic digging on to my back, I move a little trying to subside the discomfort. 

“May I come in?”the class was interrupted by none other Park Jimin standing by the door looking less guilty then ever as I caught him smirk a little as he catch my stare.

He glance up at me as I see a ghost of a smile appear at his lips.

“Why are you always late, Park Jimin do you want me to speak to your brother?”,says Jhope with a stiff posture moving the spectacles from his eyes.

He seemed angry, and  I  couldn't help shallow the hard lump in my throat and look  down at my hands.

“Sir I was caught up with some work I am truly sorry,”Jimin says in lull voice.

"Get in the class and as  for your punishment you'll have to help me arrange the papers",Jhope says before turning towards the board.

Jimin nods with his head bowed down and he enters the class, he walks to where I was sitting and and without any notice he pulls the the empty chair next to mine and sits.

“Where were we? Right I have to give you all the essay topic,"says Jhope sighing heavily as blinks what's up with him he seems to be so much exhausted, he only smiles a little as he noticed my worried gaze before turning towards the board and writing on it.

“So the topic is ‘She told me should never see me again.’ write this for maximum about 500 words.”

This topic is so poetic I already want to write it, writing have always been something that I enjoyed doing it wasn't something that I did to show to others it was for my inner peace when things get hard and I want to find an escape thus I write, I write till there are no words and the ink dries.

“What is this shit I am not going to write anything like this,”Jimin’s voice pulled me out of trance as sighing irritatedly, he pushes his note book and pen.

“Anything wrong ,Park Jimin or do you want me to send you out of the class?”snaps Jhope in an angry voice, his eyes glaring the dear life out of the fragile boy sitting beside me as I sense him move uncomfortably.

"No, nothing I just love this topic,”he replies, his voice laced with sarcasm.

"Don't be such dick just write the damn essay,”I spoke moving his note book  back towards him.

“Do you wanna suck...”before he could say any further.

Is he serious?

“Will you shut up?”

“I..I ..I captain",he says, grinning as nudges my arm playfully making hard for me not smile.

I laugh gleefully at him, as we both seem to be in a comfort of our own before I start writing my essay with him asking me help, almost half of his essay I've written with him only cracking some jokes in between.

The bell rings ,it's maths class, I have to face Taehyung I don't know how long could I avoid him.

I hold my stuff in my hand and walk into the next class.

Seeing Jimin narrowing his eyes at me to come and sit at the empty seat beside I gracefully obliged and made my over to him.

“Sofia?”Jimin says but stops in between trying to get my attention, I finally turn to face him.

“What is it Jimin?”

“Do you want to be...like do you like dancing ?”he says, sounding nervous with his hans rubbing the back of his head what is he saying?

Wait is he asking me to be his dance partner of something?

“You want me to be your dance partner?",and before I could stop the words were already out my mouth, he just nods nervously.

“I am not so good at it,”I said with a disappointing look.

"I'll teach you,”he says with a smile of relief when I agreed.

"Then, I will be your dance partner.”

V entered the the class I tried my best to avoid any sort of eye contact with him and I'm for sure  aware that he have probably noticed it by now.

The lesson begins he gives some questions, all along could feel his intense gaze lingering upon me as I write down the questions.

It made me feel uncomfortable, I try to concentrate more on my work.

"So this was for today",he murmured, in cool voice with his gaze fixed upon me, from the looks of it he seemed annoyed.

Which tells me I need to get out wasting any further time.

As I was walking to my locker when someone with such force pulled me into the  dark corner.

A gasp escaped my lips as I looked up only to find Kim Taehyung standing so close to me.

“I wanted to kiss you since this morning,”he says leaning in and bringing his lips closer to mine, my eyes widened as my heartbeat fastened, this can't be happening.

My heart radiated at the speed of light with my cheeks flushed red.

He leans closer and closer.

This is not right ,we shouldn't be kissing I already made my discission .

“Stop—please stop,”I breathed out as his lips were about to catch mine.

“Why what's wrong ?”he asks with a surprised look, his perfect brows now arched as he stares down at me with an intense sense of desire.

“I cannot do this anymore—it's not right we can't be together,”I spoke, my voice coming almost as whisper as my hands push him back a little, nkw moving away from him.

“What are you saying, Sofia? Yesterday everything seemed so fine,”he says trying to get a hold of my hand but I pull back.

"No,nothing is fine V especially not us",I mumbled, gulping I am sorry V but it's the right thing.

"Do you perhaps have someone else?"he asks, his voice souding dead low that made chills to run down my spine.

“Yes, there is someone else",I lied looking right into his eyes.

"Then, I won't force you,”he murmurs before walking away, as my eyes caught a glimpse of the tears that now fell through his eyes.

Why can't I ever have something I ever wanted?

It's always been him, his eyes ,his smile, his warmth, his existence, and him entirely it was him and will always be him.

•••

Kim Taehyung's POV |

I thought we were perfect for each other I can't believe why would she do this to me?

I thought she loved me, was I this stupid?

I gulped down the fifth shot of Bourbon, fiercely.

“Woah—easy man what got you to drink so much?”,asks Jin.

“I don't know what I want, Jin my life is all messed up,”I speak.

“So I am guessing Sofia is the reason for this?"he asks as I look at him with surprise.

“How do you know about us?”I ask in a voice that soubded like foghorn.

"You can't hide it from me, Taehyung the way you look at her and have you ever noticed the sparkle in your eyes when ever you talk about her,”he says placing his arms around my shoulder I was in utter shock he knows about us.

“I never knew that,”I murmured.

"What you doing my friend it's not doing right—you are playing with three hearts",he says with a slight smirk as he raises the shot before drinking it down in one breath.

“What are you trying to say, I don't understand a thing,”I spoke after taking in another shot.

"You don't know what you want ,you know that Mia loves you and Sofia is the girl you love there's a big difference between them, choose wise.”

"I don't want to loose both of them,” I whispered back, my voice sounding to with too my of alcohol that I've consumed.

“Then my friend its your choice cause you can't swim in an ocean if you fear of drowning,”he says, his face didn't even twitch his gaze fixed upon me. 

"You have to choose Mia or Sofia,”he continues taking a large sip from his drink again.

I am speechless there is no way I could hurt Mia she already had been through so much she only has me.

But Sofia I love her she is the one that I want.

TO BE CONTINUED

Author's Note:

I hope you all enjoyed the this update

Do you think what Sofia did was right ??

And who ships JiminxSofia ??
They kissed ;) though

Stay precious as you are to me, and remember to smile ❤

Don't forget to vote and comment ;)

Thanks for reading !!

Love,
Shafaq-Shapel ♥

EDITED
31ST.OCTOBER.2018