♦|♦

❝ And all it takes
that one look you
do and I run right
back to you.❞

•••

Sofia's POV| 

MY BREATH HITCHED in my throat as I stood watched him run his fingers through her hair gently. Her silent sobs that have ehoed through the walls now at last still, while they sat there in each other’s embrace. I didn't know what was I suppose to feel
should I be jealous or should I just walk like nothing have happened, like the I love isn't in the arms of another woman.

“You should go to sleep——let's get you upstairs,” Kim Taehyung murmurs straightening up as the both sit up, his eyes staring down into hers.

He don't even notices that I'm right here, but why am I even here? I know I can never be like Mia, she is perfect for him.

I just feel like I'm that someone, who shouldn't be a part of their lives.

Sighing, I walked up the stairs with my heart turning blind I decided that the little I could do is to fall asleep.

Making my bed, I arranged the pillows that were kept far, as my hands clutched on to the soft blanket.

A sudden thought disturbs my mind as my heart sank into another wave.

He's sleeping with her.

Shaking my head, I retired that thought of my head as my eyes only blinked unsure, what to do?

My eyes alert as I hear the sound of the bedroom’s nob being twisted, then turned. Don't tell he was here?

Peeking his head in through the door he steps in checking if was asleep, but the man's lit up as he finds me standing by the foot of my bed.

“Why are you here?”I ask him, not meeting his eyes.

“Why can't I be here?”he asks in a dead low voice.

"I was just——Mia needs you,”I whispered the last low, moving to the bed.

“She is asleep and I wanted to see how you are doing,”he says stepping forward, his eyes burning into mine making my heart to an intense run.

Emotions took over me, as I averted my gaze, only to be the reality we're now a part of.

“I am doing great, now you can go and sleep,” I spoke in a dull voice, moving away from him.

“Sofia",he breathed out, my very name  sounding so sensational when it escaped his lips, makings run down my spine.

“You should leave.”

I have my back towards him, he pulls me by my arm, jolting me to face him.

“Don't ever ask me to leave,” he says holding my face upwards by my chin, his eyes burn into mine.

“I ...I ",I fumble, unable to find the perfect words.

“I am sleeping here today with you.”

He spoke, his face didn't even twitch. Resolute he stare fixed at me.

What is he doing isn't Mia in the room? She is his fiance what would she think? 

“Mia is here you shouldn't be here with me, Taehyung,” I bordered a whisper but at least it was reply.

“I want be where I want to be and right now, I want to be with you,” he says in heart warming voice, his statement roused a blush on my cheeks, but the dark lightening prevented him from seeing which I glad of.

I can't sleep with him, him and I on the same bed together?

My cheeks radiated with heat, just by imagining us sleeping together.

“Taehyung,”before I could finish he pulls me in making me to land on his chest.

“That's much better now,”he spoke looking into my eyes with his fingers tugging the loosen hair behind my ear.

I have never seen him this close, he is so beautiful  with those moles on his face all I wanted was to submerge into his seeming divinity.

“Don't look at me, like that,” he murmured shifting as  he pushes my body to  the bed,“ I won't be able to control myself,” he says in a husky voice, lowering his face to the base of my neck.

He moves a little making space for me on the bed, as I briskly pulled the covers over our two bodies.

“Good night, V",I whispered, shyly rolling to the other side.

“Do you think I'll let you sleep just like that,” he says pulling my body against his own, heat radiated through his hard skin as he provided me with his warmth.

My faces turn in different shades of crimson by his sudden act of intimacy.

Shutting my eyes I tried to drift to the wonderful peace of slumber, but my body stayed awake with his tossing and turning over the bed.

I place my hand over his hands that rested on my waist. His harsh breathing that fanned across my bare skin making it hard for me to be still, to fall asleep.

“I know you're not sleeping,” I murmured, staring at the cold wall as his grip around my waist only tightened.

“Then you may also know the reason why I can't sleep?”  He spoke, his voice intense and I realized my heart was racing and I was finding it difficult to breathe.

Then I stopped breathing altogether when he shifted quickly, bending into me. I had time enough to sway an inch from him before I was in his arms.

His hands drifted under my shirt to slide along my ribs, roaming over the satin cups of my bra as I've not taken off my bra today, his fingertips skimming the skin above the curves of my flesh, the cleavage augmented by my folded up position. Pushing the hem of the shirt above my breast, he moved his lips to the places his fingers had been and ran his tongue along the lined skin just above the edge of my breast.

My hands tightened in his hair as his fingers skimmed the front clasp.

“Taehyung, please stop,” I whispered my voice suppressing into a moan, making him to loose his mind.

“You know and I know, it's not what you want,” he muttered gravely seeing my breath heavily.

“It’s too fast, too soon especially when things are like this we can't be this close to loosing it all. I want this to be special I want our first time to be special,” I spoke placing my hand over his rough jaw as he lifted his head looking up at me, with a burning amber gaze.

He slowly closed his eyes before I feel his tensing his hand brushes against my cold skin as he pulls my shirt down. And I feel my breath abandoning me when he turned my body around.

“Then kiss me, Sofia.”

“I can't, I can't kiss you first,” I whispered looking away.

“Why can't you we have kissed before,” he spoke, his voice now sounding soft.

“But I am, shy to kiss first,” I murmured shifting underneath the blanket covering my face.

“Why is that I'm always the one to make the first move?” he enquiries, moving the cover away from my face.

And before I knew his body hovers on the top of me caging in between his muscular arms.

         “Kiss me now,” he say bringing his lips closer to mine.

I close my eyes and lean in, at first my lips gently brush against his but he was quick to pull my bottom lip, as I only do the same which earns me an intimate groan to escape from his lips.

           He soon takes control over the kiss,  my body felt an unknown feeling of desire to that burned right the pit of my stomach, I felt excited.

I fett him slid his tongue in side my mouth, his tongue traces every corner of my mouth. Exploring.

A moan escaped my lips when I felt his hand underneath my shirt again, he was caressing my body.

We pull away from the urgency to breathe.

I look up at him, with his eyes that were flaring with lust.

        “Sleep, Sofia  I don't want you to get dark circles because of me,” he says.

I just nod before turning and facing him and then slowly closing my eyes.

“You are beautiful,” he whispers before kissing me tenderly on my forehead then gently putting his arms around my fragile body.

I wish this time could just stop and I could be with him forever like this.

•••

Rays of sunlight falls on my face, as I open my eyes only to find Kim Taehyung staring at me.

He was lying down with his face on his palms.

"Good morning, babe,” he grunted, hid rough morning voice that made my skin to shiver.

“Good morning, Taehyung",” I reply my own voice sounding sore from the dry throat.

His eyes blaze into mine, I see him swallow the lump in his throat, his Adam's apple moving a sight that dampen my panties in need.

“Don't turn me on, Sofia,” he says.

My face turns red, I averted my gaze from his.

“You woke up early?”I ask out of the blue trying to change the subject.

“I couldn't sleep,” he speaks and my eyes looks at him.

“Why was it uncomfortable to sleep on my bed?”I ask nonchalantly, narrowing my eyes.

He shakes his head.

“No, the reason why I could not sleep was because you were right next to me and you don't know how hard was it for me to not kiss you, not to feel you,” he says ,his eyes burning with desire and lust.

"I ...I you should go look for Mia she might wake up,” I spoke, sitting up.

        “Way to kill the moment,” he mutters before standing up walking towards me.

His hands goes on my waist and he pulls me closer.

          “There’s always a limit to refraining someone whom you yearn to touch so desperately and right now I'm at the edge of it, Sofia.”

I glance up at him how could he do this always?  how can his words affect me so much?

      "Yah, Taehyung,”I say as I shove him away.

Sighing, he made his way towards to the door.

“I'll get back to you,” he says from the outside of the room pointing finger at me, like he was trying to intimidate me.

“Yeah, yeah",I mutter shrugging my shoulders.

I roll my eyes and enter the bathroom for a long relaxing shower.

•••

As I walk downstairs I hear cooking sound, it's V he is making breakfast.

I choose not to go to the kitchen as notice Mia sitting in the living on the coach reading  some random magazine.

“Good morning,” she says with a smile as she sees me.

“Morning,” I reply as I sit beside her.

There were circles underneath her eyes, it's looks like she have been crying.

It would not be bad if I ask her, after all I don't hate Mia she is a nice girl it's just that I am insecure when it comes to her and V.

      “What happened to you last night are you alright now?” I ask her.

Her expression changes from smile to a sorrowful one.

“It's okay if you don't want talk about it,” I say holding her hand.

“No it's fine I want to tell you Sofia ,I know you will understand me",she says trying to suppress a smile.

I pass her a heart warming smile, she needs sympathy, I can't hate her for no reason she seems so broken. I feel like it's the other part of me when I lost my parents.

         “You know, Sofia I have a brother and I had a sister also, she died four years ago and after her death I am so alone, my parents they don't favour girls as much as they favour boys",she says in a breaking voice.

       "I still remember when my sister was alive she was always forced to do things she didn't want to ,she fell in love with her friend ,they started dating secretly but one day my father saw them together he got very angry and wouldn't let her to meet him, she was madly in love with that man, she wanted to marry him but our parents never approved of their marriage, cause her lover was from a lower profile my sister got so depressed that she committed suicide,” she continues her voice breaking down into loud sobs, as undoubtedly my arms go around her.

I pull her into a hug, I never know Mia would have a past like this.

“I couldn't do anything for her, Sofia my sister died. I wish she could have told me, I would have begged her not to do anything like suicide, I miss her a lot,” she sobs as I gently rub her back, there were tears in my eyes too.

“Shhh,your sister won't be happy seeing you cry like this,” I say trying to calm her down.

"I listen to everything my parents tell me to do, I even got engaged to Taehyung at the age of sixteen without any objection but now they want me to give all my shares to my brother, I worked hard for this I am the reason why the business is still running ,”she murmurs within her sobs.

“Mia, I am with you Taehyung is with you,” I spoke, stroking her hair she is been through so much and I never knew.

“I don't have anyone except for Taehyung I can't afford to loose him, Sofia I would break,” she says my heart breaks into a million pieces, I can't do this to her.

We can't be together I am coming between them I have to stop this I have to stop this before it gets somewhere else.

“Don't worry, V will always be yours,” I assure her.

I know what I have to do now.

TO BE CONTINUED

Author's Note:

I hope you all enjoyed this update ;)

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Thank you all so much for making this possible honestly I wrote this book as my intense love for Tae and never thought that anyone would ever read my fanfic cause I am never satisfied with my writing skills .....but still thank you guys, my precious beans are the best I love you all.

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EDITED
18.OCT.2018