❝ I could look into your eyes
until the sun comes up.❞

STARING AHEAD AT THE two of them, I nearly shivered as my eyes caught Taehyung glaring daggers at the poor man standing next to, Jimin gulped then took a step back as kept my eyes at the floor.

As we entered the house with Jimin beside me and Taehyung and that young woman walking in front, they way she walks around the house is very casual as if she's been here a lot times, times when I wasn't here.

Envy rushed through my veins who was she really what relation does she have with him?

My lips quivering as she turned and smiled at me.

"You must be Sofia",suddenly she asks, the sound of her sweet may be more than honey? But her eyes they seemed to say something as like that smile was a forced one not because she disliked me but because she was someone who finds it hard to smile.

A smile became of my own face as I nod, Jimin moves besides me stepping ahead turning to leave.

Somehow he seems to be in a rush, I wonder what caused him to.

“Where are you going, aren't you going to have dinner with us?”

She asked as Jimin turned to face her a faint smile over his lips as he stares at her then back at me.

“Sure only because it's been a long  since I last saw you but when you came back from Tokyo?” Jimin ask staring ahead at her with curious eyes as she tugs a lock of her hair before parting her lips to answer him.

Do they know each other?

“She came yesterday,” in came a voice as I looked to find Taehyung standing next to her, I could that he was avoiding me, as for now he seems to be staring only at her with a certain affection that made me feel envious.

“So how is aunty doing?”she asks, her voice firm as Jimin blinked at her question before looking ahead at Taehyung.

“She is doing great just missing the two of you.”

Why was his mother missing V and her? Am I missing something here? Frowning I decided to finally break my silence and take the matters in my own hands.

“Wait I am sorry but I still don't your name.”

I murmured with an awkwardness that could be felt in the air.

She passes me a smile as I hear Jimin was laughing beside me and Taehyung, he was just himself—our more should I say furious.

Did he saw us kissing? But again he wouldn't careless after he said that I mean nothing to him, after all he don't have feelings for me.

“Sorry I am so stupid, I forgot to introduce myself. Hi! I am Mia Taehyung's fiance,” she says with a ghost of a smile, stealing a glance at Taehyung a crimson of a shade spread over her cheeks to her neck, I felt sick my eyes felt misty.

Tell me this isn't real.

My eyes looked upwards at Taehyung, his posture stiff a look of no expression soothed his features.

With agony I averted my gaze, a sentimental yet mournful feeling dawned upon me, all along he was engaged but still he felt the aduacity to lead me on? To actually kiss me?

Why would he kiss me  if there's already a woman in his life, I mean if you look at her there won't be any reason to not say she's beautiful. Cause she was everything, petite brunette with a heart warming smile.

Snapping out of my thoughts I stared head to find her looking at me, waiting for me to say something.

“It's nice meeting you, Mia,” I just don't like you very much. 

“Sofia there is something I think you should know also,” says Jimin in between taking the three of us by surprise sitting up.

I narrowed my eyes at him, frowning a little.

“Actually the brother ,I always talk about is no else but V,” he says taking a glance at Taehyung.

Wait what is he saying  V and Jimin brothers, how I didn't know that..

“What do you mean ",I ask out loud with a puzzled look.

“Jimin is my blood brother, Sofia,”says Teahyung in between his voice so firm that I felt goosebumps arise over my skin, staring at his face I swallowed so  now was he talking to me but what's with that tone?

I could never understand this man.

“Um,” I mumbled then mumbled no more as the rest of them diverted their attention back.

So Jimin and V have same mother with Jungkook’s father as their step father, that makes Jungkook their step brother.

Quite complicated.

“Enough with the talking let's have dinner",says Mia clapping her hands together in an attempt to advert our attentions ,what's wrong with her? Is she always this hyped.

"I'll go freshen up,” I excuses myself as the woman nods, finally sighing with relief I walked towards the stairs.

As soon as I get to the room tears fall from my eyes as I kneed with my back leaning against the closed doors, my silent sobs filled the solitude of the room as my heart mourned at the the lost, everything between V and I ended but then again it never started, a kiss won't prove anything.

You have to pull yourself together, Sofia  V can never feel same for you.

I wiped my tears and got up from the floor, all that I wish for now is that that it would have been better I never did felt anything.

I took my time, getting myself together I decided to take a cold shower to wash away the numbness and emptiness I've felt.

Walking downstairs I stopped only to hear them joke and laugh together, seems like she fit with them well and I feel like a fourth wheel here.

May be I should go back, no one needs me here.

Just when I was about to turn back and leave Mia notices me standing by the end of the stairs.

“Sofia come ,we were just talking about you,” she says with gleaming eyes as I stepped forward.

“Yeah we were talking how weak you are in chemistry,” jokes Jimin with a sheepish grin as I couldn't help but glare at him.

As I go and sit on the vacant seat  next to Jimin I felt Taehyung’s eyes on me ignoring the uprising sensation I kept a steady smile and stared ahead, no matter how much of a jerk Jimin was I have to sit with him only cause Mia and V were sitting together.

“I’ve prepared this so please help yourselves and enjoy,” Mia speaks in an excited tone as she takes my plate and serves me, which tell me how humble she seemed.

And even if I should be hating here right now or worst feeling jealous of her, I couldn't bring myself to do so, she seemed nice someone who could actually make Taehyung happy.

Taking the first bite of the lasagna, the taste of it that melted into mouth. I was indeed cooked so well.

“So when are you thinking to join the office?”Taehyung asks her after taking a bite of his own food as Mia stops munching before swallowing it and parting her lips to speak up.

So they work together?

“Soon may be, honestly I don't know,” she says fidgeting her brows as Jimin chuckles lowly.

“By the way me and Jungkook will be joining the office soon as well but of course after we graduate.”

Jimin mumbled as Taehyung for some reason rolls his eyes and continued to eat.

“Yeah, imagine how would that be like,” Mia says with a half grin and Jimin shakes his head and laughed whimsically as so she joins him too, which made her dimples visible.

“Sofia, what are your plans for future? You know after four months you'll be graduating highschool,”Mia asks me as I swallowed before taking a deep breath.

I never thought about that when  mom was alive she wanted me to become a designer but now what?

“I don't know”,I give her an honest reply, as I catch her smile turned to be an awkward one as who was Taehyung silently having his meal stopped midway upon hearing my reply.

"Oh",she says her voice tell me that I shouldn't have say that.

V looks at me with shocked eyes, where as seemed to be Jimin chuckling at my foolishness, immediately looked down not being brave enough to actually look at neither of them.

Nobody insults more than I insult myself.

After dinner we ate the apple tart which was also made be Mia, her cooking proved to be no joke.

“Jimin, it's late now also stay with us",says V not in a concerned tone but more like an order.

“But what about mother?”asks Jimin frowning, his voice soft.

“She called me and said it's late now so you can spend the night here,” V replies before turning back and walking towards the living room where Mia was.

“Guys how about we watch a movie?”suggests Mia in a jovial tone with  her hands that held the DVDs.

“Which one?”asks Jimin.

“He just not that into you,”she declares, even this movie tells my situation.

“Mia you watched this movie like a thousands times already,” says Taehyung in a dull voice as he drops down on the single sofa and goes back to scrolling through his phone.

Mia makes a face at him, as he seemed to completely ignore her.

“How can you say like that we watched this movie on our first date.”

Mia says, pouting a little as Taehyung but sigh and Jimin chuckles yet again.

“What a great movie to watch on your first date,” Jimin comments in between resulting him earn a glare from the two of them.

“We can watch spiderman and the homecoming ,I heard it's a good movie,” I breathed out trying to loosen up the current situation.

Mia looks at me for a minute, before a faint smile appears at her lips.

“We can watch that,” she says with her lips twisted with amusement.

“Good,”retorted Taehyung.

“I agreed to watch this just because Sofia said so,” Mia mutters as crouched down and inserts the DVD in the DVD player. ,should I feel special?

We all settled down soo, with Taehyung sitting on the single sofa, Jimin and Isitting on the same couch together side by side and Mia on the carpeted floor with her back arched as she stared at the screen.

The movie soon was played and I enjoyed every bit of it ,Jimin who kept to be feeling drowsy kept falling asleep in between and would often bug me to ask questions for the scenes he missed out, which certainly did annoyed me enough.

Taehyung and Mia were watching the movie with a blank face, Mia who had a bored look on her face but said nothing.

“Jimin!,” I gasped when he lay his head  down on my lap, smiling and staring up at me.

“Can I borrow your lap as a pillow?” he whispered softly with sleepy eyes but a faint smile.

How can I refuse to such charms?

“Sure,” I whispered back as my hamfs stroked his hair, running my fingers through them as he sighed at the touch of it and snuggle me close.

“Ahem, Ahem,” Mia fakes cough, smirking as I divert my attention back to her.

I turn and look at her only to notice that V was gazing at me, furiously his piercing gaze that burned my soul as I kept my eyes low.

Why are they not watching the movie?

“I have work tomorrow so I am going to bed,” declares V standing then turning  to leave as I frowned  at the tone of his voice, an arrogant tone that it was. 

“What about the movie?”Mia straightening up.

“I don't want to watch it,” he says with a shrug of his hands as Mia makes a sad face before standing up to her own two feet, and follows after him.

After they leave, I watched the rest of the movie alone with no more disturbance, as Jimin was fast asleep on my lap, as if having no care in the world.

He looked so peaceful that I didn't want to wake him up.

And I did watch the movie but my mind was somewhere else, I couldn't concentrate and even if I tried to, I couldn't help but what wonder what they must in a room alone together?

Kim Taehyung's POV|

I couldn't stay there and watch my brother sleep peacefully on the lap of the woman, I have feelings for, even though I know I its wrong to feel this way after I told her to completely forget about the kiss but I for some reason feel annoyed, frustrated.

Was it really that easy to forget about it?

After buttoning up the buttons of my sleeping suite I step out of the bathroom only to find Mia sitting on the waiting for me.

“What's wrong with you, Taehyung you didn't even kiss me since I got back,” she says as she approached my standing figure her hand hold my fave as she makes me look at her.

Mia and have been friends for years now and for business purposes we got engaged.

If I say that we both were each other first, the first girl I ever kissed also the girl I lost my virginity to, and same was her same was for her, I am her first ....but now after all those years all I could tell now is that  I don't have any feelings for her, what ever it was it was only for a short period of time.

In my teenage years I used to think that Mia is the woman of my life but now, as a 26 years old man I think may be there is no us, there was no us what we had was not because were two people who were madly in love with eachother, the truth was that we needed each other and that time we thought it was for the best.

“A kiss is that you desire?” I whispered as I pulled her body against mine, her body tensed at my sudden action but then she slowly smile and stared upwards at me, blushing furiously.

Leaning close I let my hands wader around her body as she closes her eyes and so did I  as then I let our lips touch, the kiss was gentle, and just to spark up the heat I pull her bottom lip between my teeth as she groans loosing herself in that kiss.

I kept my eyes shut tightly trying to feel a sensation, anything to comprehend why I couldn't  feel nothing, what I felt when I kissed Sofia was totally different.

Kissing Mia is dull ....but kissing Sofia gave sparks to my body.  I've realized that every part of my being was drawn to Sofia like a moth to a flame, I could never get enough of her.

My eyes snapped open as I suddenly pull back, what's wrong with me why am I even thinking about her when I am kissing my fiance.

Why?

“Sofia and Jimin look cute together.”

Mia says moving a little away, as I tried my hair.

Sofia and Jimim together?

“No they don't,”I reply harshly.

Although I knew she was just joking I still bring myself to accept the face of Sofia being with someone else.

What's happening to me? When did I start caring for her so much, when did a girl who just came became my everything to me? The first person I think about when I wake up, the last person I think about going to sleep, one look of her drives me wild, makes my heart to skip it's beat.

What is wrong with me? Am I in love?

Author's Note:

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EDITED
8th.September.2018