❝ Even angels have their ends but you take death to new extremes❞

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I HAVE PACKED ALL my stuff, taking a look around in the room for one last time everything has been removed my poster, pictures and paintings this used to be my room, my peace where I cried, when ever mom scolded me or played with dad whenever he came back to home from his business trips everything about this room means so much to my heart, but I have to go now.

Life isn't so precious until something big happens and changes everything, takes away that everything.

It was only a month ago when my mom and dad died in an accident, it was the most breakable time in my life. I was shattered into pieces, I still remember everything like it was yesterday, wounds still fresh that are yet to heal.

With no legal guardian left I was in child care, although I am 17 but still not legal. They looked if there is any far distance relative of mine luckily they found my uncle Kim Taehyung ( Father's friend) at first I was surprised because I thought he used to live in Canada, but surprisingly he lives in Korea. I don't even remember what he looked like. Dad told me once he helped him a lot in the settlement of his businesses, the only thing I remember about him is when I was four years old he came to visit me, because I was very sick.

I took a deep breath this house which I called home, where I've spend seventeen years of my life is now no longer my home, mom was a government worker. So this house belongs to the government which means I don't have any claim over this property.

I picked up my luggage and went down stairs. Taking one last glance around the house if only that didn't happen, I would have mom and dad with me not dead, if only that night I didn't panicked so much. Its all my fault they are dead because of my foolishness.

1 month ago
FEBRUARY.20TH.2017

"Like a butterfly,” loud music being played on the speakers I was dancing to the beat letting the rhythm run through my whole body, with Amanda by my side. She was my best friend when ever since forever.

My eyes pondering to the crowd as I was unable to find Suga.

"Have you seen Suga?,” I whispered yelled cause the music was too loud.

"No, I thought he was dancing with you,” said Amanda still lost in the music.

"He was here ...he told me he was going to get drinks but didn't return,” I mumbled to her, before I see a flash of concern in her eyes.

"I'll stay here you go look for him,he might be wasted somewhere around the corner, he gets drunk easily,” says Amanda grinning.

"Yeah you are right,” I chuckled remembering his drunk stage.

I push past the sweaty people around me, this was the most awaited party of the year thrown by the highschool most popular kid Austin and this time it looks like the whole highschool was invited may be even juniors also, as I walk past the crowd of people I see some couple making out on the coach and some on floor, crazy most of the people were wasted I walk closer to them to see if Suga is there but I see no sign of him. It's then I found Austin standing not so far from my sight making out with a girl,  walking over to him I tapped on his shoulder he turned around and faces me.

"Is something wrong, Sofia?,” he asks his eyes on my breasts. Jerk

"Have you seen Suga,” I ask him in a calm tone.

"Yeah, I saw him going upstairs,” I heard him say.

"Thanks,” seriously where the hell is he  how could just leave me alone?

Walking up the stairway, it was dark no presence of mankind to be in sight, as I walk past Austin's room that's when I heard moans coming from inside. Freak some people are making out and just when I was about to leave when I hear a specific name,

"More Agust, more ah",I hear a girl’s  voice, I know who this Agust was it was Suga he likes to be called Agust while make outs, he used to tell me call him Agust.

I yanked the door open and walking into the room and I taken back to find Suga lying on the bed with Jenny on the top of him, he looks at me with tears running down my eyes. Jenny sits up as she smirks at me, I knew she wanted this from the start of our relationship she wanted us to break up, Suga stood up as  comes near me and tried to hold my hand but I pull it back.

"Let me explain,” he says in his panting breath.

"I can't Suga ,I can't… I have had enough of you how could you do this to me after two years of dating,” I hissed at him as he tries coming near me but  I push him back causing him to loose his balance.

I didn't look back walking out of the room, I didn't care if people were looking at me crying like a jackass but I had my reason, I felt like throwing up. I pushed people and getting myself out of the house, cold air hit my wet cheeks as I run as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going but I was running, I ran and ran until my legs gave up.

I fall on the stone cold concrete floor and then it was as though the tears won't stop falling, I was broken. The phone in my hand rang I looked it was Amanda's phone I mistakenly brought with it me, I pick it up .

"Hello Sofia, where the fucking hell are you?,” she screams into my ear from the other side of the phone.

"I don't know," I choked. My lull voice soon turned into sobs.

"You have been gone for three hours your mom and dad are worried as fuck for you. You better come back or I am telling Suga to get you," she warns me.

"We broke up Amanda, he is no one to me,” I said in an amusing tone, with tears stained eyes.

"What do you mean broke up where the hell are you?,” she screams again, this time her voice hitting my ears even more.

"What I mean is that two of us is over, I caught him cheating on me with Jenny," I say in a breaking voice.

"You stay there, I am coming for you, just tell me where you are,” she tells me trying to calm me down but I knew that won't work.

"I'm near some park its all that I know.”

"I am telling your dad where you are he is calling on your phone you don't do anything stupid,” she warns me before hanging up.

2 hours later' 

After two hours of waiting I walk back home myself, when I was about to reach home I see our neighbors gathered around in circle, getting closer to the crowd. There the vision in front my eyes was, unbearable, there lay my parents drained out of blood. My mother's head was out of the car, while my dad was badly wounded, the glass of wind screen was broken into a million pieces.

I rushed towards them ,"somebody call the ambulance,” I screamed as  I tried to run but a police officer stopped me from going anywhere near them.

"Stay strong my child, its of no use they are already gone,” he said, his face held no emotion as I grimaced at him.

"No, they can't leave me alone,” I scream out of my lungs with people trying to pull me aback.

Present, One month later:

A tear roll down my eye, as I recalled each memory of my parent's terrible death.

"Sofie, your uncle is here to take you.”

Says Marita, my neighbour as I nod my head in reply before I pick up my luggage. I look around my home for the last time before leaving it forever. My eyes that wandered to every corner, every wall, every piece of furniture.

I took a deep breath and walk out of the house. There was red Lamborghini parked and there, stood a man with broad shoulders, with his back facing me.

"Uncle...Kim Taehyung",I say in a shuddering voice, his board shoulders stiffening, he turns and looks at me with surprise.

Uncle?

Is he really my uncle but he is too young, he had the most finest skin and features like that of a Greek God's he was wearing a suite, his hair was a light shade of brown, I was so busy looking at him that I didn't notice that he was staring right through me, like really?

His eyes darkened before his pupils expanding. I felt a knot in my belly.

"Well it seems to me that you don't look as little, I thought you'd be.”

He says, is he seriously going to say this like no hello, hi?

"Well, I just turned seventeen,” I replied to catch the man sharply stare at me.

TO BE CONTINUED

EDITED
15th. July. 2018

Love,
Shafaq-Shapel ♥