I just want someone who will dominate me. Someone who is a soft dude in a moment, and in next moment tells me to get on my knees to suck him off. I want to do it on so many places, I really want some dick. I wanna sit on someone's lap and get told to ride him like a good girl and I would do anything for that praise. I get off on praise so much. Tell me I'm a good girl and I'll do what you want. Choke me when I'm a brat and kiss me while you do it. Punish me, push me over the edge, against a wall, anything. Just dominate me and I'll do anything. Even the slightest daily dominance gets to me. When you hold a door open for me, when you say I can't do this and that, when you finish something for me cause I can't. And if I can, praise me and I'll get fucking horny like damn. I just need dick so much right now, I can't. But not any dick. Not any man. I can't describe what's my type but if I had to, I would say it's a social butterfly and he has to be handsome. You know what a social butterfly is? If not: someone who's good with people, always surrounded by friends, everyone likes them. My complete opposite. I'm social phobic, am afraid of new people and I can't even get near these social butterflys but I just really like this. Someone who's open but understanding. I like that. But it's hard to be this horny and you can't find someone. You just can't. I try. But there's no one I would like, I mean there's someone but I can't even get near him. And my ex is a gigantic asshole. Which I still love what makes it hard for me but yeah. Fuck it