Luna: *embarrassed* okay, I'll sing infront of the others, thanks Lilac, thanks.....I'm glad you liked the song.

Luna: *walks out of her room and takes the camera with her* FERN! FLAME! ANYONE ELSE!!!! I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT!

Fern: What is it, Luna?

Flame: *joins and stands next to Fern* yeah what Fern said.

Luna: I am going to preform a song I wrote! Uh this will be kind of like a mini-concert!

[Everyone is gathered into a room, including Fern, Flame, and other Creepypastas, such as Ben,  The Ferflame fanclub(including Lilac, Layla, and another member), Katty, and other random people]

*Luna is standing in front of all of them holding her base*

Luna: Hi guys, today I'm performing a song I wrote called "All my friends are dying"*. I hope you guys like it.

*I mispelled the word it is actually spelled dying...

Luna: *sings and strums/plucks the strings on the instrument*

🎶 "SO, You have done it again, You've killed all my friends. But I ask you why? Why do you make me endure, all this pain I feel inside. "

"I was a happy girl, living my life."

"Free to smile, free to cry. Free to ship what ever I ship."

"Then a barrel of sadness rolls into town, killing my friends with it!"

"Why why? Did you do this! All the happiness is gone!"

(Strums the instrument faster and faster)

"WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS DYING!!! WHY WHY OH WHY! DO PEOPLE I LOVE ALWAYS DIE! FRIENDS, BEST FRIENDS, FAMILY! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DYING!

"My life seems meaningless without. All my friends...my friends that met a sad demise.

"OH WHY OH WHY DO I ENDURE THIS CHRONIC PAIN! BLOOD SPILLS FROM THEIR THROATS FROM THEIR WOUNDS. RUNNELS OF CRIMSON!

FROM THOSE WHO'VE DIED.

I YELL: "BOGOSHIPDA" AT THE SKYYYY----

"To those who have felt such pain, I cry with! I cry and cry and wish to die. I ask the sky WHY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS DYING?

"I ASK TO THE SKY: WHAT PERSON PLAYING SUCH GODLY ROLE, WHO ARE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO MEEEE!

"YELLING AT THE SKY! CRYING TILL I FALL TO MY KNEES.

(Loud and faster playing *Luna starts tearing up, and has a mad expression of a person with trama*)

(Luna is screaming the lyrics know) "PIANO KEYS SMASHING on THE GROUND, GUITARS THROWN AT BRICK WALLS. LARGE STREAMS OF WATER FLOWING DOWN THE HOUSES. FIRES ENGULFTING OUR MINDS!!!!!

WHY WHY OH WHY!? ARE ALL MY FRIENDS DYING! I DARE YOU I DARE YOU! I DARE YOU TO KILL ANOTHER. SEE THE PAIN FROM THOSE WHO LOVED THEM FEEL ALL THE REGRET!!!! I DARE YOU! I DARE YOU!

I CONTINUE CRYING, RIVERS OF DEPRESSION, LIGHTING FIRES TO ALL THE THINGS I DISPISE!

"All my friends are dyng, oh yes, all my friends are dying! I'm watching all my friends die! Oh all my friends are dying!

(FAST PLAYING GRADUALLY GETS SLOWER)

So, you've done it again, killed another of my friends....

As the pain builds up inside me ready to burst, I feel my feet wobble beneath me, as the ground shakes. And my head breaks and all the sounds of flames and waves pour into my mind. All the superfluous emotions not needed START TO BUILD UP INSIIIIIIIIIIIDE!!!!

WHY WHY WHY! DID YOU HAVE TO DID YOU HAVE TO? KILL ANOTHER ONE OF MY FRIENDS!?

"All my HOPE IS GONE! AND ALL MY HAPPINESS WITH IT!

"BRING TO ME. WHAT I HAVE LOST! BRING MYSELF BACK TO WHO I WAS!!!

AND I YELL UP TO THE SKY : "BOGOSHIPDA" TO THOSE THAT DIED!

HOW I MISS THEM ALL AND WISH THEY COULD COME BAAAAACK!

"BOGOSHIPDA" I YELL AT THE MOON I YELL TO THOSE THAT SURROUND ME.

THE PAIN I UNDURE! DOES ANYONE CARE IF I LIVE? DOES ANYONE CARE IF I CRY!? DOES ANYONE CARE IF I DIE?

(Instruments, Luna starts banging her foot on the ground while strumming her guitar/base, and the cords and notes change frequently creating a chaotic mess of instrumental emotion)

So, you've done it again, killed all my friends. So, have you gotten what you wanted? So you've done it again, broke me again. So you have won, you killed all my friends, and For WHAT!?

(Instruments, noises are fast, and chaotic, then after a couple seconds, they slow down another time, *she stops banging her feet on the ground*)

Why drag any pain further? Why not end it all? If there isn't emotion left...

I don't. And I go on my life. What am I to do nothing?

"I once was happy... But Then a hurricane of pain ened that joy and bliss.

"So why do I sit here doing nothing to fix it?

(Shouts and plays louder, while banging the ground with her foot)

"I LISTEN TO THE SONGS TO FILL MY BRAIN! TO FILL THIS HOLE INSIDE! I LISTEN TO THEM ALL! LISTEN TO PAIN IN THEIR VOICES TO EASE MY OWN SADNESS! BUT IT ALL MAKES ME EVEN MORE MISERABLE!!!! SUCH PAIN, ONE WOULD PITTY!

"I'm just a person who loves to feel pain, so I'm just a person who loves to feel pain. I GUESS I'M JUST A PERSON WHO LOVES TO FEEEL PAIN!

(The tune changes to that of a more hopeful-sad tune and less of a raging-train of pain. *Luna's expression changes to one dranned of all emotion* )

So, most of my friends have died. So I cry till I feel nothing

ONCE I WAS HAPPY. but now I'm not.

(*sad expression returns*)

So, I honor those with a song, I sing "YOU ALL DIED TOO SOON, BUT KNOW THAT I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU! AND THOSE WHO HATE ME AND TRY ME, WILL SUFFER WORSE THAN YOU!"

I SING TO THEM: "YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN! I'LL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS!"

OH PLEASE LET ME FEEL NO MORE PAIN please oh please make it all stop!

Haven't I said it enough!?.

So, he's done it again, killed my friends. But not anymore, not anymore. He can't mess with me again! Never NEVER AGAIN! NO HE WON'T EVER AGAIN, ONCE I AVENGE MY FRIENDS.

(Pause in musical instruments in the background for a couple seconds, then she continues with a slow strumming of her guitar/base)

So, I think to myself, "Not all of my friends are dying" 🎶

[Keeps playing her guitar for a couple more momments, and gradually slows tune down, untill the sound fades, and she stops playing]

Luna: *bows* thank you, that was "all my friends are dieing"

[The crowd is silent for a couple momments]

Majority of the crowd: *applauds*

(Random people are throwing complements)

As Lilac shores said,"I FRICK Franken love that song!!!!!"

Fern: (is speachless) wow.

Flame: also speachless.

Luna: *cries* (wishes to explode but can't) *sighs and sits on the ground, still holding her base* so anyone want an oncour? Nah?

(Silence)

Luna: okay I won't......

Random person in the crowd: PLAY ANOTHER SONG!

Luna: Really! Cool! OKAY THIS ONE IS CALLED "MY SONGS ARE CRAP!"

Luna: (Strums frenetically, with an upbeat-lighthearted tune) *sings*
🎶" I always write the same songs. About hating myself.

"I always write the same lyrics

"Of saying bad things to myself.

"Never a different song.
"About wishing to love myself.
"Learning to forgive.

"Yet hate fills the page and poisons it with lead.

Never a change. The same old songs.

Why

My songs are crap!
~my songs are crap~

(Say it).

(Struming is more powerful and creates a banging noise)

My songs are CRAP!
~I wish I could love myself.

MY SONGS ARE CRAP!
~I always seem to hurt myself

MY SONGS ARE CRAP!
~I wish I could love myself

I'm crap.
~accidentally writing a song that already exists
--sometimes I'm just an idiot

I always write the same sings filling pages with lead.

(Music gets louder)

I waste my time! MY SONGS ARE CRAP!

I WASTE YOUR TIME!

there I go, I've said it again!

"I wish I could hurt myself...
"I wish I could love myself....
"I wish I could love myself....

Repeating those lyrics like it's copywright!

"I feel the same!"

I relate
I wish I could just shut up.

(Less upbeat and more downcast strumming)

My songs are CRAP.
Someone fix this song. Trying to be something I'm not.

I took my time, to waste your time....."🎶 (stops playing her instrument)

[Everyone is caught off guard, and unsure of what the proper response would be.]

[Applauds]

Luna: Thank you! I think I'm going to play a couple more songs. This is a third song of mine called "Out of proportion"
Luna: (plays her intrsument and begins singing.)

🎶"an Inferno of flame.

A Tsunami of rage and pain.
"I blow things out if proportion."

I'm a volcano about to explode
~too much emotion
-unreasonable explosions...about every single thing.

Untrue untrue.
That us very wrong. I have a good life.

Water. Fire.
The Sun. The Moon.

Balance and chaos.
I blow things out of proportion.

I cry when people die. I yell when I lose things.
And when I get sad I say bad things about myself.
I often blame myself too much...

An Inferno of rage.
A Tsunami of pain.
Flooding with tears and erupting with pain.

And as I said, "I blow things out of proportion"

I can't control my emotions. Freak out over small things. Some people hate me.

Untrue. Untrue. Not true.

Do I love myself ? No I don't....
I must learn to forgive...forgive myself.

I must learn...to love myself. "🎶

[Song ends]

(Some of the audience is annoyed, some confused. Some enjoying the music. The group is very mixed)

Luna: Bare with me, this is the last song, it is called "Re-think".....

Luna: (starts playing the song) *sings* 🎶"The calmness of my brain, it sings.

With the emptiness the call, the need for sound.

I need to be happy,
Listening to sad songs to make me feel better.

but sometimes I need

Sometimes I want

loud noises barreling in my brain

I rethink everything.

Wanting the opposite of calm
Wanting to be lost

Lost in the madness of sound.

Rethink. Rethink...
Everything

Turn the negative statements upside down.

Think to yourself: is it true?

You say.... No it isn't.

Then I know it isn't true. Rethink it, turn it around.

"Everyone hates me" "It's my fault"
Rethink and you'll find, it isn't true.

Coping with my mind.
I try, oh I try. To cope.

Well what's the truth?

~Well what's the truth?
(Rethink)
Well what is the truth?
The true statement is in front of me.

"Well what's the truth?"
(Answer)
I am happy as who I am.

The truth is:
Someone loves me.

[Pause]
Rethink.....
Previous things Ive said.

Like
"Nobody loves me"

Well, is that the truth?
The truth is In front of me. The truth is, I am loved.

The truth is the sound of positive thoughts shinning through..."🎶

[song ends]

Luna: AND THUS ENDS THIS MINI-CONCERT! THANK YOU!!!!

(Camera turns off and everything fades into the black)

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I have been waiting to finish writing this chapter for a long time. Sorry about the huge hiatus(at least I think that is what it is....). I hope you guys enjoyed reading it!

~Violet of EarthSea🐉