This chapter is to make up for the lack of smut hehe

I didn't speak to Titus as i walked inside, instead ran up to our room, locking the door behind me. He was right. He was so fucking right and now i don't know what to do about it. I scheduled an appointment with Lilia, I had guessed something was up a while back, i was hoping it wasn't true.

She explained how different this is to a regular human one, they will grow twice as fast - which is how i know so early - and it could be potentially life risking. I just can't do it.

I lost my sister, no, my daughter a few weeks ago, and now i feel like i'm replacing her, the second Xander finds out, my child is as good as dead, he already killed Charity, he won't stop there, he'll kill me, and the person growing inside me. "Amity?" I hear Titus' voice on the other side of the door, knocking lightly.

I fold the piece of paper holding the results quickly, pushing it beneath the pillow i sit on just as he pushes open the door. I swear the lock doesn't work and i promise it's because of Titus punching it or something, i have no clue but it's an educated guess.q

"I'm sorry about earlier, you're right I shouldn't keep pushing, you know your body better than anyone else." Titus says as he sits on the bed, his hand reaching out, tucking my hair behind my ears, "Please don't cry anymore tesoro, it hurts when you cry, especially because it's my fault."

I wont tell him, not yet. I'm going to hide this until i can't anymore. "Im sorry too, I keep getting so defensive and to bring up the fact you had people before me wasn't right," Titus shakes his head, laughing bitterly. "You shouldn't have people to talk about, i wasn't loyal to my mate simple as.

"You didn't know i existed!" I argue back, "Titus i promise it's fine to me, if i were a wolf like you, it would probably kill me inside just knowing but i'm not, so it doesn't hurt as much." It still hurts, but if this were a normal relationship, i wouldn't care so i don't now.

"I'm still pissed at myself." Titus comments, i sigh as i look up at him, "There's a pack run tomorrow, since you can't come, i wanted to see if you could get Libby round, or some of your friends from school, i just don't want you alone."

"Why can't i come?" I ask, alarm bells going off in my head, is he trying to get rid of me? "Because there is no way you can keep up with a pack of wolves and watching us kill live deer." My mouth forms an 'o' shape as i nod, I wouldn't want to see that, nor would i want to run, I don't even know why i asked in the first place, i wouldn't go anyway.

"I'll text Libby, I know she's friends with a few other people, i'll see if we can have a sleepover or something,"

"We won't be around the cabin so feel free. By the time i get back you will all probably be asleep but i'll make sure to keep my clothes in good condition so i don't walk into a room of teens naked." I laugh at him, rolling my eyes slightly.

"You tired yet? Lance told me you were pretty upset when he saw you, I know first hand that you get worn out when crying." I give him a sad smile as i lean forward wrapping my arms around you. "I love you Titi." I whisper, I feel his hands wrap around me tightly. "I love you more Tesoro."

I smile against him before feeling him fall back onto the mattress, a squeal leaves my lips as my previously crossed legs uncross and i fall onto Titus. I hit his chest lightly as i sit up, laughing down at him as he just watches me, creepy, yet romantic.

My laughter fades as we just stare at one another for a few moments, our hands intertwined and eyes interlocked, i swear our heartbeats were probably in sync! "C'mon, Lets get some sleep."

"Are you kidding me, Libby." I moan at her as my guests sit in the living room. "When i said invite some people, i didn't mean Primarily guys and Joey! Titus is gonna flip when he gets home."

"Look, sometimes ya girl wants some action." Libby raises her hand in defense as my eyes narrow into slits, "In my house?"

"You have a guest bedroom, actually you have what? 4?" I roll my eyes at her, "If Titus gets mad i'm sending him your way, you can deal with the wrath of a possessive man whose girlfriend has spent the night around horny teenage boys."

"Damn Amity, when did you start using that language?" Libby jokes trying to lighten the mood, i let out a laugh as i turn away from her and enter the living room. There's 5 guys and 2 girls. Titus is gonna be so pleased, note the sarcasm.

"Do any of y'all want to watch a movie?"

"Oh, I heard there's this new horror, Give me the remote, i'll find it." Joey says, taking the controller from my hand, I glance over at Libby, I cant stand horror films, "Or we could put on a comedy or something," She comments, trying to convince them otherwise.

"What Libby, you scared?" Another guy questions, I don't know his name nor am i interested in it. "No!" She exclaims making him laugh, "It's fine, Ill turn away when i'm scared." I'd rather watch it then let them berate Libby over something that's not true.

"If you're scared i can cuddle you." Joey says to me as he presses play, "Are you forgetting this is my boyfriends house?" I question causing him to roll his eyes as he turns to face the tv. "Hey i haven't introduced myself, I'm Ophelia." The girl says as she sits beside me, "I'm in Libby's music group." I nod slightly.

"I'm Amity," I say with a smile as i shake her hand.

What's wrong? I can feel your heartbeat rising. What's happening?

I hear Titus' voice in my head, 20 minutes after the film has started.

Nothing Titi, just a scary film that's all.

I respond, I'm getting the hang of mind linking, apparently if i was mated to anyone but him (the alpha) i wouldn't be able to do it, it has something to do with his power or something like that.

Why are you watching a horror, you hate horror movies, last time you watched one with me you couldn't sleep.

I'm not really paying attention, don't worry. Have a nice run, don't worry about me, i'm fine.

Titus grumbles for a while until he realizes i'm not going to respond and says goodbye. And due to me being distracted half of it, the movie wasn't that bad, i did however spill the popcorn Libby made, that was the saddest bit of it all.

"What time is your boyfriend home?" Ophelia asks as she looks at the clock, it's 11:30, almost midnight. "Anytime from now till 2 or 3 i think." I don't know an exact time, he told me it vary's but he'll be back after not long after midnight. I'm giving him a little bit extra time simply because i don't want to be to wrong, if he gets back sooner i can say 'oh you're home early' and i won't be embarrassed. I just gotta hope he's clean and not covered in deer blood or what not.

"He's with some friends like me, he just wanted to give me some time alone ya know?" I explain so i don't have to go through the 'where is he?' question. "Let's play a game," One of the boys pipes up, I nod as us girls move closer, sitting in a circle. "Never have i ever?" One of the guys - Sebastian? - suggests.

"Bash, we're not 10." Libby says rolling her eyes, i guess i was right about the name. "Yea well we play it differently." Libby rolls her eyes holding up 10 fingers, "Amity? Has this boyfriend of yours got any alcohol?" I shake my head, he got rid of it all when i found it, or at least he hid it better also, alcohol in my state? Not an option. "Boring!"

I mirror Libby's actions as does everyone else. "Rules are simple, if you have done it, put a finger down, if you haven't, keep it up." Sebastian says, catching everyone's attention, "Never have i ever had a threesome." If this is the way it's going i'm gonna lose. I watch Libby, Joey and a few of the boys put their fingers down making me raise my brows.

"What? I was in my experimental phase." She whispers causing me to giggle. "Never have i ever, been in a committed relationship." One of the boys says, I put my finger down for that one, as does pretty much everyone else. "Never have i ever, had sex in a public place." Nope. Nor do i plan on it, if Titus try's that he's sleeping on the couch.

"Never have i ever, had someone walk in on me with someone." We 're careful.

"Never have i ever been eaten out." I feel my cheeks tint at Libby's words as i put my finger down, keeping my gaze to the floor. "Amity!" She whispers gasps. "Shut up its my turn."

"Never have i ever done drugs." I'm the only one who doesn't put a finger down for that one. "Never have i ever-,"

"Hey what's going on?" I hear his voice, I turn to see Titus standing in the doorway, i stand up walking over to wrap my arms around him. "Never have i ever, I'm winning, which i'm still trying to work out if it's a good or bad thing."

"Guys this is Titus, my boyfriend, Titus, this is the guys." Everyone waves at him and i can feel him grow tense as he spots Joey. "I'm gonna go have a shower, I'll be back down soon." He places a light kiss on my temple as he releases me and heads upstairs. I watch him go before sitting back down.
"Let's carry on."