While taking the last sip on his coffee, he decided that he will go to the library he used to visit. That will also help him to take himself out from such a messed condition of him.

He wore some casual dress and covered himself with a mask and cap. He don't know why but he don't want anyone to know that he is stepping out of academy.

Like a thief, he went out from his house and in tippy toes passed the corridor, not catching anyone's attention. Usually academy had been more quiet since Taehyung's death. Jeongguk himself is being silent after that sudden worst incident.

Coming out of academy was being hard from him. There were guards everywhere keeping a straight eye at every corner to make sure the safety.

"I wish I knew the teleportation spell! My bad I didn't learn it well.. And moreover every time I tried I failed"

Mumbling to himself he went out of academy deceiving everyone's eyes and kind of ran to the library near.  He don't want to get caught after coming out of academy.

After a while he stood himself dumbfounded standing in front of library, it is only open for an hour. All is the result of his friend's tragic death. Everyone is almost scared here with their life now.

Leaving a big sigh he entered the library. The library man was sitting on the center behind the desk and dozing off to sleep. He thought not to wake him up and silently went passing him.

The library is old enough but almost bumped with thousands of book. No doubt why he loved to come in this library often. While searching he saw that the spell books sections and the magic related books are shifted to the upper floor.

Without delaying a moment he went to the upper floor. Not a single person was there in the library. The silence was so awkward. Even his footsteps were making him flinch sometimes.

The vibes at the upper stair was more spooky and dark. Sun Rays were obstructed by the huge shelves. Seemed like people didn't even pass by this room for a whole year or something.

Books were dumped with dust so the tables and chairs were. He thought about his decision once again. Is it okay to be here alone? Again he debated with his own self saying what is the lose being alone here? No one is going to eat him up.

He started to search for books on the self. The specific books where he can find something about that Luring demon. The demon who betrays human being with its dirty game. With the angelic lullaby thing.

There were many books, so he was not sure which one is actually about demons and black magic stuffs. Fiddling over the books again and again, one of the book caught his attention. He frowned his eyebrows out of nature but was trying to be sure if he was watching it right or not. He saw a book having his sign on that. It was freaking his signature and most suspiciously there was also another name, but that part of book was worn out.

He took out the book from all others and blew the dust smeared over it. His eyes went more wider then usual when he found out another name there, it was written with along with his name. And he could recognize that it was his hand writing.

The name was "Kalopsial Luna"

He sunk into his cogitation for some moments remembering what could actually that mean?

"Kalopsia, means something more beautiful in imaginary self than the real self and Luna means moon. Does that mean beautiful moon? Is that even someone's name? I don't think so."

He got all the interest  in the book forgetting his wants. It doesn't seem like a book, it more likely to be a diary or something like that. He opened the diary and the first page was filled with some doodles.

He smiled at his unknown, all of them were so cute. Eventually he turned the pages and suddenly at a specific page his eyes got stuck. It was his writing he could recognize easily. And it was kind of text message styled writings. He noticed that it was a conversation with someone.

So writings were like this,

Jeongguk:
Moon was beautiful today, wasn't  it? 

                                                  Unknown-
You saw the moon fairy? I saw her, she was hella beautiful.

Jeongguk:
Why can't I see her?

Unknown:
Maybe because you don't love the moon like me.

Jeongguk:
Because I have someone more to love that moon, that someone is brighter than moon, prettier than its silver Ray.

Unknown:
Hmm, seems like you are in love with that someone. Who's she ha?

Jeongguk:
She is my kalopsial Luna.

Unknown:
Kalopsial Luna? I know Luna means moon but what do you mean by kalopsial?

Jeongguk:
Kalopsia means "More beautiful in imagination more than its real beauty"

Unknown:
So she is more beautiful in your imagination!?

Jeongguk:
Yes you got it right! She is prettiest of all, but I imagine her more beautifully.

Unknown:
Umm.. interesting, but why luna though?

Jeongguk:

Because I love moon the most after that person.

Unknown:

She must be lucky.

Jeongguk:

Why though?

Unknown:

Because a little nerd like you got some precious feelings for her.

He look with confused looking all those. He regrets that he don't remember anything for that little period of time but he is regretting more now finding that he had feelings for someone. Leaving a big sigh he turned the page and again there was some.

Jeongguk:

Hey, you don't want to know who is my Luna?

Unknown:

Umm, yes I am into it. Show me someday.

Jeongguk:

You seem down, what happened?

Unknown:

Nothing much.

Jeongguk:

Ok turn the page you will see that person, I have done her sketch.

Unknown:

Woah, you seem pretty into her, she knows about your feelings?

Jeongguk:

No, she will know soon and I am so eager to see her reaction. Now turn the page.

Jeongguk turned the page to see the sketch. He was nervous to see who it was but at the same time he wanted to quest his urge to see the person who used to mean such for him.

With trembling fingers he flipped the page and

He only saw a pair of eyes sketched there. The half part of sketch was torn somehow, only the eyes and above area were there. He sighed, but his eyes got fixed on those sketched eyes.

For a moment that seemed real to him. So much real that, he was getting lost in the eyes, he felt like those eyes were speaking to him. Saying millions of untold words which he should know, which he should feel.

Forcefully, he moved his intense gaze from that pair of illusive eyes. He abruptly moved the page to another. His eyes stuck on the letters written there.

Unknown:
T-This i-is m- 

Jeongguk:
Yes it's you girl. You are my kalopsial Luna.

Unknown:
This was so unexpected J-Jeongguk!

Jeongguk:
Do you love me? Can you give that place of your heart for me?

Luna:
I do love you Jeongguk!

Suddenly, the atmosphere was filling up with a heaviness. A slight stinging music was muffling in his ears. He felt a deep pain when he saw both of there confession on those pages of worn out diary. He felt it so precious, he don't know he would feel like this after knowing that he used to love someone and she used to love her back.

Where is she now?

This question kept moving in his head, he could feel the increase of wants to meet her again, for real, after many years.

The sound of music was increasing, he weirdly found that pleasing to his ears. After some moments he realized it was the same music that he heard yesterday. Again he sunk into that melody, his vision was getting blurry. A thin layer of sleepiness was capturing his eyes.

A loud sound of bang caused his eyes open wide. He looked up from the table. He thought it was thud sound of door opening but it was not. It was the same banging sound like the sound e dreamt yesterday night. He frowned his eyebrows when the music was slowly turning into a cry, a suffocated cry.

He looked here and there. He knew he is alone in the room but the bang sound can easily tell the presence of another being here. Sweat beads were forming on his temple. He looked backward.

What he thought it was that. The girl banging her head on table. He could easily understand that it was the same girl from yesterday. He was not afraid but something in him was holding himself from going close to her.

Still ignoring that, he went close to that girl. The cries were more loud now. He was standing behind her. He thought he would call her and stop to do that. But he don't know how his hands went close to her as well as him. It was like he was being hypnotized by that girl.

Automatically, his hand went on her forehead to hold her from doing any head bangs. He was completely hypnotized in her cries then. Even with his subconscious mind he would never dare to touch her like this.

She stopped the head bang as well as the cries. Silence got spread everywhere in the atmosphere. It was howling like a wild wolf. Till then he came back in his sense and saw himself holding her.

What the fuck I am doing?

He cursed himself in mind and we immediately going to move his hand from there but-

Those cold fragile hand of that girl stopped his hand in hers, holding them tight.

A/n: Yeah guys! After a long break I updated another part. I am sorry that I was not active at all these months but j hope I will be active again and so updates more. Stay safe and healthy. Let me know about the chapter how you like that!