A/n some Shallura for you all

Allura Pov
I couldn't believe I laid my hand on Lance. The boy who adored me and always kept me calm and focused. I lost control and spite him so hard. "Allura? Why did you do that to him?" I turn and see Shiro wide eyes and his hands in fists "I didn't mean it! I swear! I would never do that to him ever it's just! He was saying such things about you that..my hand slipped"

I went towards him as I held his face but he pushed me away "Shiro?" "Maybe he's right. I'm not listening to any suggestions that all of you have" I shook my head "No you're fine? Don't be silly" I chuckled as he looked done "I'm not fine. Allura last mission I got the team almost killed and if it wasn't for you and Lance we would've have died. Something is wrong"

I pushed him against the wall and glared at him "What I'm earth are you talking about! You are our leader! We follow you! Don't doubt yourself because of some mistake you made!" He groaned and pushed me away which surprised me "I was never like this! Open your eyes Allura! I'm not me! I've been feeling off and getting these headaches that I just feel like I can't focus! I'm sorry but I need space"

I lowered my head "Shiro?!" He shakes his head and leaves and I go follow "Wait?! What about the mission?!" "Forget the mission! We don't have the team well or healed up! Just go home and take time okay?" I glared at him as he growled and left smashing the glass door.

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I checked in Pidge as she was in the common area looking through her phone. "Oh hey Allura. What's up?" I sigh and sat beside her "Oh no, did you and Shiro fight?" "Something like that? Do you think Shiro is acting weird? Or different?" She lowers her phone and nods "Maybe a little? He totally ignored our suggestions when we go on missions and sometimes I have to side with Lance. I'm sorry he's your man and all but he's not right. At the moment that is"

I sigh and lay back "Maybe it's the fact Keith is doing much better without him that it's messing with him?" "I doubt that. Keith and Shiro have this weird sibiling bond only that get. So I don't think it has to deal with him. Perhaps maybe Lance is talking to Keith about returning back and be leader and it's kinda making Shiro on edge seeing his little brother has a handle to being a leader?"

I tilted my head "I've never told anyone this but I always thought Keith was quite attractive even when we first met." I blushed at the thought as Pidge chuckles "Oh don't let lance know" we laughed a bit before she stops and takes a moment "Hey I'm gonna tell you something but you gotta promise me that you won't get mad" I smirked "Alright"

"I kinda had a thing for Shiro a while ago when I starting to be friends with Keith. Shiro is an attractive man also sorry" "You're not wrong he's very charming. Maybe that's why I fell for him? He was easy to talk to and a good listener well was." She moved closer "Do you love him?" "What?" "Do you love him?"

"Well of course? Why wouldn't I?" "You're having doubts. I've seen Lance like this with Keith but he's a dork and so in love with Keith that it's gross. So are you like that with Shiro?" I shrug "We haven't had time to ourselves. It's been work and plans and whatnot. No dates or anything?" Pidge sighs "Yikes. Maybe a date is in order?"

"He wants space. I don't wish to pester him more" "come on Allura, that just means he needs you more than ever!" I sigh "I don't know? He looked quite upset?" "He will get over it" I sigh as I move and decided to go and see Shiro.

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As I arrived to his house I took a deep breath as I walked in and looked around. The house was a mess and there was empty bottles and cups across the counters and floor and I sigh. "Shiro?" I passed through and stood in front of his bedroom door. I was hesitant to knock but he needs me. I shook my head and barged in almost tripping when I see Shiro pulling his shirt over his head.

"Allura? What are you doing here?" I walked closer towards him as he tilts his head as I leaned up and kissed him. He let out a surprised gasp before he held my arms and pulled away with a soft sigh "What are you trying to do?" I smirked "Maybe we could have alone time together? It's been awhile since we did anything?"

He chuckles softly as he holds my cheek "Allura I'm flattered but I just want to be alone-" "NO!" I shouted back "Shiro! When you're alone and have problems you aren't yourself and I'm your girlfriend and I want to help you! Why do you keep pushing me away? Do you not want a relationship with me anymore?"

"Of course I want this relationship but I need space" I shake my head "No more space. No more!" "But?" "No! No! We are going to relax together and spend time together! And if you say anything other then my name I will murder you!" He turns red as he smiles "What is so amusing Takashi?" He pulled me closer as he kisses me longer and and passionately as I moan a bit

"Because you're the best girlfriend I've ever had. I'm sorry I've pushed you or anyone away I'm just-" "Don't bother love. Right now just focus on us and no one right now." He nods as he shuts the door and watched me pull my blouse over my head before I could feel his warm hand tracing up my chest before his cold metal one lays behind my back. "Sorry.." "It's okay"

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We laid on his chalky sheets as i traced over his scars as he ran his fingers through my curly locks. "See was that so bad?" He lets a small chuckle out as pulls me closer "I needed this and thanks princess" I kissed him as he looked at me like the day we first met all those years ago. "I kinda hurt Lance today by accident." "How?"

"I held his bad shoulder, pretty sure I reopened his wound and Keith is gonna come for me." I giggled "Please, Keith isn't going t-" "Takashi!" I quickly pulled the blankets as Shiro pulled on some sweats as the door slammed opened "Keith! A little privacy?!" I turned red as he didn't even look at me and glared at Shiro "Why did you do that to Lance?! You opened his wound again! I had to stitch him up! Don't you think!"

Keith was fuming "Look! I'm sorry okay I didn't mean it i swear! I feel horrible about it dude!" Keith groans before he looks at me "And you. Why would you hit Lance? All he's ever done has adored you and appreciate you and even stood by your side when needed?" I lowered my head "Both of you are a mess." He seemed to relax a bit before he looked at both of us

"I'm coming back and I'm taking over. Shiro I hope you understand" Shiro nods and smiled softly "Yeah, of course it was always your position." He nods "Thanks. I'm sorry for exploding on you both but you two hurt Lance. So you had it coming" "we understand. Sorry" I sigh "I'm sorry for hurting Lance I was just upset and my hand slipped.."

"Allura it's fine just try using your words before you strike? Also I'm going back to Lance, see you two tomorrow." He leaves and Shiro sighs and sits besides me "I'm proud of him." I looked at him "Why? He just scolded us like we were children?" He chuckles "Because he's taking the role better. Before he was afraid and didn't feel good enough. But since he's been with the blades he's been learning. It's a good start for him and it helps him bond with the others."

I sigh "Are you going to be okay on the sidelines?" "Yeah I need a break anyways. Besides I'll always help you all at base, so I'm still part of the team." I smirked "Alright" after a few seconds he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my side "Now let's relax okay?" "Shiro~" we laughed as we fell back on the mattress.