Keith Pov
It's been almost a month since I last spoken to Anya, in all honesty I wanted to fix it but she just wants me to remember the past when it clearly hurts me. I make my way downstairs as I see Pidge eating some chips along with Lance "Why the fuck are you two doing here so god damn early?"

Lance stood up and tried to place a kiss but I pushed him away "What? No good morning kiss?" I shook my head "Not now I don't feel good" pidge swallowed what she was eating "Did you forget it's movie night tonight?" I raised a brow "Its like 9 in the morning?" Lance scoffs "Dude it's 6 p.m.? It looks dark cause of gray skies"

I stiffened at that and Pidge noticed "Keith? You okay buddy?" "Yeah I'm fine, where is Shiro?" "He went out with Allura" Lance answers as l looked at pidge "I panicked, your brother is still hot you know" her face was pink and I shook my head "I guess I can go take a quick shower and meet you guys in a bit" they nod and I head up to my room and noticed the skies look bad.

I could feel myself getting frozen with the fear. I took a deep breath because it hasn't started yet and beside I can't be a baby in front of Lance he'll tease me to no end. Even if we're kinda seeing each other? I grabbed my clothes and head for the shower, as i turn the shower on I heard a small rumble. I closed my eyes and got in the shower quickly and finished as fast as I could before I started hearing more sounds.

As i dried my hair I walked downstairs as Pidge set up Netflix "Thank you for showing up..you feeling okay?" Pidge asked with a concern that lance looked suspicious "Yeah Pidge, why wouldn't I be?" Lance stood up and wrapped around my waist putting his forehead against mine

"Keith is something bothering you? You can always tell me?" The tone he used relaxed me a bit until another rumble was heard and I looked away from him and tilted his head "Keith?" "I'm fine Lance let's just watch the movie" I sat on the couch as Lance took a seat beside me as Pidge laid on the floor with my beanbag chair she hauled from the basement

"How did you manage to bring that up?" "I have my ways" "Yeah if your way is making me do all the work" "Shut your quiznak!" They glared at each other and watched the screen. After a few minutes rained started hitting the window and I tried to relax and pay attention to the sci-fi movie. Lance held my hand and I couldn't bring myself to relax, I needed Shiro.

He needed to help me because my friends don't know how I get by. I shut my eyes and held tightly on Lances hand and I tried keeping my composer until a crack of thunder roared through the house and I ran out running into my bedroom and under my blanket. I didn't even care anymore that Lance knew I had a fear of thunderstorms. I just wanted it to go away.

"Keith! Where did you go?!" I heard pidges voice "Keith? Babe what happened?" Lance sounded concerned but I didn't budge until another crack and I scurried under my bed. It's a miracle that I still fit under here. "Where he go Pidge? I'm actually kinda worried" I heard her sigh and got down on her knees and look at me "What are you looking at?"

"He's under here Lance" lance dropped to his knee and saw me. Frozen in fear and acted like a scared little lot! This was embarrassing. I blushed and moved away "Keith please come out from there?" Pidge tried but I shook my head "Keith, please come out here? We can help you or at least try?" I stayed silent "I'm not coming out!" I talked backed and pidge groans

"Fuck this!" She crawled under and lay beside me "I'll stay next to you til it passes over" she gave me a smile and lance looked worried "Then I might as well too" he shimmed in and looked at me and I smiled and another cracked was heard "Stop!" I yell and bury my head into lances arm "Make it stop..please"

I was in tears and I felt Lance rub my back in circles well he tried since the bed was really high enough. "Its okay, let's get out of here and I'll keep you safe okay?" I looked in his eyes as I felt Pidge hold my hand "Yeah fucktard let's get you out of this" I smirked seeing pigde act like herself. I took a deep breath and they got out first and and they held their hands out.

"Keith?" They waited patiently and I slowly  moved from the darkness. As i stood I heard it and saw a flash and I cupped my ears and closed my eyes shut as I ran into Lance. He held tight and rubbed my back. "I never knew you had a fear of Storms? I never really pictured you to be the type to be afraid of something like that" I heard but I still held my ears

"Pidge should we call Shiro?" Pidge nods but I stood up straight "No..I'll be fine I just need a distractions so I don't hear or see anything" Lance pulled out his headphones and his phone "I got Pandora so you can blast the music?" I nodded "Can you..cuddle with me on the couch?"

He blushed and nods "Yeah of course" I was still shaking and as soon as Lance took his seat I cuddled into him having my face hurried in neck as the music blasted. He would make small circles around my back and touch my head a couple  times. I felt better and calmer, this was a silly fear but I guess I'll never grow out of it?

The next day was a blur and I was resting on Lances chest that I blushed and moved off him slowly. I turned his phone off and saw Pidge sprawled on the beanbag chair which made me smirk. I went and checked if Shiro returned but his car was in so he probably stayed the night at Alluras.

Thankfully it was the weekend and not a school day. As came down Lance was sitting with his legs crossed on the couch "Morning?" I said and gives me a kiss on the cheek "Are you feeling better?" I nodded but noticed the dark circles in his eyes "Did you stay up watching over me?" He gave me a cheeky smile and nods

"Yeah..you were fussy and kept asking for Shiro. Keith I want to know how you delt with thing before Shiros dad took you in? Did you go through that all alone?" I sigh and nodded "Yeah..in the system, I used to run away and find a closed room that didn't have a window and I could barely hear the thunder..I guess I still go through it"

lance held my hand and kissed them "I'm sorry you go through this..I have a fear of clowns..I freak out or faint if I see one" I smirked "Your scared of clowns? But it's just a guy in face paint? Or whatever?" "Keith you don't understand..their monsters! I can't with them" he made me laugh and he smiled

"I'm glad your feeling better, lets make breakfast before Pidge gets up" we looked at pidge, she had a cheese puff hanging from her mouth and was snoring. Pidge was the type to stay up all night and sleep during the day.

We stood up and walked towards the kitchen and started making eggs and toast. Lance would hold me from my waist and I wouldn't mind but it got annoying when he started kissing down my neck and I had to stop him. "Enough..here"

I handed him a plate and I took mine and placed Pidges in the microwave whenever she decided to wake up "You make some good eggs keith" I smiled "Thanks, Lance can I ask you something?" He looks up as he shoves another spoonful of scrambled eggs "Yeah?"

"When we went out on our date a couple days ago? Those people told us we were a disgrace because we kissed and held hands..why didn't you deck them in the face?" He laughs "Becauses their not worth it but I had to keep you from doing some damage"

I scoff, ever since we started people looked at us like we were outcast and even call us names! I hated it but lance didn't give a fuck not even a little..like it didn't faze him? Lance noticed and held my face "Stop thinking..it's fine Keith it happens where we live not everyone is accepting"

that was true, in my old school it was againist the rules if you were in a relationship with the same sex. I always kept a low profile back then..I remembered hooking up with guys who was confused about themselves. God it was horrible. Lucky for me, Shiro and my friends love me the way I am..even for Lance who told his mother first and to his siblings about his bisexuality.

"What's the game plan?" I shrugged and noticed outside looked gray again. "Is it gonna rain again?" Lance shrugged "It was for last night it's gonna clear up later so relax?" Right I had to relax about a possible storm again. As i shake my head Shiro walks in and looks worried and as he looked at me he held my face

"You okay? How you feeling? Did you get through?" I smirked and nodded "Yeah Lance and Pidge helped me" he looked confused cause he didn't see her "Where is she?" I pointed towards the living room and he nods "Well thanks Lance for being there for Keith..I'm sorry Keith I was caught up that rain poured down and made me stay at Alluras place. But I'm glad your okay"

he gave me a warm smile knowing how I react to storms "Its okay Shiro" Lance cleared his throat "I never really seen someone afraid like that? Keith bolted when the first crack hit. He dashed so fast that I was confused until Pidge sigh knowing why. I wished Keith told me before? I thought we were close?"

I felt guilty but I stood my ground cause I still felt like he could hurt me or betray me just like Anya "We are its just..I feel like your gonna tease me about being scared of the silliest thing. I don't want me thinking I'm soft" I said truthfully and he walked towards me rested his hand on my shoulder

"Keith, your not wrong about the teasing part..." I rolled my eyes and face away from him "I knew it.." "But, this is something you fear and it's not okay to make fun of, that's why I didn't laugh or make fun of you" I felt my face warm up as Lance gave me a loving look "Thanks Lance"

after that little moment Pidge walked in looking lost and as she looks at Shiro she jumps and her face turns a dark red "Morning Pidge, how'd you sleep?" Shiro asked with a small smile "Fine! Keith did you make breakfast?" I nodded and went to warm it up "Well I'm gonna shower later guys"

Shiro took off and pidge sighs and takes a seat "Pidge grow up, stop acting like a child" she punched Lance which made him hiss since his bruise was still pretty much there "Easy! My arm is still healing you gremlin" "Shut the fuck up!" I shake my head "Keith control your boyfriend"

I made a face and Lance smirks "Oh..he knows how to control me~" Pidge looked disgusted "You two are nasty..ugh" lance made this entire morning from good to awkward in the span of 15 minutes. "LANCE!" He laughs "That's my name don't wear it out"

he winks at me and I just can't deal "I'm done" I walked towards my room and lance wrapped himself around me and started kissing my neck and back "Don't go! I'm sorry Keith I won't do it again!" I chuckled "Let me go lance, I'm gonna clean my room" he nods "Want help? I don't have to be home until noon?" I shrugged

"Knock yourself out" as we made it towards my room I started picking up the clothes from the floor as Lance started making my bed "Why did you fuckers leave me? I don't want to be lonely" I chuckled "Sorry Pidge, sit at the desk while you watch us clean" she nods and goes over my desk covered in notes and sketchs I drew up

"Whoa Keith you free this?" Pidge said as I look seeing the symbol on my dagger "Yeah..I might get a tattoo of it" "No your not!" Shiro said from his bedroom "That's a hard no.." I shake my head "I'll get it..but I won't let him know" we laugh and Lance lays down "Keith come and relax with me..I even made a spot"

I walked towards the bed and he pulled me towards him "Lance!" I started laughing as soon as he started tickling "Not until you say you love me!" I blush and didn't give in easy "Ew I'm gonna go home..I don't want to be here when you guys start stripping" "What?! That's not gonna happen!"

I managed to say even though lance has me pinned to my bed "Whatever losers, Pidge out!" She took off and I looked up at Lance who seemed to have his eyes soft "What?" "Your handsome.." I blush as he leans and kisses me slow and I kinda liked it "One more" I asked as I saw the playful glint in his eyes "Okay one more" he lowered down more and kisses me a bit longer then before

"You seem to actually enjoy my kisses now? What gives?" Lance looked at me as I bit my lower lip "Can't I thank you properly?" He chuckles "Yeah but wouldn't you want to do something else? Don't get me wrong I like being this close with you but your brother is across the hall and I don't want him hearing your pretty little sounds"

he kissed my neck which made me feel flustered "L-lance..what do you suggest?" "Lets go get something to eat? My treat?" I nodded "Okay..let's shower first?" He kisses me once more and moved off me and grabbed his clothes for the day "Alright.."