"Even when we fight and I put up a wall ,I want you to climb over and show me that you still care "..

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Harsimrat's POV

"First you have to start learn to kiss me "by saying this he jump over my side and placed his cold lips on mine.

My retina is popped out when his cold lips brushed with my warm ones, reality hits when his fast breath fanned my face and his little beard and moustache pinching my skin like a sweet little thrones,  constant brushing his lips with mine generate a spark in my spine, and suddenly he slowly start sucking my lower lip  slowly slowly...'plop'  sound generate when he releases my lip for a mini second, both of our eyes are connected with each other, he don't even blink once his eyes sparkle when he doing magic with his cold lips. Then he pulled my lower lip for more seconds with his cold ones, my hands are scratching the seat of couch, my breath is getting uneven with a new kind of sensation.

My eyes getting close within a seconds.And his constant biting,sucking, pulling my lower lip make me escape a small noise ...'ahhh' from my mouth, due to which he further pulls me on his lap and my legs on both sides of his waist, without wasting further he bite my lower lip once more, my lips parted and he enters in my mouth with his expert tongue which roam in my mouth slowly exploring the walls of my jaw  ,my fingers automatically find the way to his thick black hairs and his left hand moves back of my neck and he hold my waist close to his chest with right hand.

My hands are pulling his hairs in anticipation, adrenalin rush through out my body, when our saliva got exchange.

"Harsimrat.. "He spoke huskily my full name first time in my whole life and that to be aginst my lips.He then tilt his head and start kissing on my both lips.

"Kiss me back baby "he demanded against my lips and pulls me further against his chest.

My body and heart always betrayed my poor brain whenever he touches me but now he take me in heavens than now how I suppose to deny his offer, without wasting further second ,I sync my lips with him, my body jolts when I taste his pink cold lips, my mind got numb, my only lips moving with him in a slow motion,I cupped his face in my hands and pulls him more against my lips.

Like this we kissed each other.

My first kiss, my first freaking kiss stolen by my jerk husband.

And I too enjoyed it.

After about five minutes ,we are getting loss of oxygen and we remove our lips and took a long long breathes.Our foreheads are connected and our eyes are locked with each other. No one moves a bit, both are looking at each other with intense glare. I feel him today, I tastes his  thin pink lips.

My fantasy to taste his  thin pink lips is completed today.... but now hunger to taste them again and again increased.

Living rooms lights are off but the only source of light here is television, with which I still looked into his brown orbs. They are glowing like he took a shower.

I can see a hint of smirk plastered on his handsome face. Suddenly, he pull me more against his chest and pecked my lips one more time. And he stands on feets with me still clinging to his chest, my legs are folded against his waist and I tightly gripped my arms against his neck.

Then he walks and Off the television from switch board and moves back on upstairs, I don't want to remove my arms from him, he walks gently on stairs with the flashlight of phone. When we reach our bedroom he sits on bed, lay my body on bed and pulled a duvet over our body and lay beside me and pulled me in his arms.

"Good night baby "he whispers in my ears and I close my eyes against his bare chest.

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Something is pinching on my forhead and my nostrils are smelling something that is hard to access very strong fragnence which even tingle my body in sleep.

When I open my eyes, I realized my body is half lying on him and my face is placed in crook of his neck and his beard is pinching my forhead. I'm smelling his manly scent close to his neck. My hands are wrapped around his bare body.

This moment is too beautiful that I'm lying with him like this my whole life.

Suddenly I urge to kiss his neck ....kiss. 'Haye oh rabba ',we kissed last night, I allowed him to kiss me and I too kiss him, flashes of last night came in front of my eyes.

Then I pulled away from him and get up from bed he's still in his sleep, I really feel embarrassed to face him now. Today is Sunday so I allow him to get his sleep and I enters in bathroom for morning chores.

When I came out from bathroom, he's not on bed maybe he went for running.Good! He's not here I don't want to face him either after last night. So, I changed into green and white patiala suit and in feets white patiala jutti.

Today, Keerat and jassey are coming here with morning flight so, I thought to make a special breakfast for them and above all its a Sunday, so I can take my time.

I thought to prepare Shahi paneer, Bottle gourd Rayta, bottle gourd kofte, Whey, curd and a salad of onion, cucumber , tomatoes and radish . I bought every required ingredients , vegetables , extra milk packets,curd
and cheese yesterday after work.

As I start preparing breakfast, doorbell rang.. Maybe Meena came great she'll help me in.

Yeah, I'm right Meena came.

"Good morning madame "she said while entering inside.

" Morning, Meena today we have lots of work to do ,jassey and my younger sister are coming here so I have to prepare a special breakfast for them so come and help with me first "I told her when I taking out vegetables from fridge.

"Okay madame..what we have to cook for them "she said.

I told her today's menu and she understand what I said with a little bit confusion.

"Meena you do Chappatis I'll handle other "I told her.

" Okay madame, I'll "she said.

After that I start peeling bottle gourd and when I start doing grate on grater...i heard footsteps behind me.

When I turned ammy was standing behind me in drenching T-shirt. Suddenly last night flashes came in front of him, his thin pink lips are still tempting me to taste them. His stare is different today, he also continuously looking at my lips sudden kind of attraction is pulling me toward him, to touch him and ravish him.

Before he reaches me, I turned around and start doing grate fast fast. My hands are shaking and my legs are trembling.Suddenly I feel shy in front of him.

" Harsimrat.."he placed his hand on my shoulder from back, my body trembled with his touch. My eyes getting closed when he came close to my body and whisper near my ears "baby, I want water " my body shakes when his breath fanning my skin.

"Uhu Uhu.."

Meena, Haye oh rabba Meena was also in kitchen. He pulled his hand away from me.And I start doing my work.

Thank you Meena ..

"Sahib, water "

What ?? She heard..

I turned around and see Meena was holding a glass of water and her laughter and ammy was moving out of kitchen.

He stops and turned around and speak while looking at me "No thanks Meena, I already drank it...Last night "he said smiling at me sheepishly and left with a wink.

And reactions of Meena was unbelievable_ she's trying to understand what her sahib just said.

Before she understand ,I spoke " Meena do your work fast, we don't have enough time ".

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I'm waiting for Keerat and jassey impatiently, it's already three months when I last saw her. She talks to me daily but still that was not enough. I missed my parents too. Don't know when again I meet them.

Jassey called me and said that they  already hail the cab and they are on the way to our home.

I'm standing at the door ,Meena already left after cleaning, breakfast is ready and mine jerk husband too, he's just staring at me from back I knew that already and I feel like a hole created on my back from his continuous stares , he's sitting in living room .

Suddenly two cabs stop in front of main gates, two why. I ran towards the main gate.

I got shocked to see my whole family... Oh my gosh.. My mom, my dad, Keerat, jassey, ammy's parents and mine sweet..cute ammy's dadima.

I meet them turn by turn, I'm too happy to see them here after a long time. My eyes getting wet when I hugged my parents. I touched my in-laws feets to get best wishes from them. Dadima hugged me for a long time, I missed her old soul a lot .

Keerat clunged to my neck like always like a small child she squeak "Diiiiii ".

When are hugging session is going on ammy also came outside maybe hearing after screams of  Keerat.

He touched my parents feets and his parents also and greet them nicely like a good son, how cute.

They all settled inside and I came in kitchen to getting glasses of water for them, suddenly cold hands touched my hands, I shiver and see brown pair of eyes looking at me.

Don't he control himself..

"Harsimrat you sit with them I'll gave them water "..

" Huh !! "

"Baby, I said you sit with them I gave them water, or you too want from me " suddenly my mouth get dry after hearing his words.

I step back from him and thought to prepare tea for them, they may feel tired after traveling.

Then he leave the kitchen with a tray in his hands and a stupid smile on his face.

Thank god I already prepared enough breakfast that I can serve to all of them.

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After  two hours all mens are sitting on couches in front of television and we all ladies here in kitchen again for lunch preparation.

They all are giving me a good compliments about morning breakfast.

"Searat, ammy khush tan rakhda na puttar tainu "ammy's mother my mother in law ask me when I'm peeling the vegetables.

"Hanji mummy ji " I told her what is actually a truth.

" Je Teri gal na sune tan Mainu dassi, Mai khabar lwangi Usdi Changi Tran "she said seriously.. How sweet_then she take knife from my hands and start peeling the vegetables.

"Tu aram Kar puttar Sver Di thak gyi howengi , ja Keerat nu v naal lai ja "she said and I look towards my mom she's smiling, maybe she like what she heard from my mother in law.

" Haan Searat tu araam Kar asi bna lwange Khana "My mom said, secretly smiling at me.

So,  I nodded and even I feel tired.

Dadima already in her room doing rest.

Like this our whole day went they all already decided to live here for one week. That's really fine because who want the there parents to stay away from them. I really like there surprise.

But whole day after that me and ammy don't get time to talk, even I'm not interested to talk to him but he's
Staring at me when I'm near.

They all are coming here to congratulate me for my publishing house, my magazine. My parents , my in-laws  all are feeling proud when they read the contents of magazine. When they gave their good response and encourage me than I too feel that I did something really great.

For dinner ammy decided to take them outside for greet to all of them of my partnership in publishing house but secretly I know he don't want to burden me for making dinner.

Me, ammy, dadima Keerat and jassey in ammy's Range Rover. And my parents and ammy's parents in my thar.

I first time went with ammy for dinner and that to be with our families, we enjoyed a lot. There in restaurant ammy sat beside me because after we reach there he holds my hand in his, so technically he pulled me beside him.

Sometimes I don't understand what's going on in his brains..

But really I enjoyed a lot with all of them, when I look at my parent's they feel happy to look at us, but anyone of them don't know the truth of our relation.

When ammy holds my hand, dadima elbowed me and smirk me, I really missed her this side. She's still a young even in her old self.

After dinner when we reach home all are too tired to speak anything, so after that all retired to there rooms.

And me and ammy to went to our room, because we all have one week to gossiping.

Today was really a long day.

I changed into my pjs and lay on bed, ammy already laying beside me, then he switch off the lights. And scoot closer to me. I don't see anything in dark but I feel his warmth near my body. One more thing today he whole day wore his shirt, only now he's shirtless, well I like him shirtless.

" Harsimrat.."what's his now calling me with this name, when he call me by this name something tingle in my heart.

"Hmm "I feel my eyes heavy.

" Come here baby "  He pull me in his arms and I without any problem place
my head on his chest.

My eyes are already getting sleep but when he start massaging my forhead, then I surely get a good sleep in my husband's arms.

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Good evening dear beauties and gentleboys..

Hope you enjoy today's update.

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Hope you like the kissing part because I don't know anything about that but I tried to write something for you guys...i first read the process of kiss from biology section.. Lol.
Then I create my imagination on it hope you like it.

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Translation

*Haye oh rabba___  Oh my god.

*Searat ammy khush tan rakhda na puttar tainu ___Searat, is ammy keep you happy dear.

*Haanji mummy ji ___Yes, mom.

*Je Teri gal na sune tan Mainu dassi Mai khabar lwan gi Usdi changi Tran ___If he don't hear you than tell me I'll handle him.

*Tu araam Kar puttar Sver Di thak gyi howengi, ja Keerat nu v naal Lai ja ___ You take rest dear, you are tired from morning, go and take Keerat with you.

*Haan Searat tu araam Kar asi bna lwange Khana ___Yeah Searat you take rest we'll cook the food.

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Thanks to all silent and violent readers stay tuned like before and shower your love with your lovely comments.

19th Oct '2019

~Preet.