I couldn't sleep. Every time I try to close my eyes and give into my drowsiness my body warms up from recalling the events which happened at dinner. Kennedy was sleeping soundly while I suffered. I excused myself after finishing my plate because Mister Wall's body heat awakened my sleeping teenage hormones. These said hormones had been asleep and caged for a long time and ready to wreak havoc.

And I was certain that they would conquer my body if I let myself be tempted by Mister Wall's strapping personality and body.

At this point in time there was no doubt that I was gay. I kept denying the truth; the truth that filled the balloon like air. Circumstances and people kept making holes while I made futile attempts to cover the holes. Little by little the air escaped, more holes were made, and I had no more tape to prevent the truth from getting out.

It was irrepressible.

The impact of knowing the truth wasn't that strong and traumatic for me. I guess it was because I knew it in myself that I was more attracted to the melons in the south than the melons in the north.

I will never eat melons the same way.

But how could I fulfill my Lord's orders if I couldn't bring myself to have sexual intercourse with women? What if I just stayed single in my entire life so that I wouldn't break any holy laws? This was complicated.

"Keetan!"

I groggily turned around. Ethan was jogging my way. I yawned and waved. I needed sleep. I would do anything to be with my comfortable bed while I hug a soft pillow. The bed was my second heaven. The first heaven which was beside my Lord was unattainable for now so I have to be satisfied with the second best. I heard from our pastor before that in the holy city a person will no longer feel pain, hunger, and sadness. We would sing beautiful melodies to our Lord for eternity and we would be blessed with bodies from a lifetime when we were at our happiest.

"Ethan, how are you?"

"I'm fine, man. So, I'm going to visit Edward in his aunt's house. I figured that he might want to see you. Scratch the 'might', he really wants to see you. "

I completely forgot about Edward. It was a good thing I brought my phone with me today. I'll contact Samantha and Derek. I learned my lesson not to worry them or else Samantha might make me miss a day of valuable education. I couldn't have that.

"I see, although it will be really awkward to have me see him," I admitted. After Edward confessed his feelings in a dire situation, I didn't think he wanted to see me because his trauma was still fresh. Ethan waved his hand in dismissal of my words.

"Oh come on man, just a wink at him will do. You'll do me a great favor for my brother," he told me. "Eat with us during lunch," he added with a wave. I watched Ethan go, thinking of what I should do. He was really an admirable guy. If homosexuality wasn't a sin I would have rooted them both to get together.

"#Awkwardlater," that voice I grew to hate popped out from my side. How come I didn't notice Samael standing beside me?!

"Samael, good morning," I greeted him, forcing a smile.

"Uncle greeted me during breakfast too. It was the first time," he informed me with a knowing smirk. Just from him mentioning Mister Wall got me red. "By the way, I want to show you something," he said and brought out his android phone with a red housing that had devil horns that made me cringe. I looked at him suspiciously.

"It's not something vulgar is it?"

"Nope. I swear."

His phone lit up and he played a video. Blood immediately drained from my face when I saw the contents.

"What's this?" I slurred in the video

"That's another cocktail," Cain replied.

"Do cocks have tails?" What did I just ask?!

"What cock are you referring to, the chicken or the-"

"Yours!" I laughed out loud in the video. Oh Father, please, show me a light from the heavens and take me.

I shamed my Father. Oh the horror! Oh the embarrassment of it all!

"You're seriously drunk," Cain commented. It was his fault!

"Here's another clip, I'm sure you're going to like it," Samael eagerly said. I was sure with the way he was smiling, I wasn't going to enjoy it one bit.

The drunken me was hugging someone and from the build of that someone's body, I knew it was him. "Mister Wall, carry meee! I want to sit on your lap!"

Mister Wall, indeed, obeyed my wishes without any hesitancy in his face. He seemed to be enjoying it but I was here, watching and regretting everything. Was I the one who nicknamed him Mister Wall? Was that really supposed to be his name? Oh gosh.

"Yes, yes, come here," he cooed and lifted me up.

The drunken Keetan shrieked and wrapped his legs around Mister Wall's firm waist.

I was forever scarred.

The phone zoomed out so I could see the full body of Mister Wall and mine. The heavily built man strode towards a vacant sofa and seated the giggling me on his long legs. I covered my gaping mouth and wished to get a hold of Samael's phone to throw it against the wall.

"Sam-Samael...please delete that!" I begged. The man snickered.

"No use, my uncle has a copy. Don't worry though, that won't spread."

"I doubt it!"

I continued to bug Samael to delete the video and the thought of Mister Wall having a copy bothered me. He must be using it for the sheer purpose of entertainment. A part of me was flattered but most portion was having a riot. I kept on staring at Samael before class started. He knew I was staring at him but decided to ignore me.

I can't.

Ever since Samael arrived, my life had been worse than before.

The principal entered the room much to our curiosity.

"#Yourheadisbrighterthanmyfuture," Samael shouted, making the whole class roar into laughter. The principal glared at Samael but did not say anything about his behavior...yet.

"Ehem, good morning children, you will have a new English teacher since Miss Lustville has violated a law in relation to having an affair with one of the students. I hope you show respect to your new educator since he isn't only a teacher but also the head of the company in which many of your parents are hired."

My heart stopped beating. It was like my poor organ anticipated the appearance of the man it was slowly falling for.

Just from that introduction I felt and knew who our new English teacher was.

Why?

Why?!

The room fell perfectly silent from the confidence oozing from Mister Wall as he strode beside the principle. I heard the girls in the room whisper and giggle. I gaped at him once more like a fish on land.

"Who is that? I smell someone's orgasm!" Samael snarled in annoyance.

"Mister Hellion, I trust that you will control Samael's behavior," our Principal cheerily said. He looked like an old Theo from Alvin and the Chipmunks. Mister Wall nodded.

"Of course, I'll also watch over Keetan."

"Ah thank you, but Keetan isn't really a problem. He is an angel in all aspects," our Principal assured and stood in front of me to pat my head. Mister Wall grinned, causing me to blush and look away from his striking appearance. He looked even better in that white and tight dress shirt that emphasized how muscular he was.

"In my experience, angels can also be...impish...but I'll stick with your judgment."

Our Principal left the room. I kept my eyes downcasted.

"Hello everyone, my name is William Hellion. I will replace Miss Lustville for she has proven unfit for the job to educate the future generation without having copulation with one of the students."

Mister Wall stood beside where I was sitting. His smell danced intoxicatingly around me, having the same fragrance as the rose in the basement. He patted my head. "Expect to follow strict rules in my class. I do not want anyone speaking while I'm speaking. Show me respect and I'll return it. Study and you won't fail. If you cheat then, I'll make sure you experience...Hell."

"Um Mister- I mean, sir, can we start the class with a prayer?" I asked Mister Wall. I almost slipped. Other students might call him Mister Wall and I feel rather possessive with that nickname.

Another thing I should work on. I must drop the Mister Wall thing but the name just stuck with me like a leech.

Samael groaned. "A prayer? Don't you get tired of praying?"

"Hush, Samael. Of course Keetan, please lead," he gently stated. I inclined my head at him. As I started the prayer in front of the class, I could sense Mister Wall moving far away from me. Once the prayer ended and I opened my eyes, Mister Wall entered the room and started the class.

Well that was rude. Maybe Mister Wall had the same resentment towards my Lord and he was merely trying to tolerate me. I appreciate his endurance though. Cain and Samael, without a second thought, bashed me when I mentioned a praise towards our creator. They should be more grateful. I mean, my parents weren't exactly the greatest. They were the worst but the Lord had blessed me with Samantha and Derek as well as the annoying yet adorable Kennedy.

My English class wasn't productive. I stared at every stretch of Mister Wall's muscles trying to break free from the clothing he was wearing. He was better than our previous English Teacher and he acted more professional but my brain was floating on cloud 9 as I was mesmerized by this man's beauty.

At the middle of the discussion, my eyes drooped. I was getting sleepy. His voice was so soothing that my head banged forward. I wanted to stay up and continue to watch this fine man crafted perfectly by my Lord, but, alas, I submerged into a deep sleep with Mister Wall's voice being my lullaby.

I had a very weird dream. It was like I was really flying in a cloudy and chilly sky. Everything was beautiful and my skin was kissed by the cold winds. My eyes spotted a winged man who had his back turned to me. His wings looked so strong and big. I smiled in joy and I inhaled a deep breath before shouting:

"Lucifer!"

I didn't know why I had called that name. Lucifer was the enemy of our Lord. He was the evilest among all evil yet why was I so ecstatic in saying that name? Why did excitement fill my heart?

"Keetan," Mister Wall's voice woke me. I quickly jolted up from my seat when I realized that I fell asleep. Everyone already left except for Samael, Mister Wall, and me.

"I-I'm sorry sir," I stuttered and felt my hands sweat. Oh God, another shameful event.

"It's alright but please don't sleep again. You'll have a hard time catching up with the lessons," Mister Wall reminded me. "Now go and fill up your stomach. You'll need the energy."

I shakily gathered my things. Mister Wall's presence made my knees wobbly. He just had that effect on me and I barely knew him.

When I got out of the classroom, I overheard Samael saying:

"Like you'd fail him."

They were so confusing. Both of them seemed to be hiding something from me. I couldn't help but overthink about it throughout the day until I met with Ethan. I texted Samantha and Derek about my whereabouts. Ethan drove us to where Edward and his mom were staying. Edward appeared fit as a fiddle. I was glad that my powers aided him.

God is good.

Edward carried a big box in his arms towards the house. Ethan called him and when he turned around and saw me, he dropped the box on his foot.

"Motherfucking bitch ass cunt!"

I glanced up the skies and prayed for his soul.

"Wohee! Your words are as colorful as your sexuality my brother!" Ethan laughed. "Welp faith healer, time to work your magic."