Goodbye Diana - Hello Power
This morning I woke up at my house, but I was certain that I was at Daniel's home.
Then it hits me, I remember everything.
I remember me waking up wondering where I was. I remember calling Daniel and got everything straightened out.
I remember everything that led up to me almost sleeping with that Bodyguard.
I even remember the conversation between Tina and I. The worst part about it all was the fact that I didn't know that any of that was happening, I just know that I woke up this morning remembering everything and that it's real.
Tina's right.
If it worked out that I had sex with that guy, I would've been devastated.
I wanna cry, but I have to be strong.
I do believe that something is wrong with me. The last thing I remember before I blacked out is walking down the stairs at Daniel's.
I can barely believe what I remember me doing.
It's like I was someone else.
How is that possible?
I said the same thing about my impressive metabolism, which as well is not normal, but it's more normal than doing something and only remembering about it after waking up the next day.
I remember something else even though it's faint. I remember Tina and Daniel had an argument on something about me, and Lucifer was there.
Lucifer, I never knew Lucifer would even care enough to be there. He isn't even that close to me for them to call him. But I figure it's because he was the one who called that I fainted. That I still don't remember.
I remember he almost got in a fight with Daniel over something. Lucifer almost fought with my brother?
Why?
I can't remember what they argued about. I'm never usually this forgetful. That is why I believe something is wrong with me. I can feel it.
I feel like I am forgetting the very important pieces that I should know.
I feel a heavy push on my shoulder that breaks me from my thoughts.
When I look behind me I realize that it is that woman, what's her name again?
Diana. Yes Diana. The one I saw Lucifer having sex with in his office.
She bumps my shoulder. Why did she bump my shoulder?
She even stop to look back at me. I can see the hostile look on her face.
I raise an eyebrow.
I feel anger developing inside me so suddenly. I try to push that anger down, but it's barely working.
"What was that for?"
She walks back to me as if she is happy I said something.
"Just because you saved my job doesn't mean I like you. It also doesn't mean I'll stop saying that Lucifer and you are sexually involved. Lucifer is the boss here, he doesn't take orders from anyone and he definitely wouldn't listen to you if something wasn't going on between the both of you. I know you are not the person you appear to be"
I clench my hand into a fist.
I feel so much hatred for this woman.
What is she talking about? Saved her job? Lucifer listening to me?
I don't get it.
I'm in so much confusion.
I wasn't myself yesturday. I didn't know what I was doing until this morning after remembering. If something did happen between her and I, why don't I know? Why can't I remember?
Everyone is looking at us.
Diana laughs.
Why is this woman like this? What type of person raised her?
"Did you go down on him? Come on tell me. What did you do for him finding so much interest in you? Tell me bitch!"
Suddenly the anger I'm feeling gets stronger and I know I'm going to hit her if one more word comes out of her mouth.
"Diana leave her alone!" I look at the direction of the voice. Sherian. She's standing behind me.
I tightens my fist even more until it hurts, just to sustain my anger.
"Just because you suck your way in here doesn't mean Christina did too. It doesn't mean any of us did"
"Sherian...The hero of the day" Diana walks closer to us.
"I know you don't know that I know this, but I saw you and Lucifer in his office that late night" I look at Sherian. She seems surprised. So something did happen. So why is she here trying to defend me!
Is she trying to fool me to believe she is on my side just to get close me?
"So that is why I know that he is screwing you too" She looks at me.
Is she trying to say that every woman here had some form of sex with Lucifer?
"You can't fool me" She finish.
I feel my hand starts trembling. The anger rushing through me feels as if it wants to squeeze shut my trachea because I'm trying so hard to compose it. It feels as if it wants to come out. It's suffocating me.
God where is so much anger coming from?
Control Christina. Control.
"So what?" I utter viciously. I need to vent my anger, but not physically. I can't let it control me like that.
Diana eyes widen.
"I wanted to keep it a secret, but I don't think I should anymore. Since you insist" I smirk widely at her.
"You don't know the wonders good sex can do to a male's mind. I don't think you want to know the things he told me about you. And do you want to know why he told me those things...?"
Is somebody getting angry?
I walk up to her then whisper.
"...It's because he's the one that took my virginity" It's actually the first time I've seen someone's face turns pink in real life. She's not white, she just has high complexion.
What did I just do? I can't believe I just said that. Is it happening to me again?
But I feel like I am in full control of my body.
Saying these things though, makes me feel good inside.
I don't like bullies and I'm definitely not going to be the victim of one.
"Why does your face look like that? You wanted me to tell you and that's what I am doing..." Her bitter expression remains.
"Why did you think Lucifer prefers me, or listens to me? It's because he was the first man for me and still is. I told him I didn't want anyone to know about us, not the other way around like how he's the one who doesn't want anyone to find out about both of you. He doesn't care about you, he's ashamed of you..."
I wonder why is she so bold to have everyone know Lucifer is fucking her? Is it that she wants to be the boss around here? Or have people fear her?
"Lucifer isn't just screwing me Diana, I'm his girlfriend" No I did not whisper that.
Her eyes dilates. I think fast and something rushes back to me.
"But of course that was after he screwed you for the last time in his office" I hope it was the last time he screwed her.
Diana look around. Now she's embarrassed. She asked for it.
She don't know who she's messing with.
I giggle out loud.
"Just imagine how many times we've had sex for the day. Just one look at each other. Good thing he made me his P.A" I giggle again. I realise that I'm not so much angry now.
"What are all of you standing around for!?" Lucifer.
Everyone scatters, even Sherian. I need to give her a serious talk. Maybe not. Maybe she really was trying to defend me even though something did happen between Lucifer and her.
Whatever I don't care.
"Don't think for one second that any of you are irreplaceable!" He finish his way down the stairs.
Please tell me he didn't hear anything I just said.
"Diana, why do you insist on creating mischief with Ms George" I look at Diana. She looks totally vulnerable as if she would want to cry.
Wait...Lucifer said insist on creating mischief with me? That means he know something.
"Me? I-I wouldn't. Why would-"
"You also lie on top of that, ok" Lucifer say simply. His hands are in his pockets. There is something about the way he's standing.
"I have cameras everywhere in this building. Or did you forgot? Do you want me to replay when you bumped her shoulder. I already gave you your last warning Diana. I can't have you working here if your going to constantly provoke other employees" So I'm not the only one?
"You're fired" I look at him.
He's serious.
"Do you really think you should quit? What about not leaving your job?"
"Things change Tina. I just can't work for Lucifer anymore. It's not about being a quitter. I just..you already know why"
Oh my God what was that?
That's Tina's voice. Was that a flashback?
If what happened to me with that Bodyguard didn't happen, I probably wouldn't take what I just recalled as a memory.
Why did I want to leave?
"Miss George" I look at him.
"Please get back to work" Please?
I just nod and walk off. This is so puzzling.
I look behind me. Diana is glaring at him.
When he walks off she looks at me. The look she's giving me makes me realize how much she really hates me. What have I done to her?
Is it really because she thinks I'm with him? She is sick in the head. She is a psycho. Is he the only man in the world?
I walk straight to my office without looking back at him.
***
I'm doing the paper work Lucifer gave me to do in silence. It doesn't feel awkward because he is also working on some and he talks on his and the company phone a few times.
I don't see why I need to do this here. I can simply do it in my office. Even though his signature is needed on some of the paper work. I guess this makes things faster.
I hear the door open without a knock. Lucifer look up and at the door while I have to look behind me since my back is facing it.
Diana is walking towards this desk with an envelope in her hand. She put it on the desk a little away from me. She look at Lucifer as if she expects him to say something. When he didn't she walks off.
"He is going to use you the same way he used me. He can't be tied to anything. Wait until he finds someone more appealing" She says. My back is already facing her and I intend for it to stay that way.
Good thing all I told her is a lie. She might be right, but Lucifer will never get that chance.
"Have a nice life with your girlfriend" I look at Lucifer. I almost laugh after I see him frowning at Diana walking away. I bet she sound stupid in his ears.
I wonder if he heard the things I said.
"Continue Miss George"
After I finished I left for my office.
Since I came in here I hadn't been able to get any work done, because what I'm looking at right now has me dumbstruck and confuse.
There are documents in front of me that are a few days old that I hadn't complete.
At first I thought the date was wrong, but I checked the date on my phone, computer, they're saying the same time. Why am I the only one realizing this?
How is that even possible?
How can the date jump this far and nobody, not even Lucifer notices it?
I'm certain he's the one who left these here. He didn't see it?
Even though I myself has just realize. I only checked the time this morning not the date.
I keep going over this over and over in my head, yet I can't make sense of it.
Someone knock on my door. I know that it's Lucifer.
"Yes!" I don't mean for it to come out like that. This is just frustrating.
Something is going on with me that I don't know about. What the heck?
The door open.
"Is everything alright miss George?" I nod without looking at him.
I'm waiting for him to ask why I had to shout like that, but he's not focusing on that.
He was at Daniel's arguing with him when I was there. He has to know something.
I look at him.
"You've been locked up in here since you came in. You have a bad habit of not having lunch. It's not good for your health. I'm actually gonna have some now...do you want to come?" I'm confuse.
As curious as I am wanting to know if he knows something, I'm just gonna leave it alone...for now at least.
I just want him to keep his distance.
"I'm fine. Thanks for the offer" He gave me a ride home once. I don't know if it was from the goodness of his heart that he did it or the fact that he felt sorry for me at the time.
I just don't trust him.
He also went to Daniel's to see how I was doing. It makes me wonder who brought me home since I woke up in my own bed.
My clothes were also changed.
I feel my heart beat racing.
I'll ask Daniel or Tina about that as soon as possible.
"Ms George-"
"I said I'm fine! Just leave me alone!" It feels like the anger I've been feeling today reaches maximum. I feel so much energy circulating through me. It feels so good. So powerful.
I shot my head at Lucifer.
I stretch out my hand. I make an unexpected sob as the energy releases.
Lucifer lifts off the ground and into the air. He hits the ceiling of his office with a loud THUD, then gravity did the rest of the work.
I feel the place vibrates under and around me after he collides with the floor.
I slam the door shut afterwards.
"Stay out!"
I look at my shaking hands and stand.
"Oh my God"
What just happened?
How did I do it?
This isn't real. No it can't be.
I look at the door.
"Oh no Lucifer"
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