Lucifer's POV

When she first came to work for me, I thought nothing much of it. I was rude to her, and somehow she made me regret it. No woman had ever made me felt guilty before. They always find my rudeness attractive and stimulating. I didn't know better with this one, until she spoke out to me. I got so used to what those other women liked that I forgot that women aren't all the same.

She is not the same.

Her past caught my attention. Just the part where she was an orphan at a young age, and that Mahesh guy. I will make sure he's punished for what he tried to do to her. He probably succeeded at raping other women who are scared to speak up. I will make sure he never do it again.

Bastard!

I can tell she was brought up properly too. Although her brother played a huge part in that area I really do not like him. He erased her memory just because he wanted to protect her. He's a foolish man, and he's lucky that he's her brother. Even after finding out what he did she's in no hurry to confront him.

I too am guilty of something. When I found out what he could do, I asked him to erase her memory of the night her darkside seduced me. I was thinking more about myself than her. In her eyes I'm this...heartless insensitive person, but I didn't give her that impression that night and I felt weak and stupid for not fucking her, but I knew it would've been wrong.

I'm not sure what's going to happen if or when she finds out. A part of me wants her to find out and just deal with whatever she's going to throw at me, and the other part wishes that she never does.

Her sudden change of attitude was too strange. Women love it when I take advantage of them and I've grown to love it a lot. But I just couldn't do it to her, not like that.

I asked him to put the memory of the night she seduced me back and instead of doing it the fucker started an argument. It doesn't seem that he needed to because somehow her brain put the pieces back together.

Her powers are so incredible. I can also feel that something is going on with me too, but I don't know what exactly.

Protecting her from whoever is after her is more for me than it is for her. I've grown attached to this woman and I can't let anything happen to her.

Am I selfish?

I know that I can handle the person after her. To be honest I'm mostly afraid of her brother. I'm afraid that he'll erase me from her mind. I find it very strange that one would go so far just to so called protect his sister. Erasing her memory is way out of line. He's abusing his powers and taking advantage of her.

If I didn't know better I'd think he'd want to fuck her.

No!

I shouldn't think that. Besides I didn't grow up with a sibling so I don't know how I'd handle things in his position.

Differently I know that he's a good business man and very well educated.

Having her living with me is my way of making sure I have eyes on her 24/7. When she was swimming around in the pool she looked so beautiful. Everytime I think of her I want to fuck.

She's the first woman I've ever met that makes me feel this way. Why is she so special?

When Christina-

It used to be Miss George, but she insisted that I called her by her christian name. I guess it sounded weird to her after living with me. It should've stayed at Miss George, then it would've been clear to her that I have no interest in moving out of the line of business. But that line had already been crossed. I took her to my home not because it's work related, but because it's personal.

As I was saying...when her powers blasted the first time it was because she was upset with me, so I thought maybe I'm the one who'd be able to calm her. I was right.

It took a lot from me to say the things I've said. I don't do that, at all. I've never done that, but yet I found the nerves to do it.

It worked and I'm glad it did because my effort would've been for nothing. I also wouldn't have been able to save everyone. Only one, and it would've been her. Though I don't know how I'd explain to her that it was because of her her brother died...though after finding out what triggered her would've completely flipped the table because she would've blamed me, if she ever remembers.

I know that she deeply loves her brother despite of what he did to her. I don't know if I'm ever going to like him.

I don't normally care about people other than my mother. But I do care about Christina. I never thought I would, but I do.

I don't know if I should hate my father or not, but I can't blame him for not loving my mother. My mother has gotten over him and she's seeing someone. She seems happy and as long as she is happy I'm happy. She haven't introduced me yet, but I know.

I was a simple happy child, carefree and things were normal. But when my father left my mother everything changed. My mother so called friend told another friend and it ended up at school. I was ridiculed and beaten almost everyday. I guess it wasn't normal for a husband to leave his wife back then.

I didn't want to be that weak child anymore. I only discovered my powers when I left university. I don't know where it came from and I still do not. I changed my name because I didn't want people calling me by my rightfull last name. The name that destroyed the good in me. The pain and trauma I went through back then was just too much for me. I wanted a fresh start, so I choose a name that would make everyone fear me, one that would make people think many times before messing with me.

Lucifer Morningstar.

Overtime my father found out and reached out to me. He blamed himself for me changing my name. He explained that their marriage was an arranged one and he did not love my mother. It made me angry with him for a long time, but I thought about it deeply and understood. I'm not in a very good place with him right now, but we're not in a very bad one either.

There's a connection that I have with Christina that has me puzzled. The connection is very strong. It became stronger after having sex with her.

I don't normally reminisce on sex with women because I made sure never to get attached. Sex with Christina is something I cannot get out of my head. And to my knowledge she's the first virgin I've ever slept with. I didn't know a woman her age would still be a virgin.

A lot of young girls begged me to take their virginity. If they were virgins I wouldn't know because I turned down all offers. I don't sleep with girls that are too young.

I've learned from other men mistakes when it comes to that. Young and inexperienced girls can become too attached and it can cause trouble.

I prefer experienced women.

She had my mind going crazy when she started figure fucking herself. I did not want to...well I've been wanting to feel inside of her for a while, but I did not want to be the one to make the first attempt, I'm not used to that.

The moment she mentioned Harrison's name it's like it triggered something in my brain. I could not let him have her. I'm glad I made the move.

The incident earlier has me very puzzled. How did I not notice that I was speeding and that Christina was calling out to me? This feels very disturbing. I need to make some calls. I'm glad she wasn't hurt.

Lewis noticed that I'm the one who had sex with Christina and he gave me the talk about not taking advantage of her. I don't know what he's talking about. I don't take advantage of-

Nevermind that.

Harrison keeps pursuing her and it's making me angry. She may not notice this because I am good at hiding my true feelings when I want to.

In the meeting room there is a monitor showing all directions in the club inside out. I was secretly watching her. No one knew that I was. My chest tightens a few times whenever I saw Harrison touched her hand and making her laugh. I wish I could make her laugh like that, but I've been this person for so long it feels so hard to get out of my shell. And I hate Harrison for making her feel so comfortable. She's beginning to like him and I need her not to.

I knew she was worried about having an STD which she thought I gave her. So I relieved her by doing a test to save her the stress. I normally had sex with a condom. I never used to, but again I learned from someone else's mistake and started using it everytime. The only girl I loosened on was Diana. She gave me a fresh test result each month. I still shouldn't have because anything was possible, but I'm still clean and I'm happy she knows this. I'm also happy that I am too.

I slipped up with Christina too, I didn't know if she had it, but finding out that she was a virgin kinda got me a little relaxed.

Somehow my mother found out that I'm the one who had sex with her and scolded me to come clean to her. I was planning on doing so...well maybe not that same day, but I did not want my mother to tell her before I did.

I'm still puzzled how she remembered everything after being drugged.

I really like her. The way I'm feeling about her right now even feels more than a simple like. I've liked lots of girls before, but that's it. With Christina, the like I have for her makes me want to kiss her every time I see her, fuck her, protect her, take her out and show her the world even though im pretty much sure she already has-

Something is not right with me.

When she told me she's going to be with Harrison I felt a small pain in my chest. I need to see Lewis because something is just not right with me.

Her body is so beautiful. A little marks here and there, but it's still beautiful. And for a man that's been with plenty women, it probably would be hard for someone to think I'm telling the truth if I should say she's the best pussy I've ever fucked. The feeling of her warmth around my member and the way she moaned was driving me crazy. It's still driving me crazy.

The person I bought the club from was my high school crush and it stopped there.

A crush.

She mentioned that she was selling and I didn't hesitate.

Now she revealed my deepest secret to Christina before I did, and I don't know how this is going to end.

"Christina!" She stops and look back at me. I can see how furious she is and if this was the first time when her darkside was in control of her she probably would've tried to kick my ass.

"Don't go" This woman has me saying please, apologizing, begging! What's happening to me?

"Leave me the fuck alone!" I don't know how to handle this. I don't want to hold her against her will either, but I don't want her to leave especially without me. I will follow her.

Shavel was never to come up here! She doesn't have that authority anymore! She knows this!

"Why are you telling that whore not to go? She's not welcome here" What is she doing? She cannot disrespect her like that! I will deal with her.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Shit! I hate it when she gets upset.

Fuck!

And for the first time in my adult life...I'm afraid. I'm afraid because even though we aren't in a relationship, I don't know what she's going to do if she finds out.

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