Miss Leona came with food, drinks and water to my room after I left Lucifer's room. It's obvious he wasn't uncomfortable leaving me in his room. I guess he has nothing more to hide and that makes me comfortable.

I took a bath and changed my clothes.

Miss Leona must really likes me.

I asked her about being Lucifer's mother and why she didn't wanted me to know. She did not deny it, infact she said she wanted to make sure Lucifer was protecting someone who deserves it. She said it wasn't the first time he brought women there, not for protection though. She didn't have to get into tiny details with that. It made me a little jealous. It would've been nice knowing that I'm the first lady he brought home.

Let me just get my mind off that.

She completely changed her attire. She dressed so differently. She now looks like she's the mother of a billionaire, as how she should look. I guess Lucifer told her that he told me the truth.

I complimented her beauty. She smiled and thanked me. I asked her for Lucifer's number. I had no interest in the past to have it, plus it was just strictly work then, and it's not like it's accessible anywhere else. She looked at me as if I'm crazy for not having it. She eventually gave it to me, but after she told me I should be ashamed for not having it and how Lucifer is an idiot for not giving it to me. This lady is very straight forward and straight to the point.

I really like her.

She said she always pretended to be the maid just to see how the other women would reaction towards her. Some failed terribly and treated her like trash. She informed Lucifer and he never brought them home again.

I'm the first in a very long time he brought home since. She explained that I'm one of who didn't treat her any different, and when she asked me not to say anything to Lucifer because she'd get fired I actually kept it to myself. I asked her how she knew and she told me she asked Lucifer if I told him about it. She told me that since I came into his life he smiled a lot more.

She also mentioned that she was standing at a corner and heard when Lucifer told me to leave the plate I ate from because she would wash it, but I washed it anyways.

I still thinks she's inquisitive but whatever.

I get the feeling that she wanted to say those are the traits of the woman she'd want to be her daughter in-law to have, but didn't bother saying it. It's like I could see it printed on her entire face.

I'm sorry miss Leona, but I don't know where I stand in your son's life. I'm not even sure if this is going to go any further.

I'm not sure about anything yet.

Tina arrived an hour after Miss Leona and I conversation. I texted her the address after Lucifer left. It seemed as if he told Miss Leona about her visit because she warmly welcomed her and walked with her to my room.

I know that I should be resting, but I want to speak to Tina outside where I can get some fresh air.

So I walked with her out the back porch where Lucifer and I had dinner once. The same night I remember that my darkside seduced him. He could've taken advantage of me then, but he didn't.

Tina loves the place saying it looks peaceful. I told her I miss my niece. I know I will see her soon though.

I gave her the latest, except for the part where Lucifer took my virginity. I just told her what I wanted to. Maybe I just feel a little shameful to tell her where I lost it. I know Daniel made her first time special, and it wasn't in the back of his car.

I sigh mentally.

I don't think I should care what she thinks. It's my life afterall.

"It was definitely to embarrass you. I believe he will find out who did it"

"Well I hope so"

I like the fresh air out here.

"So is that all?" I sip the juice Miss Leona brought for us. Tina almost finished hers.

I told Miss Leona that she didn't need to bring us drinks. I feel weird about it now knowing that she's Lucifer's mother. She only smiled and told me it's alright because enjoys doing it. For a billionaires mother I expected her to have a house help, more than one actually, not being happy pretending to be one. But I remember she told me that she prefers to be the one doing it for her son because she wouldn't want anyone to poison him. That made me laugh. It was like a serious joke. I get what she meant though.

"Yes. Why?"

When I told Tina that she's Lucifer's mother she was astonished. She saw the resemblance just as I did.

"You used to talk of how much you can't stand the guy and a bunch of other stuff, now you barely say one bad thing about him. Something's changed" She squint her eyes looking into mine.

I inhale deeply then exhale. I don't need to hide it it's my life. She can even tell Daniel if she wishes to.

"That's because he's not being the asshole he was when I just met him" She smiles. It's not like I am completely happy that I'm not a virgin anymore, so it isn't something I am ready to talk about anyways. It's more about me feeling comfortable to talk and less about what she'll think.

Shit

Shit!

Damn it!

We did not use a condom!

I don't want to get pregnant moreover to get an STD. Damn I have no other option now than to take his word for it, besides there's nothing I can do about it now than to get the latest test result.

I feel very very uncomfortable. He'd been with so many women.

I sigh mentally.

I can definitely protect myself from getting pregnant though. I need an emergency pill.

"He's doing a whole lot for you that I can say. There aren't many people I know that would do all this for someone" She looks sad.

"What about you? How are you and Daniel doing? Everything alright?" She really doesn't look happy. What's going on?

"Hey. You know that you can talk to me right?" I touch her hand on the table.

"Yes I know. Daniel is so messed up. It's like he hasn't been thinking straight lately. I'm thinking he's stressed" What?

The thought of my brother not thinking straight doesn't feel right to me. He has a company to run and his family to take care of. What the hell is going on with him?

"What do you mean?"

"I begged him, but he's too stubborn" She starts to cry. What is this all of a sudden? This worries me.

"He thinks that you won't forgive him. I think it's making him crazy. I need my husband Christina. Please please forgive him" Now she sounds crazy. I remove my hand from hers.

"What are you talking about?"

"He thought he was doing it to protect you, but it's making him act differently"

"Just tell me Tina...Out with it" I've never seen her so depressed. Why would my brother thinks I will not forgive him. What did he do?

Immediately my mind flashes on Lucifer. Did he hurt him? My heart is beating faster.

But that wouldn't make sense.

"Tina speak"

"He's..." She cries even harder.

"...The one who's been erasing your memory" I keep looking at her trying to process what she said.

"I begged him multiple times to tell you, but he's afraid. I can't take it anymore"

"What?"

"I'm sorry"

So my own brother did this to me? The one family I have...betrayed me.

"How long has he been doing this?"

"I only found out a few weeks ago, but I don't know how long he's been doing it" A few weeks?

I stand.

"You've known about this for weeks, and never said anything?"

"That's because I was waiting for him to do it, but I'm not sure he's going to, and you deserve to know the truth"

So this whole time the person Lucifer has also been protecting me from is my brother? My own blood?

"I'm so sorry Christina"

"I need some time to think about this" I need to see Daniel. How could he?

Tina is wiping the tears from her eyes. I'm not sure how I feel about this right now. I need some time to think.

"Please see yourself out"

"Please don't hate me" She has no idea how difficult it feels to be living and not having all of my memories in tact. Wondering if I hurt someone or worst. Damn it!

She gets up and I step aside so she can pass me.

"Christina"

"Go! Leave! I need time!"

Her body reacts shakily while I was shouting, then she quickly leaves without another word.

That's why everything's been adding up since I came here, and that's why Lucifer was arguing with Daniel the time a saw them when I woke up at his home the time I almost slept with Donald.

Before I speak to Daniel, I need to speak to Lucifer.

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