An alcohol bottle fell from my hand and my legs were not in my control, I was about to fell but mom caught me.

San " thanks mommmmmmmm"

Sujatha " what have u done to urself Sanskar??by the way y did u drink in the first place??"

San " everyone says that drinking will lessen ur hurt soooooooo see I drunkkkkkkkk but still it's hurting here "

I indicated towards my heart.

She called the servants and asked me to help to reach till my room.

Suj" Ramji is not here if he sees u like this he will be broken, Sanskar y r u punishing us and urself."

San " y mom?? Y she didn't love me back?? "

Suj " who?? "

San " She.....I love her a lot but I couldn't propose her instead it lead to some misunderstanding"

I was not knowing Swara likes me, I can't even voice out loudly she will be broken by my words but if I didn't voice out my feelings to Ragini then I will lose my love.

Mom wiped my tears.

Suj " who is that girl?? "

I nodded as no.

I can't tell mom who is my first love.

Su " tell me Sanskar, I will make everything fine"

Suddenly my head started to spin, the only thing I know was I heard by mom scream my name.

Morning......

I kept my head low.

Suj " last time I am asking u who is that girl "

San " u know her mom that's all I can say "

She sighed.

Suj " I don't know about whom u r talking but Sanskar shall I tell u something "

I nodded.

Suj " best way is to try, yes try to convey to that person and let her know what u feel for her. If that person really loving u then she will surely reciprocate "

But how can I??

What if she doesn't love me back??

Mom is also right, what if she feels I love Swara and so only she didn't see my feelings for her.

I have to let my heart out or else I will be guilty throughout my life that I didn't confess my first love.

Suj " what r u thinking??"

San" u r right mom I will confess her "

She smiled at me.

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He held my hand in his right and started to take notes from his left hand.

R " I never knew u can write with left hand "

L " ur husband was a robo "

I chuckled at him.

His love always makes me happy. The small assurance which I get whenever he holds my hand that he never leaves my side makes me feel blessed.

We heard a knock sound and I turned to see Swara??

I thought she will not come to college today as she didn't attend first period.

Lec " y r u late Swara?? "

Swa " I wasn't well sir but I thought to at least listen class instead of sleeping at home"

Lecture spoke with her for sometime and let her in.

My mind occupied with different thoughts.

L " yeah don't feel low, u r the best friend whom she can get. If she didn't tell u that she wasn't well then it's not ur problem"

How did he read my mind??

I was thinking how come I failed to message or ask her about her absence.

L " talk to her in the free time and now concentrate on the lesson "

I nodded.

L " or it's even more better if u concentrate on ur husband "

He winked at me.

I blushed.

Canteen.....

San " u were not well and u didn't think to inform me?? "

Swara was staring Sanskar only.

Swa " u love me so much?? "

I saw Sanskar gulping visibly.

San " I care for u Swara "

She smiled shortly.

R " how are u feeling now?? "

Swa " as a waste person in this whole universe"

She murmured which only I heard as I was sitting closer to her.

R " what?? "

She smiled at me and turned towards Sanskar.

Did Mrs.Godadia said her something??

Definitely she would have blasted Swara as she let me win.

God!!

R " Swara we all care for u, infact we all love u so don't feel low and I will get u something to eat and u are going to completely eat all "

Sw " Ra"

I glared her and she smiled.

San " I will help u Ragini "

I nodded.

I ordered and he was looking at me.

San " Ragini I.... I want to tell u something will u,hmm... I.. "

R " y r u hesitating Sanskar?? I am ur friend and u don't need to worry about anything, u can tell whatever u feel I won't judge u "

He smiled.

San " I will come to pick u at 8, u will be in the hostel right??I want to take u out "

He wants to take me out??

May be he wants to surprise Swara!!

But I am not sure I being in hostel today because we thought to go to office today.

R " I will come to ur house Sanskar if u r okay "

San " no problem"

I smiled at him, we took our food and headed towards our table.

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L "I am not understanding why u want to go to his home"

I don't know why but I didn't like that, it's not that I don't trust Ragini or Sanskar. We may not share good relation but I know Sanskar is really a good person.

But I have seen how he looks at Ragini, I... I can't take that.

R " r u even listening?? "

L " sorry, can u repeat "

She sighed.

R " I will get to know what he wants to talk only after I reach there so don't worry I will look after my self, no one can harm ur wife "

I smiled at her.

L " OK I will drop u to his house but u have to message me the place he takes u and ha call me I will pick u back. Hostel will be closed and I don't want u to stay in his home or at hotel"

R " as u wish master "

I chuckled at her accent.

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I kept hand on her shoulder and she was shocked.

R " Sanskar did u plan to kill me??"

S " sorry "

R " I was about to enter inside ur house but u are outside only"

I can't allow u inside Ragini if mom sees u she will get to know whom I love and I can't give her hopes if u didn't accept my proposal.

R " where r u lost?? "

I smiled and led her to my car.

R " where r we going?? "

San " u will get to know"

She smiled.

Hope I am not doing wrong.

I brought her to hill top and she messaged someone.

She looked at me.

R "I was messaging my roommate "

I nodded.

It was cold but I was sweating thinking how to confess her.

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My mind was recalling my mom's words.

How can she scold me??

Just for business my mom slapped me??

And other side I can't understand about Sanskar??

He is the one to propose me but after that day we didn't even spent time as lovers.

When I asked him today does he love me but he said he cared for me but I know he swallowed next words
JUST AS A FRIEND.

I got a call....

Who is calling me at this hour??

I picked the call wiping my tears.

Swa " may I know who is this?? "

Swara, I am Kavitha...

Y is she calling me??

K " where r u guys partying?? It's just a curiousity "

S " party?? "

K " yeah I saw Sanskar taking Ragini out an hour back. I thought even u r going with them"

What??

Ragini is with Sanskar??

K " by the way how are u feeling?? "

I immediately cut her call....

How can I be well when my best friend is stabbing me from back??

Was Mom right??

Y Ragini??

Sanskar y??

It pained my heart to even think about them.

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I looked at him.

R " u r quiet from half an hour "

Is he fine??

San " Ragini, I.... OK first tell me what do u feel about me?? "

I was confused.

R " u r the best person Sanskar, u r my best friend and what can I say more?? I can't explain our friendship in words "

He smiled widely and my phone beeped, but I didn't see and it continously started to buzz again.

I opened the message box...

Wifey r u fine??

Y did he take u to the hill top??

U didn't take any jacket with u, what if u get cold??

But don't worry I will warm u by hugging u tightly tonight.

I blushed reading those messages.

U read the messages but not replying. Too bad, u r teasing ur lonely husband.

U r fine right??

I was about to reply..... But I looked at front and saw Sanskar kneeling down.

I saw Lakshya Calling me but my mind was blank hoping what I am thinking has to be wrong.

He brought rose infront and my hand started to shiver and my phone fell down....

R " San....Sanskar what are u doing?? Get up"

San " I know Ragini u r surprised and shocked but Ragini please I have always lost the chance let me pour it out today....
U r the first person to make me feel things which I never felt, first I thought it's just attraction and then I felt the feelings getting stronger as time passed.That day it was not meant for me to propose Swara, I was waiting for u.... I was waiting to propose u.But everything turned upside down once u misunderstood the situation. I was lost these days thinking I couldn't get my first love but then I thought I should atleast try... So that in future I should not regret that I didn't even try.

I love u Ragini. "

Shocked would be understatement!!

San " Ragini, please do reply, if u didn't love me also it's OK but I wanted u to know how I feel for u...I really love u "

Tears started to flow...

San " Ragini, do reply.... Ur silence is killing me "

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