Lucas pov//

I was looking at the ceiling of this white cell.Ya,you heard it right.I am in the jail now,there was bruise and dry blood at the corner of my lip,black punch mark at the right side of my cheek.You must be thinking what might have happened.Well......

flashback//

Today i was stalking them ,again.I was waiting for them far away from their house, they usually came out at morning but today they were late.I was waiting from morning till afternoon,I was exausted because i havent eat any food but that doesnt matter,i just wanted to see them once. Then i saw her and our child was coming out from their home,our baby was giggling and talking something with his mother which made her giggle too.That scene,i dont know how but it remove all my fatigue.Even my body react happily whenever i see them smile.

I was walking so far from them so that they cant figure it out.When i reached the park i saw she was already seated on the grass ,she was busy looking at her boy and the surroundings.I realize she was looking so intensely at the families who were there to enjoy their family time.A sudden smile escaped from her mouth which immediately turned into sigh.I knew what she was thinking,i knew how she was longing for her own family,how she wished to have a happy ,sweet family for her baby but i knew the thought of being with me disgust her and its all my fault.

I wanted to see her face more clearly so i went more close toward her.When i was busy her one glance i didnt realize a liitle bundle was already running towards me "uncle friend,you came ...!"  i was about to run from there but it was already late.He was already jumped on me and when he called me she became aware and when she looked back she was stunned.Even i was shocked,i didnt realize i would be caught like this.Her once smily eyes turned into cold,emotionless . At that i was scared,i became scared for the first time in my life.I dont know what will she do now to me,if she hit me,kick me,even kill me but i dont care. I just her to burst out all anger to me but at least give me a chance.Do whatever she wants but at least talk to me.

She came towards me ,took our baby from my arms and leave the park at that moment.What the hell just happened?she didnt even look at me,i thought she would at least give me slap or something but she left me here as dumbfounded.Shehzad was telling his mother why they are leaving his uncle friend but she didnt said anything.When i realized the situation i fixed my self and ran after them.

"farha please listen to me,please dont walk away from me,at least do something but dont walk away from me .Just let me hug him once ,please farha talk to me.Please i want your forgiveness,i know i am not worth for your forgiveness ,what i did was sin but baby i have changed now.Please baby i know i have insulted your love,our marriage.I was a bastard,i was so much of my wealth ,i thought only money can give us happiness but your love made me realized that if you have all the wealth with you when your family is not there with you,your love is not there with you this bloody money is nothing.I once promised you i will never let you fall but i was the one who pushed you from the cliff so harshly.I was so wrong ,so wrong jaan please now i realize how you feel empty when you are not in my life to love me,to hug me,to kiss me.Please baby at least look at me,i want to see your eyes." More i was pleading she was walikng more quickly  from me.When she realize she was near her home she just ran towards her home while carrying shehzad.She opened her door and locked the door.

I kept banging at her door so that she can give me one chance to explain. "please baby ,one,just one chance to explain ,one chance to hear your voice.Just..."i couldnt finish my words someone opened .At first i thought it was her but my smile fade when i saw his father."uncle..i ...

punch

He punched me hard,which made me stumble back. There was stick in his stand "uncle please let me talk to her,please at least " he wasnt ready to heard anything he kept hitting me with that thick stick "you bloody bastard,how dare you come here,do you want to kill her,huh?are you not satisfied to ruin her.Because she used to screamed every night while she was pregnant.Do you know how hardship she had to go through,every single person raised their finger on her,evry single person blamed her,called her characterless when she was not,do you hear that" he was hitting on and on.Blood was oozing from my body but i didnt care,many people was staring at us but my eyes were only looking for her.

"my baccha was never at fault,it was you You are the most character person i have ever seen.The most disgusting who think that if you throw money anyone will fall on your feet.You thought that my baccha was after your money,your ego destroyed my bubbly daughter.Now here you are showing off your acting skills? today i will kill you,i will show you what is called pain" "uncle please you can...you can do whatever you want just...one ....one chance to let me explain..one " i was panting...i wanted to say lots of thing but i was feeling weak ,i was feeling like i am going to faint anytime soon but i didnt gave up

"you dare to speak up wait i will..." then he pick up a flower top to hit me but that moment rehan stopped him to do so "abbu what are doing,do you want to called killer and why are you doing this,he is theo's new friend" "what,now you are stalking my grandson,now you want to snatch my grandson,do you really hate my baccha that much.What she ever did to you,why are trying to kill my daughter more.She just loved you,she always defend you.Do you know......do you know what she used to say? abbu dont worry my love will never betray me,he will never let me fall but what you did i wish she would have never meet you." tears were flowing from my eyes,i knew what i did it cannot be forgiven but....

"what he was stalking them ,rehan call the police.He deserve to be in jail.Because of him api suffured a lot and now how dare him to come here and ruin api's leftover happiness." "fariha calm down,you should stay beside api,she must be terrified right now" "calm down ,you are telling me to calm down!? you know very well how she used to have her nightmare,how it effect her badly in her pregnency,you were there when doctor said shehzad was lucky to born without any problem otherwise there was a chance to have various physical problem,he could be handicapped,he could have had heart problem even he could have died.Now he is here to claim his relation with them.Wait now only police will handle him ,i will not do the same mistake like api"

with that she starts to call police.I wasnot worried about police but what she just said it was still ringing in my ears.My baby could have been died,because of me she had hard pregnency time,because of me.The pain i had given her haunts her like a dangerous nightmare.She could have been living a happy life,we could have been had a beautiful life with our child but i ruined it with my bare hands.I raped her,cheated on her,didnt care about her love,had to tolerate all that bullshit and me .....i was doing what...i was busy with my money.Money.....uncle is right now i have money but am i happy?

present//

I dont know but her words hit me like a granade.I didnt realize what was happening to me,i didnt realize when police came and put me into jail.When i get my senses i realize i was in jail.What if ,what if we would lost our child,what if she would die while giving birth,what would have happened if she had harm to herself?

"no no. no no nothing will happen to them.I deserve punishment not them.My baby ,my life deserve all kinds of happiness.God can take my life but please god not them."

When i was busy with my thoughts someone open the lock of the cell."hey you can come someone bailed you out" huh?who might have apply for my bail? i get out from the cell i saw matthew was there,filling up some papers before police. "i dont understand such a big businessman like him why he was stalking someone else's child?" "no sir,i have told you it was just a misunderstanding.He often get lost in a new place,so he was just asking the lady and her son for diraction.They just misunderstood him " "ok,but be careful ,next time if i got another complain from them i will put him in the cell for child abduction case.I will not care about his identity" "no no sir,dont worry,it will never happen again."

At hotel//

Sir,i know i should not say like this but where were you these two days?do you know danial is determined to cancel the dealership with us.He wantd to spend time with his family and now he went for vacation with his family.We have to meet him after one month.Sir what were you doing at that house?i mean what the police mean by you were stalking that family?i mean do you know them, why were they beating you?"

i was not hearing anything,business can go to hell.My main concern was to meet her once,to talk with her again,to see my shehzad's cute face,his hug,i want to play with my son one more time,i am craving for their love.I have to meet them ,i dont care what happen to me,i have to meet .With that i was about to stand up but my head was spin for a moment which made me stumble back in the sofa.

"sir are you ok?oh my god your body is burning from fever.I have to call doctor" "no i dont need doctor,i need my family,i have to meet them,i have to beg for her forgiveness.I have found her after 3 years ,i cannot...cannot..let he............

After 2 days//

I was hearing some chirping which made me wake up.huh?wake up?was i sleeping ?but for how long?i was about to jerked back but i couldnt ,my head was throbbing so hard,i was also feeling weak,my whole body.was in pain.But what about meeting her,no i cant be in bed ,i have to go ,she will hide from me again,no no i will die if i lose her again.I have to go,yes i.have to go.

I wore whatever i found at front in the closet.I wanted to ran but my body was not supporting me,so i did my best to walk fast.When i came out of my room i saw matthew was talking to someone at the phone.When he saw me ,he was just relieved after seeing me. "oh thank god you are awake sir.I got scared while you faint before me,i panicked while doctor said you were not taking care of yourself,you were not sleeping or eating properly and those beating made you faint." "how long i was sleeping?" "sir you were in bed for 2 days" "what!two days,oh no no no she must have been left the place , now she saw me,her family will definitely will leave from here too.No i cant lose my family again "no no i will lose her,i have to go,i have to go right now" "sir please doctor strictly instruct me to stay in bed for more 5 days you cant leave sir " " just shut up,i want my family,i wish to die before losing her again,do you get that?i will go and no one can stop me" with that i took the car keys and left the room "sir please listen to me,there was raining outside heavily,you cant drive at this state"

i don't care ,i don't bloody care,i want to see them,i have to see them.I start my car and keep driving .Rain was falling heavily but i keep driving.After driving for some time i saw a tree fell on the road and because of that the road was blocked.So i came our from the car and starts walking.

Half an hour later i somehow reached at her home.I keep pressing the door bell but no one respond.Fear ran through my body so i starts screaming "farha please baby open the door,talk to me,do whatever you want,just talk to me,let me see you once.I swear i will leave,just give me one chance....please love,i am sorry i broke your trust,i am sorry for molest you,i am sorry for ruining our future,i am sorry for killing your dream,i am sorry for mocking your love,i am sorry for not giving our child a happy family.....please baby once,just for once

i then move from the door and stood in front of the yard "i know you can hear me,please for once let me see your face,let me meet our son ,i promise i will go.Baby ,love please i will not go if you don't come out,i will stay here i don't know for how long.This time i will prove my love for you,for our baby.Did you hear me?"

My feet were killing me,my body was shaking from rain,from pain,my eyes were about to close but i didnt gave up,i dont care what happen to me.I will stand here for how many hours,how many days it takes i will wait for her.

Farha pov//

That man was screaming like a mad man,he was standing in the rain for long 8 hours.All this time i didnt care whatever he do,but i dont know why i was feeling uncomfortable,as if something bad is going to happen,but what?suddenly my thought went to that person he was standing in the rain all this long ,is he ok? so i look from my window and what i saw that scene made me gasped.

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