Torn apart for you,

Nothing that I do,

will ever mean anything,

for the one person,

I thought I knew,

torn apart by my insolence,

and your arrogance,

doomed from the start,

Forever we are to be apart.

Because tearing up inside,

is the best I do,

wrings the pain out,

Brings some sanity,

to both our vanities., 

I thought I was finding myself,

All this is being lost.

torn about being lost,

At a bitter cost.

Lost and alone,

open eyes with a closed heart,

pouring eyes and lonely goodbyes,

silent talks and foolish ramblings,

staring at the walls,

wishing you were there ,

silly stares and shy smiles,

At  memories lost in time.

Still near you ,

I wouldn't dare,

to let you see,

my secret dreams,

my foolish pride,

Torn apart,

by what to let be

seen or hide.

Moments ticking by,

time flies by,

I am still standing,

Torn apart,

waiting for a start,

when on your journeys,

you depart,

and I still stand torn apart.

All my life,

My very own silent strife.