Misha's POV:

"So how is it to ignore the person you love?" Janvi asked as she came to my room with two coffee mugs.

"I'm the one getting hurt, always." I replied and removed all the pictures from the bed to make her enough space to sit. I was sitting in my room looking at the album of Isha's birthday. It arrived just yesterday and I was not able to control my excitement to have a look at it. Modern techniques are definitely very convenient but traditional are still the best, the feel is the best. Actually seeing the album for real is completely different experience then seeing the pictures in the TV.

"You are too obsessed with that picture." Janvi said referring to the picture I was holding in my hand. It was the same picture of Varun, Isha and me for which everyone teased me a lot.

"Of course I am. It's cute." I replied looking at the picture. As janvi said I was really obsessed with it, I don't remember the number of Times I look at it, in a single day.

"Then frame it." She suggested.

"Frame it? So that when I leave this house, I can take it with me." I said and saw Janvi coming towards me. She directly came and hugged.

"I'm not letting you go anywhere." She cried. I wish your brother does the same.

"Why aren't you doing anything? You have to make him accept you as his wife but I don't see you doing anything for it, why?" She asked.

"I don't know Janvi, when it comes to Varun, I can't think about myself. It's only him and his happiness matters to me."

"Moreover, If I do things to make him love me, it would be forced love, isn't it? and I don't want that. Making him love me, is something I'm going to do purposely, it won't be from his side and I don't want that." I replied.

"What is wrong with you? You should know that he does feel something for you, he is just too stubborn to understand." She said angrily.

"Ok. I understand. If I get at least one percent from him, I'm going to give another 99, for sure and if not, it's his decision what he wants to do." I replied and saw a little satisfactory look on her face.

"Fine. Are you attending today's wedding?"

wedding? I love attending weddings but I'm not in mood to attend this one however because mom told me to come, I guess I have to go. It's wedding of one of Varun's cousin but not a close one, we didn't attend any pre-wedding function and so we were supposed to attend it.

"Yes. Mom told me to come." I replied.

"Ok." She winked and left. now what is she trying to do?

The function was in night and so I had enough time. I arranged the pictures in the album and kept it back in Varun's room. I saw Varun looking at me however I ignored his presence again. I want this man to at least come and talk to me once but he hasn't done anything like that since I returned, all he does is keep looking at him. what does he expects, should talk again?

I rested for sometime and then began to get ready. Again I didn't wished to wear saree however Janvi made me do it saying that I she wants me to look the best. As much as I listen to her, I don't think I ever listened to Siddhi.

For the next half hour, I sat still until she was done with my hair and makeup. I was not allowed to look in the mirror and so I was very desperate that I kept looking at the watch.

"It's done." She announced as I immediately turned to look in the mirror. I look beautiful.

"I hope at least now you are not going to ask me, how you look?" Janvi taunted, making me laugh. We then made our way out of my room, As soon I saw Varun, my heart melted. He looked so amazing in his black tuxedo.

"Done checking him out?" Janvi teased.

"I wasn't doing that. Moreover I would I? I'm trying to stay away from him." I said and went ahead. The moment I felt the cold breeze hit my body, I shivered. I wasn't expecting it to be so cold outside, also Janvi did my hair in such a way that they were on one side leaving my back open. I love this cold climate but I just hope I don't catch cold because of it. Excitedly I went towards mom and dad because I wanted to go with them but again Janvi didn't allow me to do that, she took my hand and made me sit inside Varun's car and that too next to him, whereas she sat on the back seat with Isha.

I leaned on the seat but it was too cold as well, so I sat straight and looked out of the window. It was already too cold outside yet Varun switched on the air conditioner, making it more difficult for me.vI was trying very hard to ignore Varun's presence there. I missed talking to him and now I really felt like doing it again but also I was trying to control myself.

"Are you ok Bhabhi?" Janvi asked.

"Just a bit cold." I replied and within no seconds felt the air conditioner turned off. I looked at Varun but as he was already looking at me, I turned my gaze. sensible!

Soon we reached our destination and I was the first one to go out. As I was wearing saree, it was sure that I was not going to carry Isha. Here I find it so difficult to walk, how am I going to carry her?

"Why didn't you talked to him?" Janvi asked.

"Because I don't want too. I don't want to get hurt again and again, I already made it clear to you, now if I'm going to try then it would be only if, Varun takes the initiative." I replied and took her with me. We got settled on a centre table waiting for Mom and Dad whereas, Varun went to talk with the relatives.

"Do you see that girl sitting over there?" Janvi said and gestured me to see at my right. There was a very pretty girl there, who was sitting alone.

"Yes. What about her?" I asked.

"She once proposed Varun." Janvi replied making me jealous now.

"And see there, the one in blue, She is the one who aunty wished Varun married after Tanvi bhabhi left us." Janvi said making me more angry and jealous now, as if I wasn't jealous already. I was thinking to make Varun jealous but here I'm the one who is jealous.

After sometime I saw Varun coming towards us and so I started looking into my phone. He came and sat next to me. great, how am I going to ignore him, if he stays this close to me?

"Do you want something to drink?" He asked, I knew he was talking to me but I still ignored it. Next thing I know was seeing a glass of orange juice in front of me and a glass of water in front of Janvi. how does he knows that I like Orange juice?

"Excuse me, I will just meet some of my friends and will be back soon." Janvi said and left. damn, I know she did this on purpose, I'm not going to stay here with him, I will leave too.

"Are we just going to pretend that we have nothing to talk about?" Varun asked the moment Janvi left.

"Are you just going to pretend that, you didn't say anything to me? Or you were not thinking about the divorce?" I asked as he immediately looked away from him. Did I made him angry? I'm sorry love.

"What do you want me to do Misha?" He asked.

"It's up to you. I'm ready with whatever decision you make, even if it is divorce." I replied as he looked away again.

"Is there anything we can do, other than Divorce?" He asked.

"Why not divorce? Are you thinking about Isha and how will she live?" I asked.

"Of course not. Misha, if there's a reason why I was thinking about Divorce then it was just because I want you to stay happy." He replied. he was thinking about Divorce? Isn't he thinking about it now?

"You were my happiness Varun, I loved you but still I would have been happy with friendship." I replied and saw his expression changed.

"You were?" He asked almost in a whisper. you were? what does he mean.

"I was your happiness, did that mean, now I'm not?" he asked. I didn't know if it was anger or jealousy or just a straight statement but I was happy that he asked me this question.

"If we are taking Divorce, I need to forget you Varun." I replied with a heavy heart. I know I can never do that even if I try. You just can't unlove someone so easily, it takes very major reason and Varun has never gave me any such reason to unlove him.

"Ok." He replied and went from there.

"What did you talk about?" Janvi asked as she came back.

"Why did you left me alone?" I asked her.

"Alone? you were with both Varun and Isha. Just tell me what did you talk about?" She asked.

"Nothing much but whatever we talked definitely gave me a reason to try again, one last time." I replied as she got very happy.

"I love you so much. I can't say how happy I'm." She said pulling my cheeks.

I wished Varun to make initiative and now that he has done that, I sense there's no harm to try again. The way he asked for a solution other than Divorce and the way his expressions changed when I talked about him being my happiness, it spoke volumes. I don't know if I will get what I want but I'm still going to try, if Varun is meant to be mine, he will be.

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