|| Only Look at Me || South Korea/ Im Yong Soo ||
Because who doesn't want a piece of Tae Yang's smexy ass!??? Seriously, Tae Yang~
This is a songfic of Tae Yang's Only Look at Me
Requested by JackieNavarro4
Uh...
It's been on my mind for a while
Got to let this off my chest
Before... it's too late
"I want to break up."
The sound of Im Yong Soo dropping his game console resounded loudly throughout the house.
"W-what!?"
"I want to break up," you repeated.
Yong Soo looked at you critically, his eyebrows furrowed. He was analyzing you, wondering why you wanted to break up with him so suddenly. Unless...
"Japan..."
A jolt ran up your spine, "he has nothing to do with this."
"He did, didn't he." Korea walks toward you, eyes darkening considerably.
"He did not," you repeat, denying his accusations vehemently.
"What did he tell you?" Korea has you pinned to the wall of your house. "I should have known, he's had his eyes on you since-"
"Do not make this about him or me, Yong Soo! This is about you!"
"You like him, don't you!? Tell me, how long have you been fucking?"
You throw a stack of polaroids into his chest, polaroids that depicted the man you loved so much with his hands intertwined with another girl, with his arms around her, with his lips on her. There were other, more intimate photos in there. But you didn't have the heart to look at all of it.
I can't let you go, you gotta let him go
I can't let you go, you gotta... listen.
"I can't believe I was such an idiot for trusting you."
His knees buckle, he wants to do something, say something to keep you from walking out. Walking out of that door, walking out of your home, walking out on your relationship, walking out of his life.
"(Name)," he manages to croak out just in time to see you about to leave, "please, don't do this, I-I love you, it was an accident. Please."
"Goodbye Yong Soo."
You open the door and step out into the sunlight, his eyes are momentarily blinded by ther sudden light but he sees it clearly, Japan's holding a car door open for you. You enter, your face a stone mask, then he sees Japan flash him a cheeky smile.
I've been telling you everyday I smile when I see you.
I've told you so many times
You're the love of my life.
In this world full of lies, in my nervous heart
The one thing I believe in is you.
Your cellphone rings with another text, you don't bother answering it. You know who it is.
"You should really get a new phone," Japan notes as your cellphone rings again.
"I would, but as you can see, I'm a broke freeloader."
Japan regard you silently, but not before pressing a brand new phone in your hands.
"Are you serious?"
"Yes."
"I can't take this," you try to give him his phone back but he shakes his head.
"It's yours now."
"But-"
"Your presence is enough for me. You can pay me by staying with me."
"Japan..."
He looks down on the floor, a fierce blush occupying his pale skin.
You only smile, giggling at his shy nature, "okay."
"Okay?"
"I'll stay with you, if you want."
And I hate that my heart sometimes wavers
Even today I get carried away by the world
And you get erased
"Hey."
"Hmm," Yong Soo flashes a half smile at the brunette beauty beside him.
"You're not paying attention to me," she pouts and for a moment his world stops. The way her lips jut out, how her eyebrows pull down, she reminds him of you. He's kissing her so suddenly, roughly, desperately, because in his mind, it's you who's sitting beside him.
"(Name)," he moans.
"I'm Yuri, you ass!"
Then his dream is shattered.
And tears are flooding his eyes.
"S-sorry," he flashes a cheeky grin.
"Man," she pouts, "who is this (Name)!"
He is silent for a second, "she was a princess, that I failed to save."
"Are you talking about your video games again?"
He pokes her cheeks, "well, duh."
"Jeez..."
He tunes out from her words because he turns to the sound of a bell ringing. He swears the cafe had become brighter because you entered. He's about to stand up but he sees the person beside you.
"Japan..."
"Hmm?"
Your hands are intertwined with his brother's.
Even if I cheat, don't you ever cheat, baby
Even if I forget you, don't you ever forget me, lady
If once in a while I don't contact you and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet another girl's gaze
Look only at me.
He tries to ignore the sight of your hands intertwined with his brother's and not his. His lips contort into a frown, he tries not to mind especially when you're sitting behind him. It's either you don't know he's there or that you don't acknowledge his presence, either way, you were preoccupied with his brother.
It was hard for him not to eavesdrop on your conversation. He couldn't help but overhear Japan's proposal.
"I've been with you for 2 years now, (Name)."
2 years, had it really been that long?
"J-Japan, what are you saying?"
"I-I'm saying that."
He hears a few women suddenly shriek in delight as Japan gets on one knee and presents you with a red little box. Yong Soo's eyes flashed dangerously.
"Will you marry me?"
You say that you spent all night waiting up for me
And with tears in your eyes "I think you changed."
So many nights you ask me to tell you
That my feeling are the same as when I first met you.
The party is in full swing and it is only then when you politely extricate yourself from your fiance's arm and head out into the balcony for a quick breath. You don't notice him.
"Hey."
You turn quickly, and there he is. In a formal suit, his hair slicked back, looking as handsome as the day you had first met him.
"Yong Soo."
"It's nice to see you again, (Name)."
"It has."
"How are you?"
"Fine."
Standing with him, you can't help but think of your failed relationship.
The times when you stayed up late, waiting for him to come home. But only then, he would come lumbering through, reeking of alchohol, ignoring you, making fun of you, hurting you. Every night, you would cry yourself to sleep, wishing to have the old him back, to love and be loved by him again.
"Really?"
You're taken aback by his words, "o-of course."
"Are you sure, you're not just- I don't know- using him?"
You are deeply insulted by his words, "excuse me?"
"You still love me right, (Name)?"
Taking a step back, you deliver a quick smack to his face. The blow is strong enough to keep his head turned and his cheek quickly turns red.
"Heh."
He returns the favor by giving you a rough kiss. He's pinned you to the railings of the balcony, tongue darting out and dominating your mouth. It happens so quickly you don't have time to react, but when you begin to struggle his hands move to your throat. His fingers close on it, cutting off your air.
"Your kimono is beautiful, (Name)," he whispers.
You're crying now and trying to scream or fight but his hold on your throat is too strong. Your face was beginning to turn blue from asphyxiation.
Your eyes lock and you can see all the emotiuons he has pent up in him. Regret, sadness, anger, lust, jealousy, and love. It is at the last minute that you understand.
Placing your hand on his face, you stop struggling and give him a sad smile as you mouth,
"You're right."
Then you fall limp in his hands. Yong Soo feels the corners of his mouth pull up slightly.
Because right now at the very end.
You were looking only at him.
Even if I cheat, don't you ever cheat, baby
Even if I forget you, don't you ever forget me, lady
If once in a while I don't contact you and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet
another girl's gaze
Look only at me.
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