if changbin told jisung and chan that he did not have a crush on felix.

he would be the biggest liar in the whole world.

the two boys have been hanging out constantly. felix staying over, cuddling and watching disney movies till it was two am. once they even went stargazing just because felix said he thought one of the stars were pretty.

the stars reminded changbin of felix. felix's freckles reminded him of the stars. in his mind, it was just felix, felix. and felix.

he couldn't help but love the way he smiled. the way he'd get flustered when changbin would call him cute pet names like, 'princess' or 'cutie'.

he wanted to be with felix. but it was too early. way to early.

changbin's last relationship had ruined him. the media had no knowledge that him and the mystery girl were dating. but a couple did, and one of those people was felix.

it made himself somewhat angry that he told felix. knowing the poor boy, he'd probably be thinking. 'no! changbinnie is straight and I have no chance!

but in reality, that wasn't the case.

changbin didn't want to get hurt again. he could not take that chance. but he didn't want to leave felix disappointed. knowing how felix was head over heels for him made everything worse.

it's either he kept himself safe from a broken heart.

or break felix's from his decision.

yoonminful - 4:12 pm