***Ethan in MM***

I would just wait until I am finished to post all the updates but since I took so long, I will just post as I write the chappies!

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please bear in mind, every story is not a fairytale and doesn't get a happy ending! This is real life, people make mistakes, not everyone is able to forgive and forget and life is tough! Get with it!

~~~~Quote of the Day~~~~~
Listening means taking a second to consider what's being said, not just hearing the words.
-who knows

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Quinn's P.O.V
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After thoughts of running into his arms evaded my mind, I tried to run back into the room and slam the door.

That failed. The door swung right back open.

Raelynn walked in with her arms folded and Bryce and Ethan followed behind.

I couldn't stop admiring.

Who am I fooling, there is a thin line between love and hate and I am standing on it.

He not only cut his hair but also darkened it and grew facial hair like Evan. Before they were both strikingly similar in looks but not so much anymore. He looks like a man with edge; brooding but sexy all in the same. His once bright blue eyes now seemed dark and dangerous.

His new look was doing things to me, I bite my lip.

"Quinn!" I feel someone shaking me. I turn to look at Rae, wondering when she got next to me.

Still being mad at her, I brush her hand off and move away.

"What? Why are you all here?" I ask distancing myself from them.

"Because you two need to talk and I don't see you both doing it on your own! It's about time you two has this out and get it together." Rae explains looking tired.

But not caring, I respond. "You mean for us to get it together like you got it together as my sister? As my best friend? Yeah ok Rae, talk is cheap and as of right now, your words can't even buy a roll of toilet paper in this room! So just leave and take them with you!" I shake my head, I am beyond disappointed in her.

I look at her and she's looking at me with wide eyes.

"So are you leaving or are you just going to stand there and look at me like you're stupid?" I ask her.

"Quinn chill out!" Bryce but in!

"Ummhhh excuse you? Last time I checked your were not invited here, so I am still trying to figure out who asked for your two cents?" I snap.

Rae starts to cry and runs from the room and Bryce shakes his head disapprovingly at me before running after her.

I turn to look at Ethan and he's just still standing there but then starts to walk towards me.

My breath catches on my throat as he comes closer. He stops and stands in front of me looking me in the eye.

We stare at each other for a while and he runs his thumb along my cheek causing me to lean into his touch automatically. I close my eyes waiting for his lips to meet my own but pop them back open as I feel his touch being removed.

He sits down and I instantly reprimand myself for giving in so easily.

"Ethan, you need to go!" I say in shallow breaths.

He shakes his head no.

"Sit down Quinn, we need to talk. This conversation has been avoided for far too long." He looks at me and pat the seat next to him.

I think about it but opt to take the seat across from him so that I could be further away.

Ok I lied, I did it so that I would have the full view of him to admire him.

"Ok, I'm listening, so talk." I gesture for him to start.

"I know you're tired of hearing this but I'm sorry. I love you Quinn, so damn much. This world means nothing to me without you in it, for the past couple of weeks, I have just been wasting away; slowly dying with the thought of how much I love you. There will and can be no other you. I know I messed up and I'm only human, it's bound to happen at some point. I know I messed up big time but I really hope you can forgive me, even if not enough to be with me, then I hope enough to be my friend. I can't lose you Quinn, I just can't." He tells me.

I look everywhere else but at him.

In my head I started doing the dance and singing the song I saw on vine yesterday.

Why you lying, why you always lying, omyyyygod stop the freaking lying.

I slightly chuckle to myself when I picture the Japanese guy singing it but then remember this is time to be serious.

"Ethan, answer two questions for me. Ok?" I ask him.

"Anything Quinn." He confirms.

"Is Me...me... Ughhh" I say frustrated not being able to get our Meghan's name because I don't want to cry in front of him.

I try again.

"Is 'THOT' pregnant?" I ask with emphasis. Maybe I have been on too many social media since I have been bored with nothing else to do.

"Who?" He asks confused.

"You know who, your so called 'mistake', is she pregnant?"

He sighs but nods to confirm.

"Yeah she is." He responds.

It's like my heart is breaking all over again. Hearing it from him is like a punch in the chest itself.

But I try not to fall apart, not yet.

"Was she in the Hamptons with you?" I ask my second question, already know the answer. I guess I just like to tear my own heart apart.

He looks at me apprehensively. "Yeah she was but Quinn I can explain."

I held my hand up.

"No need. That's all I needed to know." I was to the door holding it open for him. "I said I had two questions, you answered them, now it's time for you to go!"

"Baby-"

"Don't Ethan, just get out. I love you but I hate you at the same time. I wish I could forgive you but I'm hurting too much right now to even think about it. Just go!"

"Quinn just let me-"

"No! I said to leave! Now go!" He stands there looking at me before going through the door but as soon as I am closing it, he stops me and reaches into his pocket. He hands me a envelope and before I know what he's doing, he pulls me to him and attacks my lips as soon as I start to enjoy it he pulls away.

"Quinn you weren't listening to me to understand, you only listened to respond. But just know, there can never be another you and I can't exist without you. I love you forever." He kiss my lips more gently once more and then my forehead!

"Goodbye Quinn!" He smiles.

"Why are you smiling?" Is this a joke to him I wonder.

He laughs a little but tears start calling at the same time from his eyes.

"I'm smiling because everyone know you should always smile when you tell someone you love goodbye, because it may just be the last time you see them." He tells me before heading back out the door but not before he said "You'll be forever and I'll be always. Forever and always!"

With that he was gone.

I stare down at the envelope and his handwriting was on the front "Goodbye my forever girl" was written on it.

At the thought of the word 'goodbye' I lost it!

I threw the vase off the table and fall to the ground crying.

This is the end.

We have officially come to the end of the road.

Maybe the end of this road will be my new beginning, I thought trying to encourage myself, but it didn't help.

But I didn't tell him goodbye.

If I said goodbye, it would be a chabre we would never say hello again

So why didn't I?

Because I know as well as everyone else that you never say goodbye if you still want to try.

I guess Ethan doesn't.

But then again I didn't really listen did I? Now I don't even know if I'm being stupid or being hurt?

I look at the envelope still in my hand. Maybe I should just see what's inside.

But then I look at the mess I just made, uuummhh how about I clean this up and get myself together before I take myself on another emotional roller coaster?

Yup! That's exactly what I'll do.

~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~
Well???

Its overrrrrrrr lol

Goodbye Ethan! Good riddance lol

Quinn needs to get it together now and get with Preston ;)