Shantel and Wesley in MM!

This is their farewell :(

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SHANTEL'S P.O.V.

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I still can't believe Evan!

My head was now pounding and my eyes dry from crying too much.

I see I am a delusional girl right now thinking a man loves her when he truly doesn't!

How could that be anyways, like where did I get the signals crossed?

Not when he would lie to Bryce and Ethan and fly here to see me?

Not when we would make love and he would hold me in his arms while I slept?

Not when he gave me this bracelet that I never take off?

Not when no one was at the house and he made a candlelight dinner for me in the garden?

Not when he told me he would never hurt me and would always protect me? But then again, that was before I gave him the cookie.

But seriously, at what point did I become a delusion and obsessed female, loving a man incapable of love?

I love him so much, something I shouldn't have done, but I couldn't control it no matter how hard I tried after everyone kept warning me.

Was it his eyes? He smooth words? His tender touches? Electrifying caresses? Sweet kisses?

I don't even know anymore, all I know is that I am in love with Evan Alexander Radley and he doesn't love me back.

This is so unfair to Wesley. I feel like I am in a love triangle. Wesley loves me, I love Evan and Evan loves Cara or maybe no one but himself.

I sigh rubbing my stomach as it rumbles.

"Mommy is sorry baby!" I apologize for not remembering to eat because my mind has not been in the right place since earlier with everything that happened.

The word "mommy" coming from my mouth inregards to myself sounds so weird but I better get used to it.

I check my phone for the last time wondering it Evan would ever call me and tell me it was all a joke.

There was only a text from West but I didn't feel like facing him yet even though I soon would have to.

I take out a tub of ice cream and all the other things I've been craving and put them together.

"Yuck! This pregnancy stuff is nasty but I won't question what my child wants to eat." I mumble out loud.

"Mmh" I say after taking one bite of all the things I whipped up. It's actually pretty good.

I walk back to the bedroom and lay the tray on the bedside table with the small bottle of salt making myself comfortable once again in the silence of the room.

I am going to miss Bryce and the entire family and the kids but I just can't be around Evan anymore. It was basically as if he called me a whore because he wanted me to leave Wesley and be only his but then he could never commit to me, so I refused. I know Wesley didn't deserve that, but he gave me the things that Evan couldn't or should I say wouldn't. And Evan made my body and heart come alive in ways Wesley couldn't. I just couldn't choose. I wanted it all.

Evan was right. I am a whore. I am not family. I am nothing and no one.

How can I face them all after what I did?

What would Elena think of me? I know Bryce begged me to stay but deep down I saw the disappointment in his eyes.

After everything thing they did for me, I repay them with disappointment and a rift in their family.

I don't deserve them.

I know I told them I was leaving and not to come after me and I meant it. I need to figure my life out and get my head on straight.

People might think I am crazy, but when I told Evan I was pregnant, I really wanted him to ask if it was his child, I really wanted him to want me, to be with me, to be a family.

I just felt that even if he didn't love me, I could love me for the both of us as long as I had him.

I really am delusional.

He made it clear he doesn't want me and just used me for his own guilty pleasures.

It makes me sick thinking about how I allowed myself to be used.

Is that how Tatty felt with Tomars dad? Am I following in my sisters misguided footsteps?

I wipe away the tears as they fall.

I plan on going back after I have cleaned my life up. After I am over Evan and I can make them proud of me again.

Right now, I need to talk to Wesley and then figure my next move.

He still doesn't know that I am pregnant with his child.

But today is the day I tell him. And if he decides he doesn't want me or his child, I will accept it as my karma and move along.

I have enough savings set aside from working for Bryce here in the Atlanta office after school. It should be enough to get me set up in an apartment somewhere until I get a job.

It sounds simple but I know it will be hard. I hope Wesley forgives me and we are able to work it out.

I promise that if we can work it out, I will try my hardest to love him with every available piece of me even if my heart belongs to someone else.

I hear the front door open and close and then footsteps coming towards the bedroom door. No sooner does West walks in with a bright smile on his face.

"Hey babe! What are you doing here? Thought you were at home because you weren't feeling go-". He stops talking once he looks at my face.

" Shantel what's wrong?" The smile has now been replaced with a deep frown. He looks me over and to the bedside table at my tray and his frown deepens.

He rubs his hands together, something he does when he's thinking.

I watch as his arms flex, pulling the sleeves of his sweater that was already rolled further up his arms. His tattoos becoming visible and his body oozing of sex appeal.

West may not have my heart but I do have love for him and I am very attracted to him. I alway feel safe and protected with him. Our dates are like no other, unlike Evan who kept us private, it was always fun being out with West who would show me off and make me feeling like one in a million and treasured. He always makes me smile and we have the best conversations.

I think at one point I was starting to fall for him but then it never happened because Evan started flying here and becoming somewhat possessive, and to be honest I loved it, I craved any attention he would give me. I started spending less time with West and more time with Evan.

And now here I am.

Family-less, a broken heart and hanging on the my relationship by a thin thread.

I just hope Wesley doesn't leave me and his child.

I won't lie to him but I don't think I can tell him the full truth of everything that happened with Evan and I. He would be sure to leave and not look back.

Like I said, I may not be in love with him, but I do love him and the last thing I want is to see him hurting like I am right now.

It won't be lying, it will just be omission of the truth.

God forgive me but I am a sinner who's gonna sin again.

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Wesley's P.O.V.

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I just left work and texted my girl before to see if she's feeling better and wanted to hang out with me today?

But she hasn't responded. I guess home it is, to have a lonely night since all of my friends are too busy tonight to hang.

I run my hands though my waves as I stop at the stop light.

Shantel has been really distant for a while but it has only been worst since the wedding.

I kinda have an idea as to why but I would rather it not be true, so I never brought it up.

I know she loves me as much as I love her, she wouldn't do anything to jeopardize us, I treat her better than any other man ever could. Well except for Bryce, that man has money, he can buy her anything she needs. I can't compete with that but everything else I can give her. I treat her like a queen, she deserves nothing else, she's already been through enough in this life.

My boss has been waiting for my decision about me taking the promotion to be a manager in the Canada office since I've been interning with them for 3 years and now have my bachelors degree. They felt since I already know the ropes, it would be a great opportunity for me.

I keep asking him for an extension on my decision because Shantel has yet to give me an answer and I don't want to leave without her.

But now if I don't make a decision by tomorrow, the offer will be passed on to someone else.

I don't just expect Shantel to pack up her life and leave in the snap of a finger. So I totally understand if she doesn't want to. I'll stay for her, I'm sure another offer like that will come again in another couple of years.

HONK!!

I look in my rear view mirror and mugg the person behind me as if they could see me before I drove off from the light which was now green.

I pull into the parking lot of my apartment complex and turn the car off just laying back in my seat.

Not really feeling like being alone again tonight, I look at my phone and see that Shantel still hasn't responded to me. I do however have 4 messages.

Amber: I miss u (Naked pic)

I instantly delete it. Asia was some girl I messed with freshman year wouldn't take a hint.

Sky: Are we ever going to finish what we started ;)

Sky: So you're just going to ignore me like nothing happened?

I delete those as well.

I know I said I know Shantel wouldn't do anything to jeopardize us but I sure did. This girl just caught me in a moment of weakness, I mean I knew she liked me but I didn't think she would make a move or I wouldn't have had put myself if that situation.

I was just tired of Shantel never being around. Sky invite me over to chill with her one night and her friends. We were playing "Never had I ever" for shots and the next thing I know she had her tongue down my throat and we were in her room. I tried to stop her but I guess I really didn't try because it was after she gave me oral and I busted a nutt that I pushed her away and left.

The guilt has been eating me ever since. I could blame Shantel for never being around or not being there for me but in the end its all about me and lacking self control.

I want to tell her but I know she will leave me for sure.

Whitney: Congrats on your promotion little Brother! See you soon. Love you.

Wondering how my sister knows and I haven't even accepted yet?

My brother-in-law who has a big mouth works at same engineering firm with me.

I get out of my car locking it and heading to the stairs to my apartment on the 2nd floor.

I open my door and notice the living room light is on. I instantly smile. That only means one thing.

Shantel!

She must be feeling better and used the key I gave her.

I look around and realize that she must be in the bedroom, and I smile brighter thinking about the surprise that might be waiting on me. This must have been the reason why she didn't respond to me.

"Hey babe! What are you doing here? Thought you were at home because you weren't feeling go-". I say as I stop in the doorway running my eyes up from the her legs to her little cheetah print shorts, to her midriff grey Zara sweatshirt. She was leaning on one arm and biting her finger nervously with her hair piled on top of her head. I stop talking after I realize her eyes are puffy and red. She's been crying.

"Shantel what's wrong?" I frown trying to figure out what's wrong with her. I look her over once more to make sure shes not hurt. I notice the tray next to her and frown even more at the contents.

My mind starts running a mile per minute. I'm not dumb, never that. And if my mind is telling me what I think it is then it would explain a lot.

"Strawberry cheesecake ice cream, ketchup, cucumbers, olives, mushrooms, tomatoes and salt?" I list out what I see mixed together as I take a closer look. Damn that shit looks nasty.

I look at her and she hasn't said anything, she's just still sitting there looking nervous.

"Shantel you pregnant?" I ask. She looks at me and I see a tear escape her eye.

I sit next to her and pull her into my lap. She puts her arms around my neck and buries her face into my neck.

"Westley I'm sorry! I didn't mean to get pregnant! Please dont hate me" She sobs.

I rub her back and smile.

"Shhhh baby, it will be OK!"

Did she really think it's her fault she's pregnant?

It takes two to make a baby.

I am just as much to blame if not more.

See, I've been witnessed a change in her and I felt like I was losing her. I love Shantel, she's it for me and I don't ever plan on letting her go. I will admit that I panicked that I would lose her and went out trying to get her pregnant. After I realized that I was just panicking and she never said anything about being pregnant, I just assumed it never worked but I never regretted doing it.

So I surely don't regret her being pregnant now. It just means she's mine and all mine.

" I could never hate you Shantel, if anything I love you more. Were gonna be a family." I pull her face to me and hold her chin. "Hey, you're carrying a piece of the both of us inside you." I run my hand across her stomach and feel the bulge that I've never notice.

" I have to ask you something though and I need you to be honest with me. OK?" I ask her.

She nods.

"What's up with you and Evan? And please don't lie to me I've seen the two of you looking at each other many times and those were some heated gazes!"

"West I'm sorry!" More tears stream from her face.

Shit. I guess it was wishful thinking on my part where I thought she wouldn't do anything.

"What did you do Shantel?"

"We messed around." Her voice wavers.

"How many times Shantel?"

"More than once!" Well damn. And to think I was giving her the world and she wasn't satisfied.

She couldn't even give me a number which means more than a handful times two.

"Are you sure it's my baby?" I ask gripping her side. It better be.

"Yes, I'm sure. You're the father West!" I let go a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

If it wasn't my baby I think still would love her and claim the baby as my own. She's mine and I screwed up too.

I always knew that bastard was up to something. I've always seen him looking at me as if the looks in his eyes could kill whenever I would kiss Shantel or hug her. I just always thought he was protective. Now I realize it was jealousy.

Did he really think she was his or would leave me for him?

I knew Shantel was attracted to him. I've seen them give each other sneaking touches, but tried not to believe it. I became paranoid a little while after because she started giving him more attention, always running off on our dates claiming Evan was in town and had emergencies and needed her.

For safety measures, I figured if she was pregnant I wouldn't have to worry.

I smile. Now I don't have to worry. I can't wait to see that bastards face when he finds out she's having my baby.

"I wanna go to Canada with you."

"I'm glad you chose that. I'm mad but this will be an opportunity for us to start fresh. What about your family?"

"I won't be seeing them anymore for a long while. I told them about the baby and I didn't go too well!"

I nod!

No more Evan, life just got better.

"I'm really sorry West! I hope you can forgive me!"

"I know you are and I forgive you! I know it was a mistake and he just manipulated you and exploited you being niave. Lets just put it all behind us, we all make mistakes.We'll make a doctors appointment and then we can arrange to move." I kiss her forehead. "I love you Shantel!"

"I love you too Wesley!"

I smile looking into her eyes. We'll be together forever and I'm going to be a daddy. A new start far away will make everything better. I can't wait.

I kiss her and pull back looking at her blushing.

MINE!

******Author's Note*******

Wesley P.o.v????

He's not so innocent himself?

Is he obsessed with Shantel or just really in love?? I can't tell.

Shantel didn't tell him she loves Evan and not him????

WILL YOU MISS THEM??

For those who didn't want Shantel and Evan together, you WIN!

I will miss Shantel :(