She was love
she was attitude
she was strength
wrapped in beauty
she was the type of woman who struck fear in the hearts of weak men
she was the type of woman only a strong man could adore - r.h sin
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My eyes open in a matter of milliseconds when I hear footsteps. I try to get up but I feel weight on me and then I realize Roman is beside me.

He's got his hand over me hugging me and I start panicking. Oh no, no, no. The door knob is moving and I'm thinking its Emma. I want to scream but I'm too scared to even move.

"Roman!" I whisper harshly, he groans but doesn't open his eyes. I finally have the ability to move and I put his hand off me. He doesn't wake up and I immediately hide under the bed.

My heart is racing and I feel myself panicking more by the second. I hear loud knocking on the door, "Romaannnn." Dean screams, I sigh relieved it's just Dean. The knocking gets louder and I feel Roman move.

He groans loudly and gets up from the bed. "What do you want, Dean?" He says in a sleepy voice that sends chills down my spine, literally. "You disappeared last night!" Dean says walking in, I feel him sitting on the bed which goes lower.

"Yeah, I was with. . ." Romans voice trails off and I feel my face blush, "With Paige, right?" Dean says in a teasing tone. "N-no, what makes you think that?" Roman says taking a seat on a chair in front of the chair, I can see his boots from here.

"Dude, Paige just disappeared out of nowhere and so did you. Also last night I kept trying to get in the room but I couldn't cause it was locked, I forgot my key in here and I was knocking but you didn't reply."

Roman clears his throat, "I was just really drunk I didn't hear you, sorry mate." He says, "It's fine. I slept in Seths room, his roommate was somewhere else. Don't try to change the subject though, did you leave with, Paige?"

Oh no, here he goes mentioning me again. "No. I already told you." Roman says this time in a more convincing voice. "You're full of shit, Roman." Dean says, "Paige is a good friend of mine, I could ask her if she was with you but she would deny it."

"Oh." Roman says in a hurting tone, "So is that a yes?" Dean asks, I can feel him move on the bed, "Yeah. She was with me, but please don't tell no one. Not even Aj. Paige wouldn't want people to know she was with me."

"Why not?" He asks, "I don't know. I think I'm not good enough for her. Maybe she's ashamed of me." Roman says, does he really think that? "Are you serious? I can tell she likes you."

"I think she likes me too but she doesn't want people to know. She says it's because of .." He trails off again and I know what he's about to say, but he doesn't, "Of something but I don't know. She's confusing as hell man, she drives me crazy and I can't stop thinking about her."

Dean chuckles, "It's love man. Don't try to understand Paige because you never will. I've been dating Aj for a while and I still can't understand her. Women are hard to understand, they're a pain in the ass but they're also the best pain in the ass."

Roman laughs, "Yeah. I guess it's true." Dean sits up from the bed, "So what did you guys do?" Dean asks, "Well, we talked, I said some stuff and she said some stuff. Then she brought me here because I was so drunk."

"Here? As in the room? Did you two fuck?" I can technically feel Dean smirk and I feel myself blushing again. "No! Of course not." Roman says, "Was it good? I bet it was. Gotta tell Seth you finally got to bone."

"Dean, shut up. We didn't have sex, I swear. Okay? She just brought me and then left." Okay good, he doesn't remember that very embarrassing moment we had. "Okay sure sure, I won't tell a soul. I might tease Paige about it though."

"Don't you dare, I told you we didn't have sex." Roman says getting up, "Alright, okay. Well I'm about to head downstairs. Are you coming or are you going to look for little vampire?" He chuckles and I hear Roman sigh, "I'm going to take a shower because I stink and my head is killing me and no I'm not looking for Paige, also please don't call her a vampire."

"She is a vampire although I bet she wasn't sucking blood last night, I bet she was sucking something else." He laughs, "Okay that's it Dean, out." I hear Roman open the door and Dean leaves laughing.

When he's out I see Romans clothes fall on the floor. I start to feel the need to sneeze because of the dust under the bed, he begins to walk to the bathroom when I can't hold on the sneeze.

I cover my mouth and nose and only a small noise comes out, Roman freezes when he's at the door. I hold my breath so he won't even hear me breathing. I'm terrified he's going to look under the bed any minute but he doesn't after a few seconds the walks in the bathroom and starts he shower.

I slowly get out from under the bed and wipe the dust off my white jeans which aren't white anymore. I then open the door and get out, when I get out I walk really fast making sure no one sees me walking out of his room.

"Paige?" I freeze when I hear Emma's voice. "Yes?" I say turning around, "What the fuck is your problem?" She says, I feel the blood drain out of my body. Did she see me walk out of his room? "What- what do you mean?"

"What do you mean what do I mean? You left me yesterday! And took my car. Then I called and texted like a thousand times and you didn't even reply." She crosses her arms over her chest and she looks mad.

"I'm sorry Emma, I really didn't feel good. I tried to look for you but you weren't around. And my phone-" shit, where is my phone?

"Well I don't know." I say feeling my cheeks blush. "Like I understand but next time tell someone at least. I was looking for you like crazy."

"I'm sorry Emma, I really am. I'm so sorry." I hug her and I'm not even apologizing for leaving her, I'm apologizing for liking Roman. I'm apologizing for wanting Roman.

"It's fine." She says, "I'm just really sorry. I never want to upset you, ever." I hug her closer and she finally hugs me back, "Paige, it's fine. It's just that you worried me."

I pull away sadly, "Why are you still dressed? Where were you last night?" I take a deep breath and few my knees tremble. "I fell asleep in your car. I was trying to find the floor we stayed in because for some reason even though I didn't drink I can't remember where we stay." Another lie. I hate lying to her.

She doesn't look too convinced but she doesn't question me, "Why are you here?" I ask, she looks disappointed and answers, "Roman ditched me last night."

"Oh!" I say trying to act surprised, "Yeah I was going to look for him but it's not worth it. I think Seth said this was his floor but I'm not sure. Want to go eat breakfast?" She says and I nod my head rapidly, "Let me just change clothes and take a quick shower."

We walk to the elevator and head down two floors below where our room is at. I don't know if Emma believes my lies but I hope she does. I don't like lying but lying is better than hurting her with he truth.