I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.

~

His eyes widened like a saucer seeing her sitting on the floor with a bottle of wine in her hands.She giggled looking at him whereas he ran towards her and snatched the bottle from her hands.

"What the hell are you doing? You are fucking Insane preeta"He was hell angry at her.

Preeta blinked her eyes sitting straight and gulped her saliva before realising his words.He was being harsh again.She was just drinking that too she had only 10 sips and he just took it away from her.

"Ha mein pagal hu, tumhe kya hai? Give it to me"She argued trying to take it from him.

"Stand up.Utho pehle"He said holding her arm and she shook her head in no.

"I won't listen to you.Tum jao yaha se.Kyu aaye tum? Mujhe rote hue dekhne aaye ho?"She questioned, furiously.

"Shut up Preeta.utho jaldi"He said forcefully holding her and made her sit on the bed.

She jerked his hand and sat away from him.He glared at her and kept the bottle aside.

"Tum jao yaha se.Mujhe nahi baat karni hai tumse.You are bad.Too bad"She said plucking her lower lip out as tears gathered in her eyes.

"Mein bura hu? Seriously? Tum ye kya kar rahi thi?"He asked standing infront of her.

"Mein kuch bhi karu, jiyu ya Maru.Tumhe kya hai.Tum mujhe pyaar nahi karte na toh don't ask me anything and I hate you too"She said with tears but quickly wiped them not wanting to show him.

"Stop it Preeta.Kuch bhi mat bolo.Tell me why were you drinking?"He asked her seriously.

"Mein nahi bataungi.Bilkul bhi nahi bataungi.Tum jao yaha se.Ye sorry bhi tumhare liye nahi hai"Saying she hiccuped and started to throw the petals on the floor while crying and ruined the bedsheet.

Karan was hell confused.The room and her attire signed him something else but he didn't want to think about it right then.

"Kuch bhi nahi hai tumhare liye.Meine tumhare liye nahi banaya tha ye.I hate you.Tum bohot bure ho.Tumne bohot sataya mujhe.Mein sorry kehti rahi lekin tumne suni hi nahi.Mein kitni koshish ki fir bhi tum mujhse gussa the, meine kaha tha ki mein fir kabhi waisa nahi karungi.Tum bohot bure ho"She cried looking at him in anger.

Whereas Karan stood close to her and wiped her tears but she jerked his hands away.He frowned but held her through shoulder.She again pushed his hand away and looked away from him.

"Ok I am sorry.Now look at me"He said not able to see her red eyes and tears this time.she looked so broken.

"Nahi.I hate you.Tum mujhse baat nahi karna chahte na toh mat karo.Mujhe maaf karna nahi chahte na.Meine crime Kiya hai right.Mein kitni bhi koshish Karu tum maaf mat karo.Lekin mere marne ke baad to karoge na kyu ki mein aise nahi ji sakti Karan"She screamed at last causing Karan to get shock listening to her.

"Stop it.Tum kuch mat bolo.Just sit quiet.You are drunk"He said closing her mouth with his palms.

"Tum chup raho.Mein nahi rahungi.Mein nahi reh sakti aise.Tumhe mujhse dur rehne mein accha lagta hai kya? 8 days.It's been eight days you are not talking ro me.Aur tumhe ye normal lagta hai? Haa hui mujhse galti aur meine accept bhi kiya, maafi bhi mangi na? I was insecure because I love you that much.Mein nahi dekh sakti tumhe kisi aur ke saath tum kuch bhi socho.I agree I over reacted but meine kaha na ki mein fir kabhi waise nahi karungi"She looked at him as tears cascade down her eyes like a river while sharing her pain.

"I know.Now stop cry.."

"Noo! shut up and listen to me"She interrupted while looking at him being hurt and wiped her tears.

"Tum Jo bhi punishment dete na mein kar leti lekin nahi.Tumne mujhe ignore Kiya, woh bhi ek nahi do nahi bohot din keliye.Mujhse baat nahi ki thik se, bimar thi toh baat karne lage lekin woh bhi thik se nahi.Meine kitni baar sorry kaha tumse lekin tum toh maan hi nahi rahe.Koi itna sorry bulvata hai kya?"She twitched her lips downwards and wiped her cheeks with a wry face.

His heart ached seeing her face.He held her face and shook his head in no.

"Chodo mujhe.Abb kyu touch kar rahe ho.Kitne dino se tumne mujhe ek hug bhi nahi kiya.Kaise reh sakte ho tum aise? I can't live like this.I am scared.I am guilty.I am repenting for my mistake.Is it not enough?"She yelled in frustration and pushed him through his shirt.

"I said sorry na.I forgive you.Let's forget that.Okay"He said and she looked at him wiping her face.Her eyes shined.

But again she made a crying face thinking what if he was trying to console her right now and behave like before the next morning like he did once.She can't tolerate if he does like that.Picking up the pillow she looked at him.

"Nahi,tum jhoot bol rahe ho.Tum fir kal mujhse gussa hoge aur rudely baat karoge"She complained shaking her head with tears and threw a pillow at him in anger.

"I won't.I promise"He said catching the pillow and shook his head.But she still didn't bulge.

"I won't believe karan.Tum bas mujhe fir se dantoge, gussa karoge, ignore karoge.I know and I won't listen to you"she cried hard remembering his behaviour in last few days.Her heart was still paining.

"Babydoll"He called her sweetly and she twitched her lips downwards listening to him.Listening to that word from his mouth made her heart shine.she sobbed and immediately hugged his trouse feeling overwhelmed.

"I am sorry Karan.Please don't stop talking to me.Please don't ignore me.Mein nahi reh sakti tumhare bina.I cannot bear your silence.I love you so much.Mein mar jaunga tum fir se waise karoge toh.Please forgive me.Agar tum kahoge toh mein tumhare friend se bhi maafi mang lungi.I am sorry for hurting you.I am guilty.I am so ashamed of myself for doing that.I won't repeat again.I will trust you always"She said snuggling his his stomach while crying hard.

He held her close and made her look at him.He felt bad.Really bad listening to her words.Here he was busy in making her repent and she was getting hurt day by day.He realised he took it for long which was breaking them apart unknowingly.

"I am sorry.I love you"She sluttered still crying in his embrace like a baby.

"Tum marne ki baat karogi toh maafi vaps le lunga"He warned remembering her words.

"I am sorry"She shook her head and nodded in no.

"Then Stop saying that and I forgive you babydoll trust me"He said kissing her forehead and smiled at her.She pouted with tears and smiled listening to him.

"Phele tum ruku mein lemonade leke aata hu tumhare liye"He said but she stopped holding his hand.

"Nahi.I am fine, meine bas thodi pi hai dekho"She pointed towards the bottle.

"Fir bhi tumhe chadi hai, so now let me bring you a lemonade.Tab tak tum ye dress change Karo.Why are you wearing this?"He questioned eyeing her from top to bottom.

The dress had slit in the middle and he could see her bare legs.Not to forget her deep neckline.He didn't care to observe it at first but he gulped down his throat now realising her features.She looked too hot to resist.

Preeta's eyes widened listening to him.She looked around the room and remembered what she had planned for them.She scolded herself for ruining everything.Her surprise was already ruined.

Why the hell I got drunk!

Her concise scolded her and she gulped before standing up.He was waiting for her answer.

"Shit! Mei..mein na tumhare liye surprise kiya tha.Lekin sab kharab kar diya mein.I always do this.Tum jaldi kyu nahi aaye? See meine sab kharab kardiya.Sab tumhari wajeh se hua.Mein kitne aache se decorate Kiya tha humare first night keliye"She said twitching her lips while looking at the petals on the floor and some sprawled on the bed.

"What?"he got the biggest shock of his life.It can't be what he was thinking.She literally decorated the room for that? He couldn't believe his own eyes.He was flabbergasted.

Preeta turned towards him and pouted sadly.

"Haa, dekho candles.It was looking so beautiful.And see meine tumhare liye kya pehna hai.How is it?"She asked standing close to him while biting her lips feeling shy.

"Preeta you can't be serious! Tum yahi raho mein lemonade leke aata hu"He ignored her words.She didn't know how much it was affecting his senses.She can't give him hopes when she was all drunk and talking which she can never talk in her senses.

"Karann! I am serious.Meine hi kiya hai sab humare liye.Tumhe aacha nahi laga kya? Wait mein candles lagati hu"She was about to move away from him that he caught her arm pulling her towards him.

"You are not going anywhere.Mein lemonade leke aata hu and we will talk then"He said closing his eyes and thought to clean this mess as soon as possible.She was messing his mind.

But she smiled cheekily and lifted her head to lean towards his face.He wanted to move back but stood rooted noticing her actions.she smelled wine and he felt intoxicated.

"Pre..Preeta"He sluttered closing his eyes as his breath ragged at her bold move.

She smiled kissing his neck and rubbed her nose heading towards the north to face him.He lifted his eye lids and looked at her.

Looking into his eyes she kissed his stubble chin followed by his cheeks.He took a sharp breath and gulped his saliva.Her eyes stared his lips for a good amount of time and she leaned to kiss his lips.

But he instantly moved back causing her to frown.His breath laboured and he stared at her before turning and walked out of the room.

Preeta pouted but soon smiled and followed him.He can't push her away like this.She knew what she was doing.She was in her senses but alcohol was making her bold and initiative.

She peeked inside the kitchen and looked at him standing leaning to the slab while thinking something.A sheepish smile adorned her lips and she entered inside to make him startle.

"Tum kya kar rahi ho yaha?"he asked panicking specially seeing the smile on her face.

"Kyu mein nahi aa sakti tumhare paas? Mere husband ke paas"She frowned and stood in front of him.

Karan was hell nervous.The first time when she was drunk she did wonders and he was scared of her beautiful smile.This time he too was loosing his senses looking at her.She looked like she was seducing him and he was not ready to take that.

"Preeta"he shook his head telling her not to come closer.But she already forwarded her hand and placed on either side of him while grinning.

"Preeta please.First of all go and change you dress"He groaned turning his face away from her not able to see her revealing neck and cleavage.

"Kyu mein tumhe acchi nahi lag rahi hu? Meine ye dress tumhare liye hi pehna hai for our first night"she acted to get shy and giggled leaning towards him.

He shut his eyes and held her shoulders.That word was enough for him to imagine many sinful thoughts.But he composed himself taking a deep breath and made her stand away from him.

She made a cry baby face and looked at him angrily.He was ignoring her, again.

"Tum mujhe fir se ignore kar rahe ho"She accused him cutely.

"I am not"he replied taking a glass to prepare lemonade for her.He can't tolerate more 'first night' words from her pretty mouth.

"You are, tum mujhse dur ja rahe ho.Tumne mujhe huggie nahi diya hai, kissy bhi nahi kiya hai.Aur jab mein karna chahti hu toh dur ja rahe ho.You are a bad husband"She complained holding his hand from behind.

"And,Do you think you are a good wife?"He questioned back ignoring her kisses and hugs while preparing the lemonade for her.

"Haa, I am a good wife, too good"She nodded giving him serious expressions.

"Really? Then drink this and prove me"He turned towards her and forward the glass.

"Noo"She shook her head in no while biting her lips.

"Preeta"he glared at her.

"Arey mein toh good wife hu lekin tum good husband nahi ho.Tumhe bhi prove karna chahiye na"She said, shifting closer to him.

"Mujhe kya karna hai?"He questioned furrowing his eyebrows placing the glass aside.

"You"saying she lifted her hands and sensually slid them around his neck locking her fingers behind his neck.

He breathed against her face and stared at her lips forming a smile.He closed his eyes feeling her soft chest against his.

That was not enough for his heartbeat to raise, her next words shook him to the core testing his patience level.

"You should make love to me"She whispered in his ear and blushed harder while lowering her eyes.

He clenched his fists and that was enough for him to get hard.He could feel her sweet scent and her fragile body against his.

"Make love to me karan"She said kissing below his ear and he didn't knew when he grabbed her waist and clutched her soft skin.

"Preeta"he groaned holding her close and nuzzled his nose and neck in a hurry controlling his awakening desires.

Her breath ragged and she could feel him so close to her like before.She clutched his hair and moaned softly when he bit her neck.

"Ahh"she whined pressing herself more against him and he grabbed her ass kissing and biting her neckline hungrily.

"Fuck Preeta"He whispered breathing hard when he found a knot of her robe.He quickly pulled the knot without thinking twice in the heat of the moment and lifted his head to look at her.

Her lips were parted and her breathing was heavier.She looked so tempting.He leaned towards her sweet lips and attacked them like he was starving to taste them.

She moaned arching her neck back while gripping his shirt trying to kiss him back with a equal passion.He swallowed her moan and entered his tongue inside her mouth while closing his eyes feeling bliss.

How much he missed kissing those lips.How badly he craved to feel her in his embrace and right now how badly he wanted to ravish her in each possible way.

The way she said to make love to her ruined his senses and he lost every sanity left in him.He was hungry for her and she herself offered the treat.How can he say no to his wife.

The only thought in his mind was her.Kissing her for minutes he turned and pinned her to the kitchen slab still kissing her sweet lips.

Preeta gasped for air and panted hard.He broke the kiss and looked at her breathing heavily like him.He held her through waist and lifted her up.

Her breath laboured when he made her sit on the slab and parted her leg before standing in between.His eyes ogled at her intensly.While her stomach was filled with butterflies waiting for his next move.

He held her face and joined his forehead with hers wanting to tame the beast raising inside him.He didn't want to do what she said because he knew she was drunk and it was making her bold.

But honestly he loved her.But he also knew he can't do what she exactly meant.Also he didn't wanted to leave her.He wanted more of her and there was no end for it.

"You don't even know what you are saying babydoll! I am all intoxicated without drinking.You can't tease me like this.Please change your dress or else I might end up.."He stopped saying further and parted their foreheads.

She gazed at him innocently and shook her head in no.How can she remove it when she was already ready for the night.For their night.How can she remove it?

"We can't do it today"He said holding her face.

"Why?"She asked him with a frown.He was literally shocked seeing her boldness.He didn't get whether his innocent Preeta really wanted that or now this drunken Preeta wants to do that.He badly wanted to know.

"Please, you are drunk"He replied showing his puppy eyes.

"I am not.I am fine and in my senses"She replied with a pout glaring at him.

Oh god! Is she this serious?

"You are not.Atleast not completely and I can't take any risk"He said honestly and kissed her cheek sensually.

"I am ready Karan"She whispered clutching his shoulder.

"But I am not"He lied kissing her nose and looked at her.

"You are lying"she replied arching her neck back when he kissed her throat.

"I am not"He answered placing his palm over her thighs and kissed her collar bone.He could feel her soft skin below a thin cloth causing him to bite her skin followed by a suck.

"Mmm"she moaned pulling his hair encouraging his sweet torture.Whereas he clutched her thigh while ravishing every inch of her neck.

"I love you my baby"He said still busy in feeling her soft skin which gave goosebumps to each other.

"I love you too"She panted parting her lips and arched her back in pleasure when he kissed her cleavage.

"Umm"she moaned closing her eyes when he clutched her thighs with his one hand and waist with his other hand.Her chest heaved up feeling his lips wetting the region of her cleavage.

"I can't stop"He mumbled breathing the same as hers while shifting the robe away from her and held her nape before attaching their lips for a soulful kiss.

He tried, he controlled but there was no escape when she was all welcoming and reactive for his every touch.Her every moan was encouraging him and he was lost there.

I don't want you to stop!

Her mind gave reply to her while busy in ravishing his lips.He pulled her lower lip and bit it causing her to bite his upper one.

His hands slid up to her arm then shoulder and he removed the jacket away from her shoulder making it hang on her arms.He parted their lips and looked at her face.Her face was all red and hair messed up.He smiled before sucking her both lips till he was satisfied before attaching her revealing shoulders.

She was totally loving whatever the magic he was doing with his touch and lips.She was in pleasure and there was no going back.She shut her eyes leaning to his touch feeling him completely removing her jacket and left on the slab behind her back.

His eyes darkened at the sight of her.She looked breathtaking and so mesmerising.And there was not even one percent saneness left in him.He was all goner and ready to pounce on her.

The inner cloth which showed more of her cleavage and her soft revealing thighs without any barrier for his naked eyes.He grunted at his wife's beauty.

"You look seducing babydoll.I can't control anymore to feel each inch of you"He whispered sliding his plam over her thighs sending shivers down her spine.

Her stomach clenched in a strange way and she bit her lower lip when he leaned to kiss between the region of her chest.

"Karan"She panted hard and now felt him kissing her shoulder while trying to slide the strip down her shoulder.

His fingers kneading her thighs and lips doing wonders to her skin only made her lose her senses.She could only think and feel the pleasure and foreign sensations passing through her veins.

He fingers travelled towards the north tracing her inner thighs above the thin cloth while running towards her abdomen followed by the side of her stomach and reaching more high.

Her chest rose and he controlled his desires not to rush.He wanted to make sweet and slow love to her.It was their first time and he didn't wanted to ruin anything.

His fingers reached below her breast and he could feel the edge of her bra.She bit her lip hard between her teeth and arched her back causing him to look at her sexy expressions.

"You are so responsive baby, my babydoll.I love you so much"He said in his husky voice while staring at her face and cupped her right breast causing her to moan loudly.

"Ahh karan"She placed both palms on the counter while leaning back not able to control the sensations rushing through her body stopping at her core.His touch was more additive than anything in the world for her.

He groaned feeling her soft breasts still over the cloth.He didn't know whether she could feel him or not.He was damn hard.Tracing his fingers around her areola he pressed her bud and she panted hard scratching his nape.

His other hand reached her waist and he pulled her closer while clutching it hard.He was enjoying her each and every reactions to his touches.He could see her palpitating widely while raising her chest making him more hard.Her lips parted welcoming him to claim them.

He was just thinking of different ways to pleasure his wife.He teased her by tracing his finger tips on her bud and she clenched her fingers on his shoulder in return.Her eyes held a kind of emotion and she pulled him through his neck before colliding her lips with his not able to control the sensations running through her.

He kissed her back fiercely while running his hands on her curves feeling her soft skin over the cloth and then he couldn't wait to feel her without that thin cloth.

Sucking each other's lips like there was no tomorrow they parted and gasped for air.He smiled looking at her and nuzzled his face in her chest and started to trace his nose in back and fro while sliding her straps down her shoulder.

But before he could slide her dress down her chest his phone started ringing causing him to open his eyes.He groaned in frustration and lifted his head to look at her who was trying to normalise her breath.

He kissed her lips while composing himself a little and broke it before taking his phone from his pocket.She took some sharp breaths while trying to normalise her ragging heartbeat.

"Rohit, How many times I have told you not to interrupt me when I am at home"Karan hissed feeling angry at his PA for calling him at the wrong time.

Preeta held his chin and made him look at her.Whereas he tightened his grip on her waist while looking into her eyes listening to what Rohit was saying,

"I am sorry sir, but kal presentation hai na.Mein woh document apne laptop send karna bhul gaya.Aap please abhi send kar dijiye"Rohit said from the other side and Karan clutched the phone in his hands before nodding.

"Fine, I will do it bye"he hung up the call and placed his mobile back in his pocket.

He looked at his wife who was looking at him with sparking eyes.He smiled at her and brushed his nose with hers.Preeta giggled surrounding her hands around his.

"Room mein chale?"He asked and she nodded cheekily.

He pulled her through butt and made her surround her legs around his trouse.Preeta jumped on him and hugged him like a bear locking her legs behind his back.

"I love you"She whispered kissing his ear and he chuckled listening to her voice.She was indeed drunk and he regretted coming late.

"I love you too wifey"He said and was about to make her sit on the bed but she didn't move an inch away from him.

"Nahi"She yelled shaking her head in no.

"Laptop lena hai.I need to send some documents to him.Just give me five minutes"He said stroking her hair.

"Noo.Aise hi lelo.Mujhe aise hi rehna hai.Pleasee"she requested with a pout.

"Aise kaise?"He asked, raising his brows.

She tightened the grip on him and said,

"I don't know" She replied placing her head on his shoulder.

"Huh! Fine"he said walking towards his study table and opened his bag to take the laptop.

He sat on the chair still holding her and she smiled snuggling onto him.He completed his work in three minutes and shut down the laptop before standing up.

"At least change your dress now"He said running his hand on her back.

"Noo, Tum Karo"She said and he widened his eyes in utter shock.

"Tum..tum na..Just sleep babydoll.Abb tumhari aur baat sununga toh I don't know kya ho jayega mujhe"He shook his head and was about to make he sit on the bed that she screamed again.

"Nahiiiii"

"Mujhe yahi rehna hai"she screamed scaring him and he looked at her with a puppy face.She was stubborn but she becomes pro when she gets drunk and he was realising it.

"Aise hi sona hai?"He quired with a frown trying not to divert his eye balls below her neckline.She was really a seductress.

"Sona nahi hai.Tumhe pyaar karna hai.We will make love"She said as he sat on the bed taking her with him at the edge.

He smiled listening to her and rested his forehead on hers.

"If you were in your senses.I don't know whether you want it or not.Or you wanted to do this to make me forgive you.I don't know.But I forgive you babydoll.We have time and I don't want to rush it when you are drunk.Some other day"He said making her understand controlling his feelings.

"I am ready Karan.I am in my senses.Why don't you believe me?"She argued furrowing her eyebrows with an angry pout.

"I believe you but still"he said kissing her cheek not able to keep himself away from her.His hands on her bare things were sending shivers down his spine feeling her soft skin.

"What?"She asked annoyingly.

"Nothing, just not today!"He replied looking into her eyes.

She furrowed her eyebrows with a cute pout and locked her fingers behind his neck while staring back at him.

"Okay! Not today"She nodded and hugged him meekly.

"Hm.So will you change your dress now so that we can sleep"He said sighing in relief.

Her head snapped at him and nose flared in anger.Why the hell he was behind her dress?

"Tumhe meri dress se kya problem hai haan? Meine tumhare liye pehna hai lekin tum mujhe change karne ko bol rahe ho.I hate you.Tumne bataya bhi nahi mein kaise dikh rahi hu.Huh"She burst on him furiously.

Karan raised his brows and shook his head innocently.He was all confused thinking what to answer her.He knew he should answer wisely which would calm her down.

"Tum bohot acchi lag rahi ho! Beautiful babydoll"He gulped before holding her face.

"Beautiful?"She slapped his hand away from her face and shot him angry glares.

"Mein iss dress mein bass beautiful lag rahi hu?"She asked annoyingly.

"Pr..Pretty bhi lag rahi ho bohot"He answered with a smile.

"Karannnn"She yelled hitting his shoulder.

"What? Toh kya bolu mein?"He questioned with a wry face.

"Woh bhi mein bolu?"She pulled her lower lip out and joined her eyebrows together.

"Oh don't cry"He wiped her fake tears making baby face just like hers.

"Toh kya karu? Tum bata nahi rahe ki kaise lag rahi hu"She chidded jerking his hand away from her face.

"Bataya na abhi beau..."she closed his mouth and slapped his cheek in frustration.

He widened his eyes in shock and took her hand away from his mouth.

"Mein tumhe hot nahi lag rahi?"she asked making faces and pushed him through his shoulder trying to get away from him.

"Ohh"he caught her through waist and made her sit still while sliding his palms over her thighs.

She sucked in a breath and looked at him innocently.

"To be honest.You look so damn tempting hot that I don't want to keep my hands away from you.you look so hot that I want to ravish every inch of you.You look so mesmerising that I want to feel you, so badly.You look so.."her finger on his lips stopped him from saying further and she bit her lower lip in extreme shy.

"I love you my sexy wife"He said clutching her waist and she collided with his chest with a gasp.

"Can't wait to make you mine.Literally not after today"he whispered nibbling her ear and she shut her eyes feeling blood rushing through her nerves.

"Karan"she moaned when he bit her earlobe while running his palm on her bare back.

"Why the hell did you get drunk?"He grunted annoyingly while digging his face in her neck inhaling her rosy scent.

"I tho..thought you won't come"She managed to reply while gripping his hair.

He lifted his head and looked at her.Preeta took a sharp breath and faced him.

"I am sorry.I was just pissed at that time.I just ruined your surprise"He said feeling guilty.

"Our"She said with a smile and pecked his lips.

"Yeah.I am so sorry"He nodded with a smile and attached his forehead with hers.

"We are different.You know?"She realised something and looked at him.

"And how is that?"He quired furrowing his brows eagerly.

"Mein batati hu"she grinned excitedly.

"Normally ladka ladki ke pichhe rehta hai.But humare case mein mein tumhare liye pagal hu.I am the first one to fall in love with you"Preeta giggled while saying.

"And mujhe tumse tum mujhe jitna pyaar karte ho usse bohot zyada pyaar hai.I pyaar you so so so much that you can't even imagine.You mean so much to me.I am mad, Insane and crazy for youuu husband"She confessed with a cheeky grin.

He looked at her and cupped her face.Kissing her forehead he stared at her emotionally.

"I am not insecure karan.I was just I don't know what happened to me that day.I was just lost somewhere.I was scared.I was scared to lose you.I trust you more than me now but I don't trust anyone after whatever happened.I was not like this but I have become like this after meeting Roshni.You know right? I was not like this.I never disliked anyone"She said with moist eyes and he nodded listening to her.

"Lekin abb koi bhi ladki tumhari saath hoti hai toh I feel like hiding you away from their eyes and I know it is wrong.I shouldn't react like that.I am sorry for everything.Grace was good but I just ruined that day.I am sorry.I will never hurt you again.I won't question you like that.I will trust you karan, always and I promise"She said hugging him and he nodded with a smile getting her genuine apology.

"And I Promise.I will take care of that.I won't make you feel like that and remember I can leave anything behind for you but not you.I can't even think about that.You are my other half Preeta.I just want you beside me in each and every step of my life and One day I will cross the love you have for me to make us even"He chuckled kissing her nose.

"You can't.it's been six years and I will always love you six times more than you and I feel proud of that.I want to love you more than me"She giggled and kissed his both cheeks.

His heart danced listening to her.He can't be more blessed to have such a loving partner in his life.She was so caring yet lovable.She was a perfect wife and he knew he needs to be a perfect husband to match her level.

"I love you tons babydoll.Thanks for choosing me and loving me this much.I am really lucky to have you"He let his heart out and held her close feeling overwhelmed.

"And thank you for accepting crazy me, husband"She smiled snuggling onto him feeling content and complete.

Karan chuckled listening to her and kissed her hair.She was crazy, childish but also cute that he can't hate any of her actions.Moreover nothing which he can't handle.

"I am sorry for making you drunk.I didn't know I was hurting you this much"He said making her look at him.

She pouted and nodded gloomily.But something stricked her mind and her expressions soon changed to an excited one.

"Aur ye bhi hai ki.Zyda ladke drink karte hai break-up and problems ko bhulne keliye.But yaha mein tumhari wajeh se drink karti hu.This is the second time.Hai na hum different?"She giggled placing palm over her mouth to control her laugh.

But it was not a joke for karan.His expressions were serious because he felt guilty and broken.He can't let her do this.She shouldn't drink like this in pain and it was not at all a good sign.He made a mental note to himself to talk to her about this the next day.

"Tum serious kyu hogaye?"Preeta asked holding his chin and made him look at her cutely.

"Nothing"he replied with a small smile.

"Mujhe pata hai.Tum gussa hona ki mein drunk hu.Kyu ki hum first night nahi kar paye"She asked him gloomily while twitching her lips.

He chuckled listening to her words and pulled her cheeks in adoration.He promised himself to tease her the next day because he knew his Preeta can't talk such bold words.She was shy and timid but he was also loving her craziness.

"Tum itni excited ho first night keliye?"He asked raising his brows at her.

"Ha hu.I want to be yours completely"She replied causing him to stare at her with heart eyes.

"You are already mine.All mine"He replied before kissing her forehead and smiled.

"And you are mine, dear husband"She said giving her beautiful smile.

He heaved a sigh and nodded before embracing her.

"Only yours"He answered closing his eyes seeking his peace and happiness in her arms.

"I wanna make love to you"She said all of sudden and he opened his eyes in shock listening to her.

"What?"he asked facing her in astonishment.

"I want to love you"She said with a baby face and leaned towards him.

He shut his eyes shaking his head in no.But she was fast to place her lips on his so gently that he melted in a jiffy.

Her hands travelled towards his shoulder and her lips parted to capture his.He controlled but her way of loving him was so sweet that he couldn't stop himself from kissing her back deep yet passionate.

Her fingers travelled down towards his chest and he groaned feeling her fingers running over his body.His hands moved towards her waist and he held her still not letting her move.

Tracing his abs she held the hem of his shirt and her fingers stopped at the last button.Whereas he was busy in kissing and smoothing her lips.

She opened the last button of his shirt and his eyes snapped open realising her actions.He tried to break the kiss but she pulled him through his neck with her other hand and sucked his bottom lip.

He groaned before kissing her back in the heat of the moment.One by one she opened his three buttons and he finally detached himself from her to stop her.

"Don't babydoll"He said giving her a pleading look.

She smiled and pushed him on the bed.He was shocked to see her adjusting herself on his lower stomach while creating friction between them.

He grunted grabbing her thighs and she was fast to lean towards him.He could bet on his life that if she wasn't drunk he would have taken her right there.Only he knew the sensations she was giving him.

"You are making it hard for me.Please"he said gritting his teeth and clutched her bare thighs.

"I want to love you"She said while opening his left over buttons and he didn't stop her this time.Even if he wanted he couldn't.Her voice and that look on her face didn't make him stop.He was drowning in her eyes.

Her heartbeat rose and current passed through her blood feeling his hardness.She lost her senses with the feeling itself.Leaning towards him and she looked at him before kissing his belly button.

He tightened his grip on her and took a deep breath feeling her soft lips on his skin.She leaned more and went on kissing his chest drowning in the moment.Then lifting her head she looked at him and the look on his face was enough for her to feel the things she never felt.

She leaned more towards his face and he didn't waste any second before claiming her lips hungrily.He abruptly rolled on the bed not able to take the tension building inside him and hovered over her still kissing her senslessly.

She moaned when he entered his tongue inside her and continued kissing her while running his hands over her covered body.Her bare shoulders, tracing till her arms, feeling the valley of her breasts, her perfect curves, her soft belly.

He was all lost in her and unknowingly his palm kneaded her breasts causing her to bite his lips.She kept moaning due to his fierce touches and then she knew how much she ruined his mind by touching him.

He controlled himself after kissing her till their breaths laboured and joined their nose breathing against her.

"I can't stop but I want to"he whispered taking a sharp breath and snuggled his face in her neck.She arched her neck making space for him and clutched his hair in her fists.

"Make love to me karan"She whispered rubbing her cheeks with his again feeling weak with his touches and he bit her earlobe in return to control himself.

She was all ready to make him lose his sanity but he was testing his patience level.Those words from her soft lips were creating havoc inside him.

"I won't.Not today"He said peppering kisses on her neck wetting her skin.

"Why?"He groaned listening to her.Why can't she end the discussion?

"I don't have a protection "he lied giving her some reason and snuggled in her chest.

"It's fine.We will make a baby"She replied causing him to snap at her in utter shock.

She can't be this serious!

"No, I don't want a baby right now, my baby"he chuckled knowing her drunken state and pecked her pretty lips.

"Why?"she interrogated furrowing her eyebrows.

"I have a baby already and that is you.So I don't want our baby right now"He replied honestly and she pouted listening to him.

"I am not a baby"She argued and he shook his head.

"You are and now I want you to sleep as soon as possible"He said smiling at her.He cannot let her talk or touch him more.

"I love sleep"She replied closing her eyes and gave a wide smile to him.

"I know, so let's sleep okay! No more questions and answers"He said pointing finger on her lips knowing she won't stop if she starts talking.

"But I want to love you"She retorted taking his hand back and ran her fingers through his naked chest.

He shut his eyes trying to compose himself and took her hand back.

"You can love me tomorrow too.I am all yours.But right now I am sleepy and tired.Can we sleep baby?"he asked trying to give her some specific reason which could make her stop talking.And if she starts he didn't know what could happen next.

"Aye Aye baby"She replied with a giggle and hugged him excitedly.

He chuckled before shifting beside her and hugged her back.Preeta pouted and lifted her head.He raised his brows asking her what.

She simply lifted herself and placed her leg above him.He furrowed his brows in confusion but her next move made him adore her.

Sitting on his stomach she placed her head on in his naked chest and hugged him completely.

"I will sleep like this"She whispered kissing his neck and closed her eyes.

"Fine"he chuckled before placing his hands around her back.

"I love you husband"she mumbled lowly and tightened her grip on him.

"Love you too"He kissed her hair and smiled heartily.

She didn't talk further and he was thankful for that.She did another memorable wonder and he just couldn't sleep while remembering whatever happened.

Stroking her bare back he held her tight and closed his eyes to trying to sleep with a smile on his face.

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To be continued

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