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50.It Affects

50th chapter 🤌🥺💕 feeling so overwhelmed 🦋

Love doesn't hurt,
Expectations do..

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Preeta went back to their room and looked for karan.He was sitting on his study table.

"Karan"she gained his attention and wiped her tears while moving towards him.

Her heart was pounding in fear of loosing him and she wanted to erase it and wanted him prove that he wants her in his life.

He didn't turned and continued typing something on the keyboard.She gulped her saliva and stood beside him.

"Karan"she whispered resting her hand on his shoulder nervously.

He stood up from the chair and turned towards her.She looked up to him to meet his eyes which looked hurt.

"I..I am sorry!"she said and immediately hugged him surrounding her hands around his trose.He stiffened closing his eyes feeling her nose tracing his neck.

"Preeta"he called trying to pull her back.

She didn't broke the hug but lifted her head and looked at him with her moist eyes.

He saw her and looked away from her.She felt hurt and broke the hug standing in front of him.

"I am sor..."she was about to complete that he stopped her immediately.

"Kis liye?kyu sorry?"he asked looking straight at her.

"Wo..aise hi"she muttered not knowing how to explain and lowered her lashes.

"Aise hi?"karan questioned thinning his eyebrows.

Preeta nodded and looked at him with puppy eyes.

"Kuch reason hona chahiye na?"he asked showing a disappointment.

"Mein wo.."she paused hearing a knock on the door and averted her gaze from him.

Karan shook his head in dismay and moved past her while heading outside.

He opened the door and looked at roshni standing in front of the door.

"Come in"karan said and Roshni came inside.

Preeta too came to the living room and looked at roshni.

"Karan tumne mujhe bataya kyu nahi ki tum jaldi ja rahe ho?"Roshni frowned.

"Wo!Preeta ke pass car nahi tha toh I just went to pick her!tumhe Abhi ne choda right?"karan inquired.

"Ha abhi ne choda, waise how was your day preeta?"Roshni asked smiling at her.

"Good"preeta replied with a slight smile on her face.

"Karan,aao baitho yaha"Roshni pulled karan's arm and made him sit on the sofa.

"What is it?"he asked sitting beside her as she picked up 2 shopping bags.

"Arey wait..mein dikhati hu"Roshni said in excitement and took 2 t-shirts and showed to him.

"T-shirts..I mean mein aate wakt abhi ke saath mall gayi thi.. Wanted to buy some dress toh mujhe ye dono tumhare liye acche lage toh le liya"roshni said and smiled.

"Kaise hai?tumhe pasand aaye? College days mein hum saath mein mall jate the and I used to choose for you toh socha why not now?"Roshni added and gave him the t-shirts.

"Why did you brought these..koi zaroorat nahi thi yaar..I have many" karan said and looked at preeta who instantly looked away from him.

"Preeta tum batao,They look good on him right?"roshni asked while looking at her.

Preeta nodded and smiled forcefully.

"See abb tum please mana mat karna..keep them with you..mein tumhare liye layi hu"roshni smiled at him.

Karan shook his head in dismay and nodded unwillingly.He cannot say no to her when she had brought for him and he knew it won't be good to return them.So he just nodded and Muttered a "thanks".

"Mention not!Samjho mera gift hai..mujhe tumhare office mein lene keliye"roshni Chuckled.

"Oho! that's the reason then!"karan raised his eyebrows.

"Abb koi reason toh dena hoga na..jhoota hi sahi"roshni giggled at him.

Preeta instantly left from there excusing herself.Karan saw her going and looked at roshni.

"I know you!Ok now first go and fresh up!mein ye rakh ke aata hu"karan said and stood up picking the bag.

"Ok"roshni nods and headed towards her room with a smile.

He reached their room and saw preeta sitting on the bed while reading a book.He sighed and headed towards the wardrobe and kept the tshirts and closed it back.

She realised his presence but didn't dared to look at him and sat quietly trying to focus on the novel she was reading.

Wished she could also had a love story same as in the novels.She also had a man like she reads and imagines karan in the every male lead.Wish he was also like them like she manifest her life with him every day.

She knew she cannot do anything with this one sided love,but still her heart carved for him to love her back knowing that he was in love with someone back then or may be even now.

Was she selfish in his matter?she wasn't selfish but her heart was and she was listening to her heart even it ached seeing him with roshni.

"Preeta"her thoughts broke hearing karan's voice and she looked up to him.

"Hn?"she asked lowly.

"Nothing"he answered and looked away from her entering inside the washroom as if his motive to call her was just to look at her.

Preeta scoffed weirdly and sighed.Resting her head against the headboard and she closed her eyes tiredly.

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The night passed like that them not talking much and it was the next morning and preeta was getting ready for the hospital.

"Karan" Roshni screamed from the kitchen room and preeta furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

She immediately ran towards the source of voice and found her sitting on the floor and karan was holding her hand standing in front of her.

"Kya hua?"preeta asked raising her eyebrows.

"Wo..mein gir gayi,Yaha Pani gira tha toh slip ho gayi" Roshni replied making a wry face holding her ankle and held karan's hand tightly.

"Get up now, aram se"karan said slightly dragging her hand.

"Oh!dekh ke chalna tha na..abb chot lagi kya?"preeta asked her worriedly.

"Ye dard ho raha hai."roshni pointed towards her left ankle and winced.

"We will se that..lekin pehle utho toh"karan said and looked at preeta.

"Help her"he signed to preeta.

Preeta nods and stood in front of her.

"Nahi it's fine,I will manage"roshni saying tried to stand holding karan's hand.

He held her tightly and dragged her but she again slipped in that process karan too lost his balance and was about to fall that preeta tightly held karan's arm stopping him from falling.

"Karan"she whispered holding him tightly with her all force and he sighed balancing himself after that.

"I am fine!"he said looking at her worried face and preeta left his arm with a nod.

"I am sorry"roshni said looking up to them and forwarded her hand again.

"God!tum try Karo yaar mujhe bhi gira deti..come"karan held her hand and preeta held her other hand supporting her.

Roshni stood up and held karan's arm tightly talking his Support.Karan signed looking at preeta saying her to help him.

She held roshni's hand to help her while walking but roshni winced shaking her head.

"Preeta don't touch there..it's paining..my elbow"roshni's muttered completely leaning on karan.

He stumbled but held her.Preeta left her hand and stood away from her with a nod.

"Karan"roshni said looking at him and he simply nods in return.

"Ok fine,chalo"he said and started walking forward with one hand holding her hand.

Preeta looked at them with a heavy heart and averted her gaze.She felt hurt with roshni's behaviour but still composed herself and followed them.

Karan made her sit in the living room and looked at her.

"Zyada dard ho raha hai?"karan asked to roshni with a concern.

"Ha thoda!"she said rubbing her elbow and made a puppy face.

"Wait, thoda ice cubes lagalo toh it will heal soon"karan said looking at her elbow and ankle.

"Hmm"roshni nods in return.

"Wait I will bring"he informed and turned to go and that is when he noticed preeta standing there.

She looked away from him and simply went towards their room.He sighed and went inside the kitchen feeling helpless.

Preeta picked her bag, phone and aapron then moved outside to leave for the hospital.She was worried for roshni but seeing her seeking attention from karan and even he was doing that without saying anything to her even though preeta was there,this made her heart clench and she didn't had a heart to stay there anymore.

She didn't cared about what they were doing and how he was taking care of her.She just wanted to go leave this home as soon as possible not wanting to feel ignored.

He didn't ignored her but his actions made, his attitude made her realise that.She knew he was sad because of yesterday but she did approached him after that and even said sorry for that.

She wiped a lone tear that escaped her eye and instantly headed to the living room.She didn't even cared to look at them as they were sitting in the living room.She simply walked forward and picked her sandals to wear.

"Preeta"karan's voice reached her ears but she tried to ignore showing as if she didn't hear him.

He gave the ice cubes to roshni and stood up going towards preeta.

"Tumne breakfast nahi kiya!"karan reminded standing in front of her.

"Bhook nahi hai,I am full" preeta replied and stormed out of the home without meeting his eyes.

He sighed gloomily and got to know that she must be hurt.He realised that his behaviour was rude yesterday even though she had approached him after that and apologised.

But he was not okay with that.He wanted her justification which she denied.He wanted her to talk to him and explain.But she didn't did and remained silent.

"Karan" Roshni called him from behind.

"Hn?" karan looked at her and went towards her.

"Office?" she asked him.

"Yeah,tum chaho toh Ghar par raho Aaj...take care" karan said.

"No I am fine, I can walk see"she stood up but instantly stumbled.Karan held her and made her sit shaking his head.

"Should I call a doctor?"karan asked.

"Not needed,Just I am stumbling a little..shaam tak thik ho jayega..I am fine"Roshni informed him with a smile.

She was gradually building feelings for him again.The password thing itself made her heart rush realising that he still had a feelings for her and now the way he takes care of her and took her to his home.

Somewhere she was feeling that something is not okay between them and they didn't had a husband-wife relationship as she had noticed their behaviour and she knew no where a couples will behave like this.

She tried to jerk her thoughts thinking he was married but again her heart said that he still had feelings for her.She was still processing everything.

"Fine,take care Kam nahi hua ya fir tumhe chalne mein zyada dard hoga toh call me..mein doctor ko leke aa jaunga"Karan informed her.

"Yeah..Don't worry!"Roshni replied and smiled.

"I will get ready!"karan said and left to his room.

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"Pree" Ritik's voice caught preeta's attention as he came inside her cabin.

"Hey!"preeta said looking up to him and smiled slightly.

"Lunch pe join karogi?"Ritik asked.

"Yeah,even I haven't brought anything today!"she replied and stood up.

They went to the nearby hotel which was  beside the hospital and sat opposite to eachother.

"Kyu? Aaj sad lag rahi ho?kuch hua hai kya?"Ritik inquired noticing her as she was talking so less and her face was enough for him to guess.

"Nothing,bas aise hi"preeta replied going though the menu.

They ordered the food and ritik looked at her confusingly who had drowned in thoughts.

"See pree,I can sense it through this face of yours"Ritik replied looking at her.

"Sach mein yaar,bas aise hi bore ho Rahi thi"preeta answered trying to be casual.

"Bore? Seriously?"Ritik said shaking his head in disbelief.

Preeta pressed her lips and looked at him gloomily.

"Kya hum kabhi khush nahi reh sakte kya?hamesha life mein problems kyu aate hai!"Preeta asked him sadly.

Ritik raised his eyebrows feeling surprised of her questions.

"Aisa kyu puch rahi ho? Abb kya hua hai tumhe..sab thik toh hai right! Aap toh happily married hai madam..that to with the love of your life"Ritik asked her confusingly.

"Hm..but mujhe thodi pata tha ki woh sirf meri taraf se tha!He doesn't love me Ritik"preeta said with a faint smile.

He gaped at her in utmost shock and preeta nods in return.

"What?say this isn't true! Lekin usne tumse shaadi toh ki hai na?"he asked all confused.

"Arrange marriage hai na,toh I thought mein usse kahungi aur sab thik ho jayega..I did that all in the excitement but mujhe kya pata tha that this is not going to work"preeta said with moist eyes.

"Hey!tum ro kyu Rahi ho yaar..stop please.Thik se batao pehle"Ritik asked worriedly.

She was too broken that she wanted some one to listen to her,her pain,her cries and he was the only one who was ready to listen to her and she went on explaining him everything.

"What the hell? Tum mujhe ye sab abhi bata rahi ho? Seriously?he is doing like this?"ritik asked feeling angry on karan.

"Ritik..see meine tumhe isliye bataya kyu ki I wanted to share my pain with someone.I don't know meine sahi kiya ya galat"preeta whispered sadly.

"Hey! Tum tension mat lo..Your secrets are safe with me.but preeta what is this how can he do this?woh usse leke Ghar mein kaise rakh sakta hai...damit I want to punch on his face right now"Ritik burst in anger.

"I am not against that..but I don't know till when he wants to keep her..tum bato mein kaise rahu waha..he says like usse humari shaadi nibhani hai but I don't know he mean it or not..mein aise mein usse kaise believe kar sakti hu tum hi batao?"preeta asked feeling a ache in her heart.

"Pree..I don't know tum wha kaise reh Rahi ho? Seriously koi bhi ladki hoti toh jhagda karke jati but I know you love him and that is the reason you are comprising with whatever he is doing but to be honest this is not done!"Ritik said shaking his head in dismay.

"Come,let's go to him..mein baat karta hu usse...how dare he to hurt you like this.meine kabhi tumhe aise nahi dekha and I don't want to see you like this"Ritik said Standing holding her and was about to drag her that preeta took her hand back nodding in no.

"Nahi ritik,It's not the way! I love him but that doesn't mean I want that love from him in return.Mein pehle socha tha ki yes he Doesn't love me for now lekin shayad shaadi ke baad ho sakta hai.But abb aisa nahi chahti,If he loves her still then I can't do anything.Pyaar mein hum kisi ko control ya force nahi kar sakte na? Toh mein kaise usse kuch keh sakti hu? and this is why I am scared to talk to him about this.Mein nahi puchna chahti usse kuch.I Can't do that.I want it to hear from him"preeta said making him understand and wiped her tear that was about to fall.

"You are right! Lekin mujhe lagta hai tumhe usse ek baar baat karni chahiye.I Know it will be difficult for you but you have to do that.Nahi toh aise hi chalta rahega aur tum hurt hoti rahogi"ritik suggested her.

"I don't know mein kya karungi.But I will try..I never talked on her matter ritik.it feels weird, uncomfortable.why can't he understand?"preeta said and shook her head feeling sad.

"And woh roshni?how is she?"Ritik asked her.

"She is good.Acchi hai and un dono ko aaj dekh ke toh mujhe waha rehne mein bhi uncomfortable ho raha tha..I can't explain you.It suffocates.Meine kaha na mein karan se ya usse un dono ke bare mein kabhi puchti nahi hu..I don't want to know anything.Usse zyada mujhe hi hurt hoga so I just want to ignore that but Aisa kuch ho jata hai and It aches like anything"preeta explained him twitching her lips downwards.

"Toh abb tumne kya socha hai?Mom dad ko bata do..they will talk to him.Tum chaho toh mein baat karta hu usse.He can't do this with you.She should be out of the home.Help karna hai toh bahar rehke bhi kar skta hai.there are many places out there lekin aise ghar mein nahi,this is so wrong"Ritik said feeling concerned about her.

"Nahi..mom dad ya kisiko kuch nahi bataya hai Meine.abb control nahi kar payi aur tumhe bata diya.I will try to talk to him,if this continues toh I won't stay there anymore,that's it"preeta said and gulped her saliva.

Her heart was clenching while saying him everything and about her decision.She was just saying  but she knew the pain of staying away from him and she was not ready for that.

"Don't take any decision in a hurry.Talk to him and then come to a conclusion..thoda wakt do I think sab thik ho Jayega"Ritik suggested her faintly.

Preeta nods slightly "promise me tum is baat ko kisise nahi share karoge"preeta asked him.

"Kyu? Zyada hua toh mein uss karan luthra ko nahi chodunga"Ritik warned her shaking his head.

"Oye! Don't say like that..he isn't at fault..we cannot control or change wherever happens in our life"preeta said.

"Kya yaar, abb bhi usse support hi karti ho!"Ritik glared at her.

Preeta chuckles slightly and nods.

"Great! He is very lucky to have you actually..usse pata nahi hai and I want to let him know"Ritik added with a slight smile.

"Never! Now let's stop talking about that..My mind is messed up already"preeta scoffed.

Ritik nodded and started talking about some other topics to cheer her mood.

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To be continued

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What do you all think? What is going to happen now?It's complicated right?

Well let's see what in their fate?

Roshni or Preeta?👀

May be 10 more chapters to go?🤌

And please shower your love on my another ongoing story,
"Tied Together"❤️

Ok will meet you all in the next chapter.bye🦋✨

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