It hurts more,
When your favourite person
Hurts you

~

Authors pov.

He doesn't even like me.

She remembered his words

"Mujhe shaadi karne mein koyi intrest nahi hai"

She chuckled bitterly and wiped her tears controlling them to not fall for him.he already broke her heart.

The man ,her best friend for whom she was waiting for and the for the day she will confess her love to him since her childhood.but she thought it's not gonna happen.he broke her heart just a minutes ago.his words,his actions all hurted her to the core.

He is not the same karan.not my bestfriend.

And the thing she understood was
"he never remembered me in these years.he don't like me,he Don't want to get married to me.atleast he would have told to give some time or anything else he directly said that he don't want to get married to me"she thought to herself and cried more feeling hurt.

She was broken.

"Abb mujhe bhi kuch farak nahi padta,mein bhi tumse shaadi nahi karna chahti,abb mein bhi family ke liye hi tumse shaadi karungi..jo meri feelings ki kadar hi nahi karta uski best friend ki,i guess woh mujhe abhi friend bhi samjhta hai ki nahi."and her tears rolled down without her permission she stood up wiping them.

"Abb mein shaadi keliye mana bhi nahi kar sakti usne toh kaha ki use kuch farak nahi padta,lekin mujhe padta hai mein family ko upset nahi kar sakti agar mein naa kahungi toh sabko bohot dukh hoga rakhi aunty aur Mahesh papa ko kaisa lagega Jo mujhe kitna pyaar karte hai...ek aur reason toh mein nahi bata sakti usse ki mein usse pyaar karti hu..abb toh batane ka koi use bhi nahi hai aur mein usse kabhi bataungi bhi nahi"
She said go herself and left to washroom.

She washed her face and saw her face in the mirror.her glowing face has became pale.and her eyes which were twinkling with happiness have lost their happiness.
And her face was dull.she smiled fakely seeing herself.

"what he just did to me"she thought to herself.

She had never cried or felt hurt because their was no reason.But now she was crying and was hurt because of her love.he hurt her with his words and she cannot blame anyone for her situation.

She wiped her face and composed herself.and left downstairs as they may be waiting for her.

****

"Karan tum akele,preeta kaha hai?"rakhi asked him as he was coming alone.

"Mom woh aa rahi hai"he said looking upstairs her room.

"Accha aau baitho,aati hogi"sarla said.

"Abb pandit ji inke kundali ke bare mein batayiye"Mahesh asked.

"Haan..dononki kundali mein koi chinta ki baat nahi hai..inke sare gun mile hue hai lekin."pandit said with a smile.

Karan closed his irritatedly listening him.

Ye ek kam tha.

All happily looked at karan smilingly.
He replied with a fake smile.

"Aur abb date batayiye shaadi ki."rakhi said.

Pandit looked for sometime and said

"Moharat iss mahine bohot accha hai, Nahi toh 6 mahine baad ka mohorat hai. Iss mahine 1 halfa ke baad ka mohorat hai phir essi mahine ka end mein ek hai "pandit said.

"Toh ham issi mahine Kara denge"Mahesh said.

"Haan sahi kaha aapne.abb ham 2 din baad engagement karadenge phir 1 halfe mein shaadi kar denge"rakhi said smilingly widely.

Karan's eyes widened hearing them.he suddenly
"Mom,dad itni jaldi kaise.." he stopped seeing his mom's glare,if he would have said or asked more according his wishes, preeta's parents would get to know that he was was intrested or its so soon,so he didn't ask much and sat with a fake smile on this face.

"Arey karan sab ho jayega,tum tension mat lo,hum toh jitni jaldi ho sakta hai utni jaldi preeta ko apni bahu banane chahte hai."rakhi replied.

He just nodded..and smiled fakely.

"Arey preeta kaha thi tum,humne sab decide karliya shaadi ke dates."sarla asked her when she came.she was looking pale with a fake smile on her face.

Her smile which he stole just some minutes before.

"Mein woh bas."rakhi her cut off by asking.

"Preeta tumhare akhe aise kyu dikhre.ro Rahi thi kya?"

That's when karan suddenly looked at her.into her eyes.for a secs his eyes softened seeing her.he was far from her still he was able to figure her face.

was she crying beacuse of me?

He didn't wanted to talk to her like that but ,he didn't wanted to get married and they are trapping him the net which he didn't want to.

"Woh wo kuch nahi aunty bas ankh mein kuch chala gaya tha.rub ki toh shayad."preeta said trying to talk normally.

"Ohh accha..abb humne decide kiya hai aaj se ek hafte baad tum dono ki shaadi."rakhi informed her.

Her eyes went wide and looked at karan who was looking at her alreadyand least intrested in any conversation.he then looked away.

She chuckled internally Knowing it doesn't matter him.As according to him its not going to be a Normal marriage.he was not going to accept her as his wife.if the marriage happens tommorow or after a week it doesn't matter to him.he was least bothered.

But after knowing his decision,she thought to delay the marriage.but all stopped her saying they will manage everything.she just nodded unwantedly as she didn't had anything to say.

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Karan's pov.

"Fuck"i literally groaned realising marriage my so called marriage was within a week.i can't plan anything because of my mom's promise.i have to agree to this willingly or unwillingly.I internally cried for my situation.i can't handle this anymore.i just can't marry her like that.

We were coming back to our house.After the wedding talks and all with a dinner which I was not at all intrested in. Another thing was was not able to face her i was getting angry seeing her.she was the one who trapped me in this.i was getting angry at her.she would have said no.but she didn't and she agreed to condition.it made more more frustrated and angry.

When we reached our house.I left to my room as soon as I reached there I started to throw all thing's.I can't keep quiet after what just happened.i have to show my anger on something.atlest i may feel relief then. I took a glass and poured some wine and stared drinking..

It was needed.

I closed my eyes leaning to bed down.the things that took place today was falshing in mind and I was already furious by then.

She did this..

Preeta

She did this.its her fault.She was my best friend how can she do this to me.atleast she would have understood me and asked me once whether I was ready or not.,noo she agreed without my will.

I hate her the most.

I just can't do this

I cried mentally.how will i handled this all.how can I marry her.how my life will be.It was only her place that i imagined to be my life partner.I just Cannot give that palce to her.Their is no place in this heart.

Why she left me?

My eyes watered remembering her or or i don't know it's the drink which was taking over me. Because it's the time when I can't control my self. i keep myself busy in some or other things to forgot her.but was it that easy to forget the one you love?

We loved each other.and everything was good and happy..i was happy.but when she left me nothing left in me.she took my all happiness with her .i was just..

I chuckled bitterly remembering her.and drank another glass.

But now I should concentrate on thiss soo called marriage..Herr. preeta.
She is the source for everything that is happening and i will not forgive her for this and will never accept her.i will make her pay for making me stuck in this.obusly she will not be happy with me i know.I am happy with what i am. I don't want any changes.

I will make you pay for this. pree

With that I closed my eyes and sleep took over me with the effect to alcohol.

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