Karan missed you all, because he is already not in a good mood and he waited so long to share it with you all..so here he is.

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"You are everywhere except right here and it hurts"

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"How can she Leave like this"karan muttered while driving.

He heart was pounding with an unknown fear.He wanted to see her and was restless to talk to her.

He was ready to listen to her if she was angry or sad because of him.But her ignorance and the way of talking made him disturbed unknowingly.

Reaching the airport he rushed inside as soon as possible after his checking and procedure.He tried calling her but it was switched off.He immediately moved towards the counter to know about the flight.

"Excuse me"karan asked.

"Yes sir how can I help you"the ticket gate agent asked him.

"I want to know the departure time of the flight for Delhi"he asked calming himself.He knew he was late but still had a hope that she must be there.He had informed her that he was coming.

She must be there!

But his hopes just flew away listening to the gate agent "Sir the flight for Delhi has just departed before 10 mins and the next flight is.."he heart dropped and he moved back without Letting her to complete because it didn't mattered to him.He wanted to know about her and he got the information.

She just left!

He looked around lostly Hoping that she must be there.His heart sank the moment they said that it's departed.

That is why her phone is switched off.That means she actually gone.he thought sadly with a new emotion growing inside.

Hurt!

He was hurt knowing that she had literally left without Even informing him prior.

Was it not necessary to inform me?Maybe..he thought downheartedly.

He didn't stay there anymore.Taking a step back he turned and moved outside.

He felt something which was still foreign for him.But whatever it was, it made him insane.

Reaching his car he sat inside and drove off.Not knowing what to do.

He was on the way when his eyes caught a park.He didn't felt like going home,and it felt better for him to stay there sometime.

It may feel better,may be a little.

Parking his car aside he came outside and went inside the park.He was not a person who often used to spend time in nature.

He didn't know why today he wanted to stay there sometime.It was disturbing him alot.

Walking alone on the path.He looked around once.There were many people and children's as it was evening.

Moving a little further he sat on the bench which were there were less people.

Closing his eyes he held forehead rubbing it annoyingly, beacuse his mind was again and again heading towards her.

"At least she could have told one day before.how could she do like this.She isn't staying alone,she is with me and It's normal thing to inform me. Didn't she think it was necessary to inform me"he signed.

"Why preeta?"

"I don't know why you are behaving like this from some days.Mein toh normal hu tumhare saath and I want to be lekin tum kya soch rahi ho I don't know..If you are busy with something or it may be anything I was with you..you could have told me" he thought dejected.

"I know at the first phase..meine tumhe hurt Kiya hai aur rulaya bhi hai..i was just pissed at that time.Woh jo bhi hua aur ho raha tha I didn't like it.But i don't feel the same now,I am used of you and I want you to be happy and smiling.Uss din tumhe waise halat mein dekhe toh I was just lost.I felt the pain you were bearing and I Just want you to be around like before"he whispered lowly thinking about her and his changes.

He was just changed and her presence made him change.He was slowly getting back like before.

"lekin agar tu uske saath aise hi rahega toh woh ek din tumhe chod ke chali jayegi mr.karan..agar tu apne past ko lekar bait gaya toh woh tumhare saath kyu rahegi..shaadi hui hai I know..lekin agar uska koi matlab hi nahi hai toh why will she live with you mujhe nahi lagta ki woh tumhare saath rahegi aarey usse bhi ek acchi life partner ki zaroorat hai..ek dream life hogi uski bhi toh even she wants to live right and I know she is an independent girl toh u know what I mean"

Abhi's words ringed in his mind making his heart beat faster.He shook his head in no with a restless heart.

"Tum bhi mujhe chod ke nahi ja sakti preeta.I don't want you to leave me like her.She left me.I tried to find her a lot.I know she is somewhere.it was all a lie.I don't know mere saath aisa kyu hua.Why me?I just couldn't forget her for years.lekin tumhare ane ke baad I was changed a little.My life is changed..and changing.your care and concern, your smile" he paused realising something.

"I never saw her smiling. Wholeheartedly since she was here,How much bad I could be,I couldn't make her smile even in these months"

"I am sorry babydoll,how can I forget our beautiful memories together and you.I deserve all your hate but I cannot bear you ignorance.I will try to forget everything in my past.You are my present and I don't want to make you more hurt,you just deserve all the happiness dad's princess.agar raghuveer uncle ko pata chal gaya ki meine tumhe rulaya hai toh mujhe sach mein nahi chodenge"he thought raising his eyebrows feeling guilty remembering how much how her father used to scold him in their childhood if they quarrelled and made her cry.

"I can't promise you anything for now about our relationship.But I will promise to keep you happy and safe with me"he thought looking at their wedding picture.

Her smiling face brought a smile on his face.

"I don't know it was fake one or not.But you look beautiful"he smiled and lingered his fingers on the screen.

"I know tum bhi mere tarah mom dad ke kehne se hi shaadi ke liye ha kaha.I never tried to understand you aur sab keliye tumhe danta..I don't know why I am realising my every mistake and regretting.May be tum gayi ho na that's why it's affecting but I will bring you back.I Know you may be worried for something and angry with me..jo bhi hai I will deal with it" he signed feeling the cold breeze.

His thoughts disturbed with a ringtone and he got worried seeing the caller id.He saw the time and got to know that she may be reached there.

He didn't release that it's been 2 hours he was sitting there and it was almost night.

"Mom"he said receiving the call.

"Pehle mujhe ye bata ki preeta ko akele kyu bheja haan?tum itne busy hogaye ki usse akele ane diya.Woh aa sakti hai lekin woh pehli baar waha se aa rahi thi toh tum zaroori nahi samjhe ki uske saath ana chahiye?tum sun rahe ho ki nahi?"rakhi asked him in one go.

Karan gulped and was thinking what to reply.He got scared thinking she must have been told them about what he did to her and that night.

"Mom mein woh"he stammered closing his eyes.

"Kya mom karan.Woh toh preeta itni acchi hai ki tumhe disturb nahi karna chahti thi tumhare kaam mein.Iska matalab ye nahi ki tum usse for granted loge.ek din kaam chodke tum aa sakte the uske saath chodne keliye"she scolded him angrily.

She got a call from sarla that preeta was coming.It was a surprise for them.Even her parents didn't knew about that.She just called them reaching the airport to pick her and sarla couldn't wait to inform about her arrival.

"Preeta ne kaha ki mein busy hu?"he asked raising his eyebrows.

"Haan sarla ji ka call aya tha abhi,unhone bataya ki preeta airport pr hai aur usse pick karne keliye call ki thi aur tabhi usne bataya ki woh aarhi hai..aur mujhe jab pata chali ki tum nahi aye uske saath toh meine call kiya.preeta ne toh kaha ki tum busy the toh woh agayi..lekin mujhe pata hai ki kuch gadbad hai..hai na?"she knew his son well and she didn't like his behaviour this time.

Karan gulped hard and looked down feeling guilty.His mom can sense by listening to his voice and she got to know that something is fishy.

"Tu sun raha hai ya nahi karan?"rakhi called sensing him silent.

"Han mom..woh mein busy tha..ek important meeting thi toh preeta just left,mei.."he stopped realising he was lieing and he was not the one who could lie easily.

"Mujhse jhoot bolna mat tum,Jo bhi hua hai tum dono ke beech,ye aacha nahi kiya usse akele ane diya tumne"rakhi told him firmly.

She was angry with him for sending her alone and what her parents may be thinking.It didn't feel right to her, whatever the reason may be.

Karan signed sadly.He can't tell her the whole thing.How can he say that she just left without informing him.He can't.

He just kept quiet listening to her mother scolding because he knew he deserved that.

"Mein reason sab nahi puchungi,kyu ki tum log bacche nahi ho tum dono solve kar sakte ho aur karna chahiye"She warned him strictly.

"Mom aisa kuch nahi hai..she just left mein aa raha tha"he answered looking down.

"Toh tumne kuch kiya hoga,tumse gussa hogi right,you should take care of her time to time.tumhe itna bhi pata nahi tha ki woh kab ja rahi thi toh tum jaldi nahi aa paye?"she asked him.

Now it became tough for him to answer.He didn't had a heart to say that they were not like a normal couple.Only they knew their relationship and It can hurt her mother informing her about that.

Anyways he was not the same now.so he decided not to say anything about that.

"I am sorry mom.I will come there"He said.

"Accha yahi hoga ki tum yaha aao aur usse manao..Thoda compromise karna padta hai karan you should learn that aise hi rishte nahi bante"she made him understand.

Karan pressed his lips together and nodded slightly.

"Hmm..I will come"he replied.

"Haa usse pehle usse baat kar"she suggested him.

"woh apne ghar gayi hai?"he asked.

"Haan,uski friend ki shaadi hai parso toh wahi hai"she informed him.

"Aur tu kaha hai?"she asked him.

"Mein mei woh office mei tha bas abhi Ghar Jana hai"he said not wanting to exaggerate the matter.

"Accha thik hai tum pehle usse baat karo"she Stated.

"Ha mom"he answered lowly being lost in thoughts.

"Ha aur dinner karke sona"she reminded sensing his mood.

"Hmm"he nodded.

"Accha bye mein rakhti hu aur ho sake toh kal hi ana"she said to him.

"Ha mom,I will try"he replied.

"Try nahi ana hi hai agar kal nahi hua toh next day toh tumhe ana,nahi toh mein tumse baat nahi karungi"she said angrily listening to his careless behaviour.

"Mom mein pakka aaunga promise don't worry"he confirmed.

"Okay ham sab wait karenge..khyal rakhna bye"she said and hung up the call.

Karan looked at the screen for few seconds and smiled lightly.

"You are the best,mom" he whispered remembering her words.

It made him a little relieved talking to her but realising preeta was already there his mood again turned gloomy.

"Tum already gayi na,mujhe wait bhi nahi kiya aur Jane ke baad ek call bhi nahi"he sounded sad remembering her ignorance.

He dialed her number and waited for her to pick up.But his mood got spoiled when she didn't receive his call.

"Just pick up once yaar"he called her for the 5th time and this time it went switched off.

Karan thinned his eyebrows realising she just ignored his calls and switched off her mobile.He just felt like throwing his mobile away.

"What the hell preeta,ek baar baat karne mein kya hai"he said feeling annoyed.

He stood up and went from there feeling low.It just worsened his mood to an extent.
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Reaching his penthouse,he knocked on the door and stood there silently.but after some minutes he realised that there was no one to open the door.

"Shit"he cursed and unlocked the door.Entering inside he immediately fell on the sofa tiredly throwing his blazer somewhere and closed his eyes.

He was used to see her while coming back.It may be just because she used to open the door for him but it always felt good for him.

Not seeing her today and realising she was not there spoiled his whole mood.

He was already worried from some days as she didn't talk to him even when she was here and now she just left him alone and now even picking his calls.

He instantly moved towards her room and opened the door and entered inside.It felt lonely without her.He remembered she always used to be on her bed reading, doing her work or sleeping.

Moving forward he opened her walldrobe and signed in relief seeing her clothes there.

"She didn't left me"he whispered feeling relaxed.

He was about to close the door when he noticed something which made him confused.

"My shirt"he took his shirt and saw it confusingly.

"Ye yaha kya kar Raha hai,preeta kyu legi..it was in my walldrobe,no woh kyu legi..galti se agaya hoga"saying he left his thoughts and kept it back thinking to ask her.

But again his eyes caught his old tshirt making his eyes widen.He was literally surprised to see that.He thought it was lost.

"Oh god..toh tum sach mein uthake leke ayi ye meine nahi di thi toh chori karke leke aayi preeta arora"he chuckled remembering their banter when she used to quarrel with him for his tshirt.

"Waise abhi tak hai tumhare pass, impressed"he smiled seeing it.

"Aur iska jawab mein tumse milke lunga ki meri shirts tumhare pass kya kar rahe hai"he said and kept them back but again noticed a scarf there.He was shocked to see that.

"What it is doing here.It was with me I guess,lekin yaha..oh god she didn't even ask me before taking it"he closed his eyes irritatedly and took it.

"Kya kya karti ho Preeta"he scolded her internally and closed her walldrobe.

He went back to his room instantly and sat on the bed seeing it.

"I don't know usne ye kab liya aur kyu,Usse pata hai ya nahi ki ye tumhara hai"he said and looked away.

"It's the only thing I have of yours,lekin abb sirf isse tumhari yaad mein rakhunga..preeta has a different place in my life and you have a different one..aur ye waha nahi rehna chahiye..not anymore.Tum mujhe chod ke gayi lekin mein preeta ko nahi Jane dunga.I want her to stay with me.kyu ki meine usse bohot hurt Kiya hai aur rulaya hai which she doesn't deserve.I want to keep her happy..She is too innocent and sweet like you were.But she is more childish agar kuch kahunga na toh mujhse gussa hoge ghar chodke chali jayegi..aur baat bhi nahi karti jaisa abb kar rahi hai"he signed and kept the scarf aside.

Remembering her he took his mobile and again dialed her number wishing her to pick this time.

To his surprise it was not switched off.But again she wasn't receiving his calls.

On the fourth ring he closed his eyes in relief when she recieved the call.

"Preeta"he took her name lowly.

"Karan preeta so gayi hai,woh thak gayi thi toh abhi soyi hai"he listened his mother in law's voice from the other side making his heart sank.

"Oh ok sarla ma..meine bas aise hi call Kiya tha meri baat nahi hue usse"he replied lostly.

"Oh..subhe mein bata dungi tumhe call karne keliye yaad se..woh shaadi hai na toh uske friends usse aate hi bula rahe the toh usse yad nahi aya hoga..tum chinta mat karna mein bata dungi..aur tum kyu nahi aye uske saath preeta bata rahi ki tumhara important kaam tha"sarla said making him worried.

He just thanked preeta for Saving him.But it made him guilty more.

"Ha maa woh.."he stopped shutting his eyes not getting what to say.

"It's okay karan..mein samjh sakti hu..waise bhi meine toh isliye pucha ki tum donon ko milke bohot din hue the toh tum ate toh accha lagta"she added.

"Mein try karunga ane keliye"he said.

"Haa agar tum bhi aaoge toh ham sab ko accha lagega"she again suggested him.

"Haa ma"he replied lowly feeling more guilty.

"She just left without informing me" This was the only though running in his mind but he couldn't say that to anyone.

"Accha thik hai mein usse bol dungi tumhe call karne keliye don't worry"sarla informed him.

"Thik hai bye"he said and hung up the call wishing her good night.

His face fell and he made a cry baby face falling on the bed.

"Kab tumse baat karunga yaar"he whispered sadly.

"I don't know mujhe itna affect kyu kar raha hai..mujhe sach mein kabhi Asia feel nahi hua..but these days are literally tough for me I just can't bear this all.abb ye jo bhi ho raha hai tumse milne ke baad hi khatam hoga..I just want to see you and this time I will not let you ignore me.Mein bhi dekhta hu kaise ignore karogi.I am coming babydoll" he said and pouted angrily yet sadly remembering her.
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To be continued

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