"I wonder if we'll ever talk again like we used to"

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Karan's pov

"Ahh"I groaned because of the headache.It hurts like hell.

Just now I got up with this headache.

Wait..

I paused a little as some flashes ran through my mind.I widened my eyes and remembered that I was drunk last night.

Fuck!!

How did it happen?why did I drink so much..

And that is when I remember that preeta was dancing with ritik and my mind messed up and I drunk then I guess I moved towards her.

I was dancing with her and...and...I..we...why the hell I am not able to remember clearly.I closed my eyes frustratedly trying to remember everything.

She was holding my hand and taking me outside then we say up in our car.where she took me?

Oh no! I am not getting anything!

I don't remember anything.oh god please help me.

I was sleeping on her shoulder and she took me inside where?I think House.

Then? What happened?

My eyes widened as My mind alarmed that I was hugging her and she was in my room...then?

Ohh god!!did I do something wrong?why the hell I don't remember everything!!

I swear If I did something wrong with her I won't be able to forgive myself.

I stood up immediately and went outside searching her.

I need to talk to her.I should ask her..

I immediately Moved towards her room and without thinking I just barged into her room.

"Ahhhhhhh"she screamed loudly seeing me infornt of her.

Ohh no! I didn't saw anything!

Fucking me I just forgot to knock the door!

I groaned internally and turned facing my back to her immediately shutting my eyes in content as I saw her when she was removing her top.

I gulped hard realising I saw in br...

No i haven't seen anything!!shitt.

How the hell I am this much mannerless.

She instantly held the top close to her chest covering herself as she saw me and shouted at me.

I always end up doing something like this!

"I I am so.."words weren't coming out of my mouth seeing her like that.I didn't dare to look back.

But she cut me off coming near me.

"Tumhe kuch manners hai ki nahi mr Karan Luthra?"she asked loudly Standing infront me.

That is when I opened my one eye and saw her wearing the top.

"I am so... wo..sor"I tried to speak but nothing worked.

"Kya sorry kitni baar kahoge I will kill you agar tumhe aage se mere kamre mein Bina knock kiye aye toh"she said acting to grab my neck.

I flinched seeing her angry face and gulped hard.why not?

"No I won't do that again"I said looking at her.

"You be better in your words nahi toh tumhe sacchi nahi chodungi mein"she said glaring me.

"Tumne lemonade pi?"She asked

"Na..nahi kyu?"I asked her back.

"Kyu?tumhare table pe rakha tha meine dekha nahi haan sir mein dard hora hoga right?"she asked and I nodded pressing my lips together.

"Kyu nahi hoga?utna piyoge toh obusly hoga right"she said in her furious tone and I feared as I felt I may have done something wrong!

"Meine kuch kiya kya?"I asked nervously.

"Kuch kiya hai?ye pucho ki kya nahi kiya?"She said wearing her aapron.

My fear raised listening her.Now I was getting impacient.

"Ma.matlab?"I asked her.

"Ji kuch nahi pehle tum Jake lemonade pike then freshen up hoke office jao Even I am getting late"she said picking her hand bag.

No ways I won't let her go before telling me everything!

"Kya kiya meine? tell me?"I asked her.

"Tumhe yaad nahi hai?"she asked coming infront and looked into my eyes.

I nodded in no staring her back.She looked away and turned aside.I felt something odd.

Hope I have not messed up everything!!

"Batao kya kiya meine?"I asked her but she passed me and went to living room.

"Preeta I am asking you something"I asked following her.

But she kept on ignoring me checking her documents.

"Preeta"I was getting angry now.She is ignoring me how can she?

I held her shoulder and made her face me.

"Mein tumse kuch puch raha hu tell me kya kiya meine kal?"I asked gaining her attention.

"Kya kiya tumhe kya karoge Jan kar jo tumhe yaad hi nahi hai?"she replied angrily.

Why the hell she is angry.I am damn sure I did something wrong!

"Please tell me"I asked pleading her through my eyes.

"Kya karoge..jo tumhe kaha hai usse tum mean nahi karte aur jo tumne kiya hai wo.."She replied pushing me aside.

And I got stunned listening to her.I didn't get what to reply to her.

"Woh kya kiya meine tell me ?"I asked her tensly.

"Nothing I am getting late"she said and moved further.

But I stopped holding her hand.I want to know what I did.

"Kya kiya mein aur kya kaha please tell me"I asked.

"It's nothing..Leave me I need to go"she said without turning and freed her hand from my hold.

I looked at her sadly and guilt filled in me listening her.

"I don't know meine kya kaha ya kiya but please don't mean anything woh just I was drunk so kuch galat kaha ho toh please don't mind anything!I am sorry"I said to her.

I didn't want to ask further because it may hurt me afterwards.I just want to end up that here itself.

She just moved outside without replying anything. I ran my fingers through hair angrily.

I was angry on myself.why the hell I drunk soo much that I don't remember anything clearly.

I shouldn't have did that!But it was also her mistake to dance with that Ritik.It just invoked me to drink seeing her with him.

But why I am getting affected by that.ohh godd what even I am thinking?she can do anything it's her wish but why I am getting disturbed.

I grabbed my hair annoyingly and went inside my room to freshen up ignoring my thoughts.

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Preeta's pov

With tears in my eyes I moved out of the house silently without replying him.

I knew it..

But it hurts listening from him.

Seriously doesn't he remember at least a bit?

How can he!It was my mistake I wouldn't have let him come near me.see now what's happening?

As I thought exactly the same..it's only affecting me he doesn't even know anything!!

Let him go to hell...

Wiping my tears I hailed a cab and sat inside.

From now I will not talk to him.no I don't even see him.I hate you mr.Karan luthra..yes...yes!!

He is so heartless!

a heartless Heartbreaker!!

I won't let him touch me and affect me again.I want to scold myself for Everything I just fell for his words even though i knew he was drunk.

How can I control this freaking heart and mind whenever he is near.I guess my mind will become pause and I don't want to say anything about my crazy heart which doesn't even listens to me.

You Karan Luthra even I know how to control my feelings.

I jerked my thoughts getting frustrated thinking about him and looked outside.

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At night,

Authors pov

Preeta was already came and was busy in checking some documents.

Hearing a door bell she opened the door to find karan standing.

She without looking at him turned and moved inside her room.

Karan signed sadly and entered inside then moved inside his room to freshen up.

After taking a warm shower he came outside to see her no where.He moved towards her room thinking to call her for dinner.

He saw her talking with someone on video call.she was laughing and smiling at the person.

Her eyes darted to him and he can see her smile fading a little which he didn't liked.

He was about to go back but stopped listening her.

"Karan"she called him.

"Hnn"he asked looking at her.

"Am woh mom aur rakhi aunty hai call par tum baat karoge puch rahe hai?"she asked him.

He smiled listening her and moved towards her nodding his head.She moved a little aside so that he can sit on her bed.

He sat there looking at her but she looked at the screen.

"Karan kaisa hai tu"karan's mom asked seeing him after many days.

His attention diverted to them and he smiled seeing his mom and mother-in-law.

"Thik hu mom aap dono kaise hai"He asked them.

"Karan tumse baat hi nahi Hui sirf preeta se hi baat hoti hai Roz"preeta's mom asked him.

Karan looked at preeta.she looked at him and smiled nervously looking at her both mom's.

"Aa sarla ma woh mein roz late ata hu toh bas aise hi"he didn't get what to reply to them and was stammering while answering them.

"Accha koi baat nahi preeta sab batati hai hame"sarla said him.

"Haan tumne toh ham yaad nahi rehte lekin meri pyari Bahu hame nahi bhulti kabhi tumhari tarah"rakhi scolded him.

Preeta smiled lightly listening to them karan looked at them gulping.

"Tum dono ne jaghda Kiya hai kya?"rakhi asked confusingly.

"Hnn"preeta asked immediately raising her eyebrows.karan looked at her nervously.

"Haan dono aise kyu baithe ho matlab kuch ajeeb lag raha hai"sarla asked looking at them "rakhi ji zaroor Inka jhagda hua hoga"she continued saying to rakhi.

"Haan tum dono ka jaghda kabhi khatam hi nahi hota karan tumne hi isse kuch kaha hoga right"rakhi asked glaring him.

He raised his eyebrows and nodded in no immediately.

"No mom meine kuch nahi kiya"he replied instantly.

Preeta scolded him internally.

"Aisa kuch nahi hai rakhi ma woh bas tired hai toh just"preeta said covering them and karan took at her.

"Ohh lekin aisa nahi lag raha sach mein tum dono thik ho na?"rakhi asked both.

"Ha mom/ma"both replied in unison and looked at eachother.

"Accha thik hai phir bhi mein"rakhi asked confusingly.

"Arey rakhi ji thak gaye honge dono isliye Aisa lag raha hai"sarla convinced her.

"Haan lekin preeta agar karan tumse kabhi jaghda Kiya na toh pehle mujhe call karna mein batati hu usse"rakhi said glaring him because she knew her son and as they used to quarrel a lot when they were kids.

"Mom"karan said making faces.preeta giggled inwardly seeing him.

"Kya mom mein janti hu tujhe tu tang karta hoga meri Bahu ko"she said to him.

"Rakhi ji ye bhi kuch kam nahi hai karan agar preeta tumhe tang karegi toh tum mujhe call karlena okay"sarla said him laughing.

"Mommm"preeta widened her eyes and made a cry baby face.

"Thank you sarla ma meri side lene keliye"karan replied smiling at her.

"Mom mein kisko tang nahi karti huu"preeta said with Little angry.

"Haan haan mein janti hu tujhe"sarla replied laughing seeing her angry face.

"Arey preeta tum kyu tension le rahi ho mein hu tumhari side mein "rakhi said giving her thumbs up.

Preeta smiled widely and said "thank you rakhi ma"

"Accha abb tum dono dinner karke so jao thak gaye honge"sarla said looking at their tired faces.

"Haa so jao fir baat karenge"rakhi told smiling at them.

"Ok mom bye good night"preeta said waving at them.karan too smiled wishing them good night and hung up the call.

Both looked at each other and looked away.Karan stood up and looked here and there not getting what to say.

"Thak you "he mouthed her.

"Kis liye?"

"Bohot din baad meine mom aur sarla ma se baat ki isliye"he said looking at her.

"Usme thankyou ki kya baat hai.tum toh utna busy rehte ho ki you don't remember you have relations to handle it's you problem tum time nikal ke unhe time de sakte ho lekin tum "she stopped and stood up.

"lekin tu..tum...Kuch nahi dinner Kiya tumne?"she asked him moving out of her room.

He followed her and saw her sitting on the dining hall.

"Nahi"he replied sitting opposite to her.

She didn't said anything.taking two plates she served for both and forwarded his plate to him.

He took and looked at her who didn't glanced at him.

She started eating.he signed and took a bite silently.

After sometime,they finished their dinner with a complete silence.

"Preeta"karan called as she was about to go inside kitchen.

She halted at her stepts listening to him.

"Wo..woh kal "he sttamerred not getting what to say.

She acted as if she didn't listened him and moved inside the kitchen to wash her hands.

He followed her and stood near the door waiting for her to reply."pre..preeta woh kal jo bhi hua woh mujhe nahi pata actually I was drunk toh please don't mind anything "he told her thinning his brows.

She looked at him angrily she wanted to burst on him but composed herself and started to move outside without replying anything to him.

"Pree"he called her gulping hard.He knew slightly what he did he just had some light flashes that's what he didn't wanted her to take anything serious.he didn't wanted to take risk.

He was guilty about what he did and was angry on himself.

She was about to enter her room that he ran behind her and held her hand stopping her.

"Kya hai??'she asked him with angry+making irritated face.

"Tumne nahi suna meine Jo bhi kaha?"he asked her.

"Nahii suna meine kuch bhi aur na hi sunna chahti hu"she replied to him angrily.

He looked at her confusingly seeing her angry.

"Kya hua aise kyu baat kar rahi ho?"he asked looking at her.

She chuckled listening to him" kya hona hai mujhe kya hoga mein bas Jo hota hai woh sehte reh lungi tum ho na Jo tumhare mann mein ata hai woh karte ho aur kabhi bhi kahi bhi pi sakte ho bina soche ki kaha ho tum aur ye bhi nahi socha ki mein thi tumhare saath"she told him furiously.

"Preeta listen meine kaha woh just galti se I don't know kaise hua I.."

"Han I know galti se kal jo bhi tumne kiya na woh bhi galti se hi ki hogi right! Aur mei bhi.."she stopped saying with tears gathering in her beautiful eyes.

"Haan galti se hua jo bhi hua and I will not repeat that bas yahi Clear karna chahta tha"he replied to her not thinking before saying infront of her unaware of how much his words may affect her.

"Kaash tumhe pata hota ki kya kiya tumne"she said staring at him being hurt.

"Look meine Jo bhi kiya woh tumhari wajeh se sab tumhari wajeh se hi hota hai,I don't do anything without reason tum mujhse aise baat nahi kar sakti.I have told u that it was my mistake and I am sorry for that"he told her angrily.

"Ha sahi kaha tumne sa..sab meri wajeh se"She looked at him hurtfully controlling her tears and went inside her room shutting the door behind.

"She just got on my nerves.Mein sorry keh rahu hu uski koyi value nahi hai she is just concerned about herself "he whispered angrily and moved from there to his room.

Preeta slid down to floor being hurt and her tears finally rolled down.

"Sahi kaha tumne galti se hi sab ki tumne.It doesn't matter to you.mujhe kya feel hota hai woh tum nahi samjhoge kabhi nahi..."she sobbed remembering him.

"Aur sab Meri hi galti hai uski nahi I am on fault here he didn't even liked me and I just accepted him.But if he doesn't like me then why the hell he makes me feel the things I don't want to feel anymore I don't understand him at all" she thought crying.

"Aur kon hai woh jo tum pyaar karte ho mujhse dur rehte ho uske liye?who is she?abb mujhe bhi Janna hai ki kon hai woh jo tum utna pasand karte ho aur mere saath acche se reh bhi nahi pa rahe usse keh dungi ki leke Jaye karan ko he Don't love me. He hates me.he don't even like me jo bhi karta hai galti se hi karta hai"

"Phir baad mein ake kaho ki woh Aisa hua Aur acche se ek sorry bhi nahi kehta duffer kahika..Even I hate him soo much! I don't want to live with him who thinks he did a mistake being with me..i just can't..I don't want to be his mistake"she cried not wanting to become his mistake.

It pierced her heart that he told her he did a mistake.she didn't want to become or want to make him feel like that.It was soo special for her and how can he say that it's just his mistake.she just couldn't bear that.

"Mei..mein usse milungi woh jo bhi ho usse bata dungi ki mein karan se devorce dungi fir woh chahe kisi ke bhi saath reh sakta hai jo jisse woh apni galti nahi samjhta uske saath"she wiped her tears and stood up moving towards her bed.

She climbed on the bed and fell on her stomach in the middle pulling a pillow from beside.

"Do you know mein hamesha se ye tum ho soch ke soti thi my crazy mind and heart seriously abb mujhe feel hora hai ki kuch bhi khaas nahi tha hamare bich woh sir..sirf meri taraf se tha jo bhi tha ya hai.bohot dard hota hai karan bohot lekin tum kabhi nahi samjhoge aur na hi mein abb tumhe samjhana chahti hu beacuse it's over now"she thought clutching the pillow with tears.

"I..I..hate you "she murmured being tired of thinking and crying.her eyes closed taking her to a sleep.
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To be continued

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I hate arguments between them😐.but they won't listen to anyone specially our karan don't listen to anyone😒

Preeta is again heartbroken 💔

But she decided something different this time🧐she wants to know his secret gf which she thinks he has.

How will she get to know about her and even my some readers were eager to know about her and karan's ex.

I guess it's gonna be there in next chapter 😉about his past✨

Precap: His past!!

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