Isabellas's POV

I parked up the drive way of my mom's place, i turned the engine off and unclipped my seat belt, hoped out of the car, locked it behind me and walked up to the front door, knocking on it hard three times. I stood there for a minute waiting then the door slowly opend, i smiled to see Jack.

''Hey Bell'' he smiled as he embraced me in a large hug.

''Hey Jay, Mom home?"' i asked as he let me inside.

''Nah she went out to get some food'' we walked into the kitchen i sat at the counter as he poured himself a water.

''Would you like a drink'' he asked i shock my head to say no

''I actually just came by to pick up Edgur and thank you for looking after him while i was on a case and moving in to my place'' i smiled

''No problem Bell, he's just out in the back yard'' he pointed out the window, he continued on.

''Hows working with dad and his team?'' he asked i sighed

''It's great i love it, the team is wonderful but the case's sure do take alot out of me'' i gave alittle smile.

''I bet, hows Dad?'' he asked Jack had never spent alot of time with dad it was just now and then when we stayed with him or he took us out, i guess out of the two of us i was the one to spend more time with him.

''He's great, he seems pretty happy, you know Jay you should give him a call sometime or even arrange to hang out with him for the day, he misses you alot'' i said in concern and it was true he did, they both missed each other.

''I guess, i'll keep it in mind'' i nodded at his respnce.

''Well i better get Edgur and be on my way, have alot of things to do'' i smiled and we headed out the back and as soon as i stepped outside my little pug came running over and jumped on me, i patted him and gave him a little kiss on the top of his head, i clicked his leash on and walked through the house and out to the car, i kissed Jack goodbye on his cheek and left him to it. I placed Edgur in the passernger seat of the car, we drove to our sweet home.

I pulled up in my drive, i parked the car, grabbed my suitcase and carry bag full of my work and left Edgur out of the car, he followed me to the front door, he jumped with excitment and barked a few times.

I had manged to pull a few strings, and was able to get a little two bedroom cottege, it was cute on the outside it was a light blue with a balck roof and a white door, with plants surrounding the house and it also came with a large back yard, so my little puppy could have his space out there. As we entered i chucked my bag on the kitchen counter and wheeled my suitcase into the lounge, i had manged to put up alot of things, the only thing that wasn't finshed was my bed room, evreything else was done and dusted, i just needed to go food shopping. I collasped onto the sofa i just wanted to go to sleep right here and relax, i sat up slowly and rubbed my temples, my head just felt sore and tight all the time no matter what. I got up and walked into the kitchen grabbing a glass of waterand some pain killers from off the top of the shelf, i tipped out the rest of the water that i didn't want, Edgur was hanging around my legs and i knew he wanted to go outside, it was a lovely afternoon, i walked back into the lounge and unlocked the sliding door as i opended it all the way so Edgur could run in and out, i walked over to the end of the sofa and grabbed some toys from out of a small brown box, i walked back over to the door and threw them outside onto the lawn. Edgur ran out with excitment as he attacked his toys, I laughed to myself it was so funny o watch him.

I walked over to my stereo and turned it on having Reed Deaming play one of my favourites 'You'er the Only One' i loved it, he was a talented kid i must say, when i was litttle if i didn't make it here i would be a singer, but i think i might better at the BAU then at singing, i could garuintie that i would shatter a glass if i let a single note out of my mouth, i still liked to sing along quietly.

I went back into the kitchen and opend my fridge to see what i had and that was bascially nothing, few bits of fruit, some tuna and half cartin of milk. Great, i sighed i looked uo at the clock. I wonder if i have time to go food shoping then come back and get ready, Dad said he would pick me up at 8 and being him he is always sharp on time, it 5.30 pm now.

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I had decided to go to the little shop down the road, i would just grab things that i needed for the next few days, untill i had time to go to the actual supermarket. I left Edgur at home in the back lawn tied up to a tree, hopefully he doesn't dig any holes.

I hoped out of my car and headed inside, i didn't bother to make a check list on paper, i made one up as i went down the lanes.

I walked down to the ladies section and looked for the brand i used, i may as well just get one of everything just to be safe.

Super tampons- Check

Night pads- Check

Regular pads- Check

Liners- Check

Little sanitry bags- SPENCER??

As i placed the last thing in my trollie, i saw Spencer walking down towards me, my face started to go red, he came to a stop, looked at the shelf, then my trollie and then me, i could feel my cheeks burning red, i just hated getting these things infront of people i know and extremly the one i am in love with.

''H- hi Spence'' i smiled

''Hey Bella'' he smiled he came over and hugged me then pecked me on the lips. It slipped my mind of much i wanted to keep kissing him, i had been tired and ocupied by everything else i had forgotten how much i wanted to spend time with him.

''I didn't think i would see you here?'' i said.

I did wonder why he was at this little shop, i mean it was just down the road from my house, it's kinda funny how we knew so much about each other and our dreams but we never once stopped and asked where did we live?.

''I just came down to grab some things to make dinner with'' he smiled and held his basket up.

''And i see you seem to be doing some serouis shopping'' he cocked an eyebrowl and laughed, i smiled.

''Ah yeah, dad is coming around later so i needed to grab some food'' i smiled and gripped on to my trollie tight.

''Well, i'll see you later my girl, i gotta go'' he bent down and kissed me on the cheek, i huged him tight not wanting to let go and then once again i was left alone to do the rest of my shopping.

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I had manged to put all the shopping away and get ready, dad came sharp on 8, i placed on my shoes and we walked out to his car, he opend the door to let me in i thanked him and he hoped in the drivers seat and we drove off.

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I took a sip of my wine.

''Thankyou again dad for taking me out tonight, i needed it '' i smiled and he smiled back.

''It's alright, it's not everynight i get to spend with my beautiful daughter'' he laughed.

''Thats true, it's been too long'' i laughed i took another sip of my drink, i placed it back down on the table that had a red sheet over it, the place was so fancey, i didn't expect this at all.

''So i've noticed a thing happening between you and Spencer?'' he cocked an eyebrowl up at me, i blushed and hestitated to answer.

''Really?'' i manged to get out.

''Really!'' my dad replied

''Well i'd think there is, but at the moment we are just friends, good friends and you said yourself i would get along with him really well because we had the same capabilitys'' i smiled at my responce.

''yes that is true'' he sighed and contiued on

''I just don't want you to be alone, you know it might be good to have someone around with you, and somebody you know really well'' he took a sip of his beer, i smiled he really did care about me.

''And you think Reid would be the one for that?'' i smiled

''Well no he's just and option but it would be nice to see you with someone you know?'' he had his sturn look on.

''Yeah i know dad, i'll be fine don't worry about things like that'' i placed my hand on top of his i gave him a caring smile.

I pulled away as he began to speak.

''I never asked you how was Uni?''

''It was okay, hard but as you can see i manged, i did struggle alittle bit like everyone else even with a IQ of 190 and being able to read 25,000 words per minute and remember every single one.''

My dad seemed speachless.

''I don't believe you, you would have flied through Uni easy'' he chuckled and shrugged to back up my sentence.

''Have you heard anything from you mom and Jack?'' he asked i looked him in the eyes, everytime he asked he really did stabb himself in the back, he knew it was painful to ask but still did it anyway.

''I haven't heard from mom but Jack he's good, i picked up Edgur from there today and it was Jack home, he seemed pretty happy, i told him to call you and spend some time with you, i think he is slowly getting there'' i looked down at my lap and took away the napkin and placed it on the table, i got up from my chair and walked into the bathroom, i stood in the mirror and took a deep breath in.

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I unlocked the door and went inside i looked out my window to watch dad drive away, i chucked my purse and things on the kitchen counter, i pulled out some milk and poured myself a galss, sculling it down. I dragged myself into the lounge and collapsed onto the couche, i wanted Spence here with me to hold me, hug me, kiss me to lift me from this mood i was in. Dad had asksed so many painful questions and personal at the same time, i couldn't believe it at all.

I forced my self up off the couche and headed to my phone i picked it up and dialed Spencers number, i heard his sweet voice pick up.

''Spence it's Bella'' i said waiting for a reply

''Oh hi babe what's up?'' he asked

''Could you come over and stay the night i really need your comfort right now'' i said in a unhappy voice.

''Sure Bella i'll be there in 15'' he replied and my heart fluttered

''I know i never told you where i live but i'm at 35 gray st kelvin west end'' i smiled as i bit my lip.

''Alright haha''

''Why are you laughing?'' i asked

''I'll tell you later, i'll be there in 5 okay''

''Okay'' i replied hanging up the phone and running to my room to get changed into somthing comfy.

I wonder why he was laughing and changed the amout of time he was going to take before getting here, i would make sure to ask him, i just needed his touch at the moment, it's all i ever needed.

I set up the lounge with lots of pillows and blankets, i got some popcorn and drinks, tonight was going to be good, i sat on the couche waiting for him to arrive, my stomach felt like it had millions of butterflies in it, i was excited.