A/N

Hey, sorry for the slow updates.

I feel really depressed these days and it doesn't help when my mind is trying to convince me that this book is also depressing and you guys don't like it.

I don't know... tryna get out of that mindset.

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"Morning sleepy heads."

I groaned and stretched as my eyes lazily opened before I heard a thud and a low 'oof' coming from the floor near me.

"Shit I'm sorry Chris." I say as I hurriedly sit up and rub the spot on his head that his fingers were currently massaging.

Alexis is giggling and Chris quickly grabs a cushion before launching it at her. She's quick to escape it but hits her knee against the opposite couch and I smiled as Chris laughs loudly.

"Come on guys. I made brunch. We need to hurry and eat if we're going to make it in time for visiting hours." She says as she limps to the kitchen and I stand before pulling Chris next to me.

"Let's go doofus."

"I'm too grown to be called that." He complains and I pull him in for a kiss but he turns his cheek to me. "My breath stinks."

"You might be grown but you're still the same goofball I roomed with for four years."

Chris rolls his eyes before heading to the kitchen and I follow, silently enjoying my view of his small frame and handful ass.

I chuckled as he also bumped his knee on the same couch as Alexis before barely ducking out of the way as he tried to elbow me.

"Doofus."

"Dweeb."

"Oh gosh, can you two stop. It's almost lunch and I want to get there to see him." Alexis whines and we both exchanged bored looks with her.

"Then you can go ahead and we'll meet you."

"Then you can go ahead and we'll meet you." She mimicked. "A. I don't know how to get there and b. I don't have any money on me."

"I can call you a taxi and give you some cash." I say.

"I have to shower and get out of these clothes. They're bloody and gross."

"My clothes are huge but I guess you can borrow a sweatpants and one of my jerseys."

They share a look before she's running out of the room and I laugh as Chris is just a frame out of reach from stopping her. He pouts at me and I pinch his chin before drinking the tea she laid out.

"I miss her cooking." I say to him as he too starts to eat.

"I know. I always tease her and say I'd marry her if I liked the coochie."

"Its not that hard to like."

"Are you trying to gross me out?"

"Why are you gay guys like that?"

"You're one of us."

"Yeah but I respect the kitty. I came out of one and my kids will also come out of one. I might not want to stick my dick inside but it's not gross."

"You've always had sex with girls. I haven't. I think its gross."

"Why?"

"Cause. It's always wet and weird looking."

"It's a vagina."

"Why are you guys talking about vaginas?"

"Chris is grossed out by it."

"It's gross though."

"Want me to flash you?"

"Your vagina isn't gross. It's small and cute. Like a black brownie with a strawberry filling."

"Did you just compare my vagina to a-"

"Wait! You saw her vagina?"

"Ah... yes." They both said and I stared at him genuinely shocked.

"When?"

He shrugged his shoulder and I raised my eyebrow.

"Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! Her vagina is cute but everyone else's is gross? Make that make sense."

"She's my best friend... maybe she might be the mother of my child one day. I can't say nothing bad about her baby maker."

"Awe." Shes says sarcastically. "I love you too."

She plops my wallet on the counter next to me and waits for me to give her some money. "I need to head out now."

"Take whatever you want. I have more in my room."

She smiles and empties my wallet before kissing both of us on our cheeks and I shake my head as I heard the front door lock behind her.

"We should probably hurry and eat if we wanna make it in time to see your friend." I say to him and he nods as he downs the orange juice.

"How did she-" I stopped myself as I realized that my fridge never really had food in it and we just ate a full breakfast. "Oh, she's good."

"Come on. Let's shower and head out. I need to pick up my car."

"Can I wear your clothes too?"

"Sure."

Chris follows me to my room and as we walk, it hits me that he has never been inside this house and that we were heading to my bathroom.

"You can shower first. I'll just go grab the clothes." I say as we stand outside the open bathroom door.

"Or we can shower together to save on time."

"Yeah... sure."

My words are sure but my mind was racing like Usain bolt. I felt as though the second our clothes were off and we were wet and alone, he would notice immediately how much he still affected me.

I watch as he heads in and slides the door before turning on the water. His back is to me and I remain frozen in my spot as I observe him. His shirt is the first to leave his body and I tried to regulate my breathing so as not to get excited.

His skin is smooth. No longer was he shaped like the teenaged boy with the feminine body. He had a little bit of muscles on him and as he slipped his pants and underwear off, I inhaled.

He looked good.

He looked more than good.

His back wasn't skinny or buff but he had the right amount of everything in the right places. His love handles were small and the lower my eyes travelled, the harder it was for me to stay calm.

The one part of the human body that somehow drove me crazy was plain for me to see and I bit my lips at it's perfect form.

Fuck.

He worked out. I knew he worked out. I got too accustomed to that body not to notice any subtle changes and I knew enough of it to have every inch ingrained in my memory.

I closed my eyes and shook my head as I felt a certain part of me awakening and my movement caused Chris to turn.

"The water is now ho-" He stops and looks at me and I don't have to look at a mirror to know what he sees.

I thought that his ass would be enough to drive me crazy but as I watched the lean body of his front... as I watched the small V line at his waist and his cock that lay flat against him, waiting to be woken from its slumber... I couldn't help but exhale.

His eyes finally make eye contact with me and I knew mine instantly filled with heat.

"Damon." He warned as I stepped into the room and inevitably closer to him.

"What?" I murmured as I stood a feet away.

"The water is hot. Get naked so we can shower and get going."

I looked down at him and smirked. "And do you really think we will be going anywhere once I get naked?"

His face is now inches away from mine. So close that I saw the size of his eyes change before fluttering close and heard the intake of shaky breath from him.

"Stop." He whispers, refusing to look at me.

"Tell me to go." I too whisper. "Tell me to go and I'll go... if not, I swear I'll kiss you until your lips are swollen."

We were so close that no air passed between us. His eyes are still closed and I could feel the shakiness of his breaths as they hit my face. Not being able to help myself, I rubbed my nose against his before taking a finger and slowly rubbing it along his side.

His eyes slowly opened but not completely and I smirked as he just stares up at my lips.

"Tell me to go." I say again. "Tell me to go or-"

And he kisses me.

His hands waste no time in slipping around my neck as his kisses silence me and I groan as I feel his dick start to harden against my thigh.