Heartbreak, pain, anger. Those were the feelings that I had right now after what I just witnessed. Scorpius, once again,kissed another girl. To be honest, I don't think that he did that on purpose and I might be overreacting again, but can you blame me? I give a chance to prove himself to me and yet it just gets crushed. Ugh, I need to rethink all of this. Okay, let me think of reasons why I should give Scorpius another chance...
1.He has had feelings for me for quite some time, and he may actually be in love with me.
2.I know Scorpius would never break my heart again, well at least not on purpose because of how he feels for me.
3.He knows what the consequences would be if he broke my heart whether he did it on purpose or not.
And the list just keeps going on but I think that's enough for now. Okay, better go apologize to Scorpius now...
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I'm now inside the Slytherin common room at midnight. I know I'm not supposed to be here, but earlier I made a plan with Albus so I would be able to talk to Scorpius in private. And if you're wondering why I wouldn't just go find him and talk to him earlier, he won't even say a word to me. I guess he was too ashamed of himself that maybe he thought that when I talked to him I'd just keep blabbering about what he did. Well, he's wrong because I am desperate to talk to him. Anyways I'm sitting on the couch in front of the fireplace waiting patiently on Scorpius. And then, all of a sudden, I feel some movements from the couch, and as I turn my head to my right, I see Scorpius with his hands on his face. I feel really bad for making him feel this way.

"So Al told me that you wanted to talk to me?" He asked breaking the awkward silence between us.

"Yeah, I needed to talk to you about our relation--" But he cut me off.

"Look Rose I apologize and I swear I didn't mean to do it but I just want you to know--" He said it all in one breath but I silenced him by slamming my lips onto his.

I shut my eyes tightly and he did the same as well. Even if he's shocked he still wraps his arms around my waist and kisses me back. After a few seconds I pull away and I put my forehead against his.

"Scorp, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have broken up with you. I overreacted and I know that you didn't kiss that girl on purpose. I know that you would never break my heart, at least not on purpose." I smile at him and he smiles back.

"It's fine, Rose. I still shouldn't have done that. I'm such a bloody idiot for doing that. But I'm pretty sure she put some Amortentia on her and I smelled three things that I really love," he pauses and I noticed him blush before continuing, "I smelled vanilla, roses, and...your hair." He smirked at what he had just told me and then it was my turn to blush.

"Really? So you were under a love spell?" I asked him.

"Well yeah. Isn't that what I just explained?" He said in a matter of fact tone.

"Okay. So you'll take me back, won't you?" I asked full of hope in my voice.

"Sure...on one condition." He smirked once again and I suddenly felt nervous.

"What is it then?"

"You sleep with me tonight." And then I panicked on the inside. I was blushing so hard, but that didn't mean I wanted to do what he was implying. I got even more nervous and gulped.

"Scorpius I c-can't d-do that. I'm n-not ready for--" He giggled and cut me off.

"Relax love. I didn't mean it that way. I just wanted you to sleep next to me tonight. I'm not ready for that either."

"Oh." I was now blushing even more, if that's even possible.

"I love seeing you blush."

"I'm sleepy." I yawned. It was past midnight already.

"Before we go, would you like to go to the Christmas Ball with me?"

"Is that supposed to be a question? You already know that I'd say YES!"

"Shush darling, you wouldn't want to wake up anyone."

"Oh right, sorry." And then I remembered his words. Darling. I blushed once again. That was sweet.

"Why are you blushing again?"

"You called me darling." I answered shyly.

"Aww look at you, fawning over me." He smirked and I felt a bit frustrated but I couldn't help but find his smirk incredibly attractive.

"Keep being cocky and I'll change my mind about the ball." I turned away from him and started to walk away because I was frustrated. I know I seem to be overreacting but the thing is, I get cranky when I'm sleepy.

"Hey Rose, I'm sorry. Of course I have to admit that I was the one who was fawning over you."

"I just need to sleep Scorpius. I get cranky when I am sleepy."

"Okay, don't worry, you'll get your sleep."

He lead me up the stairs and into his head boy dormitory. He let me lay down on his bed while he was starting to remove his clothes. I gulped and turned away.

"Umm, I thought we weren't doing anything?"
"Hm? Oh no, I'm just changing into my pajamas. You're free to look at me of course." And for some reason I look back at him and looked at his chest. I have to admit it looks really fine. He's hot. Wait, did I just say that?

"Thanks for the compliment." He smirked and I realized that I said that he's hot out loud.

He then removed his pants and that's when I turned away and covered my eyes.

"Don't you worry love. It's perfectly fine if you look."

"Eww Scorpius, you sound like a pervert!" I giggled at what he just said.
"I was just messing around. Do you know how awkward it is when you're changing and you're girlfriend just so happens to be in the same room as you, possibly just watching?" He was finally finished changing into his pajamas.

"No." I answered honestly.

"Well I'll make you feel it, you need to change into your pajamas too."

"No way! There is no bloody way I'm changing in front of you!" I retorted and he laughed at my serious expression.

"It's fine. I'll turn away when I want to."

"Who are you and what have you done to my innocent Scorpius?"

"He's right here. He just wanted to let you know that he's not completely innocent."

"Scorp, really?" And then he started laughing hysterically like he was a mad person. It was like he needed to be brought to an asylum.

"I'm just kidding Rose! You should have seen your face! Bloody hell, of course I'm innocent!"

"Shut up or I'm going to bloody hit you." I stated starting to sound angry.

"Oh really?" He commented and I got up from the bed and hit his chest playfully but hard.

"Ow Rose, that hurt." I could tell he was probably hurt but I was too sleepy to bloody care.

"That's what you get for making me lose some sleep."

"Now you're going to get it!" He grabbed both of my shoulders and we both fell to the ground while wrestling each other playfully. Then at some point, Scorpius was on top of me, and we both stopped. It was getting awkward so I decided to try to get up but Scorpius pinned my hands down. And then he leaned in, shut his eyes tightly, and kissed me. And I kissed him back with passion. What started as a sweet kiss turned into a full snogging session. My hands fumbling in his hair, his hands on my waist. And then he started to take off my shirt but I stopped him, and he stopped kissing me.

"I'm sorry, I just got carried away--"

"It's okay. But please, I can only allow myself to snog you. Nothing more yet."

"Okay." He stood up and helped me stand up. We both lied down on the bed and said goodnight to each other.

"I love you Rose. Don't ever leave me." He said sincerely, and I wasn't sure if I loved him back but I knew my feelings for him were strong so I said it back.

"I love you too Scorpius. I'll never leave you."

And then we both fell asleep in each other's arms. I loved it.