Kade's POV

I get in my car after dance, wanting to just drive as fast as I can to get to the pack house because tonight was the full moon, which means someone's getting lucky tonight... for the first time. I woke up this morning to Joey kissing my neck and grinding against me so he was forced to stay home by his parents because none of us wanted me getting fucked in the school bathroom.

After everything that happened with my dad, I was grounded for one weekend, but my dad never brought up what I said to Mom or me and I assumed that he just moved on from it. But I had decided to stay away for a bit because if I was with him for too long, I would probably say something I would regret or Emilie would bring it up. So whenever I went home, I hung out with my mom and sister, but once my dad comes in, I make an excuse that I'm going to bed or going to shower.

I pull into the dirt road and stop at the gate where the guards give me a soft smile. The guy standing there with a gun slung over his shoulder holds a clipboard along with a walkie talkie. "Hello, Kade, you here to see Joey?"

"Yes, sir," I tell him as he writes something on the clipboard before picking up the walkie talkie to switch the station to probably the quarter house.

"Kade is here for Joey, can I send him through?" The guy asks, giving me a soft smile. "I'm sorry, but we aren't allowed to let any car that's not authorized right on through."

"Oh, no, you're perfectly fine," I tell him as we wait for someone to get to him on the talkie.

"Send him through," Joey's melodic voice comes through the system and the gate opens as the men wave at me as I drive through. I park next to the garage before getting out with my bag and walking into the house since I was explicitly told to never knock and just come on in.

As soon as I open the door, I see Lila and Conner sitting on the couch with a movie playing on the TV and when they hear the door, they look up. "Oh, hey, how was your day?"

I set my bag on the ground since I know we were going to be leaving to go to the apartment for the night because Lila and Conner were staying here while Melissa and Cody were going to her house. I just think it's so weird that they're all so okay with talking about sex and stuff when they're family and stuff, but I guess it was a werewolf thing.

"It was good, how was your day?" I ask them, walking over to the couch to lean on it as I look down at Lila who's lips perk up into a smirk.

"Oh, you know, it was pretty good," she says and I give her a disgusted face as she reaches over to grab Conner's hand, who is now shaking his head at his wife.

I chuckle. "I'll make sure to tell your son that."

Lila giggles. "You wouldn't."

"You'll never know," I tell them with a wink as I walk into Joey's bedroom where he's laying on his bed as some soccer game plays on his TV. Once he sees me, he looks up at me and I immediately see his piercing electric blue eyes staring at me.

"Hello, beautiful," he tells me as he sits up to sit on the edge of his bed and I immediately go over to sit on his lap as his arms wrap around my waist. My hand comes up and my index finger lightly runs over the skin under his eye, making his lids flutter a bit.

"Is he out to play?" I whisper to him.

"All day," he whispers, giving me a quick kiss before setting his head on my chest. My fingers start to run through his soft hair as I start to feel a small pressure on the back of my thigh and I smile, reaching down but his hand immediately grabs onto it to where I can't make contact.

"Not now, not here," he whispers, looking up at me with a small smile.

We hear a small yelp from the living room before a loud laugh and Joey rolls his eyes, setting his head against my chest again. I chuckle, giving him a soft kiss on his head. "Well, we should probably leave soon because I think your parents are getting more-"

"Don't say it," he says with a sigh.

I run my hand through his hair. "Hey, lighten up, we're gonna have fun tonight."

He smiles, standing up which pushes me up as well. His hands set on my waist as my palms lay flat against his chest as I stare up at him with a small smile. I notice the way his eyes swirl with the electric blue color and hazel, telling me that he was battling with his wolf for dominance.

I wait for his eyes to set on their beautiful hazel color before standing on my toes to place a chaste kiss on his lips before turning around and grabbing a bag from his closet. We both start to pack his clothes in it and I notice the way he stuffs in some lubricant in there, hoping I didn't see it.

Once the bag is filled with his clothes and other random things, he slings it around his shoulder before we walk out of the room to see his parents making out on the couch. I immediately turn around and cover his eyes before he can see them. "Uh, hey."

They pull apart to look at us and as soon as they see their son with his eyes covered, their cheeks flush before Lila scoots to the other side of the couch. I take my hands off of my boyfriend's eyes and he glares at his parents. "No sex on the couch."

I look up at him in confusion. "Is that a rule?"

Conner nods. "Yeah, we also have a rule that if anyone has sex on a common surface, like the counters or floor, then we have to clean them immediately after."

I nod my head, crossing my arms over my chest. "Well, that makes sense."

Joey intertwined his fingers with mine before twirling our arms so his is laying over my stomach, so he can pull my back flush against his front. "Alright, we'll see you either tomorrow or Sunday."

Lila nods with a smirk. "Have fun, boys!"

This time, it's me the one blushing as I turn my head to face the front door as I just wish we were out of it already. I clear my throat, squeezing Joey's hand in a way to tell him that I want to leave as soon as possible because I felt like his parents were seconds away from fucking and I was as red as a tomato.

"I hate how open you all are," I joke with a chuckle, playing my embarrassment off.

"Alright, let's go," Joey said with a chuckle as he pulls me towards the front door and out to my car where I get in the driver's seat since I knew he would be too distracted to drive at the moment as he was constantly battling his inner wolf for dominance.

He gets in, immediately placing his hand on my thigh after buckling his seat belt. I make my way back to the front gate where the guards wave as I drive through along with Joey. We stay silent until we hit the main road where I have to wait and build up the courage to start asking questions because from what he's told me, a lot of things will change. "So what's going to change?"

He sits up a bit, squeezing my thigh as I stop at the stoplight and when I look at him again, his eyes are their electric blue again. "So during... the mating, I'll bite you here," he tells me, lightly tapping on my neck that makes my entire body shiver from the shocks I wasn't expecting. "and that'll basically mix our blood and sweat together and connect our minds in a way where we can talk to each other through something we call a 'mind link' and other things that we can try out once it happens."

I nod my head. "Will the bite hurt?"

"No, absolutely not. I don't have experience with it obviously, but from what I've heard from Cody and Melissa, it's one of the most amazing things she's ever felt. I promise you that if it hurt you in anyway, I wouldn't even think about doing it even if there's advantages to it," he tells me.

I reach down, taking his hand that's set on my thigh into mine as I use my other hand to drive down the streets to the apartment. "You're amazing."

He chuckles. "Well, you'll see how amazing I am tonight."

I shake my head. "How horny are you?"

"You have no idea," he whispers, setting his head back against the rest as I tried to find a parking space at the apartment complex that was freshly painted white over the bricks, giving it a new modern style to it that made me like it even more than I already did. We get out of the car, grabbing our bags before making our way to the apartment door.

When he unlocks the door, I start to sweat because this was not something I'd ever done before. Like sure, we've done other stuff but going all the way was such a big step, at least to me, and I was extremely nervous of how it was all going to go. I knew it wouldn't be awkward because Joey never let anything get that way between us, but it was the pain that worried me the most. Joey wasn't a small guy, I'll say, and even if he wasn't, it'll still hurt and I don't know if I'm ready for that. I knew I wanted to be with him and take our relationship to the next step because I do love him and appreciate him, I just know that we'll definitely need to lead up to it a lot.

"What're you thinking about?" He asks and I realize I'm completely zoned out in the middle of the door frame while he sits on the couch and stares at me. I close the door, going over to sit next to him. He grabs my hands, noticing the way they shake before kissing my forehead. "If you don't want to do this, we don't have to."

I shake my head. "No, no, it's not that I don't want to do it, I'm just..."

"Nervous," he says, pulling me onto my lap where I fold my arms over his shoulders to be closer to his lips. I nod my head, hating how nervous I was because I knew it would be good, like so good and I feel like we've been waiting for this day for awhile so I do want to have all of him finally.

I lean down, slowly connecting our lips as I can feel his hardness pressing against the back of my thigh again while I sit on his lap. My hand snakes down to press against the side of his neck as his tongue makes it's way into my mouth and all my nerves dissipate with how careful he was being. I stand up slightly to straddle his hips, never breaking the kiss as my hands reach for the hem of his shirt before snaking under it to feel his toned abs.

He moans slightly at the feel of my skin on his as my hands keep rising for my thumb to lightly skim over his nipple, making him shiver in delight. The sparks erupting all over my skin are starting to affect me down below along with the way his tongue is skillfully playing with mine. My hands slide down to feel the waistband of his jeans as I start to unbutton them before he grabs my hands to stop me from doing so.

"Slow down, baby," he whispers against my lips before continuing the kiss as my hands grab onto the hem of his shirt as I focus on what he's doing with his tongue. My hands slide up his chest to his neck before settling into his hair where I lightly pull on it to get a moan out of him. He disconnects our lips to set his lips on my neck that makes my whole body feel hot and tingly.

He keeps kissing my neck as I slide his shirt off of him and only takes his lips off of me for a few seconds for me to successfully get it off of him. I throw the piece of clothing to the floor as I moan out when he starts to suck on my sensitive skin that makes me harden even more. I build up the courage to get off of him before settling onto my knees in front of him, needing him in my mouth now.

"I need to taste you," I breath out, looking up at him as his lips grow into a smirk as he starts to unbutton his pants before I pull him out to run my hand up-and-down his rock hard cock. I lean forward so my mouth is only a few inches from him and I notice that his eyes are now shut as his head leans back against the couch. I smile as my thumb runs over his tip that's now leaking with precum and his mouth opens slightly to let out a soft moan.

I lean forward, lightly breathing on his cock to make his entire body shiver before finally taking him in my mouth as I start to feel myself grow even more in my pants. I let my throat get used to him inside my mouth before deepthroating him, making him groan as his hips buck up involuntarily. My tongue swirls around his tip as my hand plays with the bottom half of his dick, not wanting any part of him to feel neglected.

"Oh, fuck," he whispers with a small sigh before his hand tangles in with my hair as he lightly pushes my head down to take all of him before going back up to swirl my tongue, making him moan out with a laugh. We keep this up as my free hand reaches down to unbutton my pants before digging into my briefs to touch myself because I physically couldn't stop myself.

I take my mouth off of him before going down to lightly play with his sack as my hand continues to pump his shaft, making him groan as his hips buck again. He leans down, cupping my cheeks as he forces my head up to press a firm, but passionate kiss to my lips. I let my thumb skim over his tip again, making him accidentally bite my lip as he groans into my mouth.

He reaches down to hook his fingers in my belt loops to help me stand up as he forces me to straddle him again as this time, his dick lays against my thigh while he reaches into my pants to pull me out. I bite my lip to keep myself from making any noises that could possibly embarrass me. Once he has me pulled out, he starts to run his hand over me as I lean back to set my hands on his knees to balance myself as I stare down at his hand.

He groans out as he takes both of our cocks in his hands to rub them together, creating a friction that was almost too pleasurable that it hurt. I bend down, putting our lips together as I moan into his mouth. He removes his hand to pick us up as my legs wrap around his waist and he hurries to get me to the bedroom where he can lay me down on the bed. Once my back hits the soft comforter, he slides me against it to be in the middle of the bed as he kneels in front of me.

He grabs the ankles of my jeans before pulling them off as fast as he can before he throws them to the ground. I chuckle, grabbing his shoulder to pull him down on top of me to give me another kiss as his member slowly grinds against mine, making both of us let out noises of pleasure. When we pull away, he slowly slips my briefs off before throwing them to the floor as he starts to kiss my inner thighs.

The hot feeling of his lips on my thighs makes my body shiver lightly as my hands squeeze the comforter as I lay on my back. All of a sudden, the hot feeling goes away and Joey runs out of the room which totally confuses me because what could he possibly be doing? When he comes back in, I chuckle as I see the clear bottle in his hands that he packed in his bag before we left.

"Sorry, just had to get something," he tells me as he gets comfortable between my legs again, setting the bottle next to him. He starts to kiss my inner thighs again, starting to send sparks throughout my lower half that makes my shaft become even harder as he gets closer to it. He licks his way up my base before taking me in his mouth and I bite my lip to keep the moans in as I squeeze the blanket between my hands.

He puts as much of me in his mouth as he can and my hips buck up involuntarily, making him lightly gag on my length before sliding his lips off to let his hand do the work as he recovers. I notice his other hand reaches for the lube, somehow squirting some of the liquid onto his hand while his other runs up-and-down my shaft. I feel one of his finger tips place onto my hole, trying to prepare me as much as he can. I hold my breath to brace myself as he starts to insert a finger that makes my whole body uncomfortable.

When he notices the look on my face, his thumb on his other hand skims over my tip, bringing me ultimate bliss mixed with the painful feeling of his finger inside me. I look down at him to see his eyes moving between the two actions he was doing before he looks up at me with a small smile as he places his mouth back onto my shaft. The pleasurable feeling and the uncomfortableness mix together to create a painful bliss.

Once the uncomfortable feeling of one of his fingers dissipates, he slowly inserts another one, making sure to suck on my dick to mask the feelings with pure pleasure. His tongue achingly slow swirls around the sensitive skin and I whimper as I set my hand on top of his head to lower him down until he pushes back against my hand to tell me he can't go down any further. I focus on the feelings of his fingers inserted in me as they swirl around, starting to feel like heaven that make me just want him inside of me. I moaned out as his fingers start to do a scissoring motion, opening me up even more.

"Joey, oh my God, keep going," I moan out, gripping his hair to pull his mouth up before lowering him back down and I involuntarily throw my head back as sparks radiate throughout my whole body. Another finger is inserted and I realize that he is so much bigger than his fingers, which means it's completely inevitable that this is going to hurt.

He starts to pick up the pace on my cock and my mouth opens slightly, expecting noise to come out but nothing does as my tongue presses against the roof of my mouth. I start to feel the euphoric feeling in my stomach and have to try to hold it in so we could get off together. I knew I couldn't as the feeling grew inside of me and I reached down to grip his hair as I pull him off all the way, throwing my head back in disappointment as my high drops down. He starts to flex his three fingers inside of me to stretch out my ring of muscles ever more, making my eyes flutter shut.

"You okay?" He asks me.

"Yeah," I whisper to him and when he pulls his fingers out, I sit up to be face-to-face with him before connecting our lips in a rough kiss that makes me whimper into his mouth before separating to set our foreheads against each others. "I need you."

He nodded his head. "I know."

He stands up to start pulling his jeans off along with his boxers, discarding them in a pile on the floor before crawling back on the bed as I look over his beautiful body. I run my hand over his abdomen as I connect our lips again and he slowly lowers me down to lay on my back again. He disconnects our lips, reaching over to grab the lube before pouring some on his cock. My knees start to shake lightly as the nerves come back as he starts to prepare himself to enter me for the first time.

Once he notices that, his hand sets on top of my quivering kneecap. I look up at him as he smiles down on me while rubbing the liquid on himself. "We'll go slow, I promise you."

I grab his shoulder, pulling him down on top of me to wrap my arms around his neck while he lines the head up with my hole. He stares down at me as he starts to push himself in, bringing a pain throughout my bottom as I squeeze my eyes shut to deal with it. He presses his lips to my neck to help distract me from the uncomfortableness down below.

"You're so beautiful," he whispers between kisses, making me smile before he pushes himself further into me that brings more pain inside. His hand that's not holding his shaft steady slides up my stomach under my shirt to my nipple where he starts to tug while still kissing on my neck. "you feel so good, baby."

I smirk, tugging on his hair to pull his mouth away from my neck and to press against my mouth as he inches further inside of me until he's all the way in and I finally realize how big he truly is. "Oh my God, you're so big."

He chuckles, sitting up to look down at his shaft inside me as he starts to slowly move in and then out to help get me more used to his size. He leans back on his hands as he keeps moving inside of me while also looking up to see how my body's reacting to his movements. My hands clench the blanket even more between my fingers as I moan loudly when the head of his member hits the bundle of nerves inside of me.

"What do you want me to do?" He says in a breathy whisper as he continues to move slowly, constantly hitting that one spot that makes me see spots. I moan out when he hits it a bit harder, causing a small ache to my back, but nothing that I couldn't handle.

"H-harder," I groan out as he hits it with much more force when I finally get the word out and my back arches as my eyes go cross-eyed before shutting. Joey sets his hand on my stomach under my shirt, pushing my back back down onto the bed before his hand slides down to grip my length in his hands.

He starts to force himself into me harder and I look up at him to see his eyes fluttering close as he stared down at the contact our bodies were making. I pushed my ass up a bit, surprising him as I buried his cock inside of me and he moaned out. He squeezed my cock that he was still holding in his hand and I bucked my hips up to put myself more into my hand and push him further inside of me.

"You're gonna make me cum if you keep doing that," he groans out as he slides out of my ass before inserting himself in again to slam into me, causing a shock that sent a wave of pain and pleasure to my body. I buck my hips up again and he groans, squeezing me again as he arches his back to further himself into me.

I hold my hands out for him to hold and pull me up and once he does, I straddle his lap as he crosses his legs underneath me without his length ever leaving me. My arms wrap around his shoulders while he leans back on his hands as I start to ride him. From this position, he's constantly hitting that spot, making me moan even louder than before.

My member is trapped between our bodies as we're pressed flush against each other and as I move up-and-down on him, it grinds against both of our stomachs, mine still covered with the fabric of my shirt, which brings me pleasure from two spots. I set my forehead against his as he bucks his hips up to slam into me again. I look into his eyes, noticing how blue they are which means his wolf was out to play.

He slams into me even harder this time and my eyes start to see spots as I lower my knees to have his entire cock inside of me, constantly brushing against the spot every time I move even a millimeter. I lift up again before he grabs my hips and slams me down, sending another shock throughout my back that felt good but also painful. It might be the small masochistic side of me that liked it, but it did feel so good. "Don't stop, please!"

He chuckled against my cheek and it was like music to my ears. "Never, baby."

I felt the intense feeling in my stomach again as my rock hard shaft grinded between our sweaty bodies as I rode him and he kept moving his hips up. I slid my hand into his hair to tug on it as my noises started to get more frantic and breathy as I keep moving on his length. He groans against my cheek as he continues to hit the heavenly spot over-and-over again. "I-I'm gonna cum."

He nods his head, the soft skin of his cheek rubbing against mine. "Me too."

His head moves down to my neck as I continue to move on him as my stomach builds up the pressure every time I move against him. My eyes start to become blurry and my head feels super dizzy as I get a good grip on his hair to help balance myself in case I'm hit too hard by the orgasm.

All of a sudden, Joey's canine teeth bite into my neck, making my body even more dizzier as my high comes to it's peak as my member starts to squirt over my shirt and Joey's chest while he cums inside of me, leaving me with a warm feeling spread throughout my entire body. He groans out as his jaw clenches on my neck that's covered in tingles and a liquid running down it, probably blood because of how deep the bite is.

I loosen my grip on his hair, leaning back to look at him and I notice how his eyes are hazel again and how happy he looks from the way his eyes are fluttering in a blinking fashion. I lean over to give him a soft kiss before lifting myself off of him, resulting in an achy feeling throughout my back and ass before I fall off his lap and onto the blanket in front of him.

I feel him tugging on the fabric of my shirt with a small chuckle. "I don't know how I didn't take this off after awhile."

I chuckle, grabbing his hand to pull him down next to me so I can set my head on his chest to let the high fall down along with the tiredness overcoming my entire body. I lightly kiss his chest before closing my eyes. "I love you."

He kisses my forehead, running his hand that wraps around my body through my hair. "I love you too, baby boy."

I look up at him with a smile. "That was... unbelievable."

"Oh, yeah?" He jokes, looking down at me with one of the biggest smiles I'd seen on his face since we met. I laugh as I pull the covers over us as I'm overcome with this extreme wave of exhaustion that forces my eyes closed until I fall into a deep, deep sleep.