Jamie's POV

I woke up in the morning in a very soft bed. I looked around the room and Xavier was sitting in a chair by my bedside. I made a whimpering noise as I jostled my head, which made me feel very dizzy.

"Hey, Jamie. How do you feel?" Xavier asked.

"Like my head could explode any minute."

"That's to be expected. Do you remember what happened?"

"Not exactly." I whispered.

"Well, I had an elder come and he helped me break the bond between you and Alex. I know.. I know you're going to be mad, but-"

"Wait, wait, I'm confused." I whispered.

He gave me a weird look. "About what?"

"Who's Alex?"

His eyes widened and he stood up. "Jamie, you don't know who Alex is?"

"Should I?"

His eyes widened even more and he turned around so he wasn't facing me. I could tell that something was wrong and I just wanted to help Xavier feel better.

"Xavier, what's wrong?"

"You should remember. When you find out what happened, you're going to kill me." He whispered.

I gasped. "No, I will not! I love you, Xavier. You're my mate. Why the hell would I ever want to harm you?"

He tensed up as my words started to process in his head. He turned towards me and I could see tears in his eyes. I motioned for him to come to me and he did. He sat on the edge of the bed and I took his hand in mine.

"I would never hurt you, Xavier." I whispered, reaching up to run my hand through his hair.

"Jamie, you don't remember Alex? You don't remember living at camp and meeting him?" He asked.

"When I lived at camp, you moved back and we felt the mating bond. Xavier, what the hell is going on with you?"

He looked super overwhelmed and I felt a throbbing in my head. I winced, closing my eyes. My hand automatically went up to my forehead. Xavier reached out and placed his hand on my chest.

"Are you okay?" He whispered.

"Xavier, it hurts." I told him, looking up at him with pleading eyes.

"Your head hurts?"

"Yes, make it stop. Please, make it stop." I whispered, turning over onto my stomach to dig my head into the pillow. I felt him moving on the bed and his hands started to rub my back.

I sighed into the pillow as his hands caressed my body. I started to feel extremely tired, so I let my eyes close and drifted asleep.

Xavier's POV

I ran down the stairs and into my office where I knew that damn elder would be. He looked up when I slammed the door opened and he smirked when he saw it was me.

"What the hell did you do?" I screamed at him.

"I gave you what you wanted. You know that he wouldn't have been happy with you if he knew what you had done to his bond with his mate." The elder said.

"If he finds out what I did, he will kill me!"

"The only way he can find out that you aren't his true mate is if he sees Alex again."

"Do you not remember our whole fucking plan? We were going to force Jamie to come with us and make him rule by our side, so Alex will see his mate not with him. He would get weaker and weaker as time went on until he eventually is no longer able to cope with the loss of his mate! Now, we can't do that because if Jamie sees him, then everything will be done!"

"Xavier!" I heard a lovely voice yell. I turned around and saw Jamie running up to me.

I didn't lock the door? He hadn't tried to run away from me? He put his arms around me, which shocked me. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around him and I could feel him shaking.

"Jamie, what happened? What's wrong?" I whispered to him.

"I had a bad dream." He whispered and I could hear the tears in his voice.

"Okay, let's go lay down." I told him and pulled him away from that disgusting elder and into my room. I had kept Jamie in a different room because I knew that he probably wouldn't be okay with us sleeping next to each other, but I guess he's okay with it now.

Once we got into my room, he collapsed on the bed. When I saw those tears streaming down his face, it killed me inside. I pulled him onto my lap and he wrapped his arms around my neck.

"Tell me what it was about." I whispered.

"Someone was trying to take me from you. I don't ever want to leave you, Xavier. Never."

I nodded, kissing his forehead. "I know, Jamie. No one is going to take you from me."

"I love you, Xavier." He whispered to me like he had when he woke up. Did he actually mean that? If from what he's telling me, he thinks we've been mates ever since I got back to the camp. Did he not meet Alex in his mind?

I just don't understand. How could he have spent that time that I was living in his house trying to get rid of me, but after a little elder did something, he's in love with me?

"Xavier, did you hear me?" He whispered. He had a worried expression on and it looked like he was about to panic.

"Huh? Y-yeah, I did."

He looked at me and he looked super upset. "Y-you don't love me?"

My eyes widened. "No, no, no. That's not what I meant, Jamie. I do love you. You know I do. So much more than anything else I've ever known."

He gave me a soft smile and pulled us down, so we were laying back on the bed. He turned onto his side and leaned over, connecting our lips. His hand set on top of my chest as the kiss became deeper. His tongue licked my bottom lip and I gave him entrance.

As we became focused on our lips, his lifted himself up so he was straddling me. His hands rubbed my chest and I moaned into his mouth as he started to grind on my body.

He broke the kiss, moving his lips down to my neck. I felt him suck on my sensitive skin as my hands went under his shirt to touch his soft body. I lifted his shirt up and he broke his lips away, so the material could slide off his body.

His teeth bit into my neck and I moaned as I bucked my hips into his. He chuckled, leaning over to look at me. He kissed my lips again as his hands reached down and touched me through my jeans. He started to unbutton them and I grabbed his hands. He looked up at me with a confused expression.

"Let's not do this right now." I told him.

He gave me a hurtful look and moved away from my body. I sighed, reaching over to touch him, but he moved away even more. I wrapped my arm around his waist from behind and he didn't even try to move away.

I set my chin on his shoulder and he moved his head, so our faces were further apart. "Baby, I just don't think that right now is such a good idea."

"Whatever." He whispered.

"You know I love you, right?"

He nodded, slowly. "Of course."

"Then trust me, okay? I have some stuff that I need to take care of, then I'll be back up and I'll pleasure you like you want."

"Why can't what you need to take care of be taken care of after this?" He whispered.

"It's important, Jamie."

"I don't care, Xavier. Just walk away from me like you always fucking do." He said and I could hear how upset he sounded and it killed me.

I pulled him away from the edge of the bed, so he was laying down on his back. He looked up at me and I started to take off his pants. I pulled his hard-on out and he squeezed his eyes shut.

I took him in my mouth and he sighed in pleasure. I began to suck his tip as his hands ran over the top of my back. I slid my hands up his chest and he intertwined our fingers. I took him further into my mouth and he moaned, lightly. His hips bucked up as my tongue ran over his tip. I chuckled around his length and he moaned.

"Fuck, baby." He whispered.

Our eyes met as I deep throated him and his mouth opened wider. I could see the desire in his eyes as his hands gripped mine, tightly. I swirled my tongue around his tip and I felt his stomach tense.

He unlocked one of our hands and he pushed my head farther down on his length. He started to buck his hips to go at the speed he wanted and it made my throat constrict.

He let me go at my own pace again and he started moaning more. I saw his fingers playing with his nipples and his eyes were closed. His mouth made an 'o' shape as his face scrunched up.

"Oh, fuck." He hissed out as I deep throated him again.

I could tell he was close by the way his stomach kept tensing up and his hips were slightly moving as did my mouth. I sucked on his length harder and faster and he moaned, loudly.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum." He said with a groan.

I felt his liquid rush into my mouth and I kept sucking him until I knew he was done. I swallowed it down and his body seemed to relax.

"I love you, Jamie. I'm not walking away from you ever again, you need to understand that. I know that when I left you to move away, you were hurt, but I'm sorry. That won't ever happen again. I won't pick anything over you, okay?"

He looked down at me with a sad expression and nodded. He cupped my face and pulled me up, so our lips could connect. The kiss was filled with need. We needed each other.

His legs wrapped around my waist and I could feel his member pressing against the bottom of my stomach. His tongue plunged into my mouth and he moaned into my mouth. I pulled away from the kiss and he stared into my eyes. His fingers rubbed against my cheeks and I closed my eyes, feeling his touch.

"I love you, Xavier." He whispered.

I set my head against his chest, taking in those words. Even though his mind had been played with to forget his real mate, I knew that this Jamie was mine. It felt like we were meant to be together and it's everything I could've asked for.

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