Jamie's POV

I paced around the room that I was locked in. Once Xavier brought me to his house or whatever it was, he brought me to this room. He told me that he would come back, so we could talk. That was hours ago and I had cried basically every second that I've been here.

Alex was probably so upset or angry right now. I told him that I would be back that night, then I texted him telling him that it was over. I hope he knows that it wasn't me. He had to realize it, right? He has to know that I would never possibly do that to him.

I wiped my wet cheeks and fell back on the bed. I looked around the room and it was rather nice actually. The bed was huge with black sheets and a red comforter.

There was a bookcase on the far side filled with a lot of good books. The bathroom that was connected to the room had a huge shower and all of the toiletries that I would ever need.

I heard the door open and I shot off of the bed. Xavier walked in and I glared at him as soon as he looked up at me. He had locked me in this room because he said that he didn't trust me enough to let me walk around yet.

"How are you doing?" He asked me, sitting away from me as much as possible.

"I want to leave." I snapped at him.

"Sorry, sweetie. That's not going to happen."

"You can't break apart two mates, Xavier. You're going to kill me!"

"Jamie, that's not going to happen. That's why I'm here for you."

"You're not going to touch me." I growled at him.

He smirked at me. "Remember our deal? If you don't do as I say, then your mate is-"

"I know!" I yelled, squeezing my eyes shut. "I'll do what you want."

"Good, now, I want you to kiss me." He told me, moving to sit on the center of the bed. My eyes started to water at the prospect of kissing someone that wasn't my mate.

"Please, Xavier." I begged him.

"Jamie, I don't want to upset you. I want to make you happy."

"You're not my mate, Xavier. You won't make me as happy as I would be with him. You'll understand when you find your mate, I promise."

I watched as his eyes darkened and he looked down at the comforter. His hand ran over the soft fabric and I gave him a confused look.

"I don't have a mate, Jamie."

I gasped, slightly. "Xavier, no."

"When I turned 18, I didn't feel the mating pull. You know how you can feel your mate? Well, I didn't feel it at all."

"Did you talk to an elder? Maybe there's a mistake." I asked him.

"It's not a mistake, Jamie. I came back to have you."

"Xavier, you can't have me. I already have a mate."

"I don't fucking care, Jamie," he snapped at me. "you're mine now. You promised to do as I say and I won't hurt Alex."

"I know." I whispered, looking down at the ground.

He reached out, taking my hand in his. That's when it hit me. When he brought me to this room, he told me that he didn't trust me yet. I need to earn his trust, so he'll let me freely walk around and I can get out.

What's the one way to earn his trust? I have to pretend to be his mate, but if I do that, I'll be unfaithful to my actual mate. He would understand, right?

"Jamie, what're you thinking about?" Xavier asked me.

"N-nothing." I lied.

Alex had to be okay with what I'm about to do. I'm saving him and the pack's lives. I closed my eyes, putting my head down. Forgive me, Alex.

I put my head back up and looked at the boy sitting in front of me. He gave me a confused look before I leaned forward, smashing our lips together. My chest suddenly erupted in pain and I tried not to show my emotions.

Xavier moved forward, not breaking the kiss. I squeezed my eyes shut tighter as his hand slid up my thigh. His tongue licked my bottom lip and I opened up, knowing that I needed to do what he wanted.

He pulled away, moving down to my neck. He moved down to where my shoulder and neck met and I yelped as he touched Alex's mating mark.

Xavier's eyes widened. "I'm sorry."

"I-it's okay." I whispered.

"What do you wanna eat, Jamie?" He asked me.

"Nothing." I told him, laying back on the bed.

I made my wolf calm down from growling at him when he slipped his hand under my shirt. He pushed my shirt up, leaning down to place kisses on my stomach. I could tell that he was holding himself back and I just wished this was Alex.

"Can I eat you then?" He whispered, trailing his kisses down to the waistband of my joggers.

My wolf growled and Xavier lifted his head, glaring at me. I sat up on my elbows and shook my head. "My wolf isn't used to this yet."

He sat up and he turned away from me. "Whatever, Jamie."

Was he going to hurt Alex? Was he going to hurt me? Oh, gosh. What the hell did I just do? I moved towards him and set my hand on his thigh. He looked up at me with an upset expression.

"I'm sorry, Xavier. I didn't mean to upset you." I whispered to him. I need to keep him happy, so he would trust me quicker.

"I don't care, Jamie." He whispered, pushing me away and getting up. If he's mad at me, then he'll never trust me enough to let me leave!

I ran to him and grabbed his arm, turning him around to face me. "Xavier, I'm so sorry. My wolf is scared, okay?"

"Why is he scared?" He whispered.

"He's just uneasy about this whole thing. He hasn't seem you in awhile and he's not used to being around you so much." I lied.

"I can make him feel better then."

I knew exactly what that meant. I just kept repeating in my head that this was for Alex. I was going to let him have sex with me for Alex. For Alex. That's why I'm doing this. I have to.

"Do it." I whispered to him.

He smiled, pushing me towards the bed. I faked a smile up at him as he motioned for me to sit. He got on his knees in front of me, eying my crotch. He started to untie my sweatpants and I was hoping he wasn't thinking of sucking me off.

"Xavier.." I whispered and he looked up at me.

"Yeah?" He asked as he started to pull my sweatpants down.

"This is all about you." I whispered and grabbed his collar. I pulled my underwear down and I hated how he scanned over my body. I spread my legs and his eyes changed, so I knew his wolf was present.

As he started to do exactly what he wanted, all I could do was repeat the same three words in my head. I'm sorry, Alex.

I was laying on the bed, trying to find a comfortable position to lay. Xavier had been rougher than Alex ever has been, so my whole body was super sore. I wanted to take a shower, but getting up sent pain throughout my whole back.

The door opened and I looked up at Xavier. He gave me a soft smile as he carried a tray in his hands. He had left after he fucked me without saying a word, but I could tell he was happy about it.

I turned my head from Xavier and he sighed. "You need to eat, Jamie."

"I'm not hungry." I whispered to him.

"I don't care. Now, eat." He said, setting the tray next to me. It had pasta with a red sauce, a piece of bread, and some water. It looked pretty good actually, but I felt like I would throw up if I tried.

"No." I whispered.

"Can you just try for me, baby?" He asked and I tried not to make a face at the nickname he had given me. That's what Alex calls me, not him.

I sighed, picking up the piece of bread and taking a bite out of it. Xavier placed his hand on my back with a small smile on his face as I chewed the food. As soon as I swallowed it, my stomach started to turn.

I held my stomach and Xavier knew exactly what it meant. He leaned over, grabbing the little trash can next to his side of the bed. He set it in front of me and I emptied my stomach with his hand rubbing my back.

"You're okay." He told me, brushing some of my hair out of my face.

I motioned for him to take the trash can and he set it next to the bed. He moved the tray over onto the dresser, which probably meant that I would eat it later. I went to lay back onto the bed, but I whimpered from the pain.

"What's wrong?" Xavier asked me, helping me lay down.

"My body hurts." I whispered, turning my head away from him.

"Fuck, I'm sorry, Jamie. I shouldn't have been so rough. It was just our first time and I needed you."

Yeah, it was our first time and I hoped it was our last, but I think that was a long shot. Xavier pulled the covers over us and I squeezed my eyes shut as he pulled me into his arms. We both heard a loud noise from downstairs and Xavier groaned as he stood up.

"What's going on?" I whispered.

He looked down at me, smoothing my hair back on my head. "Nothing you need to worry about, Jamie. I'll be back."

I watched as he walked out the room. As he walked out, I noticed that his body was super tense. The door slammed shut and I heard the lock click. I stood up, walking over to the window that was on the far side of the room. I looked out into the large yard that was surrounded by bright, tall trees.

"Alex, please, forgive me for everything." I whispered to myself, setting my head on the glass.

I tried pushing through our bond, but it made me yell out in pain. I fell onto the ground on my knees. They had forced me to drink the amberish liquid about an hour ago after Xavier had left my room.

I pushed myself off of the ground and stared out the window. The sun was starting to set and it put a pinkish tint in the sky. I sighed as I realized that at the current moment, Xavier was probably planning to attack my pack and gain power.

An hour passed as I stood at the window and I didn't turn around to look as the door opened. I heard someone mumbling, but I didn't care too much to look at what was happening in the room.

"Jamie?" I heard Xavier whispered to me. He set his hand on my shoulder and I sighed, closing my eyes.

"I want to be alone." I whispered.

Xavier sighed. "Jamie, I just want you happy."

I turned around to look at him with a glare while tears lined my eyes. His face seemed to soften at that. "If you wanted me happy, you would let me be with my mate!"

Xavier turned away for a second and I didn't take my eyes off of him. He turned towards me and a tear slid down his face. "I need you to be with me to be happy, Jamie."

I sighed. I turned towards the window again and his hand went to the middle of my back, rubbing slightly to calm me down.

"Jamie, I have a way to make you happy." He said.

I turned around and saw about four guys standing by the door. I didn't recognize any of them, but they didn't look like the nicest people I would meet.

"What're you doing?" I asked him.

Xavier gave me a soft smile as he forced me to sit on the bed. He got on his knees in front of me, setting his hand on my knee.

"It's okay, don't worry."

"What's going on?" I asked him.

He stood up, then sat next to me on the bed. He looked up at the guys with a smile. "Go ahead and do it."

"Xavier, what's going on?" I asked him again.

"Don't worry." He whispered as one of the guys came over. He glared at me as he placed his hands out.

"Take my hand." He snapped at me.

Xavier nodded to me and I sighed as I took the man's hand. A sudden energy ran through my body and my head started to throb, painfully. I tried to take my hand back, but the man refused.

My body started to shake, lightly, as the energy started to overpower my body. I couldn't hear anything as the pain became way too much. Xavier was saying something because his lips were moving, but I couldn't hear anything.

That's when I blacked out.